embrace you beyond loneliness

When Liu Yi landed in Singapore, it was almost twelve o'clock, and the airport was filled with a familiar aroma, and it was still very lively.He took a taxi, drove out of the airport, and rowed leisurely through the streets of Singapore. The nightlife here had just begun, but he was full of anxiety.

Mo Fan's parents talked with him on the phone, and Liu Yi could hear their worried tone. Although they tried their best to hide it, Mo Fan always made them worry. Maybe enough love will have enough care. This feeling he I have never felt it myself.

Liu Yi didn't bring any luggage, he went straight to the hospital, and followed the message sent by the coach to Mo Fan's ward.The time for talking has passed, and there was no one at the door of the ward. He and Mo Fan were separated by a long corridor and a door, but his mind wandered somewhere.

That night, Mo Fan almost stayed up all night. He thought a lot about his future. He seemed to have accepted this ending and was mentally prepared to retire, but he still tossed and turned on the bed because he thought of many ways out. , but still can't figure out how to take his next step, he doesn't know what else he can do, he feels a kind of fear, which comes from the unknown of the future.He thought, maybe this worry has been bothering him all the time, but it was hidden by badminton in the past, and he escaped from this reality.

However, when he saw Liu Yi standing at the door of the ward the next day, his heart fell peacefully, and his resistance to the future dissipated instantly.Liu Yi's face was a little haggard, and when he walked in, he could still see the bloodshot eyes clearly.He guessed that Liu Yi had traveled all night, but he didn't guess how long Liu Yi had been waiting at the door.

He was lying on the bed, his legs could not move yet, so he could only turn his head and smiled apologetically at him: "I'm sorry for making you worry."

Mo Fan's appearance aroused Liu Yi's infinite love and guilt. Mo Fan wanted to compete, and he had his support at the beginning. If he could stop him, just a few words, Mo Fan would not be what he is today.Thinking of this, Liu Yi couldn't help but feel sad, his nose was sore, tears poured down with apology uncontrollably, his voice was a little bit bitter, but what he said was: "Sorry, you see I'm so unkempt and empty. It's time to start. Don't you despise me?"

Mo Fan smiled warmly, stretched out his hand and patted the edge of the bed, Liu Yi walked over, sat down on the edge of his bed, held Mo Fan's hand, rubbing his fingertips against Mo Fan's knuckles, feeling like he was blocked A stone, Mo Fan's appearance made him feel distressed.

"I miss you so much..." The two sat for a long time before Mo Fan said this, and his voice choked up as soon as the words came out.

Liu Yi stretched out his hand and gently stroked Mo Fan's face with the back of his hand, his beard grew back again: "Can you shave your beard later?"

Mo Fan held Liu Yi's hand: "Your hands are so cold..." Then he remembered: "Did you stay here all night?"

Liu Yi was taken aback: "No, I just washed my hands. I came here on an early flight." After speaking, he combed his hair guiltily.

"What about your work?"

Liu Yi chuckled and said, "Are you still interested in caring about me?"

Mo Fan put his hands behind his head and said, "Who made me your boyfriend?"

The atmosphere suddenly got rid of the gloomy clouds just now, and became brighter.Liu Yi tilted his body reassuringly, leaned on Mo Fan's bed, and said to himself, "I resigned from the company, and they refused to approve it. I don't care so much... When will you Operation?"

"Tomorrow." Mo Fan looked at Liu Yi beside him and said, his eyes were reluctant to turn away.

"How long will you stay in the hospital?"

"If the operation goes well, stay for seven days. Afterwards, the rehabilitation center will have to adjust for a few more months. If the situation is good, it will be four months." Mo Fan said, while stroking Liu Yi's hair, he leaned over and kissed the top of his head.

Liu Yi rolled his eyes at him: "You want to kiss me even if I haven't washed my hair."

"I don't dislike you." After speaking, he slapped Liu Yi on the arm. He didn't feel pain, but he was really happy: "My heart is at peace when you come, so I won't be afraid."

"Then I'll stay longer and accompany you."

Mo Fan looked into his eyes with emotion, regretful and fortunate that he lost his career, but at least there are so many people who love him by his side.

"When my injury stabilizes, I want to visit the place where you live."

"Huh? Go back to your hometown?"

Mo Fan shook his head: "I want to go to the city where you work, and I want to see your life after I leave."

"Then you have to be obedient and re-examine, you know?"

The two hugged each other and talked for a while before Mo Fan reluctantly watched Liu Yi leave.

Mo Fan's operation went very smoothly. Under the care of Liu Yi and his parents in turn, he seemed to have gained a pound or two. When Liu Yi pinched, he could still get out soft flesh, so he didn't have to go through the hard work.

Mo Fan's parents were worried about Mo Fan at the beginning, but now seeing Mo Fan laughing in front of Liu Yi, they finally felt a little comforted, so when Mo Fan was discharged from the hospital, they didn't force him to live with them. At the same time, let Mo Fan move back to his own hut, where there is food and drink, and Liu Yi's care and company. They said that this kid will not know how fat he will be when he recovers.

However, for Mo Fan, he finally had a chance to be alone with Liu Yi, and it was indeed a rare joy, but the beauty is in front of him, he can only look at it, but he can't eat it, and he can't eat it. It is also a kind of torment for him .As long as Liu Yi is around, he can't move his eyes away, and Liu Yi can always find that Mo Fan will react soon, without thinking about it, he knows that all the thoughts in his head are inappropriate, and Liu Yi himself is weird , I am also doubting whether it is better to live separately?

As soon as he said this idea, Mo Fan stopped him, pestered Liu Yi, acted coquettishly, acted coquettishly and swore to promise, and threatened him with his status as a wounded and sick person, and Liu Yi agreed to continue to live by using both soft and hard methods.But Mo Fan's love for Liu Yi remains the same, and the reaction he should have is still unstoppable. Every time he hugs Liu Yi, kisses, rubs and rubs it, it is not enough, and he greedily said: "When I get better, I will take care of you." I love you." Such unashamed words made people angry, ashamed and thoughtful, not knowing what to do.

Later, when Liu Yi recalled those days, he was still a little surprised. Both of them were unemployed youths at the time, but they were not in a hurry at all. They only knew that as long as the other party was around, there was nothing to be afraid of.

In fact, during that time, Liu Yi's mobile phone often sent messages, not because of work, because at that time he had been arguing with the company for a long time, in order to save trouble, he had already handed over the matter at hand, and the team members also They all started to find another way out, and he helped a few of them.It's just that his colleagues reminded him to be careful when he came back. The company finally caught him and would never let it go.Every time he laughed it off, it was just a job, and it was a big deal to start over.

Four months passed in a blink of an eye, and under Liu Yi's lingering and intermittent care, Mo Fan recovered a little faster than expected, and he was no different from ordinary people except that he couldn't do high-intensity exercise.

He found a day to go to the team, found the coach, and told the coach about his idea of ​​retiring.Although the coach felt a little regretful, he also respected Mo Fan's thoughts.The two chatted about the past and the future. They chatted for a long time. When Mo Fan was about to leave, he said, "If you want to come back to play after the rest, I still welcome you here."

Mo Fan walked out with emotion. He still remembered that the weather was fine that day, and the warm wind was blowing on his body. He suddenly remembered a word he learned in elementary school, and he felt relieved.He thought, maybe for him, the dream of badminton is over. He still loves badminton, but he can no longer pay for it recklessly.The sun was a bit dazzling, he raised his hand to cover his eyebrows, he saw Liu Yi smiling at him not far away, he felt that such a day was also very happy.

Later, Mo Fan really kept the wish he made with Liu Yi at that time, boarded the plane back to China, and returned to Shanghai with him with his helpless dream and trust in Liu Yi.What he didn't expect was that when he returned to Shanghai, the crisis was challenging the relationship between them.

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The male second Qi Tongze written on the catalog page is about to appear, finally. . .