Is Master happy?

Recovering from a serious illness, weak and frail, Xi Ya sat around the bed, tormented by the chores in his heart until he became thinner.

In the past few days, people have been coming and going to visit her, and they all say that she is in a hurry, maybe she is eager to practice and has lost her temper.

Bewitched...she was indeed bewitched.

Xi Ya sat down cross-legged, concentrating on recuperating the stagnant energy accumulated in her body for the past few days. She had the unexpected joy of breaking through the Nascent Soul, and her cultivation, which was finally stabilized, was broken overnight.

When the sky became dark, she slowly opened her eyes, opened her mouth and coughed lightly, a smear of blood slowly dripped down the corner of her mouth, a candle was lit in the room, and seeing her spit out blood, Yao Zhou hurried over to use a towel The handkerchief wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth.

Xi Ya avoided her hand, and said thank you Master indifferently, then lightly took the veil from her hand, wiped off the blood by himself, held the veil in his hand, and squeezed it slowly with two fingers , then softly said: "I have been in a coma for many days, and I have troubled the master to take care of me. The disciples should be more filial to the master, but I am doing everything to trouble the master..."

"Silly girl, why are you so unfamiliar? You and I, master and apprentice, are meant to take care of each other." Yaozhou smiled and reached out to caress her head, and before she could rub her head, Xi Ya sideways hid her , she was only wearing a single suit, she got up and went to the ground directly, put on her shoes and took a few steps away from Yaozhou, and bowed respectfully, "Master has been tired these days, so I won't bother you today, you should rest early."

Yao Zhou's hands were still frozen in the air, seeing that she was about to leave, he quickly withdrew his hands and asked in surprise, "It's so late, where is Xi Ya going?"

"Tu'er wants to go out for a walk, it's really boring to lie in the house these few days." Xi Ya's face was calm, without any hesitation.

Yaozhou stared at her for a while, then nodded again with a smile, "It's true, it's not good for your health to stay indoors all the time, but you should wear thick clothes anyway." She got up slowly and walked to the creek. Ya, pushed her to the bedside, "I don't know what's wrong with you, after all, you've entered the Nascent Soul stage, how can you say you're sick? Among the monks in the Nascent Soul stage, I'm afraid my little disciple is so delicate. gone."

Her words were meant to be a joke, but Xiya didn't reply to her words, she just put on her clothes obediently and silently, the two of them looked at each other, but they were speechless, Yao Zhou couldn't help feeling disappointed, her little apprentice, It seems that I have my own secret...

"Master..."

"Master will go for a walk with you, okay?" Yaozhou asked her with a smile.

"...Leave me alone... let's relax, Master." Xi Ya didn't dare to raise her head, her teeth clenched her lips tightly, and she felt a sharp pain in her heart. She had never wanted to escape from Yao Zhou as quickly as she did at this time. , to escape from the atmosphere that suffocated her, don't force yourself to alienate and hurt Master.

Yaozhou was stunned for a moment, but his smile was restored in an instant, "Alright, let's go."

"Thank you, Master." Xi Ya got up, and quickly pushed the door to leave, but Yao Zhou suddenly called out from behind, "Don't go too far, you are not well yet."

"Yeah." Xi Ya didn't dare to turn his head back, he just responded and strode out.

It was cool at night, the moonlight was quiet, and the gate of Beiqiu Mountain was very quiet, as if the whole mountain had fallen asleep, and she was the only one who was full of thoughts and walked aimlessly in it.

She walked to a more secluded platform, stood on the edge and looked into the distance through the railing. The sea of ​​clouds was turning, the sky was blue and the moon was bright, and the world outside Beiqiu Mountain seemed to be gathered in a piece of blue, without any debris.

She has been fainting for the past few days, and she doesn't know the morning and evening. Now that the cold wind blows, she suddenly regains her senses. After clearing the altar, she begins to think carefully about what she did that night. hazy scene.

She was too flustered when she first realized what she wanted, and she only cared about cooling down her agitation, but she didn't think deeply about it. Now that her mood is calmer, she should understand... I'm afraid it's true... that I fell in love with Master.

It is not the intimacy between the master and the apprentice, but the longing for the person in my heart.

This feeling was just ignorant in the past, she hid it in her heart and failed to notice it, but now, it has been pierced, surging in her heart non-stop, as if about to rush out, now she is terrified.

She fell in love with her master. She should be like a father and a mother, teaching and loving her master. She should have filial piety to her master, but she should never have love, let alone...the master is still a woman...

She was terrified of her unethical affection, afraid of being known by others, and even more afraid of being known by Master.The master values ​​ethics and the way of heaven the most. If she knows that the disciples she has taught have such an invisible heart for her, she will be extremely disappointed.

She was afraid of Master being disappointed, and even more afraid of Master... because of this, she abandoned her.

Xi Ya's hand faintly pinched the wooden railing beside him, and with so much effort, his joints turned white.

The master once said that after entering the golden elixir, every time she practiced diligently, the love in her heart would decrease. Does that mean that her affection for the master would also decrease?

Before that, she wanted to hide this feeling in her heart, hide her unspeakable love in her heart, not reveal the slightest bit, and not let Master feel the slightest bit. Starting tomorrow, she will still be the master's love A well-behaved disciple, but the master... still can only be his own master.

Xi Ya lightly wrapped her arms, looked into the distance, inexplicably there was a trace of indifferent sadness in her heart, the sadness was like vines surrounding her heart, entangled her heart, and even trapped her whole body, making her almost breathless angry.

There was a layer of mist in her eyes, which condensed for a while, turned into tears and rolled down, she couldn't see the green mountain in front of her clearly, she only felt the heat rolling, and she couldn't hold back the big tears.

No matter how tears flowed down, Xiya sobbed, and used her wet sleeves to block the wanton tears, until she choked for a moment, she finally choked up and said: "Master..." She was a bit reluctant, reluctant But the love in my heart is gone.

A few floors away, looking at the woman who was crying softly by the railing, Si Ming carried the burden on his back, sighed softly, and turned around and said, "Are you really willing to let her cry like this?"

"What can I do if I can't bear it? In the end, there are some things that my master can't interfere with." Yaozhou sighed lightly, and his eyes went over the moonlight, and fell directly on Xi Ya, Si Ming was a little careless Lung, didn't you see that she was about to die of heartache?

Thinking of the conversation between their master and apprentice before that night, Yao Zhou had to wonder whether Xi Ya was hurting because of someone's young man at the moment, she thought about it for a while, and Bai Zhengli was the only one she thought of.

Does this mean that if you don't fight, you don't know each other, and if you fight, you show mercy?Yao Zhou pinched his brows, feeling a terrible headache.

"Forget it, you two, master and apprentice, really have a bad relationship, you should torture each other, and don't drag me, an idler." Si Ming shook his burden, and smiled playfully at Yao Zhou, "Mr. Yunzhong, friend Xian I'll take my leave now." After saying that, a puff of green smoke rose up, and he disappeared in an instant.

Finally, without his noise, Yaozhou was able to be quiet, and he could feel sorry for his little disciple for a while.

Xi Ya didn't know how long she had been crying, and finally stopped her voice, wiped away her tears, and then realized that her eyes were red and swollen, and her voice was also hoarse. go back.

Yao Zhou followed her all the way unhurriedly, seeing that she was going to Wuqiu Courtyard, she felt relieved, moved into the house first with a sigh of relief, turned off the lights, took off her clothes and went to sleep, but after waiting for a long time, she didn't wait for her family to fall asleep. When her son came in to go to bed, she felt strange, and felt a little bit with her sense of immortality, only then did she realize that Xi Ya had returned to her house, which had not been lived in for more than half a month, and now the mountain was damp and cold, and the cotton quilt was even more damp It's as cold as iron, how can you sleep?Kuang Xiya also fell seriously ill.

Now she is no longer thinking wildly, Xiya's thoughts are more or less clear, she must be angry with herself, but even if she is angry, it shouldn't hurt her own body, Yaozhou is a little anxious, He wanted to open the door and go out to call her over, but he couldn't hold back after thinking about it.

Her family's young disciples are delicate-minded, and most of the time she was reluctant to scold, so she just sighed softly, took up some of her celestial power and went to Xiya's room with some heat, so that her little disciples could sleep To be more comfortable, only herself, full of emotion, stayed up all night until dawn.

They had already left for nearly half a month late, and had another day of recuperation, fearing that something would happen again if they stayed any longer, so Yaozhou evaded Beiqiu's persuasion, and took Xiya down the mountain together.

They stayed in Beiqiu Mountain for more than half a year, and now it is the time of autumn outside, the sky is high and the air is clear, the mountains are full of red leaves, falling on the muddy ground and paved in a layer, it makes a "squeaky" sound when stepped on, which is quite interesting.

Yaozhou's footsteps were brisk, and Xiya still kept up, but the master and apprentice were still speechless, and the walk was a little more lonely for nothing.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, Yaozhou stopped walking until he could no longer see the top of Beiqiu Mountain, turned his head and said to Xiya with a smile, "Don't do it, we two, master and apprentice, will leave this mortal world and go to the ancient realm. go."

The Primordial Upper Realm was inhabited by strange beasts from ancient times, and was often avoided by immortals. Although he didn't know why Yao Zhou took him there, Xi Ya trusted Yao Zhou in his heart, so he had no doubts and just nodded his head lightly. , quietly waiting for Yaozhou to lead the way.

Yaozhou made a final decision, when green smoke suddenly rose around her, she took a step forward, and was about to wrap her arms across Xiya and hug her into her arms.

Xi Ya seemed to be frightened, and suddenly backed away, letting Yao Zhou's hand fall on the empty space, Xi Ya looked up at her, feeling even more flustered, opened his mouth to explain, but couldn't say anything, so he had to look at her helplessly, with many eyes in his eyes. I am ashamed.

Yao Zhou lowered his hands, smiled bitterly, and comforted her: "Xi Ya, Master needs to take you on a journey. You can't break through this barrier of different worlds by yourself." Xi Ya, "Just hold Master's hand, okay?"

Her voice was somewhat tentative, and Xi Ya's nose was sore when she heard it, and she was about to shed tears again. She held back, stretched out her hand to hold Yaozhou, only to see Yaozhou smile faintly, and the two of them disappeared without a trace. gone.