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I saw in the comments that some friends were very anxious about the progress of DN and me.Maybe it’s because our starting point was relatively high. It was a forced kiss at the beginning, so everyone had high expectations. I wish we could be imprisoned in a small dark room with only a bed for three days and three nights. ...Of course, I know it's all for my own good.

According to my character before I met DN, seeing you guys in such a hurry, I would definitely consider fabricating some plots to satisfy you, just like a novel, making it step by step and exciting.

But, do you really believe in that kind of feeling that can be explained clearly?

If you believe it, then as someone who has a little experience in psychological counseling, let me analyze it for you.

Tell me first, I like DN.

When I didn't know him very well, I liked his appearance superficially, and felt that he was very real and full of personality.

After getting acquainted, as you can all see, I acted like a hooligan.

But this kind of liking is just a current feeling, and I haven't really considered the future with him.He had some influence on me, but not so much that I changed the direction of my life for it.

Besides DN, he must know that I am gay.

At the beginning, he was a little cautious towards me, but gradually he got in touch with me, and even developed a friendship, and then he suddenly made it clear that he would not be my boyfriend.

It seems like he accepts most of me, but not the gay side of me.

However, don't you think the timing of his statement is a bit strange?

Before we go any further, let's think about it, why would he say he doesn't have sex with me when I have a nosebleed?

Why didn't he say it back when I kissed him forcefully? (Oh, my ears were ringing then)

Why didn't he say it when I gave him a cake on Qixi Festival?And send me bananas back.

Why do you have to say it when I have a nosebleed? !

Now we have to recall, what happened before my nosebleed?

We were walking on the road before, and I was limping, and my hips moved a lot, did this make him disgusted?

Or did he feel angry when the tricycle was stolen?

Or hurt your hand and feel bad?

It doesn't seem to be.

Then a little further, he took me out of school on a tricycle, and when passing by the crowd, someone pointed and pointed, did he feel the pressure because of this?

Seems like a possibility.But I covered my head with clothes.

Is it according to Freud (not) that I am a veil, he is a horse, and we are going to worship?

Or, when we fell together while playing football, he saw that I couldn't play football and despised me?

Going forward, we met in the dormitory, and I recognized him just by looking through the hole. Did this stalker-like behavior scare him?But I clearly lied that I saw him in the water room.

Well, let's not go any further, let's step back a little bit and stay at the moment when the court fell.

Let us reproduce the scene, we fell together, like the word "眔".

At that time, I could smell the breath of his hair and feel the hair of his legs.

What about him?

He was on top of me.

I fell on my back, he was pressed down, our heads were staggered, our legs were crossed, and the centers of our bodies overlapped.

We all wore thin, slippery football pants, and then the centers of our bodies overlapped and squeezed against each other.

Please appreciate this sentence carefully.

So at that time, did something in his body react?

Would he be alarmed by this reaction?

That's why he has to take a stand - he won't be my boyfriend because of it.

Alright.

This is the psychoanalysis you want.

But, do you believe it?