deep cabinet

Pretend it's an epilogue.

I'm not writing a novel.

The record is from last August, when I said kissing DN was the one thing I most wanted to take back.

Now that more than a year has passed, my original intention has long since changed. Not only do I not want to withdraw, but I also feel that it is the right thing, and I am even the right person.

How could it be like this?

Life is really elusive.

Although I'm not writing a novel, but everyone has been with me all the way, and I feel that I should give everyone an explanation.

But there is no happy ending, because there is no ending.

Let me briefly talk about what happened after N rolled.

First of all, it was a bit sad to see off DN and come out of the airport.

Even if I went back to the dormitory and took a nap, it wasn't much better.

Then I received his post-reading reflections, and with a little comfort, life can go on again.

With no emotional attachment(?), my life became full and productive again in no time.

In March, I finished writing the dissertation and finalized it after being instructed by my tutor.

In April and May, I prepared for the two CFA exams, interspersed with a few practice certificates.

So, the whole spring passed without distraction.

My roommates complained that they couldn’t see me all day and didn’t respond to WeChat.

I said, if you have anything to do, just come to me in the philosophy reading room.

Well, I spent the whole spring in the philosophy reading room, writing papers and reading materials, sitting at the wooden table where I once slept with DN, with nothing to do.

After the heat in June, I often go to the gym and swim.

Accept the fact that your body is getting better and better.

In the evening, I often go for a ride on campus, playing and singing with people I have known for four years.

It seems like all of June has been spent saying goodbye to college.

I have almost forgotten the DN.

If he hadn't flown back to attend the graduation ceremony.

On the day of the graduation ceremony, DN's parents also came.

I remember that the campus was very lively, just like the opening ceremony (?).

Everyone wore academic uniforms and kept taking pictures together. DN also stood with me under the shade of the tree at the gate of the school and asked his parents to take pictures of us.

When counting to 3, 2, 1 - I suddenly realize that it is not good!There are people coming and going, and there are elders around. According to the experience of the past two times, DN may not want to kiss?really--

Fortunately, I was quick and covered his mouth.

so close!

But the eyes of N's father and N's mother?Why is it a bit like I despise his son?

I let go of my hand in embarrassment, and explained that I had a bit of a cold, and I was afraid of infecting him.

Alas, this kind of scene is really inappropriate.

After graduation, clichéd, DN and I took a short graduation trip.

Take the train all the way south, first to Jiangsu and Zhejiang, then to Fuguang, and finally to Hainan.

Oh, I forgot to mention, my brother followed all the way, because he also graduated from elementary school.

At the beginning of August, I went to H city to join the job.

In the middle of the month, DN also came to City H.Because there is no direct flight to country Y from his hometown.

Inevitably, I was disturbed by him for a few days.Under his uncle's surveillance.

Then, he flew to Country Y, which had a one-night jet lag with me.

In September, I was arranged by the company to watch the night market, and I lived a day and night life upside down, and my work and rest were synchronized with DN.

It's just that he is in class and I am at work.He eats dinner and I eat supper.

At dawn, they said good night to each other, and went to sleep.

Not only did I no longer feel the jet lag, but my sleep was much better.

How could it be like this?

A few days ago, during the National Day holiday, the store manager approached me online and said he was getting married.

I said, are you still with the original person?

The store manager said, nonsense!

The store manager asked me, what do I plan to do in the future, do I want to immigrate to country Y with DN?

I said no, because I believe that comrades will live better and better in China!

The store manager said, you are so fake.

Hahahaha, so, the record ends here, the life of DNA continues.

(Night of October 2018, 10)