summer flowers will bloom

While Guo Pippi wrapped himself up in the quilt and waited for Lu Jiwen to come back soon, Qiu Yubai was also on the bed, but the difference was that he was alone.

Li Zhen left.

It should be said that he was driven away.

Before that, the two had a short silence, a long dialogue, and an old song.

When he was grabbed by Qiu Yubai, Li Zhen's heart trembled, but all the situations he "thought" did not appear.

He originally thought that Qiu Yubai would ask him to stay, he thought that the man who was too good-looking, too fragile, too good at pretending indifference would reveal his sincerity after being cornered, would admit his needs, For a person who is small but willing to treat him well.

For a ten-thousandth of a second, he fantasized that perhaps Qiu Yubai would cry, or even have tears in his eyes.

But in the end, all he got was silence with his head down, and a sneer with his head up.

Even though she grabbed his cuff, Qiu Yu's face was white, and she didn't show any retention.

"I just... want to make it clear to you." The man cleared his throat, and the words that followed were almost squeezed out of his teeth, "It's impossible for me and you, no matter what you think, it's just not possible!"

Li Zhen was silent for a few seconds.

"Why is it impossible?" He asked, with a surprisingly calm attitude.

"Do we have something in common?" For Qiu Yubai, what was even more surprising was that the other party had the nerve to ask, and he became inexplicably angry. He stared at the guy and pressed him step by step and said, "To be precise, I I'm not from the same class as you, right? Please think about it carefully, in terms of income, experience, which one can I speak with you in common language? Ah? Don't say anything else, I am better than you How old is the big round? Please figure out how old the round is! This kind of age difference, I can be your uncle! Sleeping with your uncle, plus talking about love, don’t you feel sick?!”

"No, you wait a moment, you wait a moment..." When he was really bombarded with a headache, Li Zhen chose to terminate the conversation decisively. He made a pause gesture and waited for a few seconds to see that the other party had indeed quieted down. Then he gave his own explanation, "First of all, age is really not a problem for me. Some people like young people, and some people like old people. I have also heard that people like old men. Really, you I must know more people than I do. You must have heard of this kind of thing. Of course, I am not saying that you are an old man. You are a little fresh meat, so now I am so attached to you that I am surprised. And you are indeed much more advanced than me, but I just like you. It’s more important to have the same experience, have the same three views, and have the same attitude on the same thing. What do you think? Besides, you really don’t feel the slightest bit about me? Think about it? Think about it think?"

Aha.

When asked here, Qiu Yubai could respond immediately.

"All I can say to you is that I have sexual desire."

To be honest, such an answer is cruel enough, but Li Zhen's strength lies in the fact that he can always find unique and heretical breakthroughs in situations where others are helpless.

"Sexual desire is also a feeling~~"

"you!"

"Of course! Isn't it?"

"...Okay, yes, then just being friends with benefits is enough?"

"Of course not enough."

"!"

"I mean, this can be a starting point, right? If you don't even want me to sleep on the bed, then if I pester you like this, it's shameless and perverted. I don't even know how much I am when I'm daydreaming." A few pounds. But you gave me a way out after all, didn't you? I can still touch you, and I still have a lot of opportunities, so I don't think it's time to quit. Besides..." Pause After a while, Li Zhen pinched her earlobe, sat down slowly, and sat next to the man, her tone of voice became a little lower, and even the speed of her speech slowed down a little, "... Besides, imagine that you are alone Okay, how about someone to accompany you? Huh?"

"..."

"There is an old song, I guess you must have heard it, "AtLast", I think what is written in the lyrics is exactly what you want. It is the kind of you who want to fall in love but dare not, saying that you are not rare in love but actually more than anyone else. The heartfelt voice of those who lack love. Emmm... If you have heard it, take the time to review it, if you haven’t heard it, then listen to it and see if I’m right. By the way, you can find me anytime, I’m on call Now, even if I'm in the operating room, I'll show up if you make a phone call."

"...Huh? Really?"

"fake."

"..."

"But that's what I mean, as long as you understand." Shrugging his shoulders, Li Zhen stood up. This time, he didn't intentionally provoke the other party by saying that he really wanted to leave, he just touched Qiu Yubai With his hands in his trouser pockets, he left a few last words for the man before he actually walked out of the house.

He said, have you ever been to the ancient Jiming Temple in Nanjing?I haven't been there so I'm not [-]% sure, but I heard that there is a statue of Avalokitesvara sitting upside down, and the couplet in the main hall reads, "Ask the Bodhisattva why he is sitting upside down, and lament that all living beings refuse to turn around." Buddhism is too profound for me. Dare to explain blindly, but from a simple level, can it be said that sometimes, when you run all the way to the dark, it is really better to stop and look back, take a look, just take a look, maybe you will find that you have run away It's too much.I can't guarantee that I can really catch up with you, I just thought, as long as you are willing to turn around, I will be there, it's as simple as that, that's what I think.

After saying the last few words, Li Zhen left.

He left Qiu Yubai a house, and even a whole yard of peace.

This silence lasted for a while, and then, from the gap between the well-sealed doors and windows, there was a faint, extremely subtle sound of music.

But after all, the sound of the music was interrupted by a series of telephone rings after not ringing for a long time.

"AtLast" was only halfway through, and Qiu Yubai, who didn't understand or was unwilling to admit why he listened to this song, answered the phone, and after the call ended, for a long time, he just kept silent, letting the song The song repeats in a loop.

In the end, he didn't know how many times it was, he finally turned off the stereo, turned on the phone again, and looked at the contact list.

He found Li Zhen, stared at the number, hesitated for a moment with his thumb, and then pressed the delete button with a strange determination. ????????