guess why i like you

☆44 (open the first meeting + goodbye memory)

That was a spring 12 years ago.

The weather was fine that day, the sun was shining brightly, and there were white clouds floating in the blue sky.

At the request of the school, I went to the auditorium to watch the sixth grade graduation party.

I have never done this at such a time before. I heard that it was because of the school's funding problem, so I organized it together with Children's Day.

I sat upright in the seventh row No.20, with a solemn expression and serious face, dozing off solemnly.

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It might have been half an hour, but I was really falling asleep anyway.

until I heard that voice.

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There are also all kinds of ghosts and wolves screaming from girls from all over the world.

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Wow, do you have a sense of public morality, how handsome this is-----

Besides the homosexual who confessed to me, are there any good-looking people in our school?

No matter how you can have me -------

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I - fuck?

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Is it really the only good-looking one besides me?

that gay?

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I remember his name, Gu Ziyao.

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He sings really well.

Concentrate on playing the guitar and look good too.

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I regretted rejecting him a bit, although I didn't know my sexual orientation, but at this moment, I suddenly regretted it. (Precocious boy [狗头.])

How can there be such a beautiful boy?

Has his throat been kissed by an angel?

Gu Ziyao on the stage raised his head slightly, his eyes swept from left to right, and finally fixed on the seventh row of 28 seats.

Yes, that's me.

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He smiled and sang the words with the corner of his mouth hooked.

"I love you, I am leaving you."

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Our eyes collided in mid-air, he suppressed a smile (?) and sang the next line, my whole face turned into a tomato.

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I regret!

I'm bent!

Mom, Dad, Teacher, Principal!

He teases me!

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My heart is beating fast.

although,

The next sentence is "Myschool"

Too bad he never showed up again.

I heard that he went abroad.

At that time, even if I killed him, I would never have imagined that the next time I saw him, it would be on TV.

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"The youngest song god, speak with strength." The buddy Sun Zhi put down his phone, took a can of drink, and put it on the table in front of me with a "snap".I picked up the drink and pulled the tab, and asked casually, "What's it called?"

"Gu Ziyao. Um... the one who was in our second year of elementary school."

The pull-tab fell to the ground with a clang.

I was stunned.

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"You're graduating soon, which university do you want to go to?"

Sun Zhi took a sip of his drink, picked up a bunch of potato chips and stuffed them into his mouth, "Peking University or Tsinghua University?"

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At the beginning, in order to catch up with Gu Ziyao's pace, I studied hard, just to take the exam abroad.

But now, he's back home.

He entered the entertainment circle.

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"I'm not going to study anymore, I'm going to be-... a scalper."

I reached out to catch the string of chicken hamstrings that Sun Zhi handed over, but saw that the string fell at a speed visible to the naked eye, turned into a free fall, and fell to the ground with a "crack".

Sun Zhi's hands were still hanging in the air.

He stared, opened his mouth wide, and asked stammeringly, "What the hell?"

"Scalper." I smiled slightly, and picked up a bunch of chicken hamstrings, "It costs 3 yuan a bunch, what a pity to waste it......

Sun Zhi is still making a fuss and scolding me, but I have already started to think about the news I saw a few days ago - "The scalper was beaten up in the street by a brainless fan, and the big star came to the hospital to apologize"

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Hmm... a bit dangerous.

But with this precedent, Gu Ziyao is such a gentle person... surely he will do the same.

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Yes, just to meet him.

God knows why I couldn't forget him after all these years.

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Let him flirt everywhere!

(ps: Wow, take care of the time, 10-year-old Lin met 12-year-old Gu, 19-year-old Lin entered the industry, and Lin didn't meet again until 22. 3 years of scalping...)

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When I was young, when I was only 11 or 12 years old, I once liked a little boy who was 2 years younger than me.

I confessed to him.

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He definitely likes me.

But this kind of thing is a bit...cough...

Difficulty is normal.....

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But I'm pretty sure he's crooked and deep.

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You don't understand, this is called the attraction between the same kind.

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Although------

Cough, I forgot what he looked like.

But I remember the boy's name, and it has something to do with eating.

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I asked the stewardess to give me a glass of ice water.

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That boy also likes to drink ice water very much. We met in front of the freezer of the school canteen.

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It was hot summer at that time, and not long after class was over, there was only a bottle of frozen water in the freezer.

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He looked up at me.

He has such beautiful eyes.

I smiled at him.

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He froze for a moment, took out his hand that had already been put into the freezer, turned around and took a bottle, unfrozen, and handed it to me.

I will always remember his smile at that time.

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He said: "Just finished playing, right? And this, ice is not good for your health."

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I took the bottle of water, he smiled at me, picked up the bottle of ice cubes, turned around and ran away quickly.

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What a nice guy he is! (?)

I think I like him.

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I went to see him often afterwards.

His grades are quite poor, and he doesn't like studying, but he is good at sports, and his classmates like him.

He is 2 years younger than me.

He is the school's well-known "Baby Maker".

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I took a sip of ice water and put the glass on the little table.

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I was almost graduating by then.

I go to him almost every day, and he never refuses my small gift.We exchanged phone numbers, and I would say good morning to him every day, and would ask him if he had eaten...I always thought I was close to him, so I confessed my love to him.

On that day, in the small garden, under the old oak tree, the day before I decided to go to America.

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I failed.

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His originally rosy face suddenly turned pale.

He shook my hand away.

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"Gu---Ziyao, you---are---"

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oh i see.

As Uncle Yu said, that's it. This is the most straightforward disgust and rejection of us by those so-called normal people.

Because of disgust, my biological father rejected Uncle Yu at that time.

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I knew from a young age that I wouldn't like girls.

After my biological father died, my "good mother" left me.

I was raised by Uncle Yu since I was a child.

I've seen too many, so I know he's right, it's disgust.

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It's ridiculous, he hates me.

But I still like him very much.

I still love him.

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But he started ----- avoiding me.

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But that's okay, I'm leaving here.

That way, he won't be sad

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I sent him that phrase.

I believe he will understand.

"But I will come back."

"Because I love you, so I will come back, just for you."

"I hope you will remember me."