This little stutter, I'm covered

It's not the first time that Yu Ren cares about what he wears.On the day of Qingming, he got up early, hung a bunch of clothes beside the bed, and looked hard to choose.

When Chen Yun woke up, Yu Ren had already gone out to buy breakfast.

Chen Yun is very picky about his diet, especially in the morning, he doesn’t feel oily at all, and he doesn’t like sweet and sour. He only likes the most tasteless white porridge with pickled mustard, so Chen Yun can eat more when paired with it.Most of the time, he ate as little as a kitten, and he was hungry again around nine o'clock, looking for something to eat.

Yu Ren stroked his hair carefully, and what he bought was naturally a big bowl of white porridge, but he himself prefers spicy food, so he was already in love with spicy food in the morning.Sprinkle a scoop of chili oil on the Baishengsheng Tofu Nao to taste the excitement.

Chen Yun loves lazy beds, this is Yu Ren's most intuitive feeling.

Yu Ren himself is not a self-disciplined person, but Chen Yun, who looks upright, is even better than him.It's obviously not intentional, but it reveals a rare laziness and coquettishness.

Sometimes, like a cat, the eyes are not fully opened, but the small paws grab the things that are in the way first, and rub against the fluffy head, as if to say "sleep for a while, just for a while", who can resist this ?

Every time he saw Chen Yun who was naturally lazy, Yu Ren was so excited that he wanted to run around the room.

These movements are all unconscious, and every time he waits for his Lingtai Qingming to return to the upright Chen Yun, he doesn't remember anything.

Yu Ren was always so angry that his teeth itched, wishing he could chew up this person and swallow him.

Chen Yun got up, wearing loose pajamas in a daze, occasionally a few dainty hairs stood up, his eyes were sleepy.

When Yu Ren asked him to eat, Chen Yun was still in a daze.

Chen Yun was slow to get up and eat slowly, his slow look was very elegant, and he was a little dazed.Moreover, he seldom talked during the meal, Yu Ren knew that he hadn't recovered yet, and he himself had his own worries at this time.

After eating, he got into his clothes pile to pick clothes, and finally he settled on a very formal casual suit.

His already long body was stretched by the suit and trousers, and the white shirt was unruly.

When Chen Yun came back to his senses, he saw the flamboyant Yu Ren struggling whether to wear a white shirt or a patterned white shirt.

"It's just white." Chen Yun didn't dare to say anything else.

Yu Ren was very happy in his heart, pulled up his suit, and asked, "Is this handsome enough?"

Chen Yun thought to himself: "Handsome, very handsome. He can make his debut on the street."

Chen Yun's reaction was satisfactory enough, and Yu Ren looked carefully at the floor-to-ceiling mirror several times, and took care of his hair again and again.Such earnestness makes Chen Yun feel very strange, Yu Ren has never been a person who cares about image very much, today's scene seems to be going on a blind date.

But how did Chen Yun know that this was the time when Yu Ren declared the palace, how could he not be correct?

After the two of them got ready and went out, Chen Yun repeatedly wanted to find out who this mysterious person was.But Yu Ren always told him with rare seriousness that he would know when he saw it.

The place Yu Ren found was quite quiet.

It is a coffee shop located in the old creeper house on the corner of the street.

Chen Yun and Yu Ren were still arguing and wanting to know who it was, when suddenly they saw a young man in green long sleeves appearing in the empty coffee shop.

He obviously also saw Chen Yun, and immediately came up to meet him: "Xiao Yun, I didn't expect you to really come."

Chen Yun's expression cracked for a moment.

The terrible memories that had been suppressed in the first place rushed over like overflowing water in an instant.Chen Yun had nowhere to escape from the scourge.Between the fluctuations in the eyes, there was even faint fading and tears.

Yu Ren could only watch his hidden struggle spread, and wanted to reach out to give him a hand, but could only hold his hand heavily in the dark.

Cold, small, with trembling and retreat.

Chen Yun stood stupidly for a while, but it felt like half a century had passed.During this period, he thought about many things, and went through what he had experienced before. There were bursts of throbbing pain, and he also had incomparable joy.

Finally, Chen Yun thought of a broken flower seedling at home. It was a very immature rhizome, but it was cut off suddenly. Chen Ma said: "Trees are like this. As long as the tip of the bud is broken, other buds can grow. tip."

But Chen Yun was reluctant.

In the end, Chen Yun showed a bleak and open-minded smile, he didn't hold back his grievances, but calmed down, showing a trace of Di Erming's distressed calmness.

Di Erming scratched his head and said, "Xiao Yun."

Yu Ren took Chen Yun to sit down, Chen Yun was still as if his soul had come out of his body, alienated and repelled, but trying to obey his own will.

Yu Ren felt that he was bitter, just like the black coffee that was constantly stirred in the cup, no matter how much milk and sugar was added, it would still be bitter and astringent.

"Don't be afraid." Yu Ren could only use such "vulgar" words to comfort him, and by the way, shook the collar of his white shirt, and coughed, "You guys talk, leave me alone?"

How can such a big person just ignore it if he just ignores it?Especially when Yu Ren said this, it seemed like a kind of emphasis.

Di Erming couldn't figure out what kind of existence this young man in front of him was, but just bringing Chen Yun to see him, he could be forgiven a hundred times.

There was a wisp of white smoke floating on top of the coffee, except for Yu Ren who kept poking at himself like a peacock, the other two were like frozen milk, stupefied, none of them could take the first sip.

Chen Yun could only stir the nearest coffee, as if stirring his own heart.

After a long time, Yu Ren took the first sip. He said, "I'm drinking too much. I'll go to the toilet. You can do whatever you want."

After he left, Di Erming spoke shyly, with guilt in his eyes: "How are you doing? I heard that you stopped painting, is it true?"

As soon as he hit a straight ball, Chen Yun couldn't dodge, his face was covered with bitterness, and he said palely: "I don't feel anything anymore, so I don't want to continue painting." After thinking about it, Chen Yun bit the bullet and asked again, " And you?"

After leaving junior high school, Chen Yun no longer cared about the old man's affairs, and all the matters about Di Erming ended with that one hissing yelling and Chen Ma's continuous bending of the waist.

Every time she bowed, it hit Chen Yunshuang's heart heavily.

"It's good, you don't have to keep thinking about the past..." Di Erming's eyes drooped, and his opened face was more calm than that of junior high school, "It's not your fault that I hurt my hand."

"Boom..." The small bone china spoon suddenly hit the black bone china cup, and the water circle of milk pattern spread out and was projected into Chen Yun's eyes, condensing in the light water mist.

Chen Yun thought of Chen's mother saying "I'm sorry" over and over again, and also remembered Di Erming's mother's loud roar, like raindrops of tears hitting the ground, and the tactile sensation of her beast's paws hitting her body heavily, everything was so beautiful. close.

It took a long time before Chen Yun recovered his voice. He smiled with all his strength, and silently asked Di Erming with a frozen smile.

Di Erming bit his lower lip with his upper teeth, smiled bleakly, raised his head and drank the whole cup of boiling hot coffee as if courageous, with bright eyes and tears in his eyes, it was more of a kind of relief that he was about to face himself.

His cheeks were red, dyed sunset red in the warm sunlight.

"What happened back then has nothing to do with you!" Di Erming solemnly put his hands on the table, "Chen Yun, look carefully!"

In fact, even if you look closely, you can't see anything.

From the mouth of the rough hand to the wrist, there is a faintly visible dark mark, stitched with a needle, and turned into a ferocious centipede. Although it grows on the hand, it eats away at the atrium along the arm.

Chen Yun didn't understand what he meant by giving himself this scar, but when he saw it, he still trembled.

Di Erming took a deep breath and said, "Did you see this scar? Actually, you didn't hit this scar!"

"What do you mean?"

"I said, my hand injury has nothing to do with you!" Di Erming's face turned pale, "After losing to you in the game, I went home and planned to cook some food, but I didn't expect to cut vegetables. My own hand. My hand was broken at that time, as for the time I saw you, it just tore the wound open."

He spoke very plainly, as if this incident did not happen to him.

Di Erming was suddenly emotional, and grabbed Chen Yun: "Do you understand? It has nothing to do with you! I have learned painting since I was a child, and I want to be a painter in the future, but at the moment I met you, I realized that my own I'm just a mortal. How can mortals compare to geniuses? That's why I resent. But whether these resentments or low self-esteem are just a symbol of my own cowardice, it has nothing to do with you!"

Chen Yun smiled wryly: "Why doesn't it matter to me... If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't..."

Di Erming scratched his head in pain: "It wasn't your fault in the first place. I was inferior to others and complained. It was my selfishness. After that happened, I was immersed in pain, thinking it was because of you, but even if it wasn't You, there must be other people, so this is a hurdle, let me fall heavily, and then tell me, I am not suitable. When I understand this matter and want to apologize to you, you have already transferred schools, so many years , I've always wanted to see you, just to tell you—"

"—I'm sorry, it's not your fault."

The wind is rare and gentle, blowing the forest a little, the sun breaks through the clouds, is divided by sparse tree buds, and finally shakes on the coffee table of the two.

The coffee was swaying, Chen Yun covered his face, Yu Ren leaned against the door of the coffee shop, put his hands in his trouser pockets, and looked up at the sky.

Chen Yun thought to himself: "Ah!"

Leaning forward, he bumped into the coffee table, causing the coffee to fall on the table, dripping dark brown stains all over the floor.

The waiter came forward with a friendly attitude and changed Chen Yun to a white bone china cup.

During the whole process, Chen Yun shrank in the chair without saying a word, only the shrugged shoulders were describing his mood at the moment.

Endless world, boundless life.

Chen Yun thought: "It's really stupid~ I'm forced."

Di Erming said: "I can't paint anymore. But I hope you continue to paint. You have that talent, that is, God let you eat that bowl of rice. Every time I see your works, I really want to know your brain. Is there something different in it. If I can, I want to support you silently."

Chen Yun buried his head in his arms, and did not speak for a long time. Di Erming was a little anxious, for fear that Chen Yun would be so determined that he would not be able to figure out anything.

But Chen Yun was not stubborn, but transparent and open-minded. In the past, he thought that this matter imprisoned him, so he didn't dare to open the door, but only now did he realize that the door was always open.

Follow your heart and follow the trend.

Chen Yun was in pain and heartbroken for a long time, but he sighed and felt that it was time to pick up the paintbrush.