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After successfully abducting Zhou Jun to bed, Zhao Zixuan did not leave as Henry expected.Instead, he took the boy with him and asked him to accompany them to see Peach Blossom.

Along the way, Ah Jun tugged on Zhao Zixuan's cuff tightly, refusing to part with him even one step.Henry raised his eyebrows and couldn't help but wink at Zhao Zixuan: Jack, what are your plans?

Zhao Zixuan took his clothes out of Ah Jun's hand, held his hand actively, and said with a smile: "I want to take Ah Jun to Beijing so that he can go to college."

Hearing this, the young man suddenly raised his head, stared at Zhao Zixuan with bright peach eyes, and smiled happily.

Henry frowned: "Are you serious?"

"Of course I'm serious." Zhao Zixuan gave him a warning look, "Am I the one who eats and then leaves?"

You are.Henry answered silently in his heart, but he didn't say anything: who knows what new tricks Jack wants to play?

"The flowers here are blooming very well, help me take a photo with Ah Jun." Zhao Zixuan ignored the tangled expression on Henry's face, and dragged Zhou Jun to the flowers and trees.

As soon as he came into the camera, Zhou Jun put away his original smile, and he stood stupidly, looking like a doll with cheeks.Zhao Zixuan looked amused, and wrapped his arms around his waist to coax him: "Relax, and smile for the camera?"

Ah Jun twitched the corner of his mouth in a daze.

Zhao Zixuan burst into laughter and kissed his side face, causing the young man's cheeks to flush red: "That's the expression, look at the camera."

At the same time, Henry pressed the shutter, leaving the first group photo of Zhao Zixuan and Zhou Jun.

Having said this, Zhao Zixuan stopped talking, turned his head, looked at the peach blossoms outside the window in a daze, and said after a while: "... Ah Jun has always cherished that photo, but I also lost it yesterday It is." He finished, lost in his own thoughts.

"...And then?" JOJO waited quietly for a while, seeing that he stopped talking, he asked, "Did you really bring Ah Jun back?"

"Really." Zhao Zixuan came back to his senses, and said lightly, "I told his mother that I fell in love with Ah Jun, wanted to recognize him as my godbrother, and was willing to send him to school. His mother originally disagreed, and she was reluctant to let her son leave. home, but Ah Jun was very persistent... so she finally gave in."

After bringing Zhou Jun back to Beijing, Zhao Zixuan found a relationship and arranged for him to be transferred to senior high school and let the boy live in his apartment.In July of the same year, Ah Jun was admitted to a famous university in Beijing.

On the day he received the report card, he used his landline at home to call Zhao Zixuan for the first time.

Zhao Zixuan was also very face-saving. He finished work early and returned home. As soon as he entered the door, he saw the rich dishes on the table and the handsome and delicious A Jun at the table——he smiled with satisfaction, waved away the food, and pushed the boy down on the table.

"Hmm... don't stay here..." Ah Jun was suddenly overwhelmed, his face was so red that it was about to bleed.After living here for half a year, Zhao Zixuan never touched him, saying that it was to let him "prepare for the exam with peace of mind", even if he couldn't bear it anymore, he only let him relieve him with his hands, "Go, go to bed..."

"I can't wait, baby." Zhao Zixuan smiled and bit the boy's ear, "Don't be shy, just do what I tell you."

"No, don't," Ah Jun was so weak from the kiss, he pushed Zhao Zixuan's shoulder, his whole body was trembling, "I can't do it here..."

"But I want to be here." Zhao Zixuan moved a little distance away from him, staring straight into the boy's eyes, "I just want to do it here, you are a good boy, you won't let me down, right?" He emphasized He lowered his tone and spoke very slowly, "You want to go to college, don't you? I will satisfy you. So, you will satisfy me too, right, Jun?"

The blood on Ah Jun's face faded away, and he looked at the man above him in panic, helplessly as if he would burst into tears in a second—but he didn't cry.He breathed like a fish out of water for a while, then showed a conscious expression, gritted his teeth, closed his eyes, and brought his lips to Zhao Zixuan's mouth...

During the whole summer vacation, Ah Jun didn't wear clothes properly one day.For Zhao Zixuan's various requests, he quickly changed from being shy and resisting to frankly catering, from the silent and blank tears at the beginning, to the love words when hugging closely... He was trained by Zhao Zixuan to be like a docile pet , Doing my best to fulfill every request of the man, whether it is giving up living in school and choosing to go to school, or preparing dinner every day that no one eats.

"Now that I think about it, Zixuan has been in it since then..." Henry took out a cigar from his pocket, "Do you mind?" Seeing Lin Xi shaking his head, he cut it open and put it in his mouth , "He spends more and more time with that country bumpkin, even when he goes out drinking with me, he always shows off to me, saying how obedient and sensible Ah Jun is, how beautiful and cute... Not only that, he also gradually fell in love with 'Hui' Feels like home'—do you know how ridiculous that is? He calls that little apartment home!" As if trying to suppress his anger, he puffed on his cigar.

Lin Xi frowned when he heard this, and secretly cursed Zhao Zixuan and Henry as scumbags in his heart, wishing to give the foreigner a punch and turn away, but curiosity drove him to stand where he was and continue to ask: "Did you just say 'show off'? Why did Zhao Zixuan show off? To show off that he successfully snatched Ah Jun?"

"No, what he's showing off isn't the victory of abducting Ajun to bed," Henry exhaled a puff of cigarettes, showing a complicated expression, "it's his vision of choosing Ajun."

In the spring of the second year after Zhao Zixuan brought Ah Jun to Beijing, Henry once invited him to a newly opened bar for a small gathering.

After drinking for three rounds, Zhao Zixuan chatted about Zhou Jun almost as a routine: "During the Spring Festival, I went home with Ah Jun, and I tried it in the peach forest by the way... Tsk, you should really see him at that time. look."

"Haven't you had enough fun?" Henry asked in surprise, "It's been a whole year since last spring, and you're still planning to continue raising him?"

"Of course we must continue to raise him." Zhao Zixuan smiled and stroked the rim of the cup with his hand, "It took me a long time to raise him into the look I hoped for: well-behaved, smart, and perfectly compatible with me..."

"Hey, hey, I suspected it before. You must be stuck in it, right?" Henry bumped him with his shoulder, "I admit that he looks good, but that's all. In the final analysis, he is just you The bumpkin picked up from the mountains is definitely not good enough for you."

Zhao Zixuan took a sip of wine, smiled and shook his head.

Henry was a little anxious: "Jack, did you hear me? That Jun is not a good match. Think about it, you only waved to him back then, and he hurriedly climbed onto your bed—what kind of guy would he be? "

"He's a good guy." Zhao Zixuan put the cup back on the table.The bottom of the cup hit the glass plate, making a crisp sound, "Henry, there is no need for your worries, because he has never been on my 'object' candidate list - I just want to train him to be my most satisfying toy. "

"Toy?"

"Yes, toys." Zhao Zixuan looked at Henry with a smile, his eyes were dark and deep, "Homosexuality is not tolerated in China. As the heir of the family, I must not spread scandals because of my sexuality. In the near future— The shortest is three years and the longest is seven years—I will definitely marry and have children with the woman my grandfather chooses."

"Marriage is my obligation, I don't reject it, but it doesn't mean I have to sacrifice my sexuality. So I've been looking for a toy, a toy that completely surrenders to me, never disrupts my life, and at the same time can Toys that bring me enough joy..."

"So you chose Ah Jun?" Henry looked carefully into Zhao Zixuan's eyes, from which he saw the indifference of the superior and the cruelty of knowing it well.After confirming that Zhao Zixuan didn't fall in love with Zhou Jun, he felt relieved and became interested in gossip, "Why him?"

Zhao Zixuan raised the corners of his mouth, and instead of answering directly, he asked instead: "Do you still remember the look in his eyes when we first saw him? Full of curiosity, without the fear of ordinary farmers, but a little energetic and eager to try; other than that There is also shyness, as if he thinks that the dirty and dirty clothes are holding him back... Hehe, I can still think of the longing and ambition in his eyes."

"Tsk, he's just a greedy bumpkin." Henry took a sip of his wine, disapproving of Zhao Zixuan's evaluation, "What's so rare about that?"

"If he is only greedy, then it is really nothing special. What is rare is that he obviously has the desire and courage, but he did not leave his hometown and his mother's actions - he is too weak, too weak to dare to turn his ambition into In reality, we have to bow our heads to the embarrassing status quo.”

"He's cheap and weak, that's why I chose him as my toy: His lowliness made him sell his body and self-esteem cheaply, and made him submit obediently to me. As long as I can provide him with school and work , he will never defy my will. At the same time, his weakness makes me not have to worry that one day his wings will be hardened against me, because a guy like him has no courage to fight against the status quo and the world. As long as he threatens him Publicize our relationship, and he will immediately have a nervous breakdown... You see, beautiful and easy to control, if it were you, you wouldn't let such a baby go easily, would you?"

"Tsk, what a terrible guy." Henry shook his head and took a sip of his wine, rolled his eyes, and suddenly laughed a little obscenely.He leaned close to Zhao Zixuan's ear and whispered: "But, you must not have said everything ~ tell me the truth, isn't it really nice for that bumpkin to be on the bed?"

"Are you curious about this?" Zhao Zixuan raised his eyebrows and smiled slightly, "Would you like to try it?"

"After agreeing to let Henry try it, I took him home... Because of this, Ah Jun disobeyed me for the first time." Zhao Zixuan took a few deep breaths, and continued: "He was very angry and very angry. unbelievable..."

"Wait, stop!" JOJO frowned and opened his mouth to interrupt him, "Why is Ah Jun so angry? You haven't explained clearly what happened before - you take Henry home and let him try it, try it What?"

Zhao Zixuan's face turned pale again, he raised his head, and looked at JOJO tangledly, trying to make sure if he was making things difficult on purpose, but soon lost in the other's clear eyes: "Looking at you, I thought you were It’s been a long time since I’ve had sex, but I didn’t expect him to be a pure boy... Heh, what else can I try? Of course let him try Ah Jun on the bed... Is it really good?"

"Oh," JOJO understood it this time, and said very bluntly: "Just let them have sex." Since Lin Xi has always adopted the "traditional education" in love, JOJO's understanding of feelings and sex The understanding is very shallow, and I have never been exposed to related moral concepts.So in his opinion, Zhao Zixuan's initiative to let Henry have a relationship with Zhou Jun is not a heinous thing.

"You..." JOJO's calm attitude calmed down Zhao Zixuan's original guilt.The latter gradually calmed down in JOJO's peaceful and confused eyes, and finally mustered up the courage to talk about the unbearable past in his deep memory.