I need you

Won the concern of parents.I grew up with my grandma and grandpa, and my parents worked outside the home.My grandmother favors sons over daughters, and saves all the good things for my eldest father's son, but she always scolds and beats me.She always said that the teacher was blackmailing her when she paid for materials in the class.My mother called back and said that my father was addicted to gambling outside, so it was not good, and she wanted to divorce him.Then my grandma said behind her back how nice her son was, how mean my mother was, and how small she was.My second aunt opened a canteen, and sometimes I helped there, and I was closer to my second aunt's children, that is, my older brothers and sisters. They always said that I was like my second aunt's daughter, but it was different after all.My second aunt's family is very rich, and every time they go to the city, they always take me with them, and watch them buy beautiful, expensive clothes for their brothers and sisters, while I always sit on the sofa and wait for them.But I also want to wear those beautiful clothes.What's even more silly is that I didn't even know there was such a thing as yogurt at the time, and it could only be bought in the city.Every time I watch them drink it, I really want to taste it, but I can't tell them that I want to drink it.Later, when I was able to buy it myself, the first time I drank it, I felt nauseous.But there is an obsession in my heart, no matter how difficult it is to swallow, I will buy it if I have money, and gradually I will not feel sick.They always say that you can take whatever you want to eat and drink in the store, but I know that is just a kind of polite talk, I can't just take whatever you want like my brothers and sisters.Later, when I was in junior high school, my parents came back from part-time jobs.I was admitted to No. [-] Middle School in the city, and for a while I stayed at my aunt's house.Later, my parents moved to the city.My dad loves playing cards very much, and he is not self-motivated, has no sense of responsibility, and is afraid of suffering.My mother always quarreled with him, a big fight for three days, a small fight for two days, and sometimes even physical fights, curses at each other, and arguing for a divorce.Every time relatives came to persuade me, they would look at me and say, what a poor child, but I hated them looking at me with sympathetic and pitiful eyes.But what's even more ridiculous is that my mother kept trying to have a boy, but every time it was a girl, she had to abort it.Every time my mom gets pregnant, I wonder if it's a boy.You would never have guessed that my mother was pregnant with a boy when she was forty.Later, when my younger brother appeared, I realized that maternal love might really be as great as the poet said.When I was in junior high school, on winter nights, because there was no washing machine at home, I had to brush my clothes until late every Saturday.The winter clothes are so thick and heavy, and the water is bitingly cold. My mother sat and watched TV, and said, look at you washing so slowly, if someone sees it, they will say that I abused you.When I was in junior high school, my family lived outside the city. Every night I had to walk the dark path home by myself. My uncle said, why didn’t your parents come to pick you up? It’s not safe for a girl.When I had my period for the first time, my stomach hurt so badly that I wanted to die, but my mother didn't care about me.When I was at my aunt's house, my eldest sister had menstruation and was out of energy, so my aunt gave her hot milk and boiled brown sugar water to drink.Stomach pain has been my pain since the third day of junior high school, and I have stomach pain every few months.Every time my mother complained, look at other people's children, they are fat and alive.Once the pain was so severe that it lasted for more than a week.My mother didn't ask me if I was better or take me to see a doctor.Later, when I was eating at noon, I was in so much pain that I couldn't eat, my mother said to me, and I cried as soon as I couldn't hold it back.The next morning, my mother took me to the hospital to see a doctor.The doctor asked me to have a B-ultrasound. I had to hold back my urine before the procedure, which meant I had the urge to urinate.So the nurse asked me to drink more water, and my mother took the money to let me go down and buy it myself.But my stomach hurts and I don't want to walk, I don't want to drink cold water, it will only make me hurt more, and I just want to curl myself into a ball.I only drank half a bottle, you know what my mother said?My mother said, the store is very busy now, can you stop being so delicate, I don't have so much time to wait for you.At that time, I didn't want to drink water, and I didn't want to see a doctor, so I just wanted to let me suffer from the pain, so that I could die from the pain.But I still drank it sadly and then went to buy a bottle of water to drink.The irony at the time was that there was also a girl who was going to have a B-ultrasound sitting opposite.Her parents were sitting next to her, and her mother said, do you want to go to the toilet?The girl said, still don't want to.Her mother said again, do you want Dad to go down and buy another bottle of water?The girl said, I have already finished drinking a bottle of water and I can't drink any more.Her father said, don't drink if you can't drink it, just wait a while.Haha, how ironic! "Tears swirled in Yang Jia's eyes, but Yang Jia didn't let them flow out. Yang Jia took a sip of wine, "I don't think a person as indifferent as my mother is motherly.But it turns out I was wrong again.After my brother was born, my mother wanted to give him the best. She would rather not eat and dress herself than me.My mother bought my brother the best red dates and raisins in order to let my brother have snacks to eat but also good for his health, and then my mother told me that these things are so expensive, don’t follow them Your brother snatched the food.When my brother was sick, my mother would carry him to the hospital in the middle of the night, so she didn’t have to go to work, and she could take care of him day and night. Every time I got an injection or something, my mother would cry when my brother was sad. , or even curse the doctor or nurse.My mother always remembers when she tells my brother to buy something, but when she promises to buy something for me, she never seems to remember.I never thought a person's language could hurt so much.do you know?What is the thing my mother said to me the most?Why are you so selfish, what is your future in this life! These words are like a sharp knife pierced into my heart from behind, and they come from my closest relatives.So, I often wonder if my mother is my real mother?But every time I tell myself, Yang Jia, can you be a little promising, don't cry! Gradually, I look at it indifferently every time, and stop crying silently.So Cheng Zhao, I don't want to expect anything from others, I would rather never have it.Some things you have been looking forward to for a long time, and you are sad enough about it. "Yang Jia said this. The scene at that time was vivid, but the feeling was not as strong as before. This time, Cheng Zhao cried, and she was really sad for Yang Jia. At the same time, she said silently in her heart, Cheng Zhao, you You must treat Yang Jia well and protect her.

Yang Jia drank the remaining bottle of wine, "Cheng Zhao, you idiot, why are you crying?"

"Yang Jia, I will protect you and not let you cry silently." Cheng Zhao sat down and hugged Yang Jia.For the first time, Yang Jia rested her head on someone else's shoulder and felt that she could rely on, "Well, I won't be tired, I won't cry, I won't have any branches to rely on."

"Yeah. Well said!" Cheng Zhao picked up the last two bottles of wine, handed one to Yang Jia and the other to himself, "Cheers! Don't be tired, don't cry, and don't have branches to rely on!"

Yang Jia took the wine, opened the pull ring, and raised his toast, "Don't be tired, don't cry, don't have no branches to rely on!"

After drinking, Yang Jia and Cheng Zhao hugged each other and lay on the bed.Cheng Zhao said softly, "Yang Jia, what are you most afraid of?"

"Time can steal my youth and my face. I am most afraid of time stealing the love between me and the one I love. Cheng Zhao, how about you?"

"Me, I am most afraid that the person I know best will leave me, so, Yang Jia, you must not leave me."

"Okay, it's late, let's go to sleep!" This night, Yang Jia and Cheng Zhao hugged each other and slept like a pair of conjoined twins.

Yang Jia and Cheng Zhao slept until noon the next day.Yang Jia first accompanied Cheng Zhao to the clinic to change the medicine, but was scolded by the doctor for drinking.

, Said to avoid eating.

"Yang Jia, give me that person's cell phone number, and I'll pay back the money, and treat him to dinner to thank him."

"Hey, you just have a good rest at home, don't run around with your injured hand. I'll go."

"Okay then, I'll pay you back the money later."

"Got it." After Cheng Zhao was injured, Yang Jia came to ride the battery car.Yang Jia can ride a bicycle, so he didn't expect soeasy when he tried to drive the battery car.After Yang Jia sent Cheng Zhao home on a battery, he also took a taxi home.

Yang Jia took out her mobile phone, opened the address book, turned to j, and the name Jiang Sheng appeared in front of her eyes.Yang Jia pressed the dial number, but no one answered the phone after waiting for more than fifty seconds.Yang Jia had no choice but to give up.

At 05:30 in the afternoon, Yang Jia received a call from Jiang Sheng.

"hello!"

"Well, I just got off work, so I didn't receive your call."

"Well, it's okay. I just want to ask you when you have time. I'll pay you back."

"You can use QQ WeChat or Alipay, so you don't have to go all the way."

"Uh, I don't have any money on my phone, only cash."

"Well, I'll wait for you at Cross Street."

"Jiang Sheng, have you eaten yet?" Yang Jia had an inexplicable feeling in his heart when he said Jiang Sheng's name.

"Nope. What's wrong?"

"Cheng Zhao and I would like to treat you to dinner, thank you for your help!"

"No need, little thing."

"But we really wanted to thank you, so, it's just a meal."

"OK then."

"What do you like to eat"

"There's nothing I like to eat. I have to go to work later, why don't I eat Zhenglin rice noodles next to my work place"

"You still have to go to work. I'll come by car right away."

"Well, you don't have to worry."

"Okay, I'm hanging up"

"Yeah..." After hanging up the phone, Jiang Sheng just came out of Dexter's staff room after changing.Jiang Sheng is not as thin and weak as boys of eighteen or nineteen years old.Although Jiang Sheng is about 1.7 meters tall, his flesh is solid.The skin color is not like those boys who are either white or black or undernourished or kidney-deficit-like sallow, but a shiny wheat-like color.Slightly deep eyes, long and straight eyelashes, thick and dark sword eyebrows, he is really handsome.Most of the girls who work with him like him very much, but Jiang Sheng rarely speaks and is strict