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Judging by the temperature this year, there should be no snow scene.But the wind-wrapped sleet came head-on, and it seemed to be a bit colder than the snowy day.

In addition, the wind is harsh, like a knife, and it is easy to get frostbite.Going out in this kind of weather is absolutely necessary to be fully armed.

In the end, Ji Lu went to buy a scarf of the same style as Song Linchuan's, and Song Linchuan wrapped it around him until Ji Lu was almost out of breath before he stopped.Ji Lu looked up at him, and Song Linchuan forcibly buckled a hat, so he only showed a pair of bright eyes.Song Linchuan's image was reflected in the clear pupils. Although it was a shadow, it filled his eyes, as if filling his world.

Song Linchuan smiled and kissed his right eye lightly.Ji Lu's eyelashes are curled, long and dense. He actually doesn't like this look, and even stretched out his hand to press the eyelashes, but it's completely useless, so he can only give up.

So even with his eyes closed, his eyelashes did not droop, brushing Song Linchuan's lips, bringing an indescribable itchiness.It was a strange feeling, Song Linchuan couldn't hold back, hugged the person and kissed his left eye again.

When he was about to move down, he realized that even Ji Lu's nose was covered tightly by himself with a scarf.Song Linchuan put his hand on his upper lip and smiled silently.

The voice filtered by the scarf was muffled, and seemed a bit deep: "Don't take me with you when you go to the bank to withdraw money, it looks like you're going to rob."

Song Linchuan stretched out his hand to touch his forehead, stroked it up, revealing the smooth forehead covered by the hat, and then solemnly kissed him.Song Linchuan paused for a while, and spoke softly in this posture: "I really like kissing you."

Ji Lu's answer was to push him away and pull down the scarf, exposing his nose to take a deep breath of fresh air.

Song Linchuan fixed his hat, stepped back a little and said, "Let's go."

As soon as I went out, there was a gust of cold wind.Song Linchuan's house faces south, and there is often a draft. I usually don't feel it when the door is closed, but it is more effective than a fume hood when the door is open.Ji Lu shrank his neck, and then retracted his nose into the scarf. The water vapor from his breathing just now condensed on the scarf. After being blown by the wind, he was already cold, and it was a little wet, making him a little uncomfortable.

Song Linchuan stretched out his hand to close the window in the corridor, and the wind dropped a lot in an instant. He went to shake Ji Lu's hand, and it was really cold again.

"Are you short of energy and blood?" Song Linchuan said, wrapping Ji Lu's hand completely and putting it in his pocket.

Ji Lu didn't feel that he was in poor health, but even felt that he was stumbling like this, so he withdrew his hand again, put it on himself, and raised his chin to signal Song Linchuan to press the elevator.

It's a pity that this movement of raising the chin was perfectly hidden in the scarf, and thanks to the tacit understanding between Song Linchuan and him, he was able to understand his meaning at the first time.

As soon as he got out of the elevator, there was a gust of cold wind. Ji Lu turned his head to look at Song Linchuan with some difficulty, only to find that Song Linchuan himself was wearing a gray windbreaker and black trousers. The only thing that looked warmer was the cashmere scarf.Like a stinky teenager who wants style but not temperature, he looks cold, and he doesn't know why his hands are so warm.

When the two of them got into the car, Qingrong called. Song Linchuan held the seat belt in one hand and the phone in the other, and politely said happy holidays to her.

The tradition of many families is still that the New Year is not counted until after the Spring Festival. Song Linchuan's family is like this. They will not greet the New Year on New Year's Day.

Song Linchuan didn't turn on the speakerphone, and Ji Lu couldn't hear what the other party said, so he heard Song Linchuan's calm "um".It was exactly the same as the last time Song Linchuan and Qing Rong spoke face to face.After Song Linchuan hung up the phone, he didn't seem to be in a high mood, nor was he depressed, but he just lost the good mood he had just left.

"What's the matter?" After getting in the car, Ji Lu took off the scarf that hindered his breathing, but he still felt a little stuffy in the car with the doors and windows closed and the heater on.

Song Linchuan was silent for a while, let go of the hand holding the seat belt, and looked sideways at Ji Lu: "Did I not tell you the reason for my divorce?"

"Isn't it normal for an arranged marriage not to last?" Ji Lu paused after speaking, and followed Song Linchuan's lead in silence.

Although Song Linchuan and Bai Jinshu got married according to their parents' wishes, the reason for their divorce was definitely not this.Leaving aside the personalities of the two and the education they received since they were young, divorce is a very important matter, and there is no major friction, how could it get to that point.

What's more, he doesn't have the confidence that he can turn Song Linchuan around, unless...

Seeing that he probably guessed something, Song Linchuan said slowly, reminiscing: "In my freshman year, I... came out to my family. My family is more traditional. Dad couldn't accept it, so he told me about it at the time. For a long time, the words were quite harsh. If I hadn’t been well-bred, I would probably have pointed my nose and scolded me for being disrespectful. My mother didn’t say anything about me, but she didn’t mean to agree. In [-], when I reached the legal age for marriage, My dad arranged a blind date with Bai Jinshu for me. I disagreed and had a fight with my family. As a result, my dad was admitted to the hospital the next day—what kind of look do you have? I’m really not angry. Dad found out it was liver cancer , The cancer cells have spread to the lungs, it is not advanced, but there is no possibility of a complete cure. My mother begged me to marry Bai Jinshu when my father was undergoing chemotherapy, saying that it made me fulfill my father's wish to have a grandson. At that time, my heart was quite complicated, and I was not in the mood to make trouble. I don’t know why my dad has such a deep obsession with continuing the incense. When I went to see him, his first sentence was to force me to get married. "

Song Linchuan paused for a long time before continuing: "In the end, I gave in. Bai Jinshu was also forced to break up with her boyfriend at that time, and then was forced by her parents to come on a blind date with me. She is almost the same person as me. My mother has always I like her very much, but I always feel sorry for her because of my affairs, so I am very kind to Bai Jinshu. Even after I divorced, their relationship has always been good. My dad didn't say anything when Bai Jinshu gave birth to Song Kai. What did you do to me? Maybe I really just wanted to hug my grandson. His living habits have always been very good, and he cooperated with the treatment. In the end, he persisted for eight years. Maybe he thought I compromised, and he didn’t force me to promise anything before he passed away. The promise of never getting a divorce. In that year, soon after my father passed away, I still filed for divorce."

"Mom is naturally unwilling. She rarely talked to me a lot. She was very quiet when she was young, and she usually didn't talk much. In front of me these years...well, she talked a lot. At that time, she said it over and over again. Said Bai Jinshu was good, said that Song Kai needed a mother when he was still young, I had already figured it out at the time, and I also wanted to get rid of marriage early, but my tone changed when I was talking, and I ended up having a fight with her again. At that time, I spoke very seriously, but after thinking about it, I regretted it. What my mother said was for my own good. The education of our family and Bai Jinshu’s family was like this, which was quite traditional. At that time, the divorce rate was low in the outside world. People in the circle think that divorce is a very bad thing, not to mention my orientation is still there. Mom, maybe I am afraid that it will hurt my reputation if it is spread out."

"After the divorce, I seldom interacted with my mother. I would talk to her on the phone during Chinese New Year. Every time I called, I would inevitably talk about the past. What my mother didn't know was that Bai Jinshu and I had already said Well, she knows my sexual orientation, and she wants to use this to stay away from the family. It can be regarded as restraint. After the divorce, Bai Jinshu went to other places to work hard on her own. My mother thought she was wronged before leaving. After all, divorce hurts the woman more. .Later, it was Bai Jinshu who explained to my mother that she didn't say anything about me." Song Linchuan put his hands against the forehead and closed his eyes, "I'm like this, I'm a scumbag. In fact, now that I think about it, this is the most unfair to Song Kai. I left him only for the wish of the four old people. I have never regretted the decision to divorce. Bai Jinshu and I are completely incompatible. After Song Kai was born, we slept in separate rooms. It is appropriate to say that we respect each other as guests. What's more , I was so lucky to meet you. You know, I really never thought that I could still be in a relationship. Ending my marriage is a promise I made to Bai Jinshu earlier. It's really meaningless to keep such a name .”

Bai Jinshu is innocent, so why not Song Linchuan.Imposing one's own wishes on the children, using the airs of parents to force the children to obey, isn't it expected that such a result will appear in the end?

Ji Lu sighed silently, leaned over to fasten his seat belt for him, and said, "How many years ago did this happen? It's very, taboo, taboo to talk about the ex in front of the current incumbent, do you know? Didn't you ask me to guide you?" ? Teacher Ji is guiding you seriously, do you understand?"

Ji Lu lowered his head, and Song Linchuan couldn't see his expression. Seeing that he was fastened and sitting back, he stretched out his hand to hold his cold hand, and corrected him: "I said it's not my ex." After a pause, he added: " Teacher Ji."

The lights in the car were not turned on, and the light in the underground parking lot was also weak. The background seemed to be blurred, and only the person in front of him could see clearly.Ji Lu stared at him with those watery eyes, and after a long time, he withdrew his hand and fastened his seat belt as if nothing had happened, and said in a low voice, "Let's drive."

The car came out of the underground parking lot, and it finally turned bright. As soon as Song Linchuan drove the car onto the street, he heard Ji Lu say, "Every time you call Teacher Ji, I feel hard."

Song Linchuan almost kicked the accelerator and hugged the car in front of him, so scared that he quickly moved his foot to the brake pedal.

Ji Luzai carefully folded his scarf and said, "Drive well and be safe. Linchuan."

Song Linchuan took a deep breath and silently moved his feet away.The car behind must not know that he almost rear-ended just now.

This car really can't be driven.

I want to drive another car.

☆、Chapter 34