so far speechless

Cheng Ze looked away, he didn't expect to run into Lin Jiuyan again so suddenly.He wanted to turn around and run, but his injured leg didn't allow Cheng Ze to do so.

"Get in the car." Lin Jiuyan said to himself lightly, Gu Cen stood behind Cheng Ze, firmly blocking his way, Cheng Ze had no choice but to get in the car.

Along the way, Gu Cen was still driving the car, but he didn't feel the same way anymore.Cheng Ze turned his face away and looked out the window.His face was still in hot pain, and he couldn't help reaching out to touch it.Who knew that the pain was so obvious when the fingers just touched the skin, Cheng Ze couldn't help hissing.

This sound could be heard very clearly in the silent carriage.

Cheng Ze's hand was pressed down, and then he felt a slight coolness on the side of his face.Lin Jiuyan took out an emergency ice pack from the miniature locker, and leaned closer to help Cheng Ze apply it to his face.

Cheng Ze didn't move, didn't say anything, and let him squirm on his face.

"I'll take you back." Lin Jiuyan helped him finish the application, and put the ice pack aside. "Where do you live?"

"Just live here, you can park your car now." Cheng Ze said lightly, even if he crawled home slowly by himself, he didn't want Lin Jiuyan to see him off.

"You're hurt." Lin Jiuyan replied.

"No one can die." He moved slightly to the side, and his right arm reached the car door.

Seeing him like this, Lin Jiuyan didn't ask any more questions.Gu Cen sat in front of the car and Cheng Ze didn't know where he was going.

"Mr. Gu, stop the car." Cheng Ze wanted Gu Cen to stop the car, but he seemed to be unable to hear him, as he was the only voice in the car.

Finally, Gu Cen drove the car into a high-end residential area not far from Cheng Ze Community.It seems that Lin Jiuyan took him back to his home.

Cheng Ze was very annoyed. He was annoyed at why he didn't dodge Luo Jingheng's kick.If he avoided it, he would just run away now, is that still the case?

Both of them got out of the car, Cheng Ze thought that it would not be the solution to the problem if he stayed in the car angrily, so he opened the car door, first touched the uninjured leg to the ground, and then slowly got out of the car.

When the injured leg touched the ground, he couldn't help but change his face.

Luo Jingheng hasn't changed after all these years, and his attack is still so heavy.

When Cheng Ze was a sophomore, he worked part-time in a gym near the school.It was there that he met his ex-boyfriend, Luo Jingheng.

I am a logistics worker, and Luo Jingheng is the fitness instructor of that gym.

At that time, Cheng Ze hadn't seen himself clearly. He only knew that when others discussed a certain actress or a certain girl with him, he was not as interested as others.On the contrary, Cheng Ze is more interested in popular male stars.

When he was young, he heard a lot of abuse from other people about homosexuality, and Cheng Ze was even more unsure of his heart, so he could only tell himself that the girl he liked hadn't appeared yet.

Indeed, that "she" has not yet appeared, but Luo Jingheng has appeared.

In the gym, Luo Jingheng took care of Cheng Ze everywhere.Luo Jingheng thought of some aspects that Cheng Ze himself had never considered.Cheng Ze has never experienced love, but secretly planted the seed of love for Luo Jingheng in his heart.

But he didn't forget the abuse. Cheng Ze didn't dare to say anything, for fear that if he said it, he would become a "monster" and "disgusting thing" in others' mouths.

In the end, Luo Jingheng proposed to be together. Under Cheng Ze's unbelievable eyes, Luo Jingheng took away Cheng Ze's first kiss.

Although a man's first kiss will always make people feel a little hypocritical, but the fact is that it is true.Cheng Ze got together with Luo Jingheng in a daze, and he finally recognized his sexual orientation.

When Lu Yulin and Yu Guci found out, the former was lamenting that his CP was actually bee, while the latter was shocked for three or four days and then expressed respect for his thoughts.

This relationship only lasted for three months, because Cheng Ze later discovered that Luo Jingheng only wanted to sleep with himself.

After he rejected Luo Jingheng, the latter no longer treated him as tenderly and considerately as before, and then Cheng Ze saw Luo Jingheng's true side.

Once Cheng Ze and Luo Jingheng had a conflict, and Luo Jingheng directly strangled him by the neck. How could someone like Cheng Ze who doesn't exercise usually be an opponent of a fitness coach.If Yu Guci hadn't arrived in time, Cheng Ze would have been raped by him long ago.

The fact that Luo Jingheng was violent was known by the gym, and they fired him.Cheng Ze still remembered that when he saw Luo Jingheng for the last time, he punched him and told him to get lost.

Who would have known that two years later, he would run into this man again in M ​​City.

However, I am really naive and ignorant when it comes to dealing with love.Obviously he fell at Luo Jingheng's place and learned such a big lesson, but he fell at Lin Jiuyan again, and this time he not only fell, but also completely lost his body.Cheng Ze couldn't help laughing at himself.

Lin Jiuyan stretched out his hand, wanting to come and help him.Cheng Ze dodged his body and rejected him with actions.Lin Jiuyan didn't intend to continue, but just stayed by Cheng Ze's side and walked slowly forward with him.

The car stopped in the villa area, and Cheng Ze followed them into one of them.

He originally thought that when he opened the door, he would see Lin Jiuyan's fiancée sitting on the sofa. When she turned her head to see Cheng Ze, her eyes would turn into the familiar coldness.

However, when the door was opened, it was pitch black inside.

Lin Jiuyan took the remote control on the shoe cabinet and turned on the lights in the room.

"Ah Cen, call Dr. Zhou over." He turned around and gave an order to Gu Cen who was still outside the door and hadn't entered the house.

The assistant with a paralyzed face nodded, and then directly closed the door, leaving only Cheng Ze and Lin Jiuyan in the villa.

"Sit down for a while, the private doctor will be here soon." Lin Jiuyan looked at Cheng Ze who was still at the door without even changing his shoes.

Cheng Ze didn't look at him, but stared at the ground. "Can I go back now?"

"..." Lin Jiuyan sighed softly, looked at Cheng Ze, and didn't speak for a long time.The two of them remained in a stalemate until Cheng Ze thought that the two of them would only stay in this state tonight, then he made a sound. "Sit down first and let the doctor take a look at you."

Cheng Ze finally chose to listen to his words, limped while leaning on the wall, walked to the sofa in the living room and sat down.

Lin Jiuyan walked into a room, but Cheng Ze didn't pay attention, and felt uncomfortable sitting on the sofa.Looking around quietly, it seems that no one has lived in this villa for a long time, and all the items have been neatly placed in their proper positions.Lin Jiuyan came out of the small room with the medicine box in hand, and sat next to Cheng Ze.

"Let me treat your wound." He reached out and took an alcohol pad in his hand, wanting to touch Cheng Ze's swollen cheek.

Cheng Ze hid without thinking, "It's just swollen, it's nothing serious."

"You are the one who got hurt, don't make it difficult for yourself." Lin Jiuyan forcibly broke his face, but the strength he used was not well controlled, and Cheng Ze let out a "hiss" in pain.

"I'm sorry..." Lin Jiuyan hurriedly let go of his chin, and then wiped the corner of Cheng Ze's mouth with an alcohol swab.The moment the alcohol touched the wound, it was as unbearable as a sting, and Cheng Ze's tolerance for pain was not bad.

Dr. Zhou was quickly picked up by Gu Cen. He pulled up Cheng Ze's trouser legs, looked at the swollen area, and carefully sized it up.

Lin Jiuyan waited on the side without saying a word.

"According to my experience, there is no major problem with the leg bone," Dr. Zhou pushed his glasses, "I'm lucky, it's basically a soft tissue injury, just go back and apply some medicine."

Cheng Ze nodded. He heard Lin Jiuyan thank Dr. Zhou.

After Dr. Zhou left, the villa returned to its previous silence.

Cheng Ze glanced at the time, it was 20:49, it was a bit late, Lin Jiuyan's villa was so far away from his home, it would take some time to go back.He got up and wanted to go to the gate.

"I send you."

"Need not."

Lin Jiuyan walked up to him and grabbed Cheng Ze. "Don't be stubborn, how do you go home like this?"

Cheng Ze finally took a look at Lin Jiuyan, "I have a lot of ways, don't bother Lin."

"Cheng Ze!"

"What's wrong, Boss Lin?"

Lin Jiuyan seemed very angry, he breathed harder, and his grip on Cheng Ze's arm also slightly increased. "Why did you become like this?"

Cheng Ze tried his best to shake off the hand that was holding him, "Boss Lin would ask me this question." He turned his head, "Don't you know the best?"

Enduring the pain in his legs, Cheng Ze quickly changed his shoes. Without turning his head, he said flatly, "It's nothing, so I'll take my leave first."

"Ozawa!" When Cheng Ze heard Lin Jiuyan calling him, he couldn't help but pause, he grabbed his sleeves tightly and warned himself not to soften his heart.

Lin Jiuyan caught up with him, "Let Gu Cen take you back, I won't follow you, okay?"

Gu Cen had already driven the car beside the two of them, he rolled down the window and said hello to Cheng Ze.

Cheng Ze sighed, and finally got into the car.

He tried his best not to look at the figure that was gradually disappearing in the mirror, feeling inexplicably irritated in his heart.

"If you want to drop something, don't rub it against anything in the car," Gu Cen looked at the road ahead, and suddenly said, "This car belongs to him, so I'm not here to ask you to pay for any damage."

Cheng Ze immediately withdrew his small thoughts of wanting to do something. He fell on the co-pilot and looked at the speeding cars one after another.

He really didn't expect that he met his two ex-boyfriends on the same day and at the same time.

Lin Jiuyan's attitude towards him has returned to the hazy and ambiguous way it used to be.But this time, he will never fall into it again.

"Don't you have anything to ask?" Gu Cen said suddenly.

"Ask what?" Cheng Ze felt that his words were a little inexplicable.

"What happened to Lin Jiuyan in the past few months after you left."

Cheng Ze turned pale, "Why do you think I'm interested in this..."

"If you don't want to know, you have already denied it."

Cheng Ze only found out today that Gu Cen's face is not only paralyzed, but every sentence he speaks is heart-wrenching.

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