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72. Come and pick me up

"You child, why are you so excited all of a sudden, let people hear you." Wang Yuee reached out to pull him, but found that he couldn't pull it.

Jing Zhe suddenly saw everything clearly. Why did Jing Hui leave home after seeing the dirt on the road ahead? For Jing Zhe, it was a haven and a comfortable nest, but for Jing Hui it was just hell.She thought that she could escape from hell by climbing out of hell. She wanted to leave too much, and longed so much that others would not treat her as harshly as her parents, so that she would be used by others and fall from one hell to another.At that time, Jing Zhe was proudly reading his little composition, "My Happy Family" on the podium, how shameless he was.

a steady stream.

The living room with cyan blue curtains is like a cramped cabin that has sunk into the deep sea. He was born and raised here, but he never noticed that it was sinking. When the water gradually seeped in, it clenched his heart tightly.He thought he was spitting out blood, but in fact he was just spitting out words.

"Do you think I don't know what happened to my sister? Many times, many times I saw her, her hand was so swollen that she couldn't even hold a bowl. Did she really make a big mistake? Or is it wrong if it doesn't suit your wishes? In that case, why did you give birth to her? Was she born just to let you abuse her?"

It was the first time that Wang Yuee was yelled at by her son with such a loud voice. She squirmed a few times before regaining a bit of parental dignity, "What nonsense are you talking about? We didn't abuse her!"

Jing Zhe sneered, "Then why doesn't she happen to be there every time there is a review?"

He pointed at his parents and made a gesture of defense, but he didn't know whether he was revenge or complaining. Tears flowed from his eyes, and the man who was almost thirty was crying too hard, "Jinghui is dead, understand Well, she will never come back!"

He turned around and picked up his coat and bag, "I'm not coming back either."

The warm family he imagined, the loving father and filial son, are all a lie.

He once wanted to redeem the past, and once felt that he had done something wrong that made his family like this. He kept questioning for half his life, because his parents would have no mercy for him because of what he did wrong ;Because he did something wrong, Jinghui died helplessly; because he did something wrong, the people around him would turn their backs on him one by one.However, the two people named his parents in front of him made him see clearly that he was not wrong and there was no need to redeem it.Behind the curtain of fairy tales, there are only bones and marrow, life in chaos, death in chaos.

He walked away, Wang Yuee rushed over to stop him at the door, "What do you mean?"

"I'm gay, do you understand?" Jing Zhe looked down at his mother coldly, "I've been gay all my life, and I'm as useless as my sister, a waste, and I can't carry on the family line for your Jing family."

"You white-eyed wolf, your father and I have worked so hard to bring you up, and if you eat and drink, you will know that you have contradicted me when you grow up, right?" Wang Yuee's eyes panicked, Her son, who had always been docile like a sheep and looked at people's faces, suddenly looked at her with such cold eyes, as if he was looking at a stranger.

"Yes, I had a fairly happy childhood and adolescence when I wanted to die. I thank you. I didn't know before that my happiness was based on my sister's pain. Now that I know, I will atone for it. , but don’t you feel any guilt?”

Wang Yuee was stopped by his question, "What's wrong with us? Instead of repaying our kindness, you said we were wrong?"

Jing Zhe smiled clearly, and shook his head, "I will pay the alimony according to the law. I will not interfere with your affairs, and you should not interfere with me." Wang Yue'e was as thin as a child in front of Jing Zhe, and passed her easy.

"You don't love me, and I don't want to love you anymore. Me too, someone loves..." He lowered his eyes, and his voice was suddenly gentle.

"Stop! You dare to step out of this door! Don't come back!" Wang Yue'e shouted while grabbing the door frame. Her voice passed through the long corridor, attracting countless prying eyes.

Jing Zhe turned his head and smiled, "I didn't intend to come back, Mom, stop making trouble, the neighbors in the neighborhood know about it, wouldn't it embarrass your elders again?"

He went downstairs and shut himself in the car in a hurry, not knowing where he was going.

He had just lit a cigarette when his phone vibrated. It was Fang Deyue who called, and the breathing light flickered in the dark compartment.

Jing Zhe coughed lightly, wiped away his tears, and then answered the phone, "What's wrong?"

Adults are like this. They are no longer children who can get hugs and love just by crying. They are ready to be crushed and continue to stand up at any time. They want to live like rocks and trees, and be their own support.

"I want to go back...you can pick me up." Fang Deyue said.