Rebirth: Marry Bai Fumei

Tang Xihua pursed the corners of his lips tightly, and the soft lines of his face were tensed.She is indeed well maintained. Of course, what is more important is that her mentality has always been very good, she rarely gets angry, and rarely hurts the spring and autumn.People in their fifties look like they are in their forties.

But even so, there are still some fine lines at the corners of her eyes, which are the marks carved on her face by the years. It is inevitable that everyone will grow old, and everyone will watch their children grow up, have their own family and life, leave They go.Maybe children will look different from what their parents expect, and they will go in a direction they don't approve of, but as parents, sometimes they can't stop it at all.

But this process, both for parents and for children, is sometimes very painful.

Tang Xihua looked at Xu Nanshan's drooping eyebrows and his silent but firm expression, and suddenly felt sad. She felt that the son in front of her was very strange. In the past, her son was always domineering, and he would treat him even when he was not young. She acted like a baby.She asked: "So, now, for that person, in order not to make him sad, would you rather choose to make me and your father sad?"

Xu Nanshan explained: "Mom, why don't you understand, I didn't choose to make you and Dad sad for anyone, I just showed you my true self. If you are really sad, I'm sorry, but the truth That's it, it won't change."

Tang Xihua moved his lips, and his eyes became even redder: "But have you ever thought about the pressure you will face if you are like this, even if your father and I don't say anything, what about others? What about your job?"

Xu Nanshan: "I thought about it."

Tang Xihua looked at him without making a sound.

"But those are not important," Xu Nanshan said, "I don't care what they say, how they discriminate against me, and look at me strangely. I only hope to get your blessings and support."

Tang Xihua: "What if I don't support it?"

Xu Nanshan paused for a moment because of Tang Xihua's words, then he slightly bent his lips, held Tang Xihua's hand, and said softly: "Then I will be very sorry."

Tang Xihua: "Even so, can't you change your mind?"

Xu Nanshan: "This is not my idea, this is me, the real me. Or, do you want me to marry a woman to perfuse you and dad?"

Tang Xihua still didn't give up: "Are you really not interested in women at all? Or is there just no suitable one?"

Xu Nanshan smiled silently, lowered his head and said, "Mom, accepting that you are gay should be more difficult than accepting that your son is gay."

Although he didn't say anything to anyone, when he was a teenager, China more than ten years ago was far less open than it is now.When his peers are discussing which girl is prettier and masturbating to a small video, but he finds that he is not interested at all, and instead thinks that the school girl in the next class is prettier, there is nothing more frightening than this .

So he also did all kinds of ridiculous things to convince himself that he just didn't meet the right girl and he wasn't really gay.

Although in the end, it just made him more sure that he was different from most sexual orientations.

Tang Xihua stopped talking.

The mother and son sat opposite each other in silence, one lowered his head and the other turned his head to look out the window.The air was uncomfortably quiet, as if frozen.

After a long time, Tang Xihua stood up while leaning on the armrest of the sofa, and said, "When your grandmother came over last time, she brought scented tea picked by herself from the countryside, which can help you sleep. If you don't sleep well, you can drink some before going to bed..."

"Mom," Xu Nanshan stood up, "I sleep well now."

Tang Xihua turned his head blankly.

Xu Nanshan said: "With him, I can sleep well."

Tang Xihua froze there, under the bright incandescent light, it was almost cruelly white.What Xu Nanshan repeatedly emphasized was almost cruel to Tang Xihua.

Xu Nanshan looked at Tang Xihua without blinking.

Tang Xihua gritted his teeth and said angrily, "You just have to tell me...do you have to let me know how good you are?"

Xu Nanshan was silent and did not speak, his lowered eyes were helpless and sad.In fact, if you can choose, no one wants to be an outlier.

Tang Xihua: "Does your dad know? Did you tell him?"

Xu Nanshan: "...Not yet, I plan to tell him after you agree."

"You know, Dad is more rigid and serious, and it may be more difficult to accept."

Tang Xihua: "I said I would agree?"

Xu Nanshan pleaded: "If you are angry, you can hit me. Whether you agree or not...it's not a matter of a day or two."

Tang Xihua: "Is this planning to fight a protracted war with me?"

Xu Nanshan: "My son doesn't want to fight a protracted war with you at all."

Tang Xihua looked Xu Nanshan up and down several times, and Xu Nanshan has changed a lot since he went out for the past few months.In November and December, Xu Nanshan was very depressed and lost a lot of weight.Traveling is a very tiring thing, Xu Nanshan has not only lost weight in the past few months, but gained weight.

Tang Xihua silently considered the person his son mentioned in his mind. The only ones around Xu Nanshan he knew were those he met during his travels or last year.

Tang Xihua tentatively asked, "You...that person, did you meet recently? Did you meet in Europe?"

Xu Nanshan was helpless: "Mom, after you agree, I will bring him to see you."

Tang Xihua snorted, turned his head and left, sneered, "Then just wait."

Xu Nanshan also knew that it might not be so smooth, so it can't be said that he was very disappointed, but he was still a little frustrated.So he said, "Dad..."

Tang Xihua: "Tell him yourself, don't count on me."

"Since you think so clearly, you don't care about other people's criticisms, you don't care about work, and you want to be with him, then you should think that your father and I will not agree so easily."

Xu Nanshan raised his head in surprise: "...that is to say, it is difficult to agree?"

Tang Xihua glanced at him: "I didn't say that."

Xu Nanshan quickly looked at his nose, nose and heart: "I see."

Tang Xihua rubbed his forehead wearily. Just as Xu Nanshan was about to step forward to do it for him, Tang Xihua stopped him: "No, I'll do it by myself. Don't waver in front of my eyes now. Go back to your own home. I want to be good." Think about it."

Xu Nanshan said worriedly: "You won't cry alone after I'm gone, will you?"

"..." Tang Xihua: "Do you still care if I'm sad?"

Xu Nanshan said in a low voice: "You are my mother, otherwise I would not be able to tell you these things. It is precisely because you are my mother that I will be the first to come to you and tell you that I hope to get your approval. "

In the end, he didn't do anything harmful, but he fell in love with a man.Just because of this, he must bear more pressure than others, and cannot easily get the blessings of his parents, relatives and friends like heterosexuals, but what is wrong with them?

Thinking of this, Tang Xihua's nose became sore, he turned his face away from Xu Nanshan, and waved his back to him: "Okay, okay, get out, I've been too stimulated today, I want to take a good rest..."

Xu Nanshan: "I see, then you... go to bed early."

After being kicked out by his mother, Xu Nanshan walked out of the house and stood at the door.It was completely dark, the stars were twinkling in the blue-black night sky, the moon was crooked, and the moonlight and the stars complemented each other.Xu Nanshan looked back at the closed door and thought: "It's not that bad, is it? At least he didn't point at his nose to scold the pervert, and he didn't break his legs. Compared with many people, his mother Enlightened enough and gentle enough."

Xu Nanshan took out his mobile phone and checked the time. It was past nine o'clock.Look at the weather, tomorrow, it will be a good weather again.

Just as he was about to turn off his phone, a message about Lesheng suddenly popped up on the screen. Xu Nanshan smiled slightly and clicked on it.

Le Sheng: "What are you doing?"

Xu Nanshan took out the keys from his pocket, opened the car door and walked in, sat in the driver's seat, and sent a voice message: "I was just about to go home, what's wrong, you missed me so soon?"

Le Sheng: "My mom is chatting with my dad. She has no time to talk to me. I'm bored, so I came to you."

Xu Nanshan: "Oh...meaning, you came to see me when you were bored, and you miss me?"

Xu Nanshan started the engine, turned the steering wheel with one hand, turned a corner, drove the car out of the parking space, and teased Le Sheng: "Hey - then I'm going to be sad, I miss you so much, I don't want to be with you for a day Break up, it turns out that I am unrequited love."

The screen paused for a few seconds, and Xu Nanshan saw the message from Le Sheng: "No, I thought about it."

Xu Nanshan laughed softly, Le Sheng was so obedient and so funny.

Le Sheng: "You just said you were going home? Where? Didn't you go to see Aunt Tang at her house today?"

Xu Nanshan: "Yes, I just came out of my mother's house and I want to go back to my own house."

Le Sheng was a little surprised, why didn't he just stay there overnight?It's not an outsider, as for leaving at night?

Xu Nanshan: "In addition to me, there are other guests at home... Some old friends of my mother, I can't disturb them, so I just went home. Besides, I just came back, and there are still many things to deal with."

"For example, to reorganize a studio, didn't you say to set up a foundation, I have to work quickly and make money. If there is no movement for a few months, if I don't send out any news, fans may not remember who I am. "

Le Sheng: "No, they all remember you."

After successfully bringing up this topic, Xu Nanshan and Le Sheng chatted a little bit. After arriving home, the two chatted on video for a while, and finally ended because of Le Ruyi's interruption.

Lying in bed tonight, apart from thinking about coming out with Tang Xihua and Xu Sheng, and returning to the entertainment industry, I really have to start as soon as possible.The next day, he contacted some old friends in the circle to re-establish the studio. There is still a lot of work to do.

First, he needs an agent.Second, he needs a studio, an office location.Again, other personnel and equipment in the studio are required.In short, it is not a small project.

Besides, Xu Nanshan also wanted to release his new album as soon as possible.There are a total of ten songs in the new album, all of which were written during the past few months in Europe. Some of them were composed by myself, and some were composed by him and Le Sheng wrote the lyrics.He also arranged some songs by himself, but due to various reasons, the arrangement work has not been completed, so he had to find an arranger to help him complete the rest.

These ten songs, which are also his tenth album, are of great significance to Xu Nanshan. They were written by Le Sheng with him. They are the lessons learned from his two lives and the concentration of his decades of music accumulation. reflect.

He wants to give this album as a gift to Lesheng, and also to the fans who have been with him for many years.

Thinking of this, Xu Nanshan felt that the workload was huge, and at the same time, he felt that the road ahead seemed to be in front of him. He just needed to keep going, and finally he could reach the world he wanted.Xu Nanshan let out a sigh of relief, his heart was filled with a kind of vigorous and eager to move.

Xu Nanshan's new manager is named Wei Xing.He used to be the gold agent of Xingdong, but because of some things, he had an unpleasant quarrel with Xingdong, so he left Xingdong.He didn't know where he heard that Xu Nanshan had returned to the entertainment industry and wanted to find an agent, but he didn't know where he got Xu Nanshan's contact information, so he contacted him.

Although it seems that the cooperation between the two is a bit anti-star movement, but in fact Xu Nanshan just talked with him and felt that they could chat.So the two sides happily reached an agreement.After that, Wei Xing and Xu Nanshan looked at the studio together, and chose one of the floors of an office building in the CBD of Changshan City. The location here is very good, and there are many well-known music studios and famous songwriters nearby. .

Of course, the cost is not low.Fortunately, Xu Nanshan can afford it.

Xu Nanshan, Wei Xing, and the old assistant Xiao He who called over the phone, the three of them looked at the empty, unused studio.

Wei Xing said with a smile: "We have to restore your reputation as soon as possible, otherwise this huge expense and such a good location will be wasted."

Xu Nanshan smiled: "Take your time, don't worry."

Xiao He squatted down, touched the dust on the ground, and then clapped his hands: "Should we ask someone to clean it first?"

Xu Nanshan: "Go find it, I have to find someone to make my new album."

Wei Xing asked in surprise, "The new album has already been written?"

Xu Nanshan: "After a few months of vacation, I can't say nothing."

Wei Xing nodded: "The efficiency is very high, are you confident about the new album?"

Xu Nanshan: "I think it will be my best album so far...but who knows, things are unpredictable."

Wei Xing: "What if I lose money?"

Xu Nanshan walked around the studio, and finally stopped in front of the window sill, looking at the ant-like villain downstairs: "Nothing to do, come back if you lose money. Anyway, I have a boyfriend to support me, so I'm not afraid of running out of food."

"Boy friend?"

"Yeah," Xu Nanshan leaned his hands on the window sill and turned around, "Didn't I tell you, ah... Then I'll say it again now, since you are my manager, I shouldn't keep it from you."

"My boyfriend," Xu Nanshan took out his phone, found a photo of Le Sheng, and yelled at Wei Xing, "Is he handsome?"

"..." Wei Xing: "Handsome." But the key is whether he is handsome or not?

Xu Nanshan smiled and said, "Thank you for the compliment, I think he's handsome too." Before Wei Xing could ask, he took the initiative to reveal Le Sheng's identity, "He is Le Ruyi's son, named Le Sheng."

Wei Xing had a ghostly expression on his face: "The one who helped you dispel the rumors before? I said why does it look so familiar! What about Le Ruyi, does she know, she didn't say anything?"

Xu Nanshan bent his lips: "What did she say? She told me, don't let Le Sheng be wronged, or I will look good on you."

Okay, since his own artist is so upbeat, not only has a rich second-generation boyfriend, but also has other people's mothers, what else can he say?The contract has been signed.

Wei Xing said: "Okay, I understand. However, even if you are eager to come out now, you can't do it. Needless to say, you should know how bad it will affect you."

"These are irrelevant. I don't live my life for others. From now on, I will be careful of the paparazzi, won't make troubles, will write and sing songs in a proper manner, and take care of myself." Xu Nanshan said with a smile, "That's okay ?”

Wei Xing thought to himself, that Xu Nanshan, who was rumored to have a terrible temper, was indeed just a legend.After contacting him for the past few days, he didn't feel that this person had any temper at all.Writing articles on marketing accounts these days has no conscience at all.

"When I become popular again, I will come out."

Wei Xing: "..."

In the days that followed, the three of them worked together in a division of labor.Xu Nanshan is mainly responsible for the new album, Wei Xing is mainly responsible for new employees in the studio, and Xiao He is mainly responsible for the equipment.

Regarding the arrangement of the new album, Xu Nanshan's first choice is naturally Mao Chengji, who had been working with him for a long time.After all, we have worked together for a long time and know each other well.Although he is no longer an artist of Xingdong, it is not a problem at all to cooperate again.However, when Xu Nanshan went to look for him for the first time, it happened that Mao Chengji was not there. When Xu Nanshan was thinking about whether to change someone, Mao Chengji took the initiative to call him again.

"I heard you were looking for me?" Mao Chengji said on the phone, "Going back to China? When did it happen? Did you find me a new song?"

Maybe it was because he hadn't seen him for a long time, Mao Chengji on the other end of the phone seemed a little excited.

Xu Nanshan: "It's only been a few days since I returned to China. There is a new song. I don't know if you have time. Help me make an arrangement."

Mao Chengji laughed and said, "Okay, if you are free, come out for a drink or a meal first?"

Mao Chengji's enthusiastic attitude without any grievances made Xu Nanshan understand that he was worrying too much, and he immediately smiled and said, "Yes, when do you have time?"

After the two made an appointment, Xu Nanshan brought his new album and went to talk to Mao Chengji. The fee was still the same as usual.It’s just that Xu Nanshan’s music style in the new album has changed a lot. The main style of the whole album is still hip-hop, but it’s not pure hip-hop. It’s mixed with many other elements that Xu Nanshan learned in Europe.

Because Xu Nanshan was purely expressing his inner feelings during the writing of these ten songs, so his emotions were more sincere and stronger than usual, but his skills were not as fancy as before.

In addition, Xu Nanshan's own arrangement also gave Mao Chengji a lot of surprises. There are several songs, Xu Nanshan has already written where the drums are used and where the piano is used.

"From now on, it won't be just my name on the arrangement, but your name must be added."

Xu Nanshan: "It's okay, you are still in the first place."

After giving Mao Chengji a copy of the semi-finished demo and arrangement, the two talked about the current situation of both parties.When Xu Nanshan mentioned that he was building a new studio, Mao Chengji also expressed great enthusiasm for him: "Welcome back."

"I see that you are very different from last year. Your return this time will definitely detonate the entire Chinese music scene."

Xu Nanshan smiled and said, "What happened to me last year?"

Mao Chengji said: "This year, you are more like a mature man."

After Xu Nanshan was busy in the studio for a few days, he received a message from Tang Xihua that his father Xu Sheng had returned.

After leaving Tang Xihua's house that night, Xu Nanshan understood that Tang Xihua needed some time to digest the information, so he didn't bother her.As for Lesheng, although they said they would move here as soon as possible, they still haven't moved yet because of their own reasons, such as Xu Nanshan's work, the affairs between Lesheng and Le Ruyi, and Du Tianhe.

Du Tianhe is now almost on the verge of appearing in public.Le Ruyi no longer rejects him as much as last year. Although the two of them haven't reunited yet, at least they can sit and talk like friends and stay overnight occasionally.

Xu Nanshan looked at the message from Tang Xihua on the screen, fell silent for a moment, and called back directly.

"Hey, Mom, are you busy?"

Tang Xihua: "Not busy, what's up?"

Xu Nanshan licked his lips, put down the pen in his hand, leaned on the back of the chair, and said, "Well... that's right, how do you feel?"

Tang Xihua: "Okay, just smile, I have ten more years to live. If I'm angry at your shitty things all day long, can your mother and I still be as young as I am now?"

Xu Nanshan smiled slightly: "That's good. You will always be young."

Tang Xihua: "Stop being glib!"

"Don't you want to tell your dad? When your dad is back, when are you going to tell him? I'm mentally prepared to prevent you father and son from fighting. "

Xu Nanshan had no choice but to say, "Mom, what are you thinking? Dad beat me for this...I'm sure I won't fight back. That's his unilateral violence. You have to help me."

Tang Xihua: "Why do you want to help you?"

Xu Nanshan: "After all, you are only my son, and you are so handsome and promising. What a pity to be beaten to death, right?"

Tang Xihua spat at him.

Xu Nanshan: "Also, I said the other day, I will tell Dad after you agree... See what it means, did you agree?"

Tang Xihua: "It's a beautiful idea, if you don't bring me to have a look, I won't agree!"

Xu Nanshan: "Mom..."

Tang Xihua: "In case you bring me a strange person back, I won't agree to it even if you beat him to death."

Xu Nanshan: "What is weird?"

Tang Xihua: "Nails are longer than women, and I know more about cosmetics than I do..."

Xu Nanshan: "Mom, you are discriminatory."

Tang Xihua: "...All right, then in short, you can't bring someone who doesn't learn well and goes to gay bars all day long to hook up with each other."

"You know gay..." Xu Nanshan was speechless. It seemed that Tang Xihua had learned a lot about the gay group because of him. He smiled again and slowed down his voice, "Then what do you want? ?”

Tang Xihua said: "It's good to be as obedient and sensible as Le Sheng."

Hearing this, Xu Nanshan was quiet for a while.

Tang Xihua wondered hesitantly: Did he pick too directly?

Afterwards, Xu Nanshan laughed again, and said in a low voice, "Okay, I see."

The author has something to say: In order to let the two of them live in a world of two, Xiao He was taken offline. Now that a new studio is about to be established, Xiao He has been brought online again.

Mom is still fine, and dad is actually fine too. We are coming back, and we will be even better in the future!

Thanks to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution~

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!