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"If you want to talk about why..." Gu An cleaned up the dishes after dinner, hugged Bai Cancan on his lap, and said with narrowed eyes, "Probably because I have been too obedient all along."

He smiled at Chang Qing: "Actually, you are wrong about one thing. I don't dislike physics. On the contrary, I think physics is quite interesting among all the subjects I have been exposed to."

"Then why did you say that you don't even know what you like?"

"Because I really don't know what I really like."

Chang Qing shook his head: "I don't understand."

"It's not that difficult to understand. I have been too obedient since I was a child, and my parents even wanted me to make trouble because I was too obedient."

"Heh... My parents wish I could keep my own place."

"So I actually envy you."

Chang Qing pursed her lips: "What am I envious of?"

Gu An looked into his eyes with a serious and serious tone: "You have, there are many."

Chang Qingxin said: "I still envy you."

But he couldn't say that.

Probably people don't care about what they have, but envy what they don't have, of course Gu An is no exception.

Ever since he could remember, he has been very sensible, and what is commonly known as someone else's child refers to people like Gu An.

He is obedient, sensible, has good grades, has a good heart, and is popular... There are very few people who don't like him.

But he was too obedient, Gu An never took the initiative to decide anything since he was a child.

When other children were playing in the mud on the playground, Mother Gu said, "An'an, do you like music? How about we go learn the violin?"

So Gu An went to learn the violin.

When I grew up, Papa Gu said: "An'an, do you like playing chess? I heard that playing chess can expand your mind. How about we learn Go?"

So Gu An went to learn Go.

When she was about ten years old, Gu’s mother said, “An’an, is it boring to play the violin all the time? How about we go to practice calligraphy? If you like, I can take you to learn Chinese painting. My mother likes ink painting since she was a child, but unfortunately she never had the opportunity to learn it. "

So Gu An went to learn calligraphy, ink painting and Chinese painting.

When I was twelve or thirteen years old, Gu’s father said: “An’an, you can’t quit mathematics and physics. Could it be that you don’t understand in class? Your teacher told me that he originally wanted to sign you up for the Mathematical Olympiad, but now there is still time. Don’t want Dad to help you hold an Orsay cram school?”

So Gu An went to the Orsay cram school and sat in the classroom with a group of children, listening to lectures and doing questions without interruption.

When she was fifteen or sixteen years old, Mother Gu said: "An An, why are you so sensible? You can do whatever your parents say, that's not okay~ You are a boy, and you will become a man in the future. You can't live without it. Come up with your own ideas~"

So Gu An didn't know what to do.

Later, Papa Gu also said: "An'an, you have to have your own opinions. Don't you have anything in particular you like? Like music, art, literature, etc.? Your mother and I are both enlightened people. What do you think? Just say what you want, don’t worry about it.”

So Gu An was completely at a loss.

"During that time, I stopped the violin classes, calligraphy classes, and traditional Chinese painting classes that my mother enrolled me in. My father didn't ask me to take Go classes or Olympiad classes anymore. It's rare for me to be so leisurely in my life. But, but..."

Gu An smiled wryly, "But I didn't know what I should do at all. I even hoped that they would continue to tell me to do this or that. In that case, at least I could have something to do instead of facing nothing every day. Unplanned schedule in a daze."

"Yes, schedule. Before that, I would have a schedule every day. When to wake up, when to eat, when to go to class, when to go to cram school interest classes, when to go home, when to do homework, when to sleep... …all my time is so full that I don’t have time to think about myself, what I want to do, what I’m going to do. I don’t have time to think about where I’m going to college, what major I’m going to study, what I’m going to do in the future Because I always thought that my parents would tell me what to do and where to go. But..."

Gu An crossed his hands and drew between his brows, "But when I was 16, all the instructions disappeared."

He smiled bitterly: "They started to ask me what I want. They started to hope that I would no longer just be obedient, but have my own ideas."

He looked at Chang Qing for help: "But how do I know what I want?"

Before the age of 16, no one gave him a chance to choose; after the age of 16, no one asked him if he wanted to make a choice.

Chang Qing pursed her lips: "Then why did you choose your current major?"

Gu An didn't speak.

He got up and went back to the room, and came out a few minutes later with several balls of paper in his hand.

"Draw lots." He showed Chang Qing the ball of paper in his hand, "Take out any one, open it and have a look."

Chang Qing casually took a piece of paper and unfolded it.

The word 'Art' was written on it with a black pen.

Chang Qing couldn't believe it: "You can't be a major drawn by lottery. And then you got physics by chance, so you started to study physics?"

No matter how you look at it, this operation is too random.

Gu An snapped his fingers: "Bingo!"

evergreen:"……"

He put the ball of paper back in An's palm: "What about now? I still don't know what to do? So why not just keep reading, go abroad to study, get a Ph.D., and finally spend the rest of your life on the road of scientific research?"

Gu An nodded: "Yes. What else can I do? Instead of being lost for the rest of my life, it's better to find a not bad way to go on."

He was so exhausted that he fell back on the sofa, staring at the ceiling above his head: "Everyone thinks that I like physics so much, including my parents, relatives, and all the friends I know. Everyone thinks so. When I go home during the winter and summer vacations, my mother will greet me with a smile and say, 'Ah, our little scientist is back~'. Every time I see my mother so happy, I dare not tell her, in fact Physics was just drawn by lottery. In fact, I don’t have anything I particularly like or want to learn. I just get by in school every day. I listen carefully to lectures, review carefully after class, get good grades in exams, and get good grades every year. Scholarships... all of this is just because I don't know what to do, so I just spend all my time studying."

Chang Qing said: "But everyone thinks that you like physics from the bottom of your heart."

He added in his mind: "Including me before."

Gu An smiled bitterly: "Yes, everyone. But in fact, every time I go back, I want to tell my parents, tell them—"

His tone was a little excited, "I want to tell them that I don't like physics as much as they think! I'm actually confused every day! I don't choose at all! I never know what I want? I don't even know why I have to Make your own choice, I don’t know why you must have something you like!”

He suddenly shut up and took a deep breath.

"Sorry, I seem to be a little excited."

He sat up from the sofa and looked down at Chang Qing: "That's why I said, I envy you, this sentence is true. Because of the little information I know, you will follow your own heart. And I……"

He pointed to his heart: "And I haven't, not once. From birth to now, I have never taken the initiative to do anything from the bottom of my heart."

He laughed at himself: "What, isn't it very disillusioned?"

Chang Qing didn't like his smile.

Gu An rubbed his eyebrows: "This is the answer to the question you want to know, all the answers, there is nothing else to say."

He turned around: "That's it, if it's okay, I'll..."

Chang Qing suddenly grabbed his hand, "I'll teach you!"

Gu An was puzzled: "What?"

Chang Qing clenched his hand: "Aren't you incapable of rebellion? I'll teach you rebellion. Don't you know how to choose? I'll teach you to choose. Don't you want to tell your parents the truth? I'll tell them for you."

Gu An pulled back his hand, but couldn't pull it out: "What the hell are you talking about?"

"I didn't say anything stupid! I'm serious!" Chang Qing pulled Gu An and walked out, "Now, come with me, and I'll teach you what it means to be rebellious."

"What are you talking about?" Gu An was forced to follow Chang Qing's pace, "What does it mean to teach me to be rebellious? Although I don't know what I want to do, I still know that I will never take||drug||whoring ||Prostitution|| Breaking the law!"

Chang Qing started the car: "What are you thinking in your head? Do you still take||drugs||whoring||prostitution||breaking the law? If you want me to touch this thing, I won't touch it!"

Gu An touched the car door and wanted to get out: "I don't want to fight, I don't join gangs, I don't do bad things, I don't bully people!"

Chang Qing laughed angrily: "You fucking treat me as an anti-social personality!"

He turned sideways, pushed Gu An onto the passenger seat, and fastened his seat belt: "Sit comfortably! If you move around again, I will..."

Gu An took over the conversation: "What about you? Could it be that you can still beat me up?"

Anyway, he didn't believe that Chang Qing could do anything to his own face.

"I'll say it again, let me go down! I want to go back! I don't want to be crazy with you!" While speaking, Chang Qing twisted and twisted, causing Chang Qing to buckle her seat belt.

It was the first time Chang Qing saw Gu An who was so unwilling to cooperate, and he looked up angrily: "If you move again, I will do what you don't like!"

Gu An really didn't want to listen to him at all, raised his chin and retorted loudly: "How do you know what I don't like?"

When speaking, there seemed to be a fire called stubbornness in his eyes.In Chang Qing's eyes, this kind of Gu An is vivid and good-looking, much more pleasing to the eye than the self-deprecating appearance just now.

By coincidence, Chang Qing suddenly approached him, the tip of his nose was touching his, and their lips were about to touch each other just a little bit.

He opened his mouth and said something that he didn't even think of: "You move again! If you move again, I will kiss you!"

Gu An froze, motionless.

Seeing that the effect was achieved, Chang Qing sat back in the driver's seat humming a song and started the car.

"I don't know what era of young and Dangerous movies you watched. Does rebellion mean fighting, fighting and bullying?"

Gu An doesn't care about him.

"We are civilized people, don't do such stupid things, do you want to know what I want to do with you?"

Gu An turned his head to the window, pretending that Evergreen was air.

Chang Qing didn't mind either: "Looking at how stupid you are, I probably wouldn't guess it, so I'll tell you kindly."

Gu An still ignored him, but quietly pricked up his ears.

"We can go to the Internet cafe to play online games all night, what does he care about his life?"

"Skip class, get zero in the exam. Why don't he study hard and improve every day? It's nothing."

"Go sleep late, lie in bed all day and night without moving your nest."

"Go buy discs and watch them secretly in the dark room."

"Go to the game hall to play steel balls, and spend the last penny in your trouser pocket."

"Go to KTV, talk nonsense with a microphone, even if you sing Cantonese songs in Shaanxi dialect, I won't laugh at you."

"go……"

This time, as soon as Chang Qing said a word, Gu An laughed, laughing loudly.His face was flushed with laughter, and he even shed tears from laughter.

When Chang Qing heard him laugh, his heart that had been stuffy since he left the house suddenly opened up.

When Gu An finally laughed enough, he wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

He really didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "It's not that I want to hit you, Young Master Chang, but what's going on with the series of elementary school student rebellions you mentioned?"

Chang Qing snorted through his nostrils: "What is elementary school-style rebellion? Do you have any higher-level rebellion?"

Gu An thought for a while: "For example, don't listen to your parents, get angry with your parents?"

Chang Qing sneered sneering without saving face: "Let's not say whether your rebellious way is advanced or not, just say that you don't listen to your parents and get angry with them, can you do it, a good boy?"

Gu An seriously shook his head: "Don't say it, I really can't do it."

Chang Qing rolled her eyes: "Then why do you say I'm a rebellious elementary school student?"

"Because it sounds very low-level? Isn't this something only ignorant middle and high school students do?"

"You seem to understand everything."

"Of course I understand! When I was in school, I heard of a lot of rebellious and uneducated gangsters. What they did every day was skipping classes, going to Internet cafes, reading martial arts novels, etc... Besides, they also had A higher level of rebellion."

Chang Qing glanced at him: "A higher-level rebellious way? For example...?"

"Puppy love."

evergreen:"……"

If he had just drank water, he would have spewed it out in one gulp.

"Okay, no matter what I'm talking about is a low-level or high-level rebellious way, I'll just ask you—" Chang Qing paused every word, "Have you ever done it?"

Gu An glanced at the roof of the car: "This... I really haven't done it before."

Chang Qing immediately laughed at him: "You have never even done elementary school rebellion, how dare you laugh at me? Young master, I have been in love since junior high school."

Although at that time, I was scolded by Chang's father a lot.But Chang Qing would not tell Gu An about such a shameful thing.

—At least not now.

Gu An clapped his hands not very enthusiastically, with a perfunctory expression: "Wow~~ As expected of Young Master Chang, he fell in love with a puppy in junior high school, so amazing! However..." He squinted his eyes, "Now elementary school students have girls, what do you have? So proud?"

Chang Qing: "...Don't you think that you speak with thorns today?"

Gu An shook his head: "As the saying goes, the clay figurine is still a bit angry. You brought me out regardless of my wishes, and I still have to respond nicely to you? If I'm a cotton candy, you'll crush it if you pinch it. "

"Cotton candy is sweet." Chang Qing stopped, "Are you sweet?"

Gu An was stunned, not knowing how the topic got here.

Chang Qing has already got out of the car.

It turned out that Chang Qing had already driven the car to the parking lot when Gu An was not paying attention.

He went around the front of the car, opened the passenger door, and pulled Gu An out.

Gu An pulled his hand, but still didn't pull it back, and said helplessly, "Where are you taking me?"

"I told you earlier, I want to take you to rebel for a while."

The corner of Gu An's mouth twitched: "You don't really want to take me to do what you said, do you? Are you a primary school student? Are you childish?"

"I'm going to be a primary school student again today! It won't work if anyone stops me!" Chang Qing turned her head, held his hand tightly, with a domineering and arrogant attitude, "Of course, you have to be a primary school student with me."

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