Be a cool guy's cat with sunglasses

In Xu Nuo's impression, Jiang Song will always be a man who says what he says, and who can bleed but not cry.But I don't know why, since the first two days, Jiang Song's face has always been in a state of preoccupation.

Xu Nuo has been sensitive since he was a child, and he has long noticed that something is wrong, but every time he swallows the words that are about to slip out of his mouth.Jiang Song's red eyes are suffocated again and again because of his worries, presumably there must be some serious matter hidden in his heart

From the moment he found out that the account flow in Jiang Song's computer was indeed wrong, he thought of the words Jiang Song said.

Could the man I saw every day when I opened my eyes be a bad person?

If it is true, what should I do?

If not, then why did these illusory documents appear in front of my eyes.

This question seems to be very tangled, but the answer given deep in his heart is: he can't climb out of this abyss.

Jiang Song is his everything.

An answer that is neither right nor wrong.

However, when the man actually brought this sentence in front of him, he was unable to organize his words and tell him the answer in his heart.

He can only hide the secret of the document in the deepest place, buried in the deepest part of his love for Jiang Song.

Jiang Song's red eyes and the scar that worried him caused him to open his mouth slightly, but he couldn't say anything.

How the hell do I...how do I answer this question?

"I..."

Xu Nuo blinked his big eyes that were always seductive, but at this moment, these transparent and bright eyes were covered with a layer of sadness fog from reality.

"If I was really a bad person, would you still treat me like this?" Just when Jiang Song was about to say something more, Xu Nuo let out a very small voice:

"It doesn't matter to me."

Jiang Song just looked at him like this.

"Even if I knew you were a bad person, I would still treat you like this. The reason why I treat you like this is because I am willing. If I can exchange for the same integrity, it is gratifying. If not, I have nothing to regret. "

After finishing speaking, Xu Nuo pursed his lips and smiled at Jiang Song.

Jiang Song never expected this smile.How much he wished that when he promised to see the danger behind him, he could leave himself in one go.

But he also understands that the promise will not.

<I don't know exactly what you did, I just hope you don't hurt promise. >

From the moment he saw Xu Nuo, the words Yan Cong said with his back turned to him kept colliding back and forth in his mind, and the weight of the collision made it hard for him to breathe.

He wants to be with this child who is 13 years younger than himself, grow old together, in time, in the hustle and bustle of the city, in the shadow of the moonlight in the last urn, in each other's hearts.

But when all the spearheads in the world are pointing at them, Jiang Songben thought that with his own strength, he could be the dessert and umbrella promised in this life. Another danger.

He knows very well that Xu Nuo shouldn't be in this muddy water. In his eyes, Xu Nuo will always be the one who orders a McDonald's children's meal every day in order to collect a complete set of toys, write papers, drop the mouse, and bake. Simple children who add salt to nasty people with cold noodles.

In his heart, Xu Nuo will always be a lovely child.

A child should live in a honeypot every day, protected by all those who love him, instead of being implicated by others anytime, anywhere as he is now.

Only he himself is the biggest threat to the promise.

Thinking of this, he suddenly knew what he should do.In other words, this idea that has been thought over and over again is finally coming true.

"Promise." The expression on Jiang Song's face disappeared without a trace in an instant, as if ice cubes were suddenly stuffed into his clothes, Xu Nuo looked very uncomfortable.

From the first day he knew Jiang Song, Xu Nuo had never seen Jiang Song like this.

But Jiang Song still did not continue, as if time had been frozen.

"What's wrong?" Xu Nuo asked.

Jiang Song bit the flesh of his lower lip, and when he slowly felt the smell of blood in his mouth, he loosened his teeth and took a deep breath.

"I've thought about it for a long time."

He stared at the promise in front of him, afraid that he would not see it in the next second.

"Let's separate for a while." He didn't even realize how decisive this sentence was when it came out of his mouth.

Obviously, Xu Nuo was suddenly confused by this decisiveness.

"Ah?" Xu Nuo was full of doubts, "Is it because I didn't brag about the spoonful of porridge just now, which made you stupid, or did the accident just now smash your head?"

"No..." Jiang Song leaned forward instinctively, but Xu Nuo immediately reached out to take the bowl of porridge, muttering

"You brought me breakfast just now...you must have burned you just now..."

Looking at Xu Nuo's bewildered look, Jiang Song felt that all the pain sensations in his body had been developed to the extreme.

Just when he was about to grab the bowl of porridge in his hand, Xu Nuo lowered his head and said to the bowl of porridge:

"But this bowl of porridge is completely cold now."

Jiang Song's hand was still there, within a centimeter of the promise.

Xu Nuo took a deep breath, raised his head, and let Jiang Song see the most unlikely side of him.

Tears of promise flowed from the corners of his eyes, those deep eyes, and the face that was rutted by the cold wind like a sharp blade, there was no expression.But Jiang Song could feel that kind of sadness, like a flood flooding a river channel, suddenly burst open the dike and roared.

Only the constantly fluttering nostrils made people feel that the heart was still beating painfully in the chest.Every word that comes out of the mouth trembles:

"Because I blocked you?"

Although this sentence made it difficult for Jiang Song to understand, he understood that now there is no suitable reason for them to separate more absolutely.

Even if it was a huge misunderstanding.As long as you can protect the people you want to protect.

Even the son of Xu's father's friend was warning him, which made him feel that if he didn't back away, his blind self-confidence would eventually hurt Xu Nuo.

Even he himself forgot how resolute the sentence "I'll wait" he said in Hu Fengkai's car was.Only when a vivid person appeared in front of him did he realize how much he was afraid that this person would disappear from his world completely.

"Hmm." Jiang Song put away any pain that Xu Nuo could feel as much as possible, and sent out a heavy word.

Xu Nuo turned his head and sucked his nose, and wiped away the tears on his face indiscriminately. He guessed what Yan Cong should have said to Jiang Song, so he overturned all his previous default theorems, put down the porridge, got up and rushed to his office table.

After putting all the bits and pieces of documents and the USB flash drive that was hidden just now in his schoolbag, he strode out of the office without looking back.

When closing the door, Xu Nuo pulled the doorknob hard, and saw that the back of the door had completely appeared in front of Jiang Song, but there was no sound of the door closing.

After a few seconds, there was the faint sound of the door closing.

"Boom."

Jiang Song sat on the sofa, quietly watching the whole process from Xu Xu tidying up the table to closing the door and leaving.

He didn't know how many times he had restrained himself and rushed to stop Xu Nuo's heart. He only knew that the hesitant closing sound at the end was the heartbreaking sound of his own child.

The author has something to say:

I really vomited from writing the topic today....I will write another chapter.

For the story about the encounter between Xu Nuo and Jiang Song, you can read "No Coincidence", I only wrote a part, but it is basically enough for the emotional transition between the two of them.

I need sleep.

I hate my senior year.