Don't understand

Watching the lengthy ceremony, Guan Xiao felt drowsy. Even though there were dazzling lights on and off the stage, and even familiar faces, it didn't arouse his interest at all.

Last year, I went to the scene in person, and I always paid attention to the shots in the audience. The most important thing was that the people around me always talked in my ears. so boring.

People will only see the luxury and beauty on the surface, but will not understand the unbearableness in the shadows behind them. The two seemingly golden boys and girls almost tore apart their faces in private to grab resources. On the bed of a director, every flawless smiling face maintains an imaginary harmony, even though I can't wait to stretch out my claws in my heart.

Guan Xiao can see through, and because of that, he is out of tune with them. His indifference and indifference always seem to scratch their sore spots heavily. They wish they could see Guan Xiao sinking into the quagmire right away, and then express their feelings with sarcasm. It's a pity, tell Guan Xiao, no matter how noble you are, you are nothing but a speck of mud, and one day you will be like us.They can't get used to Guan Xiao being clean but being sought after by thousands of people; they can't get used to Guan Xiao who never flatters but is highly valued; they can't get used to Guan Xiao being favored by everyone even though his sexual orientation is flawed, yes. , Even forbidden love can reap true love, why.

Now Guan Xiao is in a trough, but every time the camera is aimed at Chen Gan, Guan Xiao's name will immediately resound throughout the venue, as if he is just too lazy to attend, but he can't reduce his sense of presence in the slightest.They were disgusted to the extreme, but they could only laugh more heartily, as if the name Guan Xiao had a very close connection with them, and they could reach the top with glory if they got it.

I hate it so much, but I can't get rid of it, and I still have to rely on it.

Guan Xiao saw everything in his eyes, but he didn't care about it lightly.

The pointer slowly pointed to 10 o'clock, and Guan Xiao was struggling to fall asleep.

Only then did the host mysteriously announce that the award for Best Actor would be announced next. Guan Xiao rubbed his eyes to cheer himself up, and scratched Baozi awake to let him see his father's demeanor.

The camera was divided into four parts and fixed on the candidates. Among them were the smiling Chen Gan and the indifferent He Yang. Guan Xiao was also a little nervous and clenched his fists unconsciously. Baozi also fixed his head and remained motionless.

"The winner for Best Actor is—"

""Lonely City", He Yang! Congratulations to He Yang!"

There was thunderous applause on the field, and the camera cut to the images of the other losers, and it was fixed on He Yang. Guan Xiao saw Chen Qian smiled and got up to hug He Yang, and patted He Yang on the back, and then He Yang smiled happily. Go up to receive the award.

Guan Xiao felt a little pity. It seemed that He Yang was still better. After all, he was an actor at the actor level. Compared with He Yang, Chen Qian was still a little immature.Both of them were selected based on "Lonely City", and they are evenly matched. Given time, the young Chen Qian will be more accomplished.

However, it didn't take long for Chen Gan to take home the Most Popular Actor again. Chen Gan went up to accept the trophy with a smile on his face, and delivered his acceptance speech.

"Ah, as expected, I'm still 5 years away from the film king," Chen Gan joked humorously, because He Yang is 5 years older than Chen Gan, the artists below all laughed out loud, and He Yang also laughed in the camera Shake your head.

Guan Xiao also laughed.

"First of all, thank you for giving me this award. I will work harder to give you better works in the future. Thank you to the organizing committee and fans for your support," Chen Qianju gestured with the trophy in his hand.

"Secondly, congratulations to He Yang, you really deserve this award, and I look forward to working with you again," Chen Gan continued with a smile.

"Finally, I would like to thank one more person, MR.G, thank you, I love you," Chen Gan kissed the trophy and winked at the camera.

Explosive cheers rang through the sky.

Guan Xiao burst into tears from laughter.

Not surprisingly, Zou Pei won the best supporting actor for the role of Liu Er. The crew of "Lonely City" can be said to be in the limelight tonight, taking all the heavyweight awards in one fell swoop.

When Zou Pei stepped forward to accept the award, the host joked, "The cooperation between you and Chen Gan has always been very interesting. Will there be some different emotions?"

Zou Pei blushed in embarrassment, and said embarrassingly, "Ge Chen is indeed my senior and mentor on the road of acting, and I personally admire him very much, but when it comes to different moods, I probably don't have a chance."

As soon as Zou Pei finished speaking, the audience roared with laughter. This blatantly disappointed and jealous tone caused the audience to clap their hands and applaud.

But Guan Xiao had already turned off the TV, nestled on the sofa and fell asleep.

The next day, the front page of the entertainment news was all about Zou Pei showing love to Chen Gan in public. The overwhelming tone was that he wanted to challenge Guan Xiao. .

Guan Xiao, on the other hand, looked as if he didn't take it for granted. He was very courteous, and he prepared breakfast with Chen Gan.

Chen Qian saw that there was nothing to explain, but it was just a deliberate exaggeration by the reporter in order to attract attention, so he joked and exposed it.

Unexpectedly, the company seemed to have sensed the selling point, and arranged a lot of work with Zou Pei for Chen Qian one after another, shooting pictorials, company calendars, guest appearances in micro-movies, and attending brand endorsements together. Pei seems to be tied together, appearing in the public eye.

Chen Gan was well aware of the company's plan, and it was nothing more than a trick he used to use to hype up the most popular love affair and boost Zou Pei's reputation by the way.

But a sudden accident turned the lives of Chen Qian and Guan Xiao into complete upside-down.

One day, Chen Junsheng was listening to some students discussing in the office. One girl asked whether Chen Qian had empathized with Zou Pei, and why she always flirted with Zou Pei. The cabinet said that he would only be loyal to Guan Xiao for the rest of his life.

Listening to their whispering, Chen Junsheng couldn't hold back his frown for a moment, and asked, "Who are you talking about, Chen Gan?"

Seeing that it was Chen Junsheng who asked the question, the two girls replied politely, "It's an actor named Chen Gan," and they took out their mobile phones to check the encyclopedia and handed it to Chen Junsheng, "Professor Chen, take a look."

Chen Junsheng took the phone, and after reading a few lines, he almost passed out angrily.

Chen Gan currently has an openly gay man, Guan Xiao, a domestic male singer.

Chen Junsheng suddenly felt a thunderbolt on the top of his head, his hands were a little unsteady, he handed the phone back tremblingly, picked up his bag and walked home with trembling steps.

When he got home, he called Chen Gan in a panic, Yu Ran also got the news, and rushed home in surprise.

When Chen Qian entered the door anxiously, Chen Junsheng was leaning on the sofa with his head up, his expression seemed to be ten years older suddenly, the energetic man who was active in the academic field in his memory seemed to have been severely injured at this moment, and he was listless.

Yu Ran sat on the side with a gloomy face.

With a sore nose, Chen Gan called out in a low voice, "Dad."

Chen Junsheng opened his eyes and said slowly, "Come here."

Chen Gan walked over and was about to sit down.

"Kneel down," Chen Junsheng snapped.

Chen Gan was taken aback for a moment, and Yu Ran hurriedly said, "Old Chen!"

"I tell you to kneel down! If you are still my Chen family, you can kneel down for me!" Chen Junsheng became excited.

Chen Gan's face was gloomy, he knelt down silently, his back straightened and he didn't say a word.

"I'll give you two choices, one is to get married and break up with him, the other is to quit the social circle and get out of my Chen family." Chen Junsheng couldn't hide the sadness in his eyes, he gritted his teeth every word he said.

Chen Gan was shocked, and his eyes widened in disbelief.

Chen Gan couldn't speak for a while, but just called softly, "Dad..."

Chen Junsheng pointed at Chen Gan with trembling fingers, panting, "Choose quickly!"

Chen Gan felt his heart was broken, and he was caught off guard by what happened before him.

Yu Ran frowned, and said, "Chen Gan, what are you thinking about! Are you going to piss your dad off?"

With tears streaming down his face, Chen Gan shrugged his shoulders and sobbed, "Dad...I can't choose, I can't choose either..."

Chen Junsheng couldn't catch his breath, stared with choking eyes, his face was already pale.

Yu Ran hurried to help Chen Junsheng, patted him on the back and said, "Old Chen, don't get excited, just calm down and drink some water," while handing over the cup.

Chen Junsheng slapped the glass away with his trembling hand. The glass shattered on the floor, splashing glass shards and brushing against Chen Gan's lowered face, revealing several bloodstains immediately.

Yu Ran yelled "Ah", and couldn't bear to persuade, "Old Chen, your son works by his face."

Chen Junsheng burst into tears, seeing that Chen Qian just kept his head down without saying a word, and he refused to choose the path he had given him, and he was immediately chilled.

"Chen Gan, you were lively when you were young, and you always liked to perform in front of adults. Children as old as you are shy and timid, but you are not. Later I found out that you are not a child who can sit still. I can’t count on doing research anymore. You said you want to be an actor, but your mother and I always advised you not to listen. Then I thought, take the test if you like it. If you can do well, your father will be proud of you. Over the years, you have indeed made a lot of achievements. Although Dad doesn't know much about these, he still sees them. Now, now, you tell me that you like men, what do you ask Dad to do, how does Dad support you I'm not forcing you, I'm just forcing myself to death! My Chen family has made such a joke, how will you deal with your brothers and sisters in the future?" Chen Junsheng was a little calm, hoping to try his best to persuade his son to return from the wrong way.

Hearing the pain, Chen Gan could only clenched his teeth and insisted, "Dad, I'm really, I'm not gay, I just love him, we are sincere, I want to live with him for the rest of my life, and I'm not afraid of what others will say."

Seeing Chen Gan's resolute attitude, Chen Junsheng immediately trembled, panted lightly and nodded, "Okay...okay..."

Chen Junsheng felt a buzzing in his head, his hearing was a little blurred, and he passed out for a while.

When Chen Qian and Yu Ran hurriedly sent the person to the hospital, the doctor diagnosed Chen Junsheng with cerebral hemorrhage.

Chen Gan stayed where he was, while Yu Ran covered his mouth and limp on the ground.

Later, Chen Junsheng regained consciousness, but he was determined not to see Chen Gan, saying that he would never have this son again, and he would not need him to serve in front of the bed in the future, and would never interfere in Chen Gan's life again.

This even breaks the relationship.

When Chen Gan was driving on the road in despair, he received a call from Liu Yu.

Who knows who secretly took the photo of the private meeting between Chen Qian and Zou Pei, the two were tender and sweet in the dimly lit bar, and the two kissed inseparably in the taxi.

The photo was suddenly released, and it was like a blockbuster for a moment. All other entertainment news were wiped out, and they all made way for this news.

After coming out for a year, I empathized with Zou Pei.

The former lover, lonely and silent.