deep cabinet

As a result, of course our seats are next to each other, lol.

I can't stand my thick skin anymore.

How about embarrassing?I regret it if I said yes!

Would you believe me if I said I was trying to force a smile on my face?

Well, I confess, I have a bug.

The more confident I am, the more confident I will behave.

The more embarrassing I am, the more I cover it up with a thick skin.

The closer I was to revealing my true self, the more I would pretend to be straight.

After taking the high-speed train with DN, a beautiful woman found the seat opposite us, carrying a large suitcase.

I got up and put the suitcase on the luggage rack for her, asked her where to get off the car, and chatted casually.

The beauty took out snacks to share, and asked DN if he wanted to eat, DN shook his head and looked at his kindle to himself.

I had a good chat with the beauty, during which time her phone ran out of battery, so she borrowed the power bank I put on the small table to use, although there is a power socket under the seat.

After a few stops, the beauty was about to get off the bus.

I said leave a WeChat.

The beauty said yes, and planned to let me sweep her.

DN had been ignoring us and just looking at his kindle before, but now he thought of chatting and asked me casually: Is your girlfriend still in school?

I really didn't realize it at first, and felt that DN took the initiative to talk to me and asked about my girlfriend.

I just said that she will go back to her hometown as soon as she is on vacation.

Then I realized that the beauty on the opposite side was a little embarrassed, and I couldn't find the WeChat QR code.

After the beauty got out of the car obviously a little depressed, DN concentrated on looking at the Kindle as if nothing had happened.

I said, did you kid do it on purpose?

He pretended not to hear, but his ears are obviously very high, and his hair is short. If you don't believe me, look for Zhang Jike's photo.

Are you jealous?

I asked him, regardless of the other people around him, straight men are always so flirtatious.

He continued to pretend he couldn't hear, and didn't explain what he did just now, whether it was out of a sense of justice or something.

In fact, I just wanted to add beauty WeChat, really because I had a good chat, and I didn't think about other things.I usually have this habit of proactively showing goodwill, and I don't deny that it's a bit hypocritical, but at the beginning of making friends, there must be someone who behaves thick-skinned, right?

After the beauty left, no one chatted with me.

It was already night, and it was pitch black outside the window.

Taking the night train was really boring, so I stared at the reflection of DN on the window glass for a long time, thinking that he must be aware of it, and then I started bickering.As a result, he looked at the Kindle like an old monk in meditation.

Then I got sleepy.

I don't remember ever falling asleep on DN's body.

I only remember when I was in a daze, I heard DN tell me that he had arrived.

I was still half awake at the time, and saw him pass by me, carrying a bag, walking from the aisle to the car door.

The car stopped, and in the sleepy compartment, someone whispered that it was XX station.

XX station?

I saw the neon station name on the platform outside the window.

Sitting in the car, you will feel that the platform is very high. I saw DN walk out of the car door, and I could see his shoes and legs clearly, and then he walked farther and farther.

There were not many people on the platform, and I kept seeing him turn into the underground passage.

The train started slowly.

Suddenly, I feel so lonely.

In the second half of the journey, I was always in a daze, sleeping for a while and waking up for a while.

By the end of the day, it was already midnight.

When I rushed back to school, everyone else in the dormitory had already gone home, and even the dormitory next door, which always stayed up late and played games, turned off the lights.

I fell into bed and slept until noon the next day.The entire dormitory building was still very quiet.It stands to reason that I really like the feeling of staying alone in an empty room, without any scruples, and can do many things that are usually inconvenient to do.

But this time, I was homesick for the first time.