Toward the pinnacle of life [Quick time travel]

Introversion and sensitivity have become natural, and at best they can only be hidden, and it is difficult to eradicate change, at least she can't do it now, at least now she hears these sarcastic remarks, sees those contemptuous and malicious eyes, and still remembers the past, still flustered, and still Will feel bad.

Why didn't she die in that car accident?

Three vehicles collided, and 23 people were killed and one injured in the huge explosion of the truck.

She was the only one who survived, and many who witnessed the crash called her a miracle.

She likes places with a lot of people, but she resists people approaching from the bottom of her heart, and most of the time she just wants to stay quietly by the side.Feel the world that is incompatible with yourself.

Maybe she died in that car accident.

This is what Hua Nian said to herself later.After many years, she figured out this truth and "lived" again, wearing a mask of hypocrisy.

After so many years, those memories and fears and helplessness are still as haunting as maggots with bones.

Getting up upset, she patted off the grass clippings on her body, and sank into a trough.

She hasn't entered this state for a long time, a state where everything is boring, and even being alive can no longer arouse her interest.

It wasn't once or twice, Hua Nian knew that she would have this kind of reaction when she heard these words and was helpless and at a loss, so she purposely came to a place where no one was around.

These sneering words and malicious faces overlapped with the blurred faces in memory.

Don't think that children are ignorant, so you can tell them anything, anyway, children don't understand.

Those who hurt others don't know that the words when they were young are the most hurtful, and they will be remembered for a lifetime.

When she was a child, she didn't know how the other children in the orphanage came in, but sometimes she couldn't help but envy and want to laugh when listening to their words, one mother and one father watching her in heaven.

When she heard the word heaven, she had already gone through hell, and the dean's mother's heaven came too late, and she was already numb at that time.

How could the world at that time not be the end for me?

"Why are you here?"

Taking a deep breath, Hua Nian, who was about to forget the past and continue collecting energy, saw Gu Xue standing at the entrance of the jungle, less than ten meters away from her.

"What are you doing here?"

Gu Xue gave her a cold look, then glanced around, her mental power swept across, and she saw those broken trees and the dagger on Hua Nian's body, her eyes narrowed slightly.

Hua Nian opened her mouth to say something, but when she met her eyes, she felt a chill and suddenly felt that there was nothing to explain.

This world is coming to an end anyway, so why bother to put a hot face on a cold ass?

That farm gave Hua Nian too much resentment, and her affection for Gu Xue plummeted. Now that she thinks back to the beginning, her heart is so fragile that she can't stand it. At this time, Gu Xue's indifference is undoubtedly stronger than those people's scorn and sarcasm. Hurt.

Heart sank slowly, Gu Xue stood there, looking at herself, as if she was looking at an irrelevant person.

What are you after?

Hua Nian is at a loss.

What is the point of her constant pursuit?

has no meaning?

She is becoming less and less like Jing Nanshuang, and she is also less and less like the person she had a crush on at the beginning. Does her pursuit make sense?

In the last life, didn't the master and apprentice pass the same way?

After seeing Gu Xue, the joyful light in his eyes gradually dimmed.

"Don't talk?" Gu Xue walked towards her, and Hua Nian stepped back a little.

Gu Xue was taken aback for a moment, stopped in her tracks, and looked at her coldly.I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart, but scolded myself for being so stupid that I actually believed this woman.

I don't know anything about Jing Nanshuang, what exactly do I like about her?

Hua Nian asked herself, but found that she couldn't find the answer, as if... everything came so naturally.

"I don't know how much you hate." Hua Nian lowered her eyes and said, "I don't want to know how much you hate."

She sat down against the tree and didn't want to look at her: "You should hate me. I know it's all my fault. It's my mistake that led to the current result."

"It doesn't matter if you hate me or not, everything has already happened. I don't want to argue, and there is nothing to excuse." Hua Nian closed her eyes, and really began to think about what she was doing.

"You should hate me, and they should hate me, but... I just can't help feeling uncomfortable."

"I'm a little tired. This world will end here. I don't want to resist any more. There's nothing else to do. Everything is coming to an end."

"I don't know how much we have to go in the future, but as long as I think about the endless travel, I feel that life is meaningless." Hua Nian said sadly: "Actually, I never dared to tell you."

Hua Nian is actually not keen on traveling forever, although she doesn't resist, it's because she already has her own plan.The appearance of Jing Nanshuang broke all the plans.

The constant shuttle without taking a break made her feel mentally exhausted. In the original plan, she would save a sum of points, take a period of vacation before continuing, and travel as a job.

But everything was messed up, as the system said, it was getting more and more difficult, but if you think about it for a while, this is Jing Nanshuang's divine test, why do you have to come and make things difficult for her?

She is very selfish and sensitive, and when she feels danger, she dare not show her face again, and she doesn't want to continue.

If possible, her ideal life should be one person, one cat and one dog, and move to a place where she doesn't know herself but the neighbors are hospitable and hospitable. In reality, she has been working hard for this kind of life.

In this way, you will neither hurt others nor be hurt by others, and you can live a life that belongs only to you.

"If you remember when you left, I hope we can have a good talk. If I can, I actually don't think you and I are right."

The last time she just thought about it, she would be fine after getting angry, but this time, she was devastated to the extreme, and Gu Xue loathed and hated her, she didn't know what the point was.

"What did you say?" Gu Xue didn't know what she was talking about, but her face completely darkened.

"I……"

Hua Nian looked at her darkened face, but didn't have the guts to say it a second time. After all, this is what she said when her brain circuit was abnormal.

Being stared at by Gu Xue angrily, she paused and changed her words: "I mean, can you leave me alone for a while?"

When Hua Nian was watched by her, she remembered Jing Nanshuang again, that mysterious and powerful woman, although she kept smiling and looked easy to get along with, but her intuition told her that if she did something she shouldn't do Jing Nanshuang Absolutely not like that.

Thinking about the good, Jing Nanshuang is not bad except for being bound without his consent.

After separating Jing Nanshuang from the person in front of him, the depression in his heart gradually lessened, and Hua Nian also heaved a sigh of relief.

In the past, she would often have this kind of situation suddenly. She was okay in the orphanage, but she gradually developed this strange and special state after going to school.Once mourned, usually she can only hold back and find a quiet place to sit and wait for the mood to return to normal after the mourning is over. Of course, there is also an extreme and fast method, which she calls pain therapy.

Her gaze paused for a moment on the dagger in her pocket, then she looked away as if nothing had happened.

"Are you angry? Sad? But did they say something wrong?" Realizing that it was the result of those people's gossip, Gu Xue wanted to comfort her, but she paused on the dagger for a moment and let out a sneer, her inner anger reached the extreme .

The breath that gradually subsided boiled again because of these words.

Gu Xue's words coincided with those of some of her peers, the only difference might be that in others' mouths, she added a prefix of disaster star.

Biting the tip of her tongue fiercely, she told herself that she couldn't continue arguing with Gu Xue, she wanted to kill herself, so how could she care about whether she felt uncomfortable or not, and what she was thinking.Perhaps in her opinion, she was in pain and suicide was the happiest thing for her.

The improved mood plummeted again, dropping to freezing point, and even more anger burst out of his heart.

"You don't want to see me so much, just let me go."

Suppressing her emotions, her voice was full of exhaustion.Gu Xue sneered when she heard this: "Can't pretend anymore? Huh? After finding the location of the base, I can't wait to go back and claim credit for your lover? Hehe, it's a pity, Chen Nian, those lovers of yours just use you as an experiment , you probably don’t know yet!”

Hua Nian listened to her with a cold face.

Gu Xue's sneer and sarcasm were like sharp knives, piercing her heart.

I can lay down my life for you and become an enemy of the world, can you?

Hua Nian thought of the previous world and became even more silent.

Her heart felt like being stabbed by a knife, but she couldn't say it, because Gu Xue was right, Chen Nian was indeed such a person, she was right!

But... is there anything wrong with me?

Maybe there is.

"Are you afraid that I will reveal the location of your base?" Hua Nian looked into her eyes and asked her word by word, wanting her real answer.

"What do you think?" Gu Xue raised her eyebrows, it was clearly written on her face.

it is good!

My heart is completely cold.

Hua Nian drew out the dagger and slashed at her eyes.

"Snapped--"

"what are you doing!"

After all, Gu Xue is not an ordinary person, she was one step faster, grabbed her murderer's hand and slapped her hard with the other hand.

Her heart was beating fast, and seeing her want to destroy her eyes for a moment, she almost felt that the sky was going to collapse.

It's not the first time Hua Nian has been slapped, the last time she was slapped, but others deserved it, and she has no temper.

This time it was Gu Xue who called. Who is Gu Xue?

Anger engulfed the remaining rationality, and she stared at Gu Xue with red eyes: "I won't recognize the way if I'm blind, and I won't reveal the location of your base! If I'm blind, I don't need to look at your picture to disgust me face!"

Hua Nian yelled at her for the first time.

She has always been quiet, and it seems that no matter how intense things are, she can't make her yell, at most, a little coldness or a few words of internal slander are enough.

Hua Nian's reckless words roared out along with her anger, and after she breathed out, she felt that she had gone too far.

In this world, I feel sorry for Gu Xue first.

Hua Nian's vigor slowly dissipated, Gu Xue didn't speak, just stood in front of her and looked at her without saying a word, but Hua Nian could see her shock and pain.

Why is she suffering?

Isn't he and her in the state of deadly enemies?

She hit herself first!

She prevented herself from harming herself...

She cares about me?

Yes, only if you care can you have such a big reaction.

There was burning pain on her face, but the anger dissipated bit by bit, and she was a little dazed.

"Is that why you hate me?" Gu Xue was silent for a long time, until Hua Nian struggled to grab her hand before asking dryly and bitterly.

"Chen Nian, I have liked you for ten years, and I finally gave up on you. You tease me again. I thought your stone heart was warmed up, but you are just playing with me again. How much do you hate me? And what did you do to make you hate it so much? Did I really make you hate that much?!"

Gu Xue's eyes turned red, and tears filled her eye sockets, as if she would fall if she blinked.

Seeing her fragile appearance, Hua Nian flinched, and suddenly began to regret, regretting that she didn't distinguish between people, insisting on mixing concepts, regretting that she didn't learn more.

The memory of the original owner did not indicate that Gu Xue liked her. The memories left by the original owner were all very deep memories. If they didn't stay, it could only be that she never took Gu Xue's liking seriously.

"Sorry, I can't control my emotions." Hua Nian lowered her eyes and dared not look at her again. Gu Xue's words aroused her reason and guilt. If she hadn't forgotten, she wouldn't be the person she is now. This way.

Gu Xue's heart was still much stronger, and she quickly sorted out her emotions. She let go of her hands and suppressed her tears. She took a step back and looked at Hua Nian coldly: "If you still want to destroy your eyes, I won't stop you!"

I……

Hua Nian looked at the dagger in his hand.

She really wants to leave, even if she loses her eyes, because she doesn't want to see that expression, don't want to hear those words, and don't want to think about the nightmare.

Of course, I don't want to see that farm that is as powerful as a nuclear bomb again.

Gu Xue saw that Hua Nian's movement was stagnant, and she clenched her fists tightly, making her breathing a little painful.

"I lost."

The dagger fell to the ground, Hua Nian put down her hand, smiled wryly with half of her red and swollen face, and gave up the idea of ​​leaving.

Gu Xue should need herself.

"But I don't want to see anyone else but you."

She made a step back, but she didn't know whether Gu Xue would agree to her ridiculous request.She is not a person with supernatural powers, not a talent, not a good friend of Gu Xue's. In other eyes, she is a betrayer, a white-eyed wolf, and... a prisoner.