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Yi Chengqi has been very preoccupied these two days, and his mood is at the same frequency as the local rainy weather. He wants to see Zhou Muxi, but he is not afraid of seeing Zhou Muxi. Zhou Muxi stayed together, and the reason why he didn't want to see Zhou Muxi was that he was not ready for how to confess everything to Zhou Muxi. The inner conflicts kept tearing Yi Chengqi's nerves, and Yi Chengqi finally had no choice but to confess to Zhou Muxi. Compromised, and made a decision: how about not confessing to Zhou Muxi for the time being?

Yi Chengqi was greatly relieved by this decision. He sat cross-legged at the small round table by the floor-to-ceiling window, watched the cars coming and going downstairs through the foggy glass window, and simulated seeing Zhou Mu again in his mind. rhino scene.

Yi Chengqi was stunned for a while, tilted his head against the window glass, took out his phone and swiped it, humming: Sky blue is waiting for misty rain, and I'm waiting for you with a star rice ball.

Although Yi Chengqi has Zhou Muxi's WeChat account, he dare not take the initiative to bother him. These days, he has been relying on starchaser software to check Zhou Muxi's online time.

Yi Chengqi didn't wait until Zhou Muxi's Weibo went online, but on the night of the celebration banquet where the film crew wrapped up, Yi Chengqi finally saw Zhou Muxi again.

The people in the hall were seated according to the seating chart. The two male protagonists were arranged to sit at the same table, but not adjacent to each other. Zhou Muxi nodded to everyone present (including Yi Chengqi) when he entered the table. After saying hello, Yi Chengqi only had time to smile back at him, and their attention was attracted by the director who toasted and stood up.

During the banquet, the director dragged Yi Chengqi and babbled a lot of nonsense as soon as he got drunk. While Yi Chengqi was perfunctory with the director's wine talk, on the other hand he glanced absently at Zhou Muxi. Surrounded by many people who came to toast, Yi Chengqi still couldn't meet Zhou Muxi's eyes.

In the second half of the celebration banquet, those who fought for wine were very drunk, while those who were not drunk raised their glasses and wandered around the venue. They clinked glasses when they saw people, and they cheered after clinking glasses. in the end.

Zhou Muxi walked to the corridor of the side hall and answered the phone. After answering the phone, he didn't rush to go back. He stood on the open-air bridge to blow some air. It was a cloudy and rainy day recently, and the wind carried moist air. Zhou Muxi He wiped his face tiredly.

Although Zhou Muxi usually doesn't like to attend various banquets, but today's banquet made him feel physically and mentally exhausted, just because there was Yi Chengqi in this banquet.

Zhou Muxi avoided every possible moment of meeting Yi Chengqi's eyes at the banquet, and two lines of lyrics continued to automatically sound in his heart:

(I thought) We were in love once, and it hurts to think about it.

It breaks my heart that I (thought I) had you.

Zhou Muxi sighed silently, and when he turned around, he saw the source of his physical and mental exhaustion——Yi Chengqi, who happened to come out of the banquet hall.

"..."

Zhou Muxi's footsteps stopped in place.

But in fact, Yi Chengqi didn't come out "just in time", he came out at the right time to watch Zhou Muxi make a phone call, just to be able to talk to Zhou Muxi.

But when Yi Chengqi approached Zhou Muxi, Zhou Muxi, who was standing still, also raised his steps and approached in the direction facing Yi Chengqi. The two faced each other, and Zhou Muxi only He nodded lightly to Yi Chengqi, and then passed by each other, walking in opposite directions.

At this moment, Yi Chengqi was stunned. Although he also felt Zhou Muxi's neglect of him on the day when he took the promotional photo again, he was still lucky and thought it was just his own random thinking. But this time, the two met each other face to face Passing by, how deliberate Zhou Muxi's avoidance was, Yi Chengqi could no longer comfort himself.

Yi Chengqi only felt uncomfortable, a burst of grievance welled up in his heart, and almost at the same moment, he turned around and grabbed Zhou Muxi's wrist.

Yi Chengqi clenched his hand tightly, even though Zhou Muxi had stopped and looked back at Yi Chengqi, Yi Chengqi did not let go of his hand.

"..."

Facing the puzzled Zhou Muxi, the grievance in Yi Chengqi's heart burst like a flood, and he asked Zhou Muxi face to face with a questioning tone: "Why do you always ignore me?"

Zhou Muxi: "..."

Zhou Muxi was silent towards Yi Chengqi, without looking away or dodging, she looked at Yi Chengqi quietly for a few seconds, then slowly lowered her gaze, he gently pulled Yi Chengqi away and held him The hand on the wrist, at the same time, replied calmly: "I didn't ignore you, I just nodded and said hello to you."

Yi Chengqi was choked by Zhou Muxi's answer, he couldn't think of a rebuttal for a while, and said forcefully with his mouth curled up: "Nodding doesn't count, why don't you talk to me anymore?"

Hearing this, Zhou Muxi smiled faintly, but only moved his lips, and there was no smile in his eyes. He turned to ask Yi Chengqi: "Do you want me to talk to you?"

Yi Chengqi was taken aback by Zhou Muxi's inexplicable question, hesitated for a moment, and replied: "Yes..."

Zhou Muxi turned his head and let out a chuckle, and said bluntly with a smile: "But I have nothing to say."

Yi Chengqi: "..."

The corners of Zhou Muxi's raised mouth were flattened into a line again, his eyes fell on Yi Chengqi's body again, and Yi Chengqi's somewhat bewildered face was reflected in his deep eyes, Zhou Muxi pursed his lips, suppressed Controlling the turbulent emotions in my heart, I asked softly: "Didn't you say... I should have been the proud son of heaven standing on the top of the pyramid overlooking all living beings, should I have been the flower of the tower?"

Zhou Muxi uttered this shameful q signature style, but it was Yi Chengqi himself who felt ashamed. Yi Chengqi immediately opened his eyes wide in surprise, and his heart skipped a beat. Asked: "When did I tell you this sentence..."

Zhou Muxi slightly raised the corners of her lips, and asked back, "I'm also curious when you decide to hand over the box containing the paper cranes to me?"

Yi Chengqi was so shocked that he was stunned, as if struck by lightning, his mind went blank, and he murmured, "...you saw it? How did you see it?"

Zhou Muxi looked away, couldn't bear to look at Yi Chengqi again, and directly changed the subject: "When the film's promotion period is over, I will ask the crew to arrange for us to appear separately, you'd better give it to me now, I will I don’t think we’ll ever see each other again.”

On the surface, Zhou Muxi was so calm that it was almost indifferent, his expression was impeccable, and he said cruel words that he would never see each other, but his heart was desolate, and he felt sad when he thought of taking another paper crane back to be buried together. Sad.

But after waiting for a while, Yi Chengqi was still repeating the sentence "Why did you see it?" Zhou Muxi asked back: "No matter how I saw it, is this the point?"

Hearing this, Yi Chengqi seemed to be stimulated, and raised his voice: "Yes! Because I haven't decided whether to show it to you, how can you secretly read it, it doesn't count, I won't give you the box Yes! It doesn't count if you've already seen it..."

Zhou Muxi was almost laughed at by Yi Chengqi's illogical remarks, he interrupted Yi Chengqi and said: "I don't ask for it, it's my fault for touching your things, I apologize to you , but you are struggling to read that letter without your consent. This is really unnecessary. May I ask if there is any meaning in not showing me? Where is the meaning? Let me continue to be passionate about you like a fool ?"

"..."

Zhou Muxi's few words without emotional fluctuations, every sentence was like an ice cone, cold and sharp, which made Yi Chengqi, who was irrational, speechless for a while, leaving only silence.

Zhou Muxi looked at Yi Chengqi who was about to cry, he hesitated to speak, turned his head, and cast his eyes on the dark night, not looking at Yi Chengqi's pitiful appearance, the two sides were silent for a moment, Zhou Mu Xi suddenly heard Yi Chengqi's crying voice: "Meaningful..."

These four words bite very lightly, as light as if the wind would blow them apart.

"meaningful……"

Yi Chengqi repeated it stubbornly.

Zhou Muxi turned his head to look at Yi Chengqi. Although he would feel distressed when he heard Yi Chengqi's crying, he denied this "meaning" from the bottom of his heart.

Yi Chengqi lowered his head and whispered: "I can try to date you..."

The question that really troubled Yi Chengqi was not "should I hide Zhou Muxi from it", but "should I try to be with Zhou Muxi".

"..."

Yi Chengqi almost had to "go all out" to say such a thing. He was in a nervous mood, and he didn't hear Zhou Muxi's response for a long time. He was so nervous that his heart was beating like a drum, and he sneaked a glance at Zhou Muxi who was opposite him...but found that Zhou Muxi In addition to being surprised, Mu Xi frowned.

Zhou Muxi's reaction was not what Yi Chengqi expected, and Yi Chengqi's answer was completely beyond Zhou Muxi's expectation. Zhou Muxi clearly remembered that he saw the letter written by Yi Chengqi three days ago. The content of the letter was full of apologies, and there was neither a single word of excuse, nor was there any possibility for the two of them to be left behind.

It was only because of his angry words of "Let me continue to be passionate about you like a fool" just now that Yi Chengqi was in a hurry to answer.

Zhou Muxi moved his lips and asked, "Are you pitying me?"

Yi Chengqi shook his head guiltyly and denied: "It's not..."

Zhou Muxi was silent, quietly looking at Yi Chengqi who was obviously a little embarrassed in front of him, the corners of his pursed lips lifted up little by little, and a self-deprecating smile flashed across.

He took a step forward, raised Yi Chengqi's chin with a hook, and put on a frivolous smile on his face, squinting his eyes slightly, coaxing Yi Chengqi with a low magnetic voice, and asked, "You know?" Don't know what it means to try to date me?"

Yi Chengqi's chin was lifted, and he felt that the place where Zhou Muxi's fingers hooked him was very itchy. He resisted the urge to push Zhou Muxi away, his eyes wandered, and he didn't answer.

Zhou Muxi continued: "Dating means being my boyfriend, I can kiss you, I can hug you - not just a simple hug, but... going to bed, is that okay?"

Zhou Muxi's voice is extremely gentle, especially the word "going to bed" is very soft, but it gives people unlimited room for imagination.

When Yi Chengqi heard this, his face flushed instantly, his eyes opened wider, and he subconsciously waved away Zhou Muxi's hand pinching his chin, and took two steps back.

Yi Chengqi flinched obviously.

Seeing Yi Chengqi's reaction, Zhou Muxi's gaze became a little more gentle. He smiled and raised his hand, rubbing it on the top of Yi Chengqi's head. His eyes were full of smiles, but It's hard to hide the remaining seven points of sadness.

Although Zhou Muxi's first love has died, it does not prevent Yi Chengqi from still carrying a filter in his heart. At present, Yi Chengqi is determined to wrong his behavior with him in order not to make him sad. Yi Chengqi is in his eyes. Li is like an angel, how can he embarrass an angel.

Zhou Muxi was still sad in his heart, but the balance in his heart had unconditionally tilted towards Yi Chengqi, he said to Yi Chengqi: "I know you never thought of teasing my feelings, and you don't have to force yourself to comfort me, besides……"

When Yi Chengqi heard Zhou Muxi hesitate to speak, he raised his head and looked at Zhou Muxi. He heard Zhou Muxi smiled helplessly, and said to him softly: "I am not standing on the top of the pyramid. Overlooking the mortal beings who fight each other to the death, I am not the flower of the tower. The place where I stand is the forest tower that traps Rapunzel. There are no doors, no stairs, and I don’t have Rapunzel’s long hair. , it's not that I don't want to go out, but that I can't go out..."

After finishing speaking, Zhou Muxi let out a breath and said: "I read the letter you wrote very carefully, but I don't want you to have such a misunderstanding of me. If possible, I still hope to hand in that letter to you. Give it to me, though it's a pain to read, but I'd like to keep it."

Yi Chengqi had been listening quietly, but when he heard the words, he shook his head resolutely to express his refusal, then lowered his head again, and did not move for a while.

"..."

Zhou Muxi pursed her dry lips, and stood silently with Yi Chengqi for a while, until the phone call from the little assistant Zhou Jingze interrupted the endless silence between the two.

As soon as Zhou Muxi picked up the phone, the little assistant Zhou Jingze had already found this place with his own radar. The little assistant saw that Yi Chengqi was there and the tenth-level alarm sounded. He rushed to Zhou Muxi's side and stuck in Zhou Muxi Between Xi and Yi Chengqi, with a distance between them, with his back to Yi Chengqi, he said to Zhou Muxi: "Brother, the luggage is packed and the car is here, we can go."

Zhou Muxi nodded, looked past the little assistant, and landed on Yi Chengqi, eyes met, Zhou Muxi said: "Then... I'll go first, goodbye."

Yi Chengqi raised his head and stared blankly at Zhou Muxi. His personal interview three days ago suddenly sounded in his mind. The host said: We said goodbye, but we never saw each other again.