Tide beat empty city

Li Yi broke into the door, knocked down the half-fed medicine bowl from the maid, and stared at the man on the bed intently.

Yongnian went on a tour and didn't return home for three days, so she finally found her.Zhan Zhao sat up with his hands on the edge of the bed, and said with a smile, please sit down, princess, please forgive me for not being able to get up to see the ceremony.

Li Yi held the sword in his hand and sat down without saying a word.

After waiting for a while, Zhan Zhao said, the princess is here to kill me, why not do it?

With a movement of Li Yi's hand, the maid next to her quickly knelt down and cried, "Princess, please be merciful."If Mr. Zhan makes a mistake, the servants will not be offended when the prince returns.

Li Yi laughed lightly, swung his sword towards her face and picked it up.Zhan Zhao grabbed the bed rail with his hand, turned sideways with difficulty, pulled the maid to the side, panting slightly: "Princess, don't make things difficult for me."Call the maid again, I'm fine, you go out first.

Li Yi sneered again and again: He is still affectionate and righteous.It's a pity that such a good man wants to snatch her husband.It's useless if you don't die, why bother to dirty my sword.

Zhan Zhao lay back on the pillow, panting and laughing, "If you don't kill me, what is the princess doing here?"I am not afraid of life and death, how could I be afraid of some humiliation from you?

I just want to see, what kind of evildoer you are, the charming and seductive lord.Li Yi put the sword back into its sheath, stood up and walked to the bed, and looked at him carefully: Are you seriously ill?

Zhan Zhao nodded, if he couldn't catch his breath, he might die.

Li Yi said with a smile, then why would I kill you.Teach your husband and wife to reunite early?You're still sick and dead.

When Yongnian returned to the mansion, he still came every night.One day when he entered the door, he took off his clothes and turned around and asked, Zhao, did someone bully you when I was away?

There is such a plotter, except you do not think of the second person.Zhan Zhao replied, lowering his eyes with a sleepy expression.

Yongnian leaned over and gently embraced him, and said with a smile, then I'm relieved.She stroked her hand up, rested on her shoulder and sighed again, she was still so thin.Teach people to wait.

Zhan Zhao froze suddenly.In a blink of an eye, his face became calm again, he looked at him, and smiled slowly.

Tired of waiting day and night?The prince doesn't want to wait, there are plenty of solutions.Haven't you been proving that it doesn't matter who you want to do to?It is not a big deal for me to deal with it in the same way.

Yongnian suddenly withdrew his hands, swallowed, and was desolate in the end.After a while, as soon as he touched his flushed cheeks, he said softly, Zhao, I feel distressed, and there is no other meaning.You must be right, so it makes me sad.

how about you.Zhan Zhao smiled lightly, closed his eyes, and turned his head away.The prince's mouth can really turn black and white.

After a moment of silence, Yongnian sat down on the edge of the bed, staring at him intently without saying a word.

Although his body has not improved much, it is not like it was years ago, and it is getting worse day by day.The two people saw the vitality at the same time, and they seemed to be competing with each other, neither of them wanted to speak out first.Perhaps because he didn't want to reveal anything, he faintly felt that he was trying his best to make himself better, but he had been working for a long time and was a little powerless.

Zhan Zhao closed his eyes, and felt his hands covering him, carefully tucking in the brocade quilt for him.

The future is so unpredictable, but who would not want the future because of this?

We wait in the dark, worried, humbled and expectant.

A few days later, Zhan Zhao found out that the maid who served before had changed.The new girl, who has a somewhat Yongning silhouette, often fascinates him, wondering whether he wants to remind him intentionally or not.

Yongnian didn't show up for a few more days, and he didn't ask any questions as before.It wasn't until one day when the maid came in with water and the cups were clinking with trembling hands that he tried to ask: What happened, so panicked?

Knowing that he has always been kind, the maid couldn't help but pour out all the words: The prince gave the order to kill the princess.I heard, I heard that the head was cut off and sent back to Xixia.Bloody and scary.

Zhan Zhao suddenly opened his mouth, without waiting for support, spit out all the medicine in his stomach in front of him, pressed his stomach with one hand, closed his eyes and panted.

The maid was at a loss for what to do, and Yongnian walked in in a hurry, rushed to the bed and hugged him in a few steps.His cold eyes swept across, and the maid saw it, and ran away in a panic.

Zhan Zhao stretched out his hand to push him away, lay down and said, it's all right, and choked.

Yongnian pressed close, almost touching his face, and sighed faintly: Zhao, you can't change.At this time, are you still covering for them?Li Yi killed my child, I can forget about it; she already has a concubine outside, I can ignore it; she shouldn't be so complacent that she dared to come to harass you.And this girl, no matter how good she looks, it doesn't matter, she has too much mouth.

Zhan Zhao opened his eyes and looked at him without saying a word.

Yongnian raised his sleeve to wipe the corner of his lips, and said softly, you thought of it.When I came in that day, I saw you smiling at that girl.I don't understand why, even though I know you didn't mean it, I still don't enjoy watching it.Instead of this, you speak for her again today.Want to make me unhappy again?

After a long time, Zhan Zhao said, you will not change.Cruel, cold-blooded and ruthless as always.

As the words came out, my heart slowly became cold.We can't live with each other, and if we go to the end, we still can't live with each other.

Yongnian leaned over and lay face down on the pillow, preventing him from seeing the tears.

While smiling, he said, Zhao, I knew a long time ago that you are a scourge.

What have you turned my life into.

In the short spring, the flowers bloom brilliantly.One day Yongnian stepped into the gate of the courtyard, and saw Zhan Zhao sitting at a stone table under the shade of flowers, with no one around to wait on him, his face immediately turned cloudy.He quickly walked over to support his shoulder, looked around and frowned and said, "You wear so little. How did you come out?"

"As you can see, he came out." Zhan Zhao smiled faintly, "Everyone is sent away. Every day they kneel down on the bed, so why get up by yourself. I should be grateful to the lord for such kindness, and cooperate with you well. Yes or no."

Yongnian didn't pick it up, looked at him sideways, the sweat on his forehead was still wet, his face was translucently white.Supporting him to stand up with one hand on his waist, he tried to take a step and said, "Is that okay? Don't force it, I think you are..."

"I can't walk back, so I'm sitting here." Zhan Zhao said calmly, reaching out his hand to block him, moving extremely slowly, but still walking.

Back in the room, sitting on the armchair near the door, Zhan Zhao said, please trouble the prince and bring the sword.

Yongnian rested his arms on the armrest, leaning over as if he wanted to put him in his arms.Look into his eyes and say, you can't dance with a sword.What are you doing with it?

Zhan Zhao smiled, the prince doesn't understand?Bravado.

In the warm spring day, the two pairs of eyes collided, shooting out different sparks.To be able to echo each other, and to ignite each other in the deepest place.

After pondering for a long time, Yongnian turned around silently and walked to the sword stand, took off the painting and put it on his lap.

Zhan Zhao lowered his gaze, and pulled out the sword inch by inch, his hands trembling slightly.

Just as Yongnian crouched down, a cold light flashed, and the sword was already across his neck.

Knowing that his hands were weak, he still didn't dare to move, looked up at his pale face, unable to speak.

Zhan Zhao covered his chest and coughed a few times, then smiled and said, why didn't he speak.Scared or angry?

Yongnian's expression slowly turned back, he pinched the tip of the sword tentatively with his fingers, and said softly, Zhao, why are you angry at yourself again.If you could kill me, would you wait until now?

While speaking, just as the other hand was about to reach out, suddenly there was a pain in the neck.Yongnian's face turned pale again, seeing thin blood streaks slowly flowing down the edge of the sword, he didn't dare to move again.

Zhan Zhao glanced at it and smiled.What are you afraid of, just miss it.Killing with one sword is too easy for you and me.

So and so, is it difficult to understand your hatred?Yongnian's eyes flashed, and he couldn't help smiling.Zhao, even if I am going to die, I still need you to escort me to the end.What you think is exactly what I think.Not afraid of more pain, right?

When the fingers grasped the blade, blood gushed out.He said softly, Zhao, I am waiting, no matter where you want to send me.You finally said, are you willing to wait?I am so happy.You know, the deeper the cut, the happier.

The dripping blood pat, pat, fell to the ground, light and urgent.Zhan Zhao pulled hard, closed his eyes and leaned back on the chair.After thinking for a moment, I actually laughed out loud.

Whoever follows in his footsteps.It turned out to be, people with this heart, how difficult is it to die.

After a moment, he raised his head and asked him, did you come here with something to say.Speak.

Blood flowed profusely, and Yongnian seemed unconscious.Smile and tell him slowly.

I have been sick for you for a year, and the emperor has agreed.Don't think about going back to Xinzhou, I will make arrangements there; you can rest assured here to recuperate, don't worry, there is no gossip.

Li Yi did not obey women's morals, and tied up with the leader of his adulterer and returned home.Her Xixia natal family was wronged, and she was too busy to make amends, and she didn't dare to use soldiers against me.

Is my political performance good? When you can leave, go out and listen to what the people have to say, will you still go down and kill me?If you have the heart, your emperor will not allow it.

What's more, you really can let it go, aren't you afraid of killing me and hurting your relatives?

Zhao, do you know that you taught how many wastelands were reclaimed into good fields.Are you not proud?At this time, if you don't reap peace and enjoyment, you will hurt yourself severely?

Enough is done for others.Can you spare yourself just once?

Even just once.He said softly, approaching and holding his body to help him up.

Go back to bed and lie down.I also want you to recover sooner, but you have to take it slowly.

After several torrential rains in midsummer, hot flashes swept across the land overnight, engulfing all living beings.The scorching sun at noon can always squeeze the plump green leaves that bloom in the morning into dead butterflies, and a small roll of small rolls barely hangs on the branches.Yongnian is holding a half-dead leaf and sighing, the years make people old.It only took half a day for a tree to show him all life and death.

He walked in the door, and there was no coolness in the door.The man with his straight back sitting under the window wiping his sword had extremely distinct eyebrows, and his eyes were full of autumn water, like waves in a secluded lake under the moon.

Yongnian leaned over greedily, closed his eyes and murmured: "Why are you playing with it again? I won't see you in a few days, you really can put on your tenacity and scare me to the core."

Zhan Zhao raised his hand to push him away, stood up with his sword, supported the table, slowly moved back to the couch and lay down.

Yongnian went to sit beside him, lowered his head, and stared silently.

He has lost too much weight.Lying down with eyes closed like this, the breath can be cut off at any time.

It is rare to see his real smile again.Occasionally, it made him remember in a daze, that the person who was as gentle as jade in the past, the spring breeze blowing on his face was like a generation away.

Reaching out to cover him with a thin quilt, Yongnian sighed.It was still burning when I got up early, and it didn't work well for lunch.With your body like this, don't rush to use your sword.Have you forgotten, if you want revenge and atonement, I will wait for you.Wait until the road to Huangquan, but also happy.

Zhan Zhao turned half sideways, staring at him coldly with clear eyes.

The silhouette in the thin summer clothes undulates in front of my eyes.Yongnian's forehead exploded, the eyes that were so clear that there was no lust at all, at this moment, miraculously filled with the temptation of the flesh, trying to drown him to the bone.

The cicadas chirped on the branches, one sound as if anxious.The fire in his body moved inexplicably, and he was breathing heavily, suffocating unbearably.The fatal desire to drown made him no longer able to think, and he bent down desperately.

After all, there was a distance of a few feet.Before his mind could break free from the dizziness, he took a tight breath and his throat was firmly locked.

Zhan Zhao didn't know when he sat up and leaned against him, holding his hand firmly around his neck.When he spoke, his voice was steady without a trace of heat, and there was a slight sarcasm in it.

Is it wrong?Why don't you let me see your heart.Continue to do whatever you can, just give it a try and see if you can get what you want.

Yongnian held his breath so hard that his eye sockets were about to burst, his tongue was bulging and his eyes were protruding, his soul was about to leave his body.Suddenly feeling a little loose in the darkness, he quickly sucked in the air and opened his mouth to cough desperately.

Coughing and laughing intermittently.

I will do whatever it takes... Zhao, don't you know, yes, who gave it to you... What you don't want... is your heart, right?Then whose side are you with... After staying together...

After staying together?Zhan Zhao gave him a breath, fingers still on the side of his neck, laughing silently.In this situation, you still want to talk about staying together?

Yongnian stopped abruptly.There was a moment of silence, and his face gradually turned pale.

Zhan Zhao still smiled.Everyone can punish you for your crime.How can you really think that I dare not do it?

Yongnian came back to his senses and smiled wryly in a low voice.

Of course you dare, Zhao.It's just that if you gather your strength and use force at this time, I'm afraid you'll hurt yourself again.

It's okay to die, Zhan Zhao said indifferently.What's more, you have to explore the way first.

Seeing his face gradually turning gray, he sneered and said again, "Stop mentioning family, country and the world again, just using reasoning as coercion."Living, the truth is in Zhan Mou's heart; if I die, those are no longer the truth.Does the prince think so or not?

Yongnian's chest heaved and heaved, he just stared at him without answering.The muggy hot wind in summer rushes in through the window gap, and the body is already cold when it blows again.It was as cold as his smiling frozen eyes at the moment, as if they had been permanently air-dried, and no more warm liquid could seep out.

However, even if you are cruel, it is life.Even if you are bound and fall into the bottomless abyss, you will not be reborn.With only one look, he still let the sharp knife penetrate his heart, and he couldn't stop.

Willing to go down like this.It doesn't matter if one step is taken, it is a Jedi slip, or a violent wave.

Lowering his head with some difficulty, Yongnian chuckled softly.Life or death, how can it hurt.

Zhao, if you really want to, just do it.At least when you die, you will be by my side, and you will have no regrets.

So whimsical, Zhan Zhao laughed uncontrollably.To be buried with you?If the prince wants to die, he can end it himself.Why should I pay attention to anyone's wishful thinking about things that have nothing to do with Zhan.

After finishing speaking, he pushed and let go, and asked, have you thought about it, and you want to cut off the way out at this time?

I see.Yongnian staggered and stroked his throat, barely able to speak.

If I want to be with you for a long time, that is, stay together without blind date.Zhao, are you willing to---

Sitting in the shadow of death, who is forcing whom?He choked with sadness.Love and hate flowed down with tears.

If Zhan Zhaoruo didn't see him, he smiled and nodded to him.

You better remember what you said.If Zhan wants to take your life, he will always criticize him.Even a near-death blow.

He still wanted to say something, but his face changed miserably.After closing his eyes for a long time, he said in a low voice, let's go out.As soon as the words came out, the body fell heavily.

Since then, the condition has been repeatedly repeated.At the end of summer, it became heavy, and I couldn't get up all day.I woke up with a high fever one day, and finally couldn't drink any water.When the maid saw the tears, he smiled and insisted, don't cry, you won't die like this.

Yongnian happened to come in and heard it, took the bowl from the maid's hand, held the silver spoon and brought it to his lips.

Zhao, freshly boiled Chuanbei pear juice, drink some.

Zhan Zhao turned his head to avoid it, and saw his sleeves slipped down, revealing scars from wrist to elbow, mottled with old and new.

He only moved his lips, and he coughed violently.

Yongnian threw away the bowl in a hurry, sat closer and stroked his chest to comfort him: Don't worry, I'll tell you.I can't control my heart. I wanted to cherish you, but I persecuted you like this.I knew that my sin was serious, and when I remembered it in the middle of the night, I cut it with a knife.I don't ask for your forgiveness, just a little bit of pain, which makes me feel better.

Hearing this, Zhan Zhao closed his eyes and leaned back on the pillow.After a while, he moved his lips and said, he did it on his own.

After sitting quietly for a while, Yongnian said, you can't listen to what's on your mind, and I haven't said it for a long time.I thought well before, keep you by my side, and let me take care of you for the rest of my life.But your reluctance really makes me sad, and I can't help but get angry when I think about it.The more angry I get, the more I can't let go, and you got hurt like this, I still can't bear it, I can't bear to say goodbye...

Weeping, he buried his face in his thin chest.

Zhao, you don't know how hard it is to make up your mind to say this.

Taking a deep breath, I continued, I've been thinking about it for a few days, and I'm most afraid of this life, seeing that you won't get better.Zhao, where do you want to go, I will take you off when you get up in a few days.Take care of your body, and I will pick you up again.

where else to go.Zhan Zhao thought about it, and closed his eyes.

When I thought I fell asleep, I heard him say, take me back to Xinzhou.

When the car arrived in Xinzhou and was put to bed, Zhan Zhao fell into a coma almost immediately.It's too late to take a look at the green monstera in the yard, swaying in the wind, and I don't know how many years have passed.

When he woke up, Yongnian was by his side, half bent on the pillow, as if he had never moved.

Seeing him open his eyes, he stretched out his hand and stroked his forehead gently and said, didn't you sleep well?Sweating so much.

After moving his stiff legs, he stood up and went out, and soon came in with a hot water towel to help him wash and change his clothes.After pouring out the remaining water, he returned to the bedside and asked, Zhao, let me open the window for some air.It's a bit windy, can you do it?

Zhan Zhao shook his head, it doesn't matter.I also feel stuffy.

Unscrewing the half-leaf window, the evening breeze blows gently, diffuses a little coolness, and it is already autumn.

With a sigh, Yongnian sat back on the bed and put his hands under the quilt.

Zhao, I will go back in two days.You are now, no one at night is still not good.I'll just sit, you don't mind, just sleep well.

Zhan Zhao didn't answer, he felt him reaching out, brushing away the hair on Ling Lian's face, and said softly, you will come back, right?

don't leave me.He leaned over his forehead, tears dripping into his temple hair.

Without you, I'm afraid I can't help but destroy the world, including myself.

Slowly opening his eyes, Zhan Zhao said, is it worth it?

In order to hold this walking corpse, you are desperate and desperate.So much has been destroyed, and so much is claimed.Are you happy?

I do not care.I can't stop, I can only go to the end, this is the happiness awarded to me.I never want to kill anyone, just to be with you.

So, have you changed it?Zhan Zhao laughed, what he got in exchange was the lives of two people.No one is luckier or more miserable than anyone else.

Every dark night, there is no expectation of dawn.Is it because of this that he is so determined?Love so desperately.

Yongnian was silent, stroking his face little by little, from the tip of his eyebrows to his chin.

Zhan Zhao chuckled, yes, I will be with you.

The last they can see and have no choice.Up to now, he is willing to say let go, and he can't allow him the freedom to withdraw.

Yongnian trembled, in order to exchange this world for them?

Zhan Zhao smiled again, the world, do you mean you are included?If you could go back, where would you like to go?

Back to where?Yongnian's mind went blank for a while, and the garden of his childhood home suddenly appeared in front of his eyes, and Yu Ze led him past under the tree.Tilt your head and smile, and tell him that the flowers bloom once a year, and you will grow up in the future.

But when I grow up, I want to go back.

He asked stupidly, where do you want to go back?

Zhan Zhao smiled and didn't answer.Where do people go when they are running around all their lives?Maybe there is nowhere to go, until the end is out of the world, you will know where you are going.You sink and I float or not, how to speak to others.

In the silence, Yongnian suddenly said, bring Xinxin here.Believe it or not, I won't do anything to her.

No need for you.Zhan Zhao's face was calm, without a trace of disturbance.Seeing the entanglement between my father and my uncle---who wants to grow up like this.you?

Zhao, don't be angry.If you say no, then don't.He sighed and moved closer to him.I feel sorry for you loving her so much and not being able to see her again.

Not everyone is like you, love holds back.

He was really tired after talking for too long.Before saying a word, he closed his eyes and fell into a drowsy sleep.