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After that snow.

Something happened that I am too ashamed to mention.

I feel sorry for this virtual identity even after writing it out.

But touching the red scarf (?) on my chest, I decided to write it out bravely, so that every fat friend who reads this text can not only appreciate the basic common sense of being a fool, but also improve physical and mental health. promote.

The thing is like this.

The period before and after the snow was very wet and cold.

The soles of my shoes are a bit thin, so I probably caught a cold.

And some time ago, I practiced and stayed up frequently.

So there is something wrong with the body function.

At the beginning, I got up after sitting in the teaching building for a long time, and suddenly felt a pain in my intestines.

It hurt so bad I couldn't move, it was scary.

But it was fine again soon.It seems that there is something sharp stuck in the corner of the intestines, just go along.

I didn't take it seriously either.

Later, unsuspecting, after finishing the tuba, I looked back (don't ask me why I looked back) and found that the water was stained red.

Is it my red panties? ? ?

But I didn't wear it, so I realized that it was a bit serious.

But because of the seriousness of the incident, I was really embarrassed, and I finally went to see a doctor when the pain returned and I saw red a few times.

After examination, it was said to be internal hemorrhoids.

I didn't panic(?) when I got the news, in fact I always knew that I might have this disease on some level.Symptoms appeared during the most stressful period of review in the third year of high school, and I also had discomfort in the ass a few times after I went to college, but because I was too sensitive, I kept it hidden all the time.

Until it was clearly revealed by the doctor...

When I was deceiving myself and others in the past, I didn't feel that much.

But knowing that there is a bulge in the intestine, I feel very uncomfortable if I don't smooth it out. (OCD???)

What's more, the doctor said that it would cause anemia and other diseases.

It can be treated conservatively or surgically.

The doctor said that conservative treatment will not cure the root cause, it will recur, and it may become more and more serious.

As for the operation, the doctor said that I am young and can recover in three to five days.

I asked about the cost and it was within the acceptable range. Thinking that the hard-earned money was spent on PP, it was considered an investment in myself, so I felt that the long-term pain is not as good as the short-term pain.

At the beginning, I asked the doctor, if I come to the hospital for surgery alone, can I handle it?

The doctor said no problem.

But when I started to go through the formalities, the kind nurse reminded me that you are inexperienced (?), people who just got off the operating table are very fragile, no matter what, someone should accompany you on the day.

This stumps me.

At this time, you have to admit that you have been hypocritical and have not been successful.

It's not that whoever I turn to will not come, but I can't think of anyone I would like to ask for help, except DN.

I mean, my roommates are still alive.

Usually get along well.

However, I have never really tried to get closer to them.

In fact, from my first day in school, I decided not to make very close friends.At that time, we lined up dormitories, and one person had to share with other departments.I volunteered to be that person.

In addition, I brought my girlfriend to school, so I don't have much interaction with my roommates on a daily basis.

They are all nice people, and I believe they will not refuse to help me, but I just can't hide my face and don't want them to see myself vulnerable.

And find his ex-girlfriend, this kind of surgery is too sensitive, I guess his current boyfriend will mind (?).

When I was hesitating, the preparations for the surgery were not missed. The blood test, enema, and skin preparation were completed one by one, which made me realize that the future scenes would also be R-rated.If you don't look for DN, you can only scare your dad to come from his hometown.

So, I frantically called DN.

I said, XX (name of DN), if you need help in a difficult situation, who do you turn to?

DN said, Xiao Jian.

I? ? ?

I said, Xiao Jian was kidnapped by aliens!Who are you looking for?

DN said, don't talk nonsense, just tell me what you want.

I said, come to XX Hospital. (It suddenly occurred to me that the last time we went to the hospital, it was also after kicking the ball. Could it be that kicking the ball triggered the gate leading to the hospital?)

DN came to me in no time.

I was lying in bed, having just gone through a series of humbling pre-op preparations.

DN took advantage of the fire and said, am I still your ex-boyfriend?

I pointed to my man Baodi and said to him, even if you striptease now, I don't feel anything here.

DN? ? ?

At this time, the nurse stuck her head in and said, the anesthetic is working~

I will not tell you about the operation process.

But, I remember them all!

The real story(?) is after the surgery.

I never even thought about it, but the biggest challenge after the operation turned out to be—shush!

Hush?Who wouldn't?

But two hours after the operation, the anesthesia hadn't worn off yet, and the muscles in key parts could not be mobilized at all.

Even though the bladder has been turned upside down, there is no fluctuation in the key parts!

That feeling is so fragile!So fragile and weak!

The nurse smiled and approached me with the catheter in hand.

I? ? ?Grab DN's hand, let's go to the bathroom and try again.

This time I didn't care about anything, I made DN onomatopoeia, let him flush, let him whistle.

But it doesn't work!

The uncle who came in couldn't stand it, so he advised me to go back and use the tube!Otherwise it will be suffocated!Keep the green hills!

At that moment, tears welled up in my eyes.

I looked at DN, and what I didn't say was, if I was destined to be inserted with a tube, then I would choose to let you insert it, I don't want that nurse sister!

I can't hold back the tears!

I don't want to bear it anymore!

I can't control my JJ!

At this time, a moment in my life that I will never forget happened.

DN took out his and aimed at the pool in front of me, wow!Wow!Wow!

This sound!

Woke up my body!

The flood inside me has finally burst through the floodgates!Rush into the pool!At that moment, I thought of too much!

Too many pictures bloom in the mind like fireworks in this incomparably beautiful moment!

I thought of my hometown, the storm that was going to destroy the old world!

I am reminded of the snow on the field!

I think of the riverside avenue, night breeze and lights in H city!

The sound of water stopped.

The screen is set in a hotel room in H City.

It was the picture of being pulled into the bathroom by the DN in order to scare Daniel away.That day, we had a tacit performance for the first time!

It turned out that you have always been by my side.

I looked at DN's face with tears in my eyes.

DN said, do you want me to help you lift your pants?