Don't say you don't know me

Walking in the university town, there are Santa Claus hanging everywhere, Christmas trees with colorful lights, and the singing of "Jingle Bells" can be heard everywhere. Although the sky is a bit gloomy, it doesn't seem to affect the joy of young people. Feeling.

On the night of Christmas Eve, when the messenger of peace sends blessings, how many people are looking forward to countless beautiful yearnings, looking forward to receiving someone's blessing.And in a certain place, anxiously and joyfully, the gifts that symbolize happiness are being pushed away layer by layer.Then, a tearful smile appeared on his face.

Looking at other people's happiness and licking your own wounds is the most stupid and saddest thing, but at this moment when the whole world is celebrating, you still have to walk alone on the street, being flashed by happiness one after another. With his eyes closed, the sadness in his heart seemed to deepen.

Leng Nan has been away from No. for 12 days and has not called him a single time. He once again felt the quietness of not being disturbed.

However, there was always a suffocating pain in his heart, which made him unable to release the suppressed breath in his chest.He heard Chen Jin talk about many things that happened in those days and was forgotten by him, or he remembered them himself, as clearly as if he was watching someone else's dream.

He knew that Leng Nan would call Qin Yu almost every two or three days to care about his condition.Every time, I could hear Xiao Yu's happy laughter.And he, maybe he wasn't the one he could treat with a smile after all, so he was forgotten.

Because he didn't want the house to be too deserted, he agreed to Xiao Yu and went out to buy Christmas trees and gifts. Anyway, let's have a Christmas too. As an older brother, he can't do too much of a failure.

I found several, but they were all sold out. I finally bought a half-meter-high plant in a gift shop on the corner of the street. One, the last one left.

Shang Luo fiddled with the twinkling lights on the Christmas tree, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Happy Christmas Eve." He said in a low voice.

Holding the Christmas tree in one hand, the other hand took out the phone and dialed to Qin Yu, "Xiaoyu, I bought the Christmas tree, it's just a bit small, but it's just passable. What gift do you want?"

"Brother, let's buy some flowers." A little girl was holding a big flower basket filled with red roses wrapped in transparent paper. The little girl's face was all red, which was very pretty.

"But, my brother doesn't have a girlfriend." Shang Luo smiled and bent down, scratching the little girl's nose with his fingers.

"Brother has such a nice smile. If you don't have a girlfriend, you can give it to your boyfriend." The little girl grinned her small mouth with one missing front tooth, and looked at Shangluo with a smile.

Shang Luo was stunned when he heard this, why do children know everything now, it's too scary.He blinked his eyes and said, "Is there any boy who gave you flowers?"

The little girl waved her hands with a serious expression, "Well~ puppy love is not good, besides, young boys are not reliable, I will find an uncle to be my boyfriend in the future."

Shang Luo was stunned again when he heard the words, and then couldn't help laughing, maybe this was the happiest laugh these days.

Playing with the roses in one hand, holding the Christmas tree and the gift chosen for Qin Yu in his arms, Shang Luo returned home with a relaxed mood.Aunt Zhang cooked a table of dishes early in the morning, and Shang Luo also asked her to go home to spend Christmas Eve with her family. When he knew that Aunt Zhang was Chen Jin’s mother, he was really surprised and understood why the day he had an accident , Chen Jin will call his mother to inform Leng Nan.He just lamented that the world is really small.

After dinner, Qin Yu was alone on the sofa watching TV, Shang Luo was bored and wanted to find a book to read, Qin Yu pointed to Leng Nan's room, "There are many books in Uncle Leng's room, you can go in and choose one have a look."

It has been several months since Shang Luo moved here to live with Leng Nan and the others, and he has never entered Leng Nan's room. After hearing Qin Yu finish speaking, he hesitated for a moment, and opened the door of Leng Nan's room.

The color of Leng Nan's room is very monotonous, there are almost only two colors of black and white. Although the room has not been lived in for more than ten days, Aunt Zhang cleans it every day, and it is very clean.He looked around and saw the bookcase by the window. There were indeed a lot of books in it. He never knew that Leng Nan was still such a book lover.

After a brief look at the two rows, there are some books on business management, as well as some classics, brief history books, etc., which are arranged very regularly, and it feels like an obsessive-compulsive arrangement.

Shang Luo couldn't help but twitched the corner of his mouth, it turned out that he was still a very old-fashioned person in his bones.

His eyes were attracted by a picture book, he pulled it out gently, saw "Tahiti Island" written on the cover, he opened it curiously, page by page, he was deeply attracted by the beautiful scenery, he couldn't help sighing To, "It's so beautiful!"

A few words suddenly flashed in my mind, "This place is so beautiful, I really want to go." "Well, for a lifetime, we will never be apart."

Suddenly feeling a headache, Shang Luo held his head with both hands, closed his eyes in pain, and felt powerless all over his body. He slowly squatted down and tried to calm down. It took a while for the pain to ease.He got up and put the book back in its original place, and he walked out of Leng Nan's room slowly.

Qin Yu was startled when he saw Shang Luo with a pale face, and quickly jumped up to him, "Shang Luo, are you okay?"

Shang Luo waved his hand, "I'm fine, I'm just a little tired, I want to go to bed first." He reached out and rubbed Qin Yu's curly hair, and said with a light smile, "You go to bed early, too."

His head was still a little dizzy, he didn't know what was wrong with him, maybe it was because he hadn't slept well during this time, because he was always dreaming, and he couldn't remember what he dreamed of when he woke up.Lying on the bed, wrapping himself tightly with the quilt, feeling a little cold, shivering slightly, he fell into a deep sleep.

After an unknown amount of time, he seemed to have another dream. In the dream, someone gently kissed his forehead, and he unconsciously opened his eyes.

In the dark, Leng Nan walked into Shang Luo's room gently, and sat quietly beside his bed, watching his slightly frowning brows and pale face, the thoughts in her heart these days seemed to be relieved.He didn't dare to call, he still remembered the slap before he left, and Shangluo's hateful eyes.He was afraid, afraid that he would not answer the call, and also afraid of his indifference after answering.

On the night of Christmas Eve, he drove alone and hurried over from thousands of miles away, wanting to spend Christmas Eve with them, but when he arrived, it was already early in the morning, and he only saw colorful lights shining in the living room. A bright Christmas tree, and a room full of darkness.

I stared at Shangluo silently for a long time, and I was deeply tired these days. I was rushing to deal with the company's affairs, and almost never had a good rest. When I saw Shangluo, the concern hanging in my heart seemed to be okay. let go.

So, he bent down, kissed Shang Luo's forehead lightly, and stopped there quietly for a few seconds, because he could only do this when he was asleep.

With some reluctance, he moved his lips away from his forehead, and slowly raised his face, only to see Shang Luo's eyes staring at him calmly.

A trace of surprise flashed in Leng Nan's eyes, her face stopped in front of him, and she forgot to move.Another distance, another movement.

"Like I said, it's easy to see each other at such a close distance." After an unknown amount of time, Shang Luo said in a low voice.

Leng Nan smiled slightly, sat up straight, "Did I wake you up?" He also asked in a low voice.

Shang Luo smiled, "You drove back at night? It's dangerous."

Leng Nan smiled without saying a word, and glanced at the roses in the water glass next to Shangluo's bed. He said lightly, "Received roses? They are very beautiful."

Shang Luo followed his gaze, got up and picked up the rose he put in, sniffed it before his nose, then held it out in front of Leng Nan, "Here for you."

Leng Nan was stunned, looked at Shangluo, then at the rose in his hand, frowned slightly, and took it silently.

Shang Luo looked at Leng Nan, and after a long time, he said lightly, "Leng Nan, do you owe me an apology?"

Leng Nan looked at Shang Luo's still calm expression, and there was a hint of emotion in his eyes, but his brows were more tightly frowned, his lips were tightly pursed, and he didn't make a sound.

"You can apologize to me." Shang Luo said with a slight smile.

Leng Nan sighed deeply, bowed his head and remained silent for a while, then raised his head and said sincerely, "I'm sorry."

The arc of Shangluo's mouth deepened, "Okay, I forgive you."

Shang Luo always thought that he might hate Leng Nan for the rest of his life, because Leng Nan ruined all his fantasies.He didn't know that he was so eager to get Leng Nan's attention, so eager to get close to Leng Nan, but in that way, Leng Nan pushed him away step by step, and even destroyed him in his heart last ray of hope.

He thought that the pain Leng Nan gave him was unforgettable.So, he ran away, hoping never to see him again.What they don't know is that in the process of time, the hatred that was thought to be eternal is all worn away and replaced bit by bit by Leng Nan's special care.

"Shang Luo, I'm on the rooftop of the library." Looking at a message from Xiao Mingxuan on the phone, Shang Luo rushed towards the library.

When Shang Luo rushed to the roof panting, he saw Xiao Mingxuan in red clothes standing on the edge of the roof, his clothes beating time with the howling northwest wind.

"Hey! What are you doing?" Shang Luo rushed forward nervously, grabbing her hand that was already a little red from the cold.

Xiao Mingxuan looked at Shang Luo in a daze, his eyes were red, and there was some pain in his eyes, which made Shang Luo feel a little pity.

"What's going on? Your brother is also looking for you everywhere."

Xiao Mingxuan sat on the ground with his back against the fence of the roof, hugged his knees with his hands and cried in a low voice, his messy hair was entangled randomly in the north wind.

Shang Luo squatted down and put one hand on her shoulder, "Since you asked me to come over, please tell me, maybe I can help you."

After a while, Xiao Mingxuan raised his face full of tears, looked at Shangluo and said, "He actually rejected me."

Shang Luo was confused, "Who?" After a pause, he asked again, "You mean Li Mo?"

Xiao Mingxuan nodded again and again, wiped his face with his hands, and pouted childishly, "That's him! I've been chasing him for a semester, but he didn't tell me until now that he doesn't like me."

"Didn't I tell you earlier that he has a girlfriend?" Shang Luo looked at Xiao Mingxuan's childish expression, and seemed to be a little relieved. After all, he was still a child, just a little willful.

"He doesn't have a girlfriend!" Xiao Mingxuan suddenly shouted seriously.

Shang Luo was a little confused about the situation, and said with a smile, "So, he doesn't have a girlfriend, why did he reject you, a big beauty?"

"Because he said he likes men!" Xiao Mingxuan stared at Shangluo, his mouth pouted even higher.

Shangluo was dumbfounded, so it was like this.Blowing the northwest wind blankly for a while, looked at Xiao Mingxuan and said, "Isn't it okay to like men?"

Xiao Mingxuan shook his body a little shyly, "I don't know, but I don't discriminate against homosexuals." She glanced at Shangluo complaining again, "And he said that he has someone he likes, so I'm just a little unconvinced. "

Shang Luo couldn't help laughing, "So, you asked me to come over because you want me to give you advice and help you deal with those two bastards?"

Xiao Mingxuan also smiled awkwardly, "I'm not that stupid, my sexual orientation is free, and I can't change it."

"Okay, get up quickly. The ground is very dirty." Shang Luo got up and stretched out his hand in front of Xiao Mingxuan.

Xiao Mingxuan was stunned for a moment, but still put her hand in Shangluo's. She straightened her clothes and said calmly, "I may not come back next semester. I am not from your school. Since the goal is not It is reached, and there is no need for me to stay any longer. It just so happened that the school contacted me and said that due to some reasons, this exchange student can end in one semester."

"Does your brother know?"

"Well, I told him. Besides, you will start an internship next semester, and he may not be in school."

Shang Luo gave a low "Oh" and smiled again, "Tell your brother quickly, don't make him worry."

Seeing Xiao Mingxuan calling Xiao Minghe, the two were still arguing on the phone, Shang Luo smiled helplessly, feeling a little bit disappointed in his heart.After all, there will be a day of separation.

Just as the two of them reached the door of the rooftop, a person rushed towards them and stood still in front of them, panting.

"Li Mo?!" The two shouted in unison.

Li Mo looked straight at Shang Luo, but he was still panting heavily through his nose.

"Student Li Mo, what's the matter?" Shang Luo asked suspiciously.

Xiao Mingxuan looked at Li Mo's anxious expression, and shouted suddenly, "Oh~~You don't like Shangluo, do you?"

Shang Luo opened his eyes wide in surprise and looked at Xiao Mingxuan, but Xiao Mingxuan looked at them with some resentment.It made Shang Luo's head dizzy for a while, he quickly waved his hands and wanted to say something, but he heard Li Mo speak first.

"Shangluo, I like you. Can you date me?"

The words full of anger caused Shang Luo to shiver in his heart. He twitched the corner of his mouth with difficulty, and said with a wry smile, "Uh, classmate Li Mo, we don't know each other well, so don't joke around."

"I'm not joking, I'm serious." Li Mo took a serious step forward.

Shang Luo couldn't help but backed away, his expression changed, he was so embarrassed that he didn't know what to say.

"So you are one of those dog boys." Xiao Mingxuan stomped his feet angrily, and reached out to pat Shangluo's arm.

"Grandma, don't make trouble." Shang Luo whispered, even more embarrassed.But seeing Li Mo's serious look, he settled down and said, "Student Li Mo, thank you for your favor. But I already have someone I like."

Li Mo was a little surprised, "Oh? Is it a man or a woman?"

Shang Luo felt that the sweat was coming down from his body. This topic was really not what he wanted to continue. Should he tell him that he was also his kind?He didn't have this kind of psychological construction yet, and he still didn't figure out what kind of person he was.

"It's not important. We have a good relationship and don't think about other people. I'm really sorry." Shang Luo said sincerely, praying in his heart that the two students opposite would not continue this topic.

The scene was a bit deserted, Li Mo's expression seemed a little disappointed, and Xiao Mingxuan's face was even more ugly with anger.

"Student Li Mo, you are really very personable. You rejected me just now, but confessed to a boy in front of me?" Xiao Mingxuan's eyes widened angrily.

Li Mo hesitated for a while, and said to Xiao Mingxuan, "I'm sorry." Then he looked at Shang Luo, and said with a pretended relaxed expression, "Shang Luo, I hope we can still be friends."

Shang Luo nodded, looking at the back of Li Mo turning away, he suddenly felt a little lost, he seemed to see a man turning around silently, his back was very desolate, as if his heart was taken away, his heart throbbed intermittently with.

"Shangluo, are you okay?"

Shang Luo glanced at Xiao Mingxuan, nodded with a smile, "It's okay, let's go."