You feel like you're going on a blind date

The seasonings sold in the neighborhood convenience store are not complete, but the most basic oil, salt, soup and vinegar are still available, and you can even find several sauces from Lee Kum Kee.

Wang Siyu chose the salt oil in the smallest package, but fortunately the ingredients he brought were all pickled and seasoned.Ye Yan stood by the shelf, put his hands in the pockets of his coat, and waited patiently for him to pick.

Occasionally, other guests passed by, but they still couldn't help but be tempted by the beauty to look at him more and more.Wang Siyu even heard some girls gathered in the corner talking about Ye Yan.

The little girls chattered excitedly and thought they were discussing in a low voice, but the exclamations and exclamations could not be suppressed.

"Look! The handsome guy in Building 25!"

"I really want to take pictures...I want to be a screensaver and lick my screen every day, and I want to post it in my group. They don't believe how handsome the handsome guy in Building 25 is!"

"Hush, keep your voice down, don't shoot blindly, I don't dare to look at him too much..."

"Actually, so do I... I think he is sometimes cold and hates other people's appearance..."

Wang Siyu listened to their whispers intentionally or unintentionally, and felt that they were so cute that it made people laugh. He turned his head to look at Ye Yan, and found that he still didn't hear them.It's no wonder they didn't dare to come forward, when Ye Yan wasn't smiling, he could easily build a thick city wall that kept people away thousands of miles away.

"Aren't you happy?" He asked curiously.Ye Yan was indifferent to others, Wang Siyu thought he was simply not interested, it seemed that it was not that simple.

Ye Yan was silent for a while, then shook his head with a smile, "It's hard to say whether you're happy or not."

Wang Siyu stood up holding the bottles and cans. Ye Yan took a few from him, turned and walked to the cashier.Wang Siyu looked at his straight back and followed his unhurried pace.

Ye Yan has the capital to become the focus of the crowd, but he doesn't seem to be proud of it, and even a little bored.Wang Siyu couldn't tell whether Ye Yan was tired of other people's eyes, or his own existence.

Those kitchen utensils at home that seem to have been copied from advertisements have finally realized their use value beyond being a display.Wang Siyu held them lightly and fiddled with them.

Ye Yan sat on the chair next to the kitchen island, habitually lying on the table, and followed Wang Siyu's back moving in the kitchen.Unbelievably, just by standing here, this person made the empty and cold house closer to the meaning of "home".

"You didn't eat anything in the morning, did you?" Wang Siyu cooked the porridge without looking back.

"Drink coffee."

"That doesn't count." Wang Siyu said bluntly.

"Planning to order takeaway..." Ye Yan replied weakly.

Raw porridge with basic base ingredients prepared can be cooked in no time.Wang Siyu poured the porridge into a large soup bowl, found a heat insulating mat and placed it in front of Ye Yan, using the rectangular stone-topped kitchen island as a dining table.

"Let's eat." He sat under the table opposite Ye Yan.

Ye Yan's spoon circled clockwise in the porridge, water mist rose from the hot porridge, and then dissipated in front of him and Wang Siyu, and he ate slowly mouthful by mouthful.

The liquid hot food was just right for the stomach that hadn't eaten since morning, and the rice porridge was pressed against his stomach.Wang Siyu's food seems to have magical powers.It warms the stomach and warms the heart.

"Si Yu, why did you come here suddenly?"

Wang Siyu pursed his lips and wanted to say that because you didn't contact me, he felt angry and couldn't say it, "What about you? Why didn't you come all of a sudden?"

"I'm busy……"

"You think I can trust you?"

Ye Yan looked a little embarrassed.

Wang Siyu snorted softly.

Ye Yan was even more speechless, his well-dressed and handsome appearance left nothing in front of Wang Siyu.

"If I don't come, when can I wait for you?" Wang Siyu asked, "Will it be forgotten? If you want to forget it, just make it clear."

"No!" Ye Yan slammed the spoon back into the bowl, "It's up to me when I say it."

"If you don't come or contact me, normal people will inevitably think so." There was a bit of grievance in Wang Siyu's words.

"I..." Ye Yan wanted to explain, but what could he explain?If he didn't show his heart to Wang Siyu, there would always be a gulf between them.

Wang Siyu wanted to come over, but he refused to build a bridge for him.He was greedy for Wang Siyu's tenderness, but retreated when the two got closer and closer, which was unfair to Wang Siyu.

Those mistakes and sorrows in the past should not be counted on Wang Siyu.

Ye Yan pressed his fingers on the table, so hard that his knuckles turned blue.

"Ye Yan, you are so nice, why do you hate yourself?" Wang Siyu spoke calmly, as if asking, Ye Yan, why didn't you collect your clothes when it rained.

"I...good?" Ye Yan was stunned for a moment, then suddenly laughed softly, "I'm good...Si Yu, why do you think I'm good?"

"...I don't know." Wang Siyu shook his head, "It doesn't matter to me what you look like, what your economic situation is, and whether you are kind in your heart. I like you, so I think you are good, everything is good, where are you? I like it all."

He spoke calmly, and he no longer blushed when he mentioned it like before, and was entangled and unwilling to face it frankly.This is his sincerity and the truth, so admit it and tell Ye Yan everything.

Ye Yan looked at Wang Siyu in astonishment for a while, then lowered his head again, looking at the porridge Wang Siyu cooked for him, "Do you know? If I was willing to let go at first, you might not like me, you might like me The last cute girl, or anyone else, was me planning to make you fall in love with me, and I didn't even have to struggle long before I made up my mind."

"You mean I'm in love with you, a man?"

"You have never liked anyone. There are many possibilities. I let your possibilities come to me." Ye Yan said slowly.

"...you're stupid." Wang Siyu went around the table and walked in front of Ye Yan, and said weakly, "What's wrong with liking you? I don't know if I would fall in love with anyone else without you, But I met you, and that's the only result."

"Siyu, you don't understand. This result was maliciously guided by me. I cut off all other possibilities. I know better than you what we will encounter when we are together. I deliberately didn't mention it."

"So? So now you regret and fear?"

"I don't regret it." Ye Yan smiled, "I'm so selfish, I don't regret it until now."

Wang Siyu also smiled, "Thank you for being selfish, don't regret it."

"Si Yu, do you really think it's okay to go on like this?"

"Well." Wang Siyu nodded, "My world is not big, and I don't ask for much. I only cared about my mother before, but now I still have you. You protect me in your way and don't tell me about those bad possibilities, but It’s not that I don’t know, we live in this common-sense society, I understand that we are not necessarily recognized by others, but I don’t need many people to recognize me.”

He paused, as if he was thinking about how to say, "Ye Yan, I don't know what happened to you in the past, and the situation of you and your family, but I know that these must have made you very sad, so much so that now I can’t let go, so much that I hate myself. I really don’t know how to change those things in the past. If you don’t want to talk about it, I won’t explore it. I like you, I want to be with you, I want to hug you, I want to see you smile at me."

Ye Yan looked at Wang Siyu quietly.He is not dull at all, he understands everything.

"So, so, don't run away from me, and don't run away from yourself, okay, Ye Yan?"

The corners of Ye Yan's eyes were sour, and he was about to shed tears.

"Si Yu, Si Yu..." He whispered his name, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I dare not contact you because I hate myself who has nothing to hide in front of you."

"Ah."

"My mother once regarded me as the pride of her life, her most successful work, but she didn't expect it to be a flawed product, but she found out the truth, cried and forced me to go to the doctor, and then insulted, and then Later, I was asked to die and sever the relationship..."

Wang Siyu couldn't help but grabbed Ye Yan's tightly clenched hand.

"Even my mother tried her best to deny me. I was afraid...so I pretended to be a good Ye Yan, but I hated this Ye Yan who pretended to be a good one. When others looked at me, I couldn't face it." Yes... such a me, I still go to provoke you."

Ye Yan smiled self-deprecatingly.

"I shouldn't go on a blind date with you, and I shouldn't continue to approach you, but I want to be understood, accepted,...to be loved by you, to be a family member with you, and to be able to help me every day. Cook."

"You have all these." Wang Siyu said, "I love you, my door is open for you, and I think about what to cook for you every day."

He took a deep breath and said forcefully, "If, if you don't like your house, can you come to my house? Although the house is a bit old, it is a bit tiring to climb the fifth floor without an elevator, and the two bedrooms and one living room are also small. But whatever you want, I will try my best to do it for you."

"Is it okay?" Ye Yan raised his head, looked into Wang Siyu's eyes and asked.

"You... are you coming?" Wang Siyu, who had been calm all this time, finally blushed a little, and asked cautiously.

Ye Yan stood up and hugged him violently.He seldom lost his temper when he was agitated, but he couldn't keep it in front of Wang Siyu.

"Get married," he said.

"...Aren't we unable to get married?" Wang Siyu asked a little dullly.

"Blind dates not for the purpose of marriage are hooligans, Si Yu." Ye Yan chuckled in his ear, smiling extraordinarily easily.

"Then how did it end?" Wang Siyu asked.

"Let's talk to Aunt Wang first, then go buy a ring, and then have a big meal. Although I can't spend nine yuan for a red book, I will wear a ring for you and say I am willing." Ye Yan said one by one. , speaking very slowly, with his face buried on Wang Siyu's shoulder, his expression could not be seen, "I will call Aunt Wang's mother, we live together, go to work together in the morning, and meet each other when we come back in the evening. There will be you, and you will always be by my side."

Wang Siyu felt that the collar of the knitted sweater was a little damp.

"Okay, okay," he said.

Can hardly think of any other better response.

He is neither impulsive nor childish.There is no legal guarantee for their marriage, and few people may know about it. There will be no grand wedding, and the decision is even too hasty.

But he wants to promise him, he wants to promise him.

The author says:

I still got home very late today...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I want to modify it!