I need you

His eyes were bloodshot; he hadn't eaten for a few days, his face was pale, he was almost thinner, his hair covered his eyes, and there were some green stubbles on his chin.

Before meeting Jiang Sheng, Yang Jia wanted to tell him thousands of words, wanted to question him, wanted to be angry with him, but now after seeing him, all his words were reduced to three words, and he was reluctant.If counting the birthday, this was the third time Yang Jia cried for Jiang Sheng.She stepped forward and hugged him, "You don't have to say it."

Yang Jia sat in front of his grandfather's grave with Jiang Sheng, silent.It was almost noon, Jiang Sheng took Yang Jia back to the soil embryo room, "Did you eat when you came?"

Yang Jia shook his head, "Where are you going?"

"I'll go to the back to pick some food and order some noodles for you!" Jiang Sheng said and left.

Yang Jia took the opportunity to call Cheng Zhao, "Hey! Zhao'er! I found Jiang Sheng, and I'm at his hometown now."

"Hmm." Cheng Zhao was still a little sleepy, "What happened?"

"His grandpa is gone, I won't tell you more, I will call my mother later and say that you are sleeping with me tonight! If you ask, put a cover!"

"No problem, take care of yourself!" After Cheng Zhao hung up the phone, Ye Ming next to him turned over and asked, "Yang Jia"

Cheng Zhao felt sorry for the two of them, "Well! Grandpa Jiang Sheng is gone! Yang Jia is with him! She asked me to cover her! Hey, I told my grandparents that I am at Yang Jia's house!"

"Yeah." Ye Ming smiled and closed his eyes again.

Cheng Zhao looked at his phone, "What time is it, get up and eat!" He hit Ye Ming with a pillow.

"I'm sorry, if you're hungry, why don't I sacrifice myself to let you eat"

Cheng Zhao blushed, "Ye Ming, you are too perverted!"

"I've slept through it all, why should I be ashamed?"

Cheng Zhao frowned, "You fart, I'm well dressed! We just sleep in the same bed!"

Ye Ming smiled maliciously, "Did I say something? Cheng Zhao, you are too dirty!"

"roll!"……

After the meal, Yang Jia played rogue in order to let Jiang Sheng rest.

Yang Jia first pretended to yawn again and again.

"Are you sleepy?" Jiang Sheng asked.

"A little bit!" Yang Jia nodded meaningfully.

"Then you can go to sleep in that room! I'll clean up the dishes!" Jiang Sheng went into the kitchen with the dishes in hand.

Yang Jia went around the room, then went back to the kitchen cheekily.Silently and pitifully standing behind Jiang Sheng.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Sheng saw Yang Jia.

Yang Jia was risking his life and yelled loudly, "I just want to sleep with you!"

"Yeah..." Jiang Sheng stopped his movements and raised his tone.

Yang Jia suddenly reacted and said the wrong thing, "Grandpa, I didn't mean to offend, I, I just want to say, I can't sleep alone, I want you to sleep with me. I didn't mean that, really , Jiang Sheng!"

Jiang Sheng finally smiled in the gloom of these few days, curled the corners of his mouth, washed his hands with water, and put his hands on Yang Jia's shoulders, "Let's go, what are you still doing?"

Yang Jia lay on the bed but did not fall asleep, but Jiang Sheng fell asleep holding Yang Jia on his head.Yang Jia looked at Jiang Sheng so closely for the first time, breathing his breath.Jiang Sheng didn't wake up until it was dark.He got up and cooked noodles again, because he seldom came back from the countryside, and there was no rice, seasoning, etc., so the noodles were still taken from the aunt next door.After dinner, Jiang Sheng and Yang Jia nestled on the bed again.

"If you don't go back, what will your parents do?" Jiang Sheng asked with narrowed eyes.

"I told them I'm at Cheng Zhao's house, you don't have to worry!" Yang Jia stared at Jiang Sheng's chin.

"Well," Jiang Sheng was silent for a while, and then said, "When you were going to take the exam, grandpa was seriously ill, and he left in the early morning of the hospital." After so many days of precipitation, he was able to say these things calmly Come on.

Yang Jia raised her hand and couldn't help but pat Jiang Sheng's head, "Why didn't you tell me that I was a little angry, didn't you treat me as one of your own?"

Jiang Sheng opened his eyes. Although he had rested, there were still bloodshot eyes, which made Yang Jia feel so evil, "You are preparing for the exam! I don't want you to worry!"

"But I want to worry about you."

Jiang Sheng pulled the hand on his head and held it in his hand, but the more Yang Jia behaved like this, the heavier the stone in his heart became, and the more he wanted to treat Yang Jia very well. "Let's go back tomorrow morning!"

"Um"

"The conditions in this country are not good, and there is no food, you can't stay here for a few days."

Jiang Sheng took Yang Jia's hand and slowly fell asleep again.

Back in town the next day and back to that cabin again.Jiang Sheng quit his job, but he still goes to Qili Island at night to help Brother Peng look after the shop.Ever since Jiang Sheng came back, Peng Bai watched him expressionless all day long, frowning tightly.A few days ago, Peng Bai could still understand that he was bereaved, but later he couldn't stand it.

"Xiaojiang" Peng Bai didn't go out that night, he wanted to have a heart-to-heart talk with Jiang Sheng.

"Yeah!" Jiang Sheng came back to his senses.

"You are still young, don't frown and frown all day long. The end of the world is not here yet! Now you have some problems that you can't understand, and some things catch you by surprise. You can go outside and have a look. Go for a walk. When If you have seen a lot and learned a lot, maybe you will understand." Peng Bai earnestly wanted to enlighten him.

Jiang Sheng felt that he was trapped in a dark room and was at a loss, but Peng Bai thought of a needle, pierced a small hole in the window, and cast a glimmer of light.

Later, Peng Bai kept chatting with Jiang Sheng about his youthful experience, trying to cheer him up.After this night, Jiang Sheng made a firm decision in his heart.

In the next few days, Jiang Sheng fulfilled Yang Jia's wishes one by one.Yang Jia felt a little unbelievable, thinking that Jiang Sheng had come out.

"The Chinese New Year is only a few days away, why don't I come and accompany you to celebrate the New Year"

Yang Jia asked.

Jiang Sheng shook his head, "Spend the New Year with your family! I'm fine!" However, he had his own decision in mind.

Two days later, at six o'clock in the morning, Jiang Sheng was carrying a guitar and pulling a small suitcase, walking on the almost deserted street.He came to Seven Mile Island and stuffed two envelopes through the crack of the door.After standing for a while, Jiang Sheng resolutely left and took a taxi to the county station.

Usually Peng Bai didn't come to open the door until eight or nine o'clock, but today he played all night, he didn't want to go back and be nagged by his mother, disturbing his dream, so he came directly to the store to sleep.After opening the door, Peng Bai saw two envelopes lying on the ground.He picked it up, one was written "Peng Bai" and the other was written "Yang Jia".He opened his own:

Brother Peng:

I have always been under your care, and I am so grateful in this life.I don't know where I am now, where I should go.I don't want to stay in this place all my life, with no direction, doing nothing, and living in a daze.So, I thought, go out for a walk and see Pepsi in the world.Maybe like you said, I might understand.I miss you very much, but I think we will meet again.Please send another letter to Yang Jia.I'm leaving, you take care!

Jiang Sheng

Why did you ask me to give the letter to Yang Jia when we met in the future? He wouldn't just leave like this and leave without saying goodbye. Peng Bai called Yang Jia.

"Hello!" Yang Jia answered the phone.

"I'm Peng Bai, do you know that Jiang Sheng is gone?"

"Yeah..." Lying on the bed, Yang Jia suddenly woke up.

"I just stuffed two letters in the door, one for me, and the other Jiang Sheng asked me to pass it on to you. He said he left."

"I have no idea!"

"What's wrong with you two"

Yang Jia seemed to be hit on the head by someone, and his voice changed a little, "I don't know, we were fine yesterday! Do you know where he went?"

Peng Bai thought for a while, "If he wants to travel far away, he must go to the county station to take a train, and then arrive at the county station!"

Yang Jia immediately hung up the phone, put on his clothes and ran, calling Jiang Sheng while walking, but the phone kept turning off.Yang Jia was angry and anxious at first, wishing she could run to the station immediately, but sitting in the car, it seemed like a century had passed, all of a sudden she was left with nothing but sadness.

The bus departed at eight o'clock, and Jiang Sheng was sitting in the waiting hall. Although he knew that Yang Jia could not appear here, he still couldn't help looking at the door.In the blink of an eye, he seemed to see Yang Jia appearing at the door.Yang Jia ran directly to the ticket gate, but did not see Jiang Sheng.She ran to the screen in the lobby again, and saw that the departure of the Daxian Railway Station was at 10 o'clock, and there were still [-] minutes left.

"Yang Jia!" Jiang Sheng said in a helpless voice.

When Yang Jia reincarnated, he looked at Jiang Sheng standing behind him with a guitar on his back and a small suitcase in his hand.

Yang Jia couldn't hold it back again, tears just refused to listen to her, "If Brother Peng hadn't called me this morning, would you have planned to leave without saying a word?"

"It's good for you and me!" Jiang Sheng stretched out his hand to wipe her tears. He was afraid that Yang Jia would be like this, that she would be sad for him, that she would cry for him, and that she would pay too much for him.

"Not at all nice to me! Why do you have to go?"

"If I don't leave now, you will leave sooner or later. You will be admitted to a good university, and then we will have to separate. It will be sooner or later! Either I will leave or you will leave. We are... no It is possible!" These words had been repeated many times in his mind.Jiang Sheng has his own pride and dignity, and there is too much difference between him and Yang Jia.

"Can we go to the same city?" Yang Jia understands some truths, but so what!

"Yang Jia, don't you understand? I can't give you anything. I don't even know myself now, I don't know what I can do now, I don't know what I want to do, I can't even see the future Arrived! In the future, we will quarrel and break up because of various problems. Besides, you are about to take the college entrance examination, and you must study hard in the next semester of the third year of high school