summer flowers will bloom

As soon as he woke up, he slept until the sky was bright. Qiu Yubai had almost never encountered such a situation in these years.

It is even more miraculous that there are people around after waking up.

In the past, he would either leave in a hurry from his lover's house, or drive his lover back home in a hurry. If he was in a hotel, he would leave quickly and neatly.He doesn't have a fixed partner, and he doesn't even remember the names of his friends with benefits. At most, he remembers a screen name.Someone once asked him, if he is infected with some kind of dirty disease, it will be very difficult for you to find the source.His response was to hum softly, and then say, that's better, saves the trouble of arguing with lawsuits.

He was just such a weirdo, oddly charming and oddly repulsive.

He has no real friends, and his weird temper makes it impossible for him to have friends at all. Except for his parents, there are only two types of people in the mobile phone address book, clients, and bed partners.

So, when he was in poor physical and mental condition, perhaps at the stage when his resistance ability was the lowest, he was hugged by a brat who came to his door and fell asleep. He didn't do anything, just slept for a while. Sleep.And now, at dawn, he woke up and didn't get out of bed, just silently looked at the boy lying on his bed, watching out of curiosity, no matter to the other party or to himself.

This guy is 12 years younger than him, so young, so heroic, even when he is asleep, he can feel the unstoppable youthful energy spreading out.

His complexion is darker than his, and it is a nice light wheat color. He has a tight and well-defined face. His eyebrows and eyes can be said to be beautiful and smooth. When he is awake, his mouth is a bit talkative. gentle.

During the conversation, I can feel that this is just a child from an ordinary family. Maybe the parents are ordinary working-class people. They work hard to support their families and raise their children. They have been worrying about suffering year after year and dragging the child up. Finally, they have figured out how to look like a person and sent them to higher education institutions. , Seeing that he is about to graduate, the future is boundless.If you are not an insider, no matter how much you worry about marrying a wife and having children, when all the dust settles and your grandchildren grow up, you will be old and there will not be much time left.

The life of a mortal is nothing more than that.

Qiu Yubai doesn't need to worry and work, and doesn't have to worry about how to spend the end of the month safely. He doesn't have a wife and children to bother him and spend his money. Although his parents are not young, but a couple who are rich abroad, they have everything from nanny to bodyguard. There is no need for him to worry at all.

He is not an unfilial son, the kind who doesn't call once a year.He just... Called, and whoever answered it is still open to discussion.

My father was a former corrupt official. When he was almost corrupt, he seized the opportunity to go abroad, started a business, and made a windfall. Every dime of the principal was dirty.

Mother may have once admired father's talent, just like father may have loved mother's beauty, but as time goes by, I have seen enough, too much, and admiration is long gone.And the mother and the young father are nearly 20 years old. Many times, even if you don't want to be prejudiced, you can't escape the vicious circle of common sense.

A rich man will always be surrounded by a woman who wants to exchange himself for some money. When the father starts to linger between the apartments of various lovers, the mother wants to let go, let go, and let go.Gardeners, bodyguards, chefs, drivers...the strong ones, the handsome ones, the gentle ones...the lady is willing to be lucky and stuff tickets in her crotch, but the master doesn't bother to care about it, who cares?It's business to close your eyes and make that stick hard, after all, who has a grudge against money?

Money, you don’t care if it’s red or green, and it’s printed on the leader of the era. It’s not a good thing, but it’s definitely not a bad thing. It will always be the love of ordinary people.

A couple, sharing the same bed, but they are also living their own lives. They seem to be determined, but in fact they are in a state of separation. The one who has seen the most and the one who has been hurt the most is their biological son, Qiu Yubai.

But what can he do.

If one party is a victim and the other party is shameless, he can still be extremely close to the injured party out of an instinctive desire to protect.And when both parties are acting as they please, and don't care whether he cares at all, then, no matter how much he cares, what value and weight is there?

That couple used shares and money to treat their children like any outsider, even Qiu Yubai didn't even ask why when he returned to China alone, or perhaps, he knew it well, and it was unnecessary to ask. .

Sometimes... the human heart is really so cold and hard, revealing the indifference and cruelty of a beast, not what the human heart should look like at all.

Qiu Yubai collected himself, and stopped thinking about it when he felt that the person next to him seemed to be waking up.He turned over and got out of bed, sat on the single sofa next to him, grabbed his mobile phone and pretended to be watching the news, and glanced at the young man who was yawning and sitting up from the corner of his eyes.

Li Zhen held his bird's nest head, stared blankly for a while, turned his face, and saw Qiu Yubai.

"Gu Duo Mao Ning." This was the first greeting.

"You must have passed the eighth grade in English, right?" Qiu Yubai provoked a cold smile.

"I'm just trying to be cute, big brother, can you just pretend to appreciate it?" Li Zhen grabbed her hair, pressed down all the bunches and strands, and then patted her side, "Come on .”

What are you coming for? !

"What?" Qiu Yu frowned.

"Lie down."

"I've already woken up, what else is there to lie down on?"

"Waking up is the time when you need to lie down the most! Lying down before going to bed is for sleeping, and lying down after waking up is for getting a sense of security before facing the bloody storm outside! Come back quickly Hurry up, be quick, don't destroy the integrity of my hug therapy!" The more he said, the more serious he became, and the more confident he became, Li Zhen simply jumped out of bed, dragged her and stuffed him into the bed.

Until Qiu Yubai was flattened on the bed again, she still hadn't realized whether the bunch of words just now should be said to be fallacies, fallacies, or nonsense.

He looked at the guy who was content to pat his waist and abdomen across the quilt with his hands, and lay on his side with one hand resting on his cheek.

"What the hell are you doing?"

"No reason, I just want to take care of you." Li Zhen told the truth.

"I do not need."

"You need, your heart beat faster when you heard me say I wanted to take care of you, right?"

"Show some face."

Li Zhen didn't speak, didn't retort, just kept a silly, sunny smile, because he thought he guessed right.

This seemingly cold man who doesn't need anyone, doesn't want anyone to care about him, and doesn't want anyone to care about him, is actually so lonely that he almost forgets the feeling of warmth. In fact, he is extremely fragile and pretends to be strong. In fact, he is just an abandoned The precious cat wandered around in the rainy night, soiled its fur, cut the soles of its feet, huddled in the wilderness in a broken thatched house with a leaky roof and windy walls, guarding the gold collar with a big diamond on its neck, but changed Not a single look of concern or concern.

"...Hey, let me ask you." Putting aside the speculation in his heart for the time being, Li Zhen changed the subject to let the other party relax a bit, "Didn't you say that you demolished a house yesterday. I'm curious, what happened to the house?" It can be demolished if you can. Your yard is not the kind you built yourself later. I think it is the most traditional Ming and Qing courtyards, or the specially regulated ones. You said that if you are a small house built by others Kitchens, small warehouses, etc. are illegal buildings, and they will be demolished. Can the 'relevant departments' allow you to demolish old houses at will? Don't you need approval?"

"You've been asleep and still worrying about this kind of problem? Are you so free? Or is your home protecting ancient buildings?" Almost annoyed at herself, Qiu Yubai pushed away the one that was patted back and forth like coaxing a child. Hands, sitting up, leaning on the pillow, "The house can be built and dismantled, it has nothing to do with old or new. Departments are also composed of people, and people are the best things to play with, because as long as they are people, they are either lustful or greedy for money. "

With a few words, the eyes of college students who are not deeply involved in the world are full of sighs of "the dangers of the world", but the college students do not intend to look up to the people who are the most "manipulating" people, and they do not ask "Do you use color or Use money to settle the problem", but after a short silence, he breathed a sigh of relief, curled his lips, played sloppy and cute, and even said with a little sarcasm, "I don't understand the world of adults".

There was a few seconds of silence between the two of them.

These few seconds, to Qiu Yubai, seemed to have passed as long as several lifetimes.

At first, he just wanted to laugh, to sneer, and to put on a posture that he came from this "adult's world" and knew the way of it.But when he saw the other person's expression, he began to feel a sting of being ridiculed, and the sting quickly turned into panic, and the panic piled up further to suppress the inexplicable fear.He didn't know why he was afraid. He was afraid that Li Zhen's sarcasm would be taken seriously, that he would be really despised, and even that the psychological distance between them would suddenly become farther away.

Isn't this ridiculous...

He didn't need to be afraid at first. Does a kid who has never met before need him to care about feelings?Back then, when Lu Jiwen treated him wholeheartedly, he was as cold as ice and remained unmoved. At this moment, Li Zhen just gave him a little attitude, and he lost his position?

What about his future?

Could it be that he is old, is he really old?As Zheng Jun sang, "If I cry, maybe I am old, because I have become very fragile and fragile"?

……

"You can leave if you don't like me." Inexplicably angry, Qiu Yubai became anxious and wanted to escape in the shortest possible time.

But Li Zhen did not let him go.

Pulling him, the young man once again hugged him and stroked his hair like last night.

"Whoever dislikes you doesn't want to wrong you." Even when he felt wronged, Li Zhen murmured a few words and voluntarily gave up the topic, "Hey, by the way, you are not in good health now, don't be a boss. I ran out at night and rested more, okay?"

"You don't care about me." The words were hard, but the heart softened. Qiu Yubai did not struggle. He let go of the anxiety just now in the shortest possible time. The inexplicable state of mind and mood opened his mouth, "...I went to find my 'ex' yesterday."

"what?"

"No, it's not my ex. I didn't treat him well. He treated me well. I'm ashamed of myself."

"Why do you say that?"

"Is not it?"

"Emotions can't be forced. If you don't like him, then you don't like him." He didn't even know that the man in his arms was talking about his cousin. Li Zhen analyzed it according to his own thinking, " If you are reluctant, you will not be happy, the success rate of falling in love after getting married is very low."

"There will still be." With a wry smile, Qiu Yubai closed his eyes, "If I followed him, I would probably have a good life now, even though I might never be able to like him for the rest of my life. But he is a good person, especially Good kind of good person, what a pity... At that time I played too fiercely and didn't want to be restrained. For me, a regular partner is something poor and ugly people would do. But... it's okay , he has his companion now, and his good days are waiting for him. It is his luck that he didn't waste time on me. As for me... at least I have the rest of my life to regret it slowly. Don't worry. "

When Qiu Yubai said that, Li Zhen didn't respond right away.

Because he rarely knew how to respond.

That kind of tone, that kind of expression made him feel an unspeakable feeling in his heart. He could feel the remorse and resentment that were so heavy that they could bend people's spine and dignity, but he couldn't persuade the other party not to think that way.Once a person's most secret thoughts can reach the point of revealing to the people they meet by chance, they will be really thick and saturated.Persuasion at this time will not have any effect.

But even if he didn't know how to respond, Li Zhen was sensitively aware of a problem that he could correctly judge.This question was not brought to the fore until he left Qiu Yubai's house, returned to school, and saw Guo Jianyi, who was flushed with a bright face.

"Guo Zha." It's rare to see the frowning guy speaking earnestly, facing Guo Jianyi, who seems a little nervous and afraid of being gossiped about his secrets, hesitated for a moment, and sighed, "Yes, I think... I seem to be in love It's..."