Rebirth: Marry Bai Fumei

Le Ruyi and Tang Xihua are good friends, so Le Sheng actually met Xu Nanshan shortly after returning to China.That day Le Ruyi went to Tang Xihua's clinic to see a doctor, and Le Sheng went with her, but accidentally saw Xu Nanshan holding a computer and playing games in the clinic.

At that time, Xu Nanshan was nestled on the sofa in the clinic lounge, wearing a plaid shirt with cuffs rolled up to the elbows, a cigarette dangling from the corner of his mouth, one leg crossed, his hair was not as carefully groomed as under the spotlight, fluffy and wanton, Just like the corners of his slightly hooked lips.

Le Sheng just glanced at it, then backed out from the lounge door with a beating heart.

At that time, Le Sheng was far less bold than he is now. When he just returned to China, everything around him was unfamiliar, he had few friends, he seldom interacted with others, and he didn’t know how to communicate with others.When I suddenly saw the idol I had liked for many years in the mother's friend's clinic, I didn't rush up excitedly, but subconsciously avoided it.

Avoidance has become his usual reaction to outsiders.

So seeing Park was not the first time, for him, it was the second time.It was a complete accident that the park met Xu Nanshan that time.It was also the first time that Le Sheng had close contact with Xu Nanshan. While painting, he had been secretly observing Xu Nanshan. In private, Xu Nanshan was more easy-going and friendly.Every movement is full of attraction, he is flamboyant and wanton, as if nothing will bother him, nothing is on his mind.

Thinking of this, Le Sheng raised the corners of his lips slightly.With the company of this song, Le Sheng's mood really improved, and he clicked on Weibo to see some of Xu Nanshan's usual Weibo posts, selfies, recorded videos, etc.Le Sheng watched a lot, and finally clicked on the song that Xu Nanshan improvised on his birthday a few days ago.

That was probably the best song he had ever heard... He could tell that Xu Nanshan sang it to him.It seems that Xu Nanshan is still very kind to him. If his attitude is better tomorrow, he will not be angry with him, Le Sheng thought to himself.

Rehearsal on Thursday and media visit on Friday.Because Le Sheng didn't want the media to see his appearance, he wore a mask and a peaked cap, which blocked most of his small face, and he could see his eyes when dancing.

The media mainly recorded Xu Nanshan. For dance troupes and bands, they just glanced over and showed some shots, so not many people noticed Le Sheng, which made Le Sheng heave a sigh of relief.He was very afraid that the media would find out that the dance troupe had added him as an outsider, and then pull him to ask questions.

After the rehearsal, Xu Nanshan asked the driver to take Lesheng home.In fact, Le Sheng originally thought that if Xu Nanshan asked him to go to his house again tonight, he would go with him... So he got into the car in frustration, wondering if he had been too tempered these two days, which made Xu Nanshan unhappy up.

Xu Nanshan had already made an appointment with Yu Ning to meet in a private coffee shop - Xu Nanshan didn't want to eat with her, which would affect his appetite.

When he arrived at the coffee shop at 07:30, Yu Ning, who was not busy, was already waiting there.Yu Ning doesn't look very energetic today, so her makeup is thicker than usual to cover up her bad complexion. She looks more charming and less elegant than usual.

Without Le Sheng, when Yu Ning saw Xu Nanshan, he didn't have so many false politeness, so he nodded lightly, called the waiter up, and ordered a cup of coffee for Xu Nanshan.Holding the spoon with her pale fingers, she stirred the latte in the mug, resting her chin with one hand, and looked at Xu Nanshan quietly.

Xu Nanshan cut to the chase and said, "I'm busy with work, so to make a long story short, what does Miss Yu want to tell me?"

Yu Ning bent her lips, turned her eyes away, glanced at the night scene outside the glass window, and then fell back on the coffee in the cup.She asked softly, "Mr. Xu, are you with Lesheng?"

Xu Nanshan generously admitted: "Yes, what's the matter? Are you going to persuade me to leave him?"

Yu Ning laughed, helplessly and bitterly, and shook her head: "I can't persuade you, Le Sheng can't live without you."

Xu Nanshan didn't expect Yu Ning to accept the move like this, he was taken aback, and said, "So you came here for...?"

But Yu Ning suddenly said: "But I really think that you are not worthy of Le Sheng."

Yu Ning's words were offensive, but she seemed unconscious, Xu Nanshan immediately snorted, "Are you worthy?"

Yu Ning shook her head: "I'm not worthy either."

Xu Nanshan: "..."

Yu Ning lowered her eyes, her expression was rather sad: "You don't know Le Sheng at all, you don't understand him, you don't understand what his life is like. You only see a part of him, you like that part, but you don't like the other part. Part of it doesn't matter."

"At first, I only thought of you as idols and fans. Later, I gradually realized that it was not, but it was too late."

Xu Nanshan didn't know how to answer these words, because he didn't understand, what did the other part of Le Sheng refer to?

Yu Ning also knew that he didn't understand, and some self-mockery appeared in his eyes, and said: "Mr. Xu, I just ask you, are you sincere to Le Sheng?"

Xu Nanshan: "What's the matter with you? It's about the two of us."

Yu Ning: "As a friend of Lesheng, I hope he has a good life."

Xu Nanshan frowned and said, "With me, he knows best whether Le Sheng is doing well or not." Except for what happened to Yu Ning these two days, Xu Nanshan never said a serious word about Le Sheng, everything depends on him first.

Yu Jing quietly looked at Xu Nanshan for a few seconds, as if trying to judge whether he was telling the truth.After a while, Yu Ning said: "In this case, I will continue to talk."

Xu Nanshan gestured: "Please."

Yu Ning said: "Mr. Xu should know how Lesheng lived his childhood and adolescence, right?"

Xu Nanshan: "I roughly heard what Le Sheng said."

Yu Ning: "I have had close contact with Le Sheng in his youth."

"When I met Le Sheng, it was the first year of graduate school, which was six years ago. Le Sheng just studied in Oxford. I studied in the UK as an undergraduate, and I am very familiar with it. There are only a few around Le Sheng to take care of him. My maid, friend, none."

Most of the study abroad is like this.

Yu Ning said: "That's how I came here at the beginning. It took me several months to slowly try to integrate into that society. But Le Sheng, with a master's degree, failed to integrate in three years."

"In the laboratory, he is like a piece of air. Everyone thinks of him only when they can't do complicated research—Le Sheng should be able to do it... Le Sheng is really smart, there is nothing he can't solve problem."

"Lesheng seldom communicates with people and usually relies on writing, because not everyone in the laboratory understands sign language. I once worked as a volunteer in a school for the deaf and learned sign language for a while. Because of Lesheng, I picked up sign language again. I learned it once, and then I took the initiative to contact him, and then I gradually became familiar with him."

"As long as there are any group activities in the research room, Le Sheng will basically not participate. When there is no subject, he will sit on the bench in the park to sketch, return home to play the piano, and go to the deaf-mute children. dance."

Yu Ning spoke very slowly, and at the end, he almost choked up, and his eyes were red.The person she was talking about was Le Sheng, whom Xu Nanshan had never seen before.

"Le Sheng is too withdrawn... To be honest," Yu Ning said, "I have never seen him in front of others, like in front of you. Even in front of Aunt Le... Le Sheng will not be like that, compared to before He is simply too cheerful."

"I have been surprised by this for a long time, and I am also sincerely happy for Lesheng." Yu Ning said.

Xu Nanshan suddenly felt very heavy, and his shoulders were heavy, as if he was burdened by some heavy burden. Even the lights and walls of the coffee shop looked pale, and the dark tablecloths were oppressive and gloomy.

Yu Ning said: "Do you still remember the time when you were running in the community and met Le Sheng, who was looking for Ola?"

Xu Nanshan: "Remember, what's wrong?"

Yu Ning said: "Le Sheng told me that day that he thought you were very good. However, he was afraid that you would dislike him."

Xu Nanshan: "How could I dislike him—"

"You won't," Yu Ning said, "but Le Sheng always feels that he is a burden and will cause trouble to others. He feels that he is a cripple and deserves to be rejected."

Yu Ning's words were too piercing, causing Xu Nanshan's chest to throb, his throat seemed to be blocked, and he couldn't say a word.He thought to himself, how could he be a burden?

When Yu Ning said this, tears had already fallen, and she quickly wiped them with the back of her hand.Xu Nanshan took out a tissue and handed it to her.

Yu Ning said, "Thank you."

After wiping away the tears, Yu Ning continued: "In the past two days, because of me, you have lost your temper with Le Sheng for no reason... I really can't wait..." She paused, staring at Xu Nanshan, "I can't wait to slap you a few times Smash you to death."

Xu Nanshan was already aware of his problem. Although he was a little dissatisfied with what Yu Ning said, he knew that he had done so, so he didn't dare to show it. He twitched his lips.

"Le Sheng went to rehearse from the first day, and he was overwhelmed by the atmosphere in the rehearsal room. If I hadn't made a special trip to see him that night and found that his expression was wrong, he would hold back and refuse to tell anyone. I advise He stopped practicing, and he always refused, saying that he promised you and must continue to practice."

"But what about you?" Yu Ning complained, "You don't know what we are talking about at all, you just eat some inexplicable flying vinegar, and then restrict Lesheng to satisfy your desire for monopoly and control."

"I admit that I have some thoughts about Le Sheng, but ever since I saw what he looks like in front of you, I know that I will never have a chance. No matter how good I am to him, I can't compare to your position in his heart." Yu Ning spoke plainly, but she couldn't hide the unwillingness and unreconciled feelings in her heart.

"You don't know how hard the daily rehearsal is for Le Sheng. I heard that you still let Le Sheng go to your scene?" Yu Ning said in an almost unbelievable tone, "The key is that Le Sheng still goes No more. He won’t go to the parties in our lab.”

"I..." Xu Nanshan scratched his hair and defended weakly, "Le Sheng never told me, I never knew..."

Yu Ning: "You really didn't think about Le Sheng's feelings at all, you just cared about your own happiness from the beginning to the end. Tease Le Sheng like a cat, don't respect him, don't understand him, you are a complete scum."

Xu Nanshan: "..."

Yu Ning talked a lot that night, two thirds were talking about Le Sheng, and one third were talking about Xu Nanshan.At Xu Nanshan's age, he has never been sprayed like this in person. It's not that he has never seen black people on the Internet, but he has never taken those brainless black people to heart.What Yu Ning said was something he couldn't refute.

Therefore, Xu Nanshan almost ran away in the end, and drove to Changbai Road.Although emotional, Xu Nanshan did not speed this time. Those who have died once should have a long memory.

Xu Nanshan thought to himself: But why didn't he change his temper?

After calming down a little, Xu Nanshan sent a voice message to Le Sheng: "Le Sheng, are you asleep?" Looking at the time, it's past nine o'clock, so he shouldn't be asleep.

Le Sheng really replied in seconds: "No, what's the matter?"

Xu Nanshan: "Is Auntie at home?"

Le Sheng: "No."

Xu Nanshan: "Can I go find you?"

Le Sheng crackled and typed a few lines: "It's so late, what are you doing here? The rehearsal is so hard during the day, and I have to record the show tomorrow, don't mess around, go home and have a good rest."

Xu Nanshan: "—I want to see you." Xu Nanshan sent a voice, and when Le Sheng clicked on the voice, he could hear the sound of the car driving fast, mixed with the sound of breathing, just four words, but Inexplicably heard trembling.

Le Sheng was slightly startled, and quickly asked, "Are you driving? What's wrong with you?"

Xu Nanshan took a deep breath to calm down, tried to make his tone sound the same as usual, and smiled slightly: "It's nothing, I just want to see you... I'm going to fly to another place tomorrow, and I want to see you before I leave .”

Le Sheng said: "Aren't we all rehearsing together today..." Xu Nanshan could imagine that when Le Sheng said this, he must have been shy again, with two dimples on his face.

"A rehearsal is a rehearsal, two people in private..." Xu Nanshan said, "Just say it's okay?"

"Hmm...Okay." Le Sheng agreed, "Concentrate on driving and don't look at your phone, it's not safe."

Xu Nanshan: "Well, I see, I'll be there soon."

It was almost ten o'clock when we arrived at Le Sheng's house. Le Sheng had already taken a shower and was wearing solid-color pajamas.The hair has just been dried, fluffy, a little fried, and I am nestling on the sofa hugging a pillow, watching the seventh issue of "Traveling and Going".As soon as Xu Nanshan pushed the door, seeing such a happy life, his heart softened.

Xu Nanshan glanced at the maids, and Le Sheng waved his hand knowingly, signaling them to leave, then led Xu Nanshan to the second floor, pointed to the bathroom: "You go take a bath first, I'll ask auntie to bring you pajamas , and then ask them to clean up your room."

"Hey, wait a minute." Le Sheng was about to leave after speaking, but Xu Nanshan suddenly grabbed his wrist, pulled him over, brought him into his arms, and hugged Le Sheng tightly.Xu Nanshan retracted his arms so hard that Lesheng was in pain, and he was almost out of breath.

However, Le Sheng didn't struggle, and keenly smelled the sweet scent of cherry blossoms in his nose - that was the perfume Yu Ning often used recently. He looked up at Xu Nanshan suspiciously. Did he meet Yu Ning in private?Why?

Questions are bound to go unanswered.After a long silence, Le Sheng tiptoed and kissed Xu Nanshan's chin soothingly, with a questioning look in his eyes - he felt Xu Nanshan's abnormality.

What happened?Xu Nanshan knew that Le Sheng wanted to ask this question, but Xu Nanshan couldn't answer it.Thinking back to what Yu Ning said to him, Xu Nanshan felt as if a knife was cutting his heart one by one. He was so heavy that he couldn't breathe, and even the arm holding Le Sheng was trembling.

Xu Nanshan pressed Lesheng's head on his shoulder, bowed his head and kissed Lesheng's ear, and said in a low voice, "I'm fine...don't worry."

Le Sheng wrapped his arms around Xu Nanshan's waist in confusion, and patted him on the back lightly, like coaxing a child.

Xu Nanshan blamed himself even more, and took a deep breath: "I'll take a shower first, and I'll talk to you later." Saying that, he let go of Le Sheng.

Le Sheng nodded.

While taking a bath, Xu Nanshan kept thinking about what he should tell Le Sheng.Before leaving, Yu Ning told him not to tell Le Sheng about their meeting, Le Sheng didn't want him to know about these things.But it is absolutely impossible for him to pretend not to know.

The maid put the spare pajamas at the door. Xu Nanshan's pajamas were a little too small, so they would be enough for a night.But when the maid pointed to the guest room three rooms away from Lesheng's bedroom and said that this was his room, Xu Nanshan became a little unhappy.

He made a special trip to find Le Sheng at night, and he even had to sleep in a separate room?

Xu Nanshan vaguely agreed, and pulled Le Sheng to pretend to chat on the sofa for a while.After the maids had left, and seeing that it was almost time, she spread the quilt in her room, stuffed the pillows inside, pretended that someone was sleeping, and sneaked into Le Sheng's bedroom.

At this time, Le Sheng opened the door and stood behind it, looking at Xu Nanshan nervously and nervously, making Xu Nanshan feel like a hooligan.He stared at Le Sheng without blinking, pushed open the door, walked in, closed the door behind him, locked it, and the lock made a slight sound.

Le Sheng took a step back instinctively, not daring to look directly into his eyes, lowered his head, and clutched the hem of his clothes.Xu Nanshan moved his lips and asked, "Are you still angry with me?"

Le Sheng shook his head.

Xu Nanshan was silent for a while, stepped forward to hug Le Sheng, touched his side of the cheek with his lips, and then led Le Sheng to sit down beside the bed.His forehead was against Lesheng's forehead, his arms were around Lesheng's shoulders, and the faint fragrance of shower gel surrounded them.The two looked at each other, breathing intertwined.

It's not very hot tonight. There is a cool evening breeze blowing in from the half-opened windows. The breeze blows on the face, bringing the rustling sound of the leaves of the tall sycamore trees, and the fragrance of various flowers mixed together.

Xu Nanshan's anomaly tonight made Le Sheng very uneasy, his fingers anxiously picked up the loose pajama pants, his eyes wandered and dodged, and his intuition told him that something important had happened, but Xu Nanshan kept silent.

After a long time, Xu Nanshan leaned forward and kissed Le Sheng on the lips: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have hurt you two days ago."

A faint crimson color climbed up Le Sheng's cheeks little by little, and he shook his head, indicating that it was all right.

The kiss was just scratching the surface, and Xu Nanshan immediately fell sideways on the bed with the others, pulled up the thin silk quilt, and half covered his body.

"Le Sheng..." Xu Nanshan murmured, folded his arms, hugged him into his arms, and asked in a low voice, "Did the rehearsal these days be hard?"

Le Sheng shook his head slightly, took Xu Nanshan's hand, and wrote on his palm: "You work harder."

The softest part of my heart seemed to be hit by these three words. Xu Nanshan held the cool fingers in his hand and asked, "Do you like this kind of rehearsal?"

Le Sheng hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

Xu Nanshan: "Do you still want to rehearse and perform on the same stage with me in the future?"

This time Le Sheng hesitated for a longer time, he guessed that Xu Nanshan wanted to hear an affirmative answer, but such a choice was too difficult for him.Fortunately, Xu Nanshan quickly said, "Don't force yourself if you don't like it."

Le Sheng bit his lip and wrote: "It's not that I don't like—"

Xu Nanshan: "You don't have to force yourself for me."

Le Sheng was stunned for a moment, how smart he was, he understood the reason for Xu Nanshan's abnormality almost immediately.But writing in the palm of Xu Nanshan's hand was too slow, and he couldn't express himself smoothly, so he sat up happily and quickly asked with gestures, "What did senior sister tell you?"

Before Xu Nanshan could answer, Le Sheng continued, "Don't listen to my senior sister's nonsense, she just wants to protect me so much——"

Xu Nanshan didn't know when he sold Yu Ning out, and immediately denied it: "No, why would I listen to her nonsense?"

Le Sheng pointed at Xu Nanshan's body, and said firmly: "You have cherry blossom-scented perfume on your body. I am familiar with that smell. It belongs to my senior sister."

Xu Nanshan: "..."

"That, that's..." Xu Nanshan said guiltily, "It belongs to the employees of the company..."

Facing Le Sheng's suspicious eyes, Xu Nanshan finally couldn't continue: "She didn't say anything, but I think you didn't seem very happy from the beginning of the rehearsal. Did the rehearsal put too much pressure on you?"

Le Sheng looked at him quietly without speaking.

Xu Nanshan had no choice but to say "I'm sorry, Miss Yu" in his heart, admitted it, and said, "Yes, Yu Ning told me something. But why didn't you tell me yourself?"

"I'm a person who always concentrates on music. Once I get into it, I don't notice other things. If you don't tell me, it's hard for me to think about these things."

"I don't want to tell you what other people have heard about you, Lesheng. I hope you can tell me yourself."

Le Sheng said: "But I didn't force it, what should I tell you?"

Xu Nanshan: "You felt pressured and depressed because of the rehearsal, isn't that enough?"

Le Sheng: "But everyone is under pressure, and everyone will feel frustrated because of long rehearsals."

Xu Nanshan was speechless.Le Sheng frowned, sighed, and explained again with gestures: "Nanshan, I am very happy to perform on the same stage with you, and I also like to rehearse with you very much. I have nothing to be unhappy about."

Xu Nanshan: "Then why are you so depressed on the first day of rehearsal?"

Le Sheng: "I just don't get used to it, it takes time to get used to it."

Xu Nanshan: "Going to see the scene, there are so many people, can you adapt?"

Le Sheng: "I'm working very hard to—"

"Le Sheng," Xu Nanshan interrupted him, "I don't need you to work hard to adapt, you just have to be yourself happily, and you don't need to do other things."

Le Sheng: "But I'm so strange..."

"My classmates don't like me, the seniors and seniors in the research room don't like me, and the people in the company don't like me, so you certainly won't like me either." Le Sheng's hands were fast and his emotions were agitated.

Xu Nanshan: "How do you know I don't like it?"

Le Sheng: "Will you like it?"

Xu Nanshan: "Of course, I will do whatever you want..."

Le Sheng: "Don't promise—you said some time ago that you wouldn't kill me or treat me badly."

"..." Xu Nanshan reflected, "I was wrong, I misunderstood you... I just..."

Le Sheng: "This shows that you don't trust me at all."

Le Sheng: "Your words are not credible at all."

Xu Nanshan: "..." What if I am not trusted by my wife?

The soft hair hangs down to the corners of Le Sheng's slightly raised eyes. It is black and beautiful. Le Sheng returned to the topic and continued: "I just want to become better, just like everyone else."

"You don't have to be like everyone else..."

"Besides, Nanshan, you don't know. I never thought that I would have the opportunity to perform on the same stage with you. I really hope that I can do a good job in this performance." Le Sheng said here, with some complacency on his face. Smiling excitedly, "If other fans know, I can rehearse and perform with you, I don't know how envious they will be of me."

"There are so many things you are worthy of their envy, this one is not bad," Xu Nanshan desperately wanted to recover from the guilt, and wanted to pull Le Sheng back from that unsafe environment, so much so that he tried too hard. Meng, "I don't trust you when you are alone in a crowded place, just this time, and I won't need it in the future."

Le Sheng: "Can you watch me forever?"

Xu Nanshan: "I..."

"You can't." Le Sheng answered for him, "Don't treat me like a child, I'm not disabled—well, I am. But I have a sound behavior. I also want to try to be normal Live like a human being, instead of always cowering and hiding in one’s world.”

Le Sheng typed a long paragraph in one breath, staring at Xu Nanshan, his eyes were a little red, what he didn't say was: Xu Nanshan treats him well now, but if he has always been like this, inferiority, cowardice, and even looking directly at others Xu Nanshan's patience will be exhausted one day.One day he will stop liking him.

It was so hard for a little sunlight to shine into his tortoise shell. How could he continue to shrink in the shell and remain motionless?

Xu Nanshan was stunned by Le Sheng's long series of words.When he heard Yu Ning's words at first, Xu Nanshan thought of Wen Chao, he didn't care enough about Wen Chao, Wen Chao betrayed him, now he finds that he thinks he is good to Le Sheng, but it's still not enough.So I want to isolate all possible harm and unstable factors from Lesheng as much as possible.But he forgot that Le Sheng is an adult and doesn't need these things.

Le Sheng's breathing trembled a little, and his chest rose and fell slightly.These are words he never confides in anyone, he buries them like a sin in his heart, and when he reveals them, it is an admission that there is something wrong with him-he is not normal.The person he can listen to is Xu Nanshan, someone he can trust, which makes the feeling of uneasiness much less.

Le Sheng exhaled lightly, frowned and continued to make difficult gestures. He cut himself open to show Xu Nanshan: "... Gao Han said, it's good for me to live alone like him, and I thought it was good before ...But now I am not reconciled."

"Nanshan, I don't want to stay where I am. I want to get closer to your life and get closer to you. I hope to be like you and be able to get along with others freely. I hope you will always like me... ..."

The inferiority complex hidden in his heart for a long time, as well as the experience of being abandoned, made him afraid of being abandoned again even if he had a good appearance, a good family background, and a good talent. He was afraid that Xu Nanshan's enthusiasm for him would run out. .

This time Le Sheng's movements were slow and hesitant, as if every word was carefully thought out before he said it, for fear of getting any negative response.He is looking forward to Xu Nanshan's support and response, looking forward to his approval.

For Xu Nanshan, he seemed to feel that his shoulders were heavier than before, and at the same time, he felt shocked, moved, and fortunate.His family is harmonious, his parents love him, and his career is going well. Except for one death and the trough before his death, he is always surrounded by people, and he rarely thinks about what to change, let alone for whom.

And now someone tells him that he wants to change for him.

I don't know where to throw the words that were brewed before, and they are useless at all.Xu Nanshan didn't stop Le Sheng anymore, so he held Le Sheng's shoulders and apologized in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I was wrong, and I apologize to you."

"If you need it in the future, remember to come to me at any time. I will always be here, no matter what you want to do, I will be with you."

Even if you remain motionless in place, I will walk the entire distance alone and come to you.

Early on Saturday morning, Xu Nanshan left Le Sheng's home and flew to other places to record the ninth issue of "Food Marrow Knowing the Taste". "Food Marrow Knowing Taste" is expected to be twelve issues, and now more than half of it has passed.Xu Nanshan revised the song he wrote for Le Sheng on the return flight - after talking with Le Sheng last night, he had a new idea and wrote the lyrics.After getting off the plane, Xu Nanshan sent the song and lyrics to Mao Chengji, and also sent a copy to Si Ziping.

The reaction of the two people after hearing this song was similar - "Fuck, Nanshan, your song is going to..."

"Nanshan, your song, um..."

Hearing the unfinished words of the two, Xu Nanshan waved his hand: "The tone of this song is like this, don't change it."

"However, the lyrics can be slightly modified." Xu Nanshan said to Si Ziping, "See if there is anything inappropriate."

After solving this serious problem that had been hanging over his head for a long time, Xu Nanshan devoted himself to rehearsal once he returned to Changshan.At this time, Le Sheng's dance rehearsal has been completed, so there is no need to come to his studio anymore.He returned to Ruyi Jewelry to go to work to deal with the work accumulated in the previous week. For several days in a row, the two of them hadn't had much contact.

The rehearsal of the concert has reached the final stage, therefore, Ruyi Jewelry thoughtfully moved the commercial shooting to after the concert.

The intensive high-intensity rehearsal continued for another week. On the 23rd, after Xu Nanshan recorded the tenth episode of "Food Marrow Knowing the Taste", the concert is just around the corner.Two days before the concert, Xu Nanshan did not rehearse. Instead, he set aside some time to preserve his strength and recuperate his body and voice.After a month of rehearsal, Xu Nanshan lost ten pounds at a speed visible to the naked eye.

On the 26th, Xu Nanshan flew to the venue for this year's concert. On the 27th, equipment debugging.Equipment debugging requires the presence of Xu Nanshan, but does not require the presence of Le Sheng.Le Sheng came on the 28th, and the 28th is the rehearsal time.

The posters around the stadium and the big screens in the mall were all occupied by Xu Nanshan. When his eighth album was released on the 7th, it was sold out, and the number of plays on various music websites has already exceeded [-] million.The two variety shows he mainly participated in this year have also greatly increased his popularity, allowing fans and passers-by to discover another side of this talented musical talent.

With a fan filter, speaking without detours is called being straightforward, and being a little grumpy is called being short-tempered. Having good looks and talent is everything.And for sunspots, this is their chance.Under the superposition of the two phases, Xu Nanshan has posted on the hot search many times in the past few months. The popularity has increased at a speed visible to the naked eye, and the number of Weibo fans has increased by tens of thousands every day.Only recorded 4000 million fans a few months ago, now the number of fans has reached 500 million.It is estimated that after the broadcast of "Travel" and "Food Marrow Knowing the Taste" and the concert is over, the number of Weibo fans will exceed 5000 million.

The Chinese music scene, which has been stagnant in recent years, seems to have been injected with fresh vitality with the sudden emergence of Xu Nanshan and his advanced style of writing songs that do not follow common sense.After him, many young people born in the 90s followed in his footsteps, wanting to carve out a world for the Chinese music scene in the field of world pop music.

Therefore, in addition to the studio's own publicity and the strong support of more than 4000 million fans, many media also rushed to report this concert with a total of 2 people for 6 people and three days in a row, as well as all All concert tickets were sold out within 2 minutes at an astonishing speed.Even the hotels around the stadium were fully booked as soon as the concert was officially announced.Fans with slow hands may even go to KFC and other places to make do for one night.

In the past few days, fans wearing orange-red clothes or orange-red accessories and around newlife concerts have gathered here from all over the country and from all corners of the country, like migratory birds returning to their nests and gathering sand in the sea.The subway is getting more crowded every day.

The rehearsal on the 28th lasted all day, and Xu Nanshan seemed tireless, repeating it over and over again, appearing and performing according to the pre-designed movements, interacting with fans who did not exist in the auditorium, singing and dancing.The weather at the end of August was still hot. Xu Nanshan's pursuit of excellence in music made him not allow any flaws or omissions in his concert. Every unsatisfactory part had to be repeated, and he had to rehearse until he was satisfied.

Besides, Xu Nanshan was still very worried about Le Sheng.Rehearsal is different from training in the studio. During the rehearsal, you already have to face many staff members. Can Lesheng adapt?Will he be afraid?

Therefore, between rehearsals, Xu Nanshan will devote part of his attention to Le Sheng, especially when singing the song "Lighthouse".Since Le Sheng is the lead dancer, there are still many interactions with Xu Nanshan.However, after Xu Nanshan observed, he found that he was worrying too much. Once Le Sheng entered the state of dancing, it seemed as if he had forgotten everything, and he would not pay attention to other people at all, which made Xu Nanshan secretly heave a sigh of relief.

On the day of the rehearsal, many fans had already come to the concert site, giving Xu Nanshan and the staff some food, drink, and some small gifts.

In order to maintain sufficient physical strength for the next day, the rehearsal did not go on until very late, so Xu Nanshan and the dance troupe, band, stage art and other staff were released to go back.

Xu Nanshan lived in a star-rated hotel near the stadium. It was very close, and he could see the gate of the stadium within ten minutes' walk.Before nine o'clock, Xu Nanshan returned to his room and finished washing, but instead of resting, he turned on the computer to watch the video recorded by the photographer today, to see if there is any room for further improvement in his performance.In this process, he needs to objectively examine every movement and sound of himself like an audience.

Seeing that it was past ten o'clock, when Xu Nanshan was jumping in, he suddenly heard a ringing of the doorbell. He woke up from that state and raised his voice to ask: "Who?"

There was no sound outside the door, Xu Nanshan was a little strange, got up and walked to the door, thinking of the news about those illegitimate children sneaking into the idol restaurant that he had heard before, he cautiously glanced out from the cat's eyes, but was suddenly taken aback.

The person outside the door turned out to be Le Sheng.

Surprised and pleasantly surprised, Xu Nanshan immediately opened the door, took Le Sheng's hand and pulled him in, locked the door behind him, and while leading him into the bedroom, asked, "What's the matter, come to me at night, nervous?"

Le Sheng has a pleasant fragrance of shower gel on his body, and his body is slender and soft wrapped in pajamas, but his hands are cool.Xu Nanshan opened his fingers, touched the palm of his hand, and sure enough, he felt a thin layer of cold sweat.

In the bedroom, Xu Nanshan closed the door, put away the computer and put it on the bedside table, and turned around to find that Le Sheng was still standing at the door.He beckoned: "Le Sheng, come here."

Le Sheng walked over obediently, and when he reached Xu Nanshan's side, Xu Nanshan wrapped his arms around his waist, twisted his body, and pushed him down on the bed.Le Sheng felt dizzy for a while, instinctively made him clenched Xu Nanshan's skirt, and he felt himself being pushed down on the bed.

Immediately a kiss fell.

In fact, during the day, Le Sheng was still nervous. Facing so many eyes, he felt deeply uneasy. He was afraid that he would jump the wrong step and embarrass Xu Nanshan. He was afraid that Xu Nanshan would stop him and say that there was something wrong with his dancing , the rhythm is not right, I am afraid that the interaction with Xu Nanshan will be too stiff and unnatural.But none of these fears could beat his desire to dance well.

When he returned to the hotel, Le Sheng wanted to follow Xu Nanshan to his room, but he was a little embarrassed, seeing the time passing by, he wanted to see Xu Nanshan.