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I saw some comments saying that I want to see the store manager again in the future.

This is a bit difficult geographically.

The last time I saw him was a year ago.

I still have him in my Q, he is almost the only one among my friends who is still updating the Q space.He lived a frank life and didn't mind others understanding him at all.

He has been to my counseling room several times.

Yes, you are not mistaken!I even give people psychological counseling, isn't it a surprise/horror?

In fact, it is a small dark room in the student activity center. It is under the management of the Youth League Committee. It is informal, and no one patronizes it most of the time. It is a good place for self-study.

The fact that the store manager can come here to find me, of course, means that he is also a student. He happens to be four years older than me, a graduate student.

He opened a shop while studying in graduate school.

When I was chatting with him, when he laughed, I had a feeling of being lucky.

He smiled very openly, with a special signature.

He proved one thing, that is, when you fully open yourself up, there will really be many opportunities flying over, even the kind of opportunities that you can't easily think of.

He said that he liked doing business since he was a child, so he took the business administration exam in university, but found that his major was not as good as he imagined. The only fun thing was to compete with the female students in his class for the first-class scholarship.

He said that the boys in his class are all weak, and basically the top twenty are girls, so he wants to take the first place in the exam.He said that except for the first and last ones, the others do not count.

Once he won a first-class scholarship again, and then met a female academic bully who was drinking and crying bitterly in a restaurant. He said that he was? ? ?

Later, he never won the first place again, and began to focus on doing business.In the past, those small businesses were not done much, and I used the money I saved to open a beverage store in the commercial district.

When he came to me for consultation/chatting, he mentioned the rent of the beverage store.The landlord approached him and told him that he was in a hurry to spend the money, and wanted him to pay the rent for five years at one time, and then not increase the price for ten years.

At that time, I felt that the property rights of that area might not be clear, and who knows what will happen in a few years.But he paid after haggling the price.

Then it didn't take long for the business district to be demolished.And he, relying on the ten-year lease contract, won a particularly considerable amount of compensation.

Fortunately, I didn't listen to my feelings at the time.

I've always felt inaccurate.

I don't even have a so-called gay, unless it's super obvious.

When I was in college, I had no idea there was a gay scene in school.I didn't even know he was gay when he had an oolong in his store.

But after getting to know him, I can almost recognize some of the people he often contacts.

He never shied away from being gay.

He knows exactly what he wants and works hard for it.

For such a person who came to me for consultation, I said that I really don't see any psychological problems in you.

He said, I don't have it, but you are the one with the problem.

Every time he comes to the consulting room, he always asks me: Have you not come out yet?

I just said, you want me to come out so much, do you have a crush on me?

He said yes, I really want to play mahjong with you.

But in fact, he didn't mean that to me. He said that he likes to take care of younger than him, but he wants to find a partner who is older than him.I always thought he would look for someone with a successful career.

But later, he met an international student.

The foreign student came from country X, and his parents were Chinese immigrants, but it is estimated that his diet and habits were very Westernized since he was a child, so he grew tall and strong.

Didn't I say you're looking for someone older than you?

He said yes, he was "big".

After graduating last year, he went to country X with the foreign students, and now they both have jobs.

There are updates in his Q space, it seems that the place where they work is very accepting of their relationship.

I remember the last time I met him, he still asked me: Are you still out of the closet?

I still haven't wavered a bit.

He suddenly felt a little sad. He said: I may be the only link in your life that can connect you with the gay circle. After I leave, what will you do?