Escape

"What are you kidding."

"Senior brother, this is really not a joke. Just last night, after the burial of the teacher's wife, the master drove us away. We dared not leave, so we watched him secretly from a distance. Seeing him kneeling in the grave Before, I bowed my head and talked to my wife for a long time, and finally took out the gun suddenly... drink, drink bullets..."

"I see."

I waved my hand and signaled my junior to leave.But he didn't understand. Instead, he walked up to me and handed me a letter tremblingly.

"What's this?"

"Master's suicide note..."

I tore the letter open, and only glanced up and down a few sentences——

"I'm not worthy of being a hero, or even a husband. I knew I couldn't protect her, but I dragged her into the water at the beginning. Now it's my debt to pay.

If there is anything I can't let go of, it's probably the child Zhenyu.Although his ability is not mature enough, but I brought him up after all, I know he has the potential of a hero in him, when I leave, please don't wrong him.

If life is just like first sight, why is Qiu Feng sadly painting a fan.

This is the poem my lover always liked to read when he was alive, and today I finally understand her meaning.There is no shortage of people in the world who are like a chariot with a mantis arm. It is enough for me to go to the underworld to protect her. "

I ordered my junior brother to go away, for fear that I would lose control the next moment.After making sure he was gone, I tore up the letter and scattered it all over the floor.

My master, the one who protected me from growing up, led me from deviant to the right path, an omnipotent strong man, a man who is neither humble nor humble, and a hero who stands up to the sky, just fell down.Leaving behind the city he had saved all his life, he finally fell on a man's grave.

The myth of life will also be blown into a joke by the wind after dinner.

Blessings are unparalleled, and misfortunes do not come singly.

After Master passed away, the task of eradicating the drug lords that was originally led by him was actually entrusted to me who had only joined the team for a year.Master had a good relationship with the bureau chief before he was alive, so he must have told him to focus on training me.But there must be a gradual process in everything, and this kind of intensity is indeed beyond my estimated ability.

But Luo Ju doesn't seem to care about my thoughts.

"Xiao Lu, don't worry about that, I will let your senior sister from the criminal police team help. I believe all of you can see her ability."

Zheng Xiaoyu, that senior sister, has invited me to dinner and movies over and over again since the police academy.I originally thought that after graduation I would never have any contact with her again, but in the end we were assigned together.

what do i think of herTo be honest, no matter in terms of appearance, figure or ability, Zheng Xiaoyu can't fault it.

It is undeniable that getting along with her is indeed a pleasing thing.But for example, if a beauty comes up and grabs your tie, you enjoy it.However, when she strangles you with a tie, you're also out of breath.

Difficult police missions are still being deployed, and the legendary Qixi Festival is just around the corner.That day, wrapped in a strong scent of perfume, she stepped on high heels that would twist her feet at some point, walked gracefully to my side, squeezed her voice and said, "When the task is over, I will give you a surprise."

I just smiled politely at her.

When I got home that night, there was a note written by Xu Zhi pasted on the door.

【Tonight, the school organizes a staff gathering, so I may be late to go home, so don't wait for me. 】

Don't wait for me.

Suddenly, a burst of confusion mixed with anxiety came to my mind.I don't know how to face Master's expectations, how to face Zheng Xiaoyu, how to face Xu Zhi, and how to face myself.

I tore off the sticky note, crumpled it up and threw it away, and then went to a nearby convenience store to buy a box of instant noodles.When I checked out, I accidentally caught a glimpse of a few rows of cigarettes in the cupboard, so I simply packed a pack of Yuxi and went home.

I was not used to sitting at the dining table by myself, so I sat down in the gym and dried up the instant noodles.

After the meal, I felt the smell of sweat and fast food in the gym lingering, so I opened the window.It was already dark, and the sound of crickets was very loud, and a trace of drowsiness haunted me.

I went to the bathroom and flushed my face indiscriminately. I haven't shaved in the past few days. I looked up at myself in the mirror, and my chin had been smeared with green ash.Thinking of the mission for a few days, anyway, I will live in other provinces for a few days, and I will not have time to scrape it when I get up early and late, so I plan to keep it in a broken jar.

Back in the bedroom, I dug out a dusty lighter from the bedside table, lit a cigarette, and leaned against the window to smoke.The main entrance can be seen through the window, and I don't expect Xu Zhi will come back soon, but I just can't help staring at the gate.

A mouthful of gray smoke was exhaled, and I suddenly thought, what will happen in the future?

It was time for me to seek a better job, marry a wife and have children, and take on the responsibilities of being a husband and father.

My wife is probably worried about my safety. Does she lean against the window every night like I do now, waiting for my lover to come home?

And all I can say is, "Don't wait for me."

This kind of life is not what I want, and it is not a life that we can expect in this line of work.

In this way, is Zheng Xiaoyu the best spouse who can fight side by side through life and death, and who also has a common living environment and topics?

But the next second I regretted it, being with her meant that Xu Zhi needed to move away.I can't imagine a life without Xu Zhi all of a sudden, but no matter what happens next, it seems to be the inevitable result.

For a moment, I suddenly wondered, am I really no longer the boy I was?

Before I knew it, half of the pack of cigarettes had bottomed out.

At this time, the door was suddenly opened.A familiar figure walked in, and he was in a hurry, even carrying his backpack on one shoulder, striding straight towards the gym.When I came back to my senses, Xu Zhi had already entered the gym.

I subconsciously put out the cigarette and looked at him.

"You're back."

He didn't answer, as if he was in a hurry to say something, but he didn't say it.When I approached him, he took two steps back slightly, and I smelled a faint smell of alcohol on his body.

"you've been drinking?"

He still didn't answer.He looked at the half pack of cigarettes on the windowsill, and then at me.

"Are you waiting for me?" he asked.

I looked at the pack of cigarettes, then turned my head to look at him, and at the same time quietly kicked back the cigarette butt under my feet twice.

"Ah."

He still didn't speak, the speckles of glasses covered his eyes.

"You're drunk, go to bed early."

I was about to step forward to help him back to the dormitory, but he dodged away.

"Don't you want me to exercise, I can try."

I don't understand.

"It's too late now, tomorrow..."

"Right now."

"...too much exercise at night, it's not doing you any good."

"We can do something else."

"What do you want to do?"

This time he didn't speak again, which was unpredictable.

"I can teach you a few defensive techniques, which are more practical."

After hesitating for a while, he nodded.

At the beginning, I taught a few common simple tricks, but he seemed absent-minded.I stopped talking to myself and asked him what moves he wanted to learn.He thought for a moment, then grabbed my wrist, just like when we first met.

"How to break free like this."

I only did the demonstration movements, but didn't try hard.His grip was stronger than I imagined, and it would take even more strength to break free.But exerting that kind of force on someone who's finished drinking is like pushing a kindergartener away.

Seeing that I didn't break away, he looked at me mockingly.

"Mr. Honghu, who is never trapped, why can't you get rid of me?"

I just smiled and pulled my arm behind me, wanting him to let go, but he gripped even tighter.

I felt something was wrong with the atmosphere.

"Your hand...let go first, I'll teach you something else."

Probably due to the effect of alcohol, Xu Zhi's eyes became more and more strange.

"Okay." He let go, "What if you encounter a surprise attack from behind?"

He walks behind me.I put my head down, fully prepared—if he hits my shoulder with a hand, I will use a skillful defense so that I won't hurt him.But if he locks my throat with the strength of alcohol, I have to use brute force.There are two layers of training mats next to him. If he has a good grasp of strength, he can fall on the mats.

In an instant, the lights went out.

I thought it was a power trip and wanted to check it out.Before he could move his legs, his body was suddenly restrained by something.I resisted for a little bit, and then realized that it was Xu Zhi who hugged me from behind.

"Xiaoyu."

The light in my mind went out instantly.

"Xu Zhi..."

My body is as stiff as a stone sculpture, but the soft and cold touch is like a snake wrapped around my waist.

"What are you going to do?"

A red alarm sounded deep in my heart, and the skin that was touched was also cordoned off.In the darkness, apart from the gradually weakening sound of crickets, there is only the sound of blending breathing.

"You can break free."

The sound behind me drowned out the siren, and my slow-moving fingertips were gnawing at my cordon bit by bit.A snake, coming from the east of the Garden of Eden, issued an ultimatum to the forbidden place where Adam was stationed.

I pressed his hand forcibly, doing the last pointless struggle.

"Xu Zhi, you can see who I am."

"You are Lu Zhenyu."

He hardly thinks about it, more decisive than he is usually sober.

"It was the first person I thought of when I was confessed by Wu Jing just now; it was the first person I thought of when I was forced to drink; it was the person I lost my mind, when I fell asleep and dreamed, when I woke up when I opened my eyes, and when I was unbearable. At that time, the only person I thought of."

Every time he said a word, his fingers would move down an inch.A sapling on the stone carving could not stand the test, and gradually rose from the ground to become the best pine.

I couldn't control my breath, but I still lowered my voice.

"You're really drunk."

"...so what if you get drunk?"

The forbidden area was finally broken into, and the bomb in the center was cut off the wrong line, and finally exploded.

I pushed the snake against the wall with my backhand, and didn't even care whether my behavior was too rough. In the excitement, I vaguely saw it sticking out its tongue attractively.The sound of rough breathing and panting, the sound of rubbing and zippering, the smell of wine and cigarettes, the smell of body skin and sweat, all blend together and stir.

He took the initiative to take off his glasses and threw them on the floor without any distress.In the darkness, only his eyes shone with light.The tenth layer of light in his eyes, through layers of obstacles, enveloped me and controlled me.

That glance finally made me understand. What filled the deepest layer was the word we would never mention—that word.

So what if you are drunk, so what if you are dreaming.

After all, it is worth living up to the teenage madness.