【Respect】The Beautiful Future

, but none of them ever succeeded. "

Kagu Tsuyoshi responded perfunctorily with a few words and dismissed the second lieutenant, but still cast his last glance at the dark blue figure who was about to hide in the corridor.The sun above his head was shining brightly, making his mouth dry and his mind dizzy, but he felt faint traces of coolness in that look, and it also carried the fragrance of blue hair. This momentary hallucination reminded him of his true love. Want to answer the second lieutenant's words:

Of course it's useless for any of you to think about him, because he can only be mine.

It took five years for this unspoken sentence to be realized.During this period, Kagu Tsuhyunshi successfully entered Yu Zhangxun's troops. During countless battles on the battlefield, in the enclosed space of the mech operation cabin, only the voice of his commander was left in his ears, as if this person was standing in front of him. Behind him, there was only one turning back.In the past five years, his military rank and position have been rising all the way, and the distance between him and Yu Zhangxun has been getting closer step by step. He has been bombarded with various explicit hints for five years, and in the end almost everyone around him knows it well, but Yu Zhangxun just happens to be close to him. Being able to blink at him in confusion made him helpless.

Kagu Tsugenshi seems to be walking on a long road, and he does not know when he will reach the invisible end, but maybe the world is so fickle, just when he is ready to fight a protracted war and never die. , this road suddenly turned a turning point and hit the end point unexpectedly.

That turning point was when Yu Zhangxun was captured by the enemy.

The DTC alliance dispatched its elite troops to wage a protracted war with the Chinese Federation in South Asia. The commander of the alliance is a rare and ruthless character who set up elaborate traps to lure them on. The decisive way of self-cutting the back road kept the main force from evacuating. When Tai Ran was captured, he still did not forget to explain who would take over his command.

What happened next seemed a bit unbelievable, and even Kagu Xuanshi himself couldn't help but lament his luck at that time in retrospect.Alone with a bunch of guns and ammunition, he drove a KnightMare into the enemy to rescue Yu Zhangxun, and finally came back alive even though he was half killed in the smash.That was the first time he violated the military order for Yu Zhang Xun, and it was a bad start, and the next time he violated it was still for him.

Kagu Tsuyoshi clearly remembered the scene he saw when he kicked open the door of the torture room: Yu Zhangxun was chained to the frame, and the broken military uniform was stuck to the hideous wound with dried blood, secretly The deep blood dyed the dark blue cloth into pieces, and the dazzling white light was shining on him.Yu Zhangxun's face was pale, his eyes were closed tightly, his blue hair was messily stuck to his forehead and neck, his breath was dying, and his mind was not clear.

Kagu Tsuxuan pulled off the key from the waist of the officer who fell on the ground and unlocked it for him, the iron chain fell to the ground with a clatter, and Yu Zhangxun fell into his arms.Kaguzu Xuanshi roughly swept over his wounds, folded his body and pulled him onto his back, and the wounds all over his body saved Kagutu from worrying about how to take him away, because no matter where he encountered, he would Let his wounds open again.

The pain stimulated Yu Zhangxun's sluggish and numb nerves, he moved slightly, and just in time for Kagutsu Hyunshi to step to the door, he heard the deafening sirens and gunshots outside, finally regained a sliver of clarity in his mind, slightly Opened some eyes.

"I said... to give up mine once captured." His voice was cold and weak.

"I remember," Kagu Tsuhyunshi held him tighter, and looked outside through a gap, "so the person who rescued you now is not the lieutenant, but Kagu Tsuhyunshi."

"... Kagutsu?" It seemed like a long time later, Yu Zhang gave a very light laugh, "Can you escape, sir?"

He smiled and said, sir.

These words hit my ears all the way to the bottom of my heart, and Kagu Tsuyoshi wanted to smile and ask nonsensical questions, for example, do you finally agree to recognize me?But after a low hum on his back, there was no movement again, and Yu Zhangxun couldn't hold it anymore and passed out completely.

So Kagu Tsunshi turned his face sideways and placed a light kiss on his lips, "No one can make me lose except you, Xun." Then he loaded his gun and rushed out of cover.

Yu Zhangxun woke up in the ward, his eyes were filled with clean and soft white, the faint smell of disinfectant on his nose, and the wounds all over his body were treated neatly.Zenjo resolutely sat on the chair beside the bed and peeled the apple for him, the only sound in the whole room was the soft sound of the fruit knife cutting through the flesh.He put his hand on his forehead and stared at the ceiling for a long time before he asked, "Where's Kaguzu Hyunshi?"

"The kid who rescued you?" Shan Tiao thought for a while resolutely, "If he violated the military order to such an extreme degree, he must have been put in confinement with injuries."

Yu Zhangxun turned his head and smiled, "Go and tell the people over there, this time, let's open a back door for my sake, and let him out first, and it will be counted in future accounts."

"Okay." Shan Tiao resolutely replied.

"Go now." Yu Zhangxun added.

Shanjo resolutely put the peeled apple on the head of Yuzhang's bed, got up and left as promised.There was silence in the room, Yu Zhangxun closed his eyes, and remembered what he felt when he was in a coma, a kiss as gentle as a feather, and a man's reassuring voice.

After being released from the confinement room, Kagu Tsuxuan entered the ward. During his recuperation period, he was ridiculed repeatedly by a group of comrades with good relations in the name of visiting. Even if he closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, he couldn't escape.How long have they been injured, Yu Zhangxun and Kagu both hinted that these two people who can't move have not seen each other for a long time.

Back in the army everything was running as usual, he was still his pawn, he was still his commander, it seemed the same, but it seemed different.No one can see clearly, and no one can speak clearly.

In the end, the more than one-year-long war in South Asia was marked by the federal capture of Bangalore, and everyone at the celebration banquet felt that they had to have a good time.Yu Zhangxun sat at a table with several general-level officers, and inadvertently bumped into Kagu Tsu Xuanshi who was looking at him, and he curved his lips to reveal a smile.Kagu Tsu Hyun-shi casually turned the wine glass in his hand, and also showed a smile. He suddenly wanted to say something, but before he could actually speak, he was pulled away by his friend Forcibly joined the game of teasing.

Yu Zhangxun, who was watching him from a few tables away, chuckled softly, then looked away and continued talking with the people beside him.

At the end of the banquet, Xuanshi Kagu was suddenly called by the general.The general propped his forehead as if he was too drunk, pointed at Yu Zhangxun, who was lying unconscious on the table next to him, and said, "Please send him back."

Although I looked around for a week, I realized that there were not many people present except him who were awake, and even the kindness and fortitude around Yu Zhang Xun were overwhelmed, and it was only natural that the task of sending people back to the room fell on him. , but Kagu Duxuan hinted that something was wrong and he still blurted out: "Then what if he can't get up tomorrow?"

"Ah?" The general didn't follow his train of thought, thought for a while and said, "It's okay, let him sleep if he drank too much. Anyway, I have a rest tomorrow, so I have the right to take a vacation."

I am not referring to this.Kagu Tsuxuan silently swallowed these words, pulled Yu Zhang Xun to his shoulders, and slowly walked towards the room with his arm.

The night outside the window was as dark as thick ink, there was no one else in the corridor except the two of them, and the sound of footsteps sounded quietly.Yu Zhangxun's head was resting on Kagu Tsu Xuanshi's shoulder, the distance was too close, the warm breath touched his chin, and in the corner of his vision was the whiteness leaking from Yu Zhangxun's wide open neckline.

Kaguzu Xuanshi suddenly paused, his heart beat violently and hit his chest with pain, the skin touched was faintly restless, and even his face could vaguely feel hot.He couldn't help but took a deep breath, and cursed secretly, he was no longer an innocent middle school student, why couldn't he bear such a little excitement?

He stabilized his mind, and didn't intend to torture himself by moving to the destination at this turtle's walking speed, but in order to avoid embarrassment, he gave up the horizontal hug and carried Yu Zhangxun directly on his back. The man didn't seem to be that dead in his sleep, his arms unconsciously wrapped around his neck.

Swiping the door lock, entering, and closing the door, Kagu Tsugenshi held the doorknob but didn't let go for a moment, and fell into a rare tangle.It's just that this entanglement didn't last enough for a minute, and a familiar voice suddenly sounded in his ears, determined, sober, without a trace of drunkenness, and he was stunned like a lightning strike.

Yu Zhangxun said softly, "You like me very much."

As if it had been a long time since the flowers withered into ashes and flowed into the clouds, and it seemed that it was only a blink of an eye, Kagu Tsuyoshi turned around and met Shangyu Zhang Xun's smiling eyes.

He didn't speak, just stared into his eyes.Yu Zhangxun's arms were still around him, a smile curled up on his lips, and he said in a low voice, "Don't you dare to say anything after being punched by me? My soldiers only have such a little courage."

"I'm brave enough, sir," said Kagutsu Hyunshi, "it just depends on whether you dare or not."

"Why do you think I don't dare?" Yu Zhangxun pressed his forehead against him, and said slowly with a deeper smile, "Xuanshi?"

The torrent that had been pent up for a long time finally broke out at this moment, with an unstoppable momentum.

Every word was superfluous, and Kagu Tsuyoshi turned around and pressed Yuzhang Xun against the door and kissed it, overwhelmingly, in an absolutely possessive posture, fingers entangled and clasped, lips and tongue lingering.As if trying to prove and confirm, the oppression and plundering was so fierce that Yu Zhang Xun felt that he was about to be breathless.

From the front of the door all the way to the bed, tearing off the military uniform, the ground is full of beauty.Kagu Tsugenshi held Yu Zhang Xun's flexible waist, leaned over and kissed the side of his neck, and then sucked and grinded his collarbone with his teeth. With a beautiful arc, the cyan hair scattered on the pillow, he panted heavily, his face flushed bright red, and he accommodated all the fierce movements of Kagu Tsuyoshi.

In the mingling of sweat and interlaced panting, Yuzhang Xun suddenly held Kagutsu Hyunshin's face and kissed his forehead, Yuzhang took a deep breath, his voice trembling under pressure, the corners of his lips rubbed against his forehead, low He laughed and said: "...don't be in such a hurry. What are you afraid of...Xuan Shi, Xuan Shi...We still have a long time."

Xuanshi, we still have a long time.

Sudden severe pain in fingertips, Kagu all came back to his senses, looked down and found that he was burned by the smoke.He raised his head again and looked out of the operating cabin. It was a bleak midnight, and the stars were falling on the plain.This is Armstrong, the capital of the Federal Netherlands District, nine time zones away from Tokyo. One month after Yu Zhangxun passed away, in the autumn and winter, the war on the Western European battlefield finally came to an end.

For such a long time in my memory, in retrospect, it only took a cigarette to burn out silently. Kaguzu raised his hand expressionlessly to pat the ashes that fell on his pants. A familiar low laugh came from behind him, laughing at his carelessness.

Kagu Tsuxuan suddenly looked back, only the cold metal wall came into view, his body was stiff, and then slowly relaxed, turned back and leaned on the back of the chair, finally showing deep fatigue between his brows and eyes.

The adjutant came here at some point, leaning on his mecha and accompanying him in this cold winter night, smoking silently. After hearing some movement in the operation cabin that had been quiet all this time, the adjutant stifled the cigarette in his hand and finally spoke. Said: "General?"

"Huh?" A man's voice sounded.

"The war is over," said the adjutant.

"Ah."

"General," the adjutant hesitated for a moment, but continued, "Are you reluctant?"

"What?" Kaguto said mysteriously.

"Aren't you reluctant to end this war, otherwise you wouldn't be sitting in Knightmare alone when everyone else is happy and happy." The adjutant said.

"That's not what a soldier should have." Kagu Tsuyoshi replied without a tone.

"I regard the general as a friend, so I want to say something straight." The adjutant paused, took a deep breath, and said, "Recently, you seem to like staying in KnightMare very much, and you even like staying on the battlefield,...Since After receiving that letter." He finally couldn't bring himself to say the name.

Kagu Tsuyoshi didn't answer.He couldn't deny the feeling of being almost pathologically attached to the battlefield, because only at that time, he could feel as always that a man named Yu Zhang Xun was still standing behind him as his commander.Even if he no longer needs the commander, even if that man has been dead for a long time.

Kagu Tsu Hyunshi remembered that phone call, he wanted to laugh for no reason, but couldn't make a sound.

Yu Zhang Xun is a liar, how could he forget.Listening to nonsense, listening to nothing, listening to promises, he should go to Yu Zhangxun’s side desperately like before, and pull him into his arms. Whether it is the virus or the Federation, he will once again ask everyone Everything that declares this man to be his.

But what's the use of regret.

There was a thick stack of letters from Yu Zhangxun, but what could really be called a letter was just a thin sheet of paper, and the rest were all Yu Zhangxun's test reports, arranged one by one according to the date, Browsing one by one is like watching him being irreparably swallowed by death bit by bit.It is extremely concise, saving a lot of explanation; it is extremely concise, even the words in the letter are only one sentence:

Don't forget what you promised me, sir.

You said how can there be such a person, who never counts what he says, but still asks others to abide by the agreement.He has always been like this, from the first time we met, walking his own way, never thought that he would be like this even to death.

I can't read a sentence with any emotion, and the only thing that can feel the temperature of Yu Zhangxun is the title.

Mr.

Mr.

my dear sir.

The cold wind passed through the wilderness, and the always brave and fearless general in the closed space slowly covered his face with his hands, suppressed, and finally choked up.

In the deep winter of 801 in the Han calendar, the Chinese Federation and the DTC Alliance signed an armistice agreement, and peace flourished in this war-torn land.Luoyang, Kyoto, held a grand honor ceremony for the generals who made great contributions to the war. Hundreds of officers knelt down on one knee in turn on the grand hall, waiting for the emperor to buckle the medals that symbolized the highest honor for them.

The Son of Heaven walked up to Kagu Du Xuanshi, took the medal and put it on his chest earnestly.Kagu swept across his chest, then raised his eyes slowly, and his gaze involuntarily fell on the golden medal at the corner of the sandalwood tray. Zhou Fangzun suddenly opened his mouth and said in a low voice: "The one that belongs to him...can I accept it for him?"

The emperor was startled for a moment, and then realized what he meant.She reached out and took the medal carefully, with a smile on her face, but her eyes were watery, and she solemnly placed the medal in Kagutsu Xuanshi's hand, "No one is more qualified than you of."

At the end of the winter of 801 in the Han calendar, all affairs in the federation were running smoothly.With unanimous approval, the Federal Central Committee decided to move Yu Zhangxun's grave to the Federal Cemetery, and took the general back to Luoyang, Kyoto with the highest courtesy.

Many people said that it was the coldest day of the year, but they still wrapped themselves in thick clothes and went to the ceremony to send off General Habari. Hot tears rolled from their eyes to their faces, and it was as cold as a knife when the cold wind blew. generally.But until the ceremony ended and the crowd dispersed, there was still no shadow of Kagu Tsugenshi.

In the cemetery, only the Son of Heaven and a few high-ranking military officers headed by Munakata Rishi Zhou Fangzun were left.Munakata Reisi looked at the movement of the emperor placing the bouquet of snow-white flowers in front of the stele, and at the gradually darkening sky, he couldn't help reaching into his pocket and touching the contents inside.

In fact, it is just a terminal, more precisely, it is a relic of Yu Zhangxun.He had been busy with other things before, but this time he was able to take the opportunity of moving the tomb back to Tokyo, and he sorted out the things left by Yu Zhang Xun in the base.Apart from this terminal, Yu Zhangxun's relics are very few, and this terminal is even more clean. There is only a three-second recording lying on the Galaxy's gorgeous screen wallpaper.

For no reason, Munakata Reisi felt that this thing should be handed over to Kagu Tsu Hyunshi himself, but Kagu Tsu Hyunshi didn't show up for a day.

The emperor turned around and sighed softly, "Let's go."

Just as she finished speaking, a gust of wind suddenly hit her face, blowing up the snow that had piled up all over the ground.They subconsciously raised their hands to block it, and suddenly the mottled bright red color was inserted into the overwhelming white that penetrated to the eyes between the fingers, which was so dazzling and shocking in the haggard and gray world.

The long black car slid over without a sound, and the rose petals filled the entire rear seat, and were brought out by the wind pouring into the large open window, spreading freely in the field of vision.The cold wind whimpered, and the last snow of winter came as promised. The red petals flying all over the sky and the crystal white snow were entangled and fluttered in the whole world, and the deserted atmosphere was also mixed with a rich fragrance.

Kagu Tsugenshi got out of the car and walked over step by step. He was wearing a well-made black suit, and the big bouquet of roses in his arms was very bright.

He stopped in front of Yu Zhangxun's monument, and put the roses on top of the stacked white flowers. Kagu Tsuhyun put the ring in front of Yu Zhangxun's monument, knelt down on one knee, with an impeccable smile on his face, He said: "I promised you, I will propose."

"Marry me, Xun."

Reji Munakata suddenly seemed to understand something, he grabbed the terminal in his pocket, paused with his fingertips, and immediately clicked on the short recording.

It only took three seconds, and it sounded very clearly, as if the man was standing in front of him with a smile, Yu Zhangxun said word by word:

"I am willing."

So Kagutsu Hyunshi's smile deepened, and he leaned over and kissed his name on the tombstone.

In the year 802 of the Han calendar, the first year when the whole world finally returned to peace and tranquility after a long war, it was also the first year when Kagu Tsu-hyun said that he lost Yuzhang Xun.

You die with your faith, I live alone with our love.

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