This little stutter, I'm covered

Chen Yun returned to his home in a daze, and when he was standing at the door, he could still see the idiot-looking mailbox left by his father.The mottled colors seem to be invisible, and it is hard to imagine how much friendship there used to be.

When will he be able to leave a mailbox for Yu Ren?

When Chen Ma opened the door, she saw Chen Yun who was expressionless but already covered in tears.

"Ouch, what's going on here?"

For so many years, Chen's mother had never seen Chen Yun crying so helplessly and reluctantly.Even when he divorced Chen Yun's father back then, Chen Yun just stood there calmly, pursing his lips without saying a word, as clean and indifferent as the moon he drew.

At that moment, Mama Chen felt very distressed.

She finally realized what the boy who came to the house said at the time - "Chen Yun, he is just a boy fighting alone."

Feeling sad and guilty is like shaking a Coke bottle violently, the bottle cap is suddenly opened, and all the mess comes out.

Chen's mother hugged Chen Yun, buried his head in her chest, choked up and said: "Xiao Yun, I don't want to ask what happened to you. As a mother, I only want you to be well, even if you accomplish nothing, I don't want you to understand To know too much, to know too much, is too expensive."

Chen Yun exhaled a long breath, suddenly made up his mind, and smiled bleakly: "Mom, I seem to have fallen in love with you prematurely. There is no cure, and there is no cure. I'm still the kind of person who will always identify with this person in this life. He is still a man."

Mama Chen's body stiffened instantly, but Mama Chen couldn't bear the crying of the person in her arms so real.

The short 2 minutes made Chen's mother think a lot. When Chen Yun was raised in the mountains when he was a child, Chen's mother was always worried that he was vulgar and had a bad habit, but she didn't expect that he had been negligent for so many years. He was calm and out of tune with the world in his bones. loneliness.Later, I discovered his talent for painting. When a young child stood on the podium, he was able to take the brightest light in the world into his eyes. This light once made her obsessed.

But thinking about it now, everything will not be wishful thinking of the parents.Every time Chen Yun stood on the stage, he deeply revealed a kind of isolation and loneliness, as if he was always such a lonely person at any time.

Chen's mother deeply felt the failure of her own education. Someone once asked her how to raise such an excellent child. What kind of tirade did she say at that time?Thinking about it now, she never paid anything for this outstanding child.In addition to the cold money and no worries about food and clothing, she is also selfishly enjoying the sense of superiority brought by her children.

Now, what position does she have to stop it?

Say, "You are still young, you should focus on learning"?

Or, "Homosexuality doesn't last long"?

Even a person who has been unhappy in his marriage all his life has no right to stand on the moral high ground and condemn youthful love.

So, Chen Ma said with an ugly face, "Be careful."

As a father and mother, what else do you hope your child will have in his life?Isn't it the word "safety"?

Chen Yun raised his eyes, tears seeped out again, his faint eyes were like glass, clear but so sad.How could Mama Chen say anything to blame?She stroked the mottled mailbox by the door with both hands, and suddenly smiled: "There is something I didn't tell you."

Chen Yun looked at her girlish feelings that were slowly revealed, and felt that she suddenly became much younger.

"I used to love your father like that. Xiao Yun, I hope you are happy."

The sweetest wishes in the world.

Unfortunately, that person is on the other side of the sky.

Chen Yun sighed and looked towards the cloud in the sky.

Yu Ren, Yu Ren, what are you doing right now, do you miss me a little bit?

When I returned to school, there were still two empty seats in the classroom.Neither Fu Dushe nor Yu Ren came back.The life in the school suddenly became much deserted. Apart from studying, Chen Yun couldn't find a reason to be in a daze.

Ren Yuanhao is the big microphone in the class, but anything that passes through his mouth, the whole world can know it in a second.Chen Yun played well with him before, and everyone in the class thought that Chen Yun was easy to get along with. More people asked questions and had more contacts, and they all thought this thin-looking young man was very nice.

Time flies so fast.

Chen Yun would send a summary of knowledge points to Fu Dushe every week. He felt that there were only so many things he could do, and she was the one who ultimately decided whether to go to school or not.

Chen Yun felt that whether she came or not, it was not a big problem.

After a long time, Fu Dushe sent a text message, saying: "Don't send any more."

Chen Yun's heart sank gradually, and even the smell of Yu Ren was about to disappear in the empty dormitory.The school uniform he stole from Yu Ren last time hadn't been returned to him, so Chen Yun simply kept that dress as a treasure, keeping it by his side every day, and smelling it.

After several exams, his grades are getting better and better, and he easily surpassed the first place in the most recent exams, firmly ranking the throne.

Ai Xuesheng used Chen Yun to praise him every time, but he never expected that Chen Yun could really overcome the problems in his heart. Lao Ai was both gratified and sad for Yu Ren.

Unexpectedly, Fu Dushe came back the next day.

She was a lot thinner and darker than before, and her school uniform, which was still a little tight, became extremely loose, as if it was a pink skull in the clothes.

"Viper! You are finally back!!!"

After a brief silence, the class finally erupted.

Fu Dushe stood by the door, embarrassed, her expression changed, and she returned to her seat.Ban Zhang's strong man burst into tears, and wailed under Fu Dushe's unbelievable eyes.Now Fu Dushe, the first sister in Zongheng's class, panicked, and the calmness on her face was quickly broken.

"Squad leader, why are you crying like a man?"

If there is anything difficult for Fu Dushe, a straight steel girl with a poisonous tongue, to cry, Ban Zhang, a big man who is usually carefree and heartless, makes Fu Dushe speechless when he cries.

Ban Zhang just had a good time with Fu Dushe, and he really has a girlish heart.Although his lips are poisonous, his mind is not bad, and most of the time he is more enthusiastic than girls.He sent messages to Fu Dushe every day to comfort her. He didn't know what kind of mentality he was in, and he also knew that it was hard to come back to study, but he still wanted her to come back.

Because, once it stops, it really stops.

Ban Zhang cried with snot and tears, which made the people around him very disgusted: "I don't know, I don't know, you are back, I feel happy and sad in my heart, I think I am crazy. There is no one in our class. It's like gouging out my heart, why am I like this?"

His words silenced the whole class, unexpectedly, Ban Zhang put the whole class in such a small body.The squad leader is indeed the squad leader, the leader of the first class, but unfortunately he is just a nagging old woman.

Fu Dushe sighed, looked at Ban Zhang but also at Chen Yun, and said leisurely: "I'm back, and I'm never leaving again."

So there is no need to give me information every now and then.

The road is long and long.Your own path is always under your own feet.

Chen Yun smiled faintly, Fu Dushe's thoughts had been conveyed to him, he withdrew his eyes, silently looked at the empty seat next to him, suddenly felt sore.

Yu Ren, Yu Ren, do you know that there is someone waiting for you in the first examination room?There are so many materials, I will send a copy to your email every day, have you read it?Knowing that you are a bad guy who hides deeply, have you solved the unspeakable part in your heart?You obviously said you like me, why are you wandering outside?

The sky is high and the earth is far away, thousands of miles apart, and we will meet again if we have a destiny or not.

Chen Yun suppressed his tears and lowered his head to do the physics problem, but he didn't expect Douda's tears to hit the physics test paper, making it blurred.

America, morning.

After rushing day and night for seven days, Yu Ren was almost fainted, and the messy codes and sketches on the computer screen were announcing the progress of the project.Yu Ren poured the three-in-one espresso, rubbed his temples, and drank it in one gulp.

The sun in the sky had slowly risen, and the orange-red light made Yu Ren narrow his eyes.

He drank one cup after another, feeling exhausted.

The fiery red sun reminded him of Chen Yun's paintings, bright and full of hope, burning his soul.

When he came here, all the communication tools were taken away by Yu Hui. Knowing that this might drive Chen Yun crazy, Yu Ren did it anyway. He was afraid that Chen Yun would collapse, so he specially asked Yu Hui to keep an eye on him on weekdays.I don't know what happened to Chen Yun now.It has been more than half a year, is it because I have lost weight, or am I still afraid to speak?

Only when Yu Ren misses Chen Yun crazily can he feel that he is still alive.

Yu Hui wanted revenge, burned himself out, how could Yu Ren let him alone?Dad said, don't resent, he understands, but Yu Hui doesn't.

If you don't understand, you don't understand, and you have lost almost half of your life.

Yu Ren sighed, and he didn't stop working hard. The bitterness of the coffee seemed to turn into a fishy sweetness in his mouth, and he almost spit it out.At this time, Yu Ren opened his luggage and was stunned for a moment.

He made a phone call and asked with a playful smile, "I'll send you a painting, do you want it? It's definitely a shocking work."

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