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63. I don't know

Fang Deyue didn't stick out her tongue, she stopped moving just by touching her lips.

He let go of Jing Zhe dejectedly, dropped himself on the passenger seat, and turned his head to look out the car window.He didn't move, and neither did Jing Zhe.

Why did Xiao Fang kiss him? Was it Xiao Fang who kissed him?The sleep-deprived mind is dizzy, like spinning in a dead end.He never looked at Fang Deyue from any impure perspective, and he didn't dare to look at Fang Deyue from any impure perspective, as if it was a kind of blasphemy to look at him with affection.

"..." Fang Deyue moved his lips, and Jing Zhe's ears were buzzing, and he missed the sound, and asked, "What?"

"...Can't I?"

Hearing this sentence, Jing Zhe swallowed, the smell of rust mixed with rain still remained on his lips, "Xiao Fang, do you mean that you like me?"

Fang Deyue didn't speak.

Jing Zhe didn't wait for his answer, and said with a dry smile: "No way?"

As if stabbed by his three words, Fang Deyue tensed up and said, "Yes."

Jing Zhe's smile flowed away like water between his fingers, only his eyes still had a little empty smile, he tilted his head slightly, and asked softly: "I can ask, have you ever liked someone else before?" ?"

Fang Deyue finally turned her head to look at him, her eyes were red, and her voice was rough, "If I haven't liked others before, I can't like you?"

Jing Zhe frowned and said in a low voice, "That's not what I meant..."

His attitude is still so gentle, Fang Deyue's unknowing anger seems to be hitting cotton, making people feel depressed.Jing Zhe parked the car, put his hands off the steering wheel, turned his head and asked him solemnly, "Are you gay?"

Fang Deyue never thought that Jing Zhe would ask this. He opened his mouth, lowered his eyes calmly, and said, "I don't know."

Jing Zhe put his hand on his shoulder slowly, the gesture was intimate without a trace of intimacy, like a solemn teacher facing a student, Fang Deyue only felt the hair on his shoulder was hot, "I want to say, you Have you ever thought that just because I have been with you for a long time and you have no peers or friends of the opposite sex, you mistakenly think that my life is normal."

"Are you abnormal?"

Jing Zhe gave a wry smile, "I think I'm normal, but Xiao Fang, you're not the only one in this world, and you're not the only one like me. Even if I've been recognized by the law, my path is harder than most people's. You have walked a lot, as my friend - I can call you a little friend, I don't want you to walk so difficult because of me, because of a momentary illusion."

"I don't have to be gay, I just like you, can't I?"

Jing Zhe looked at him calmly, "I dragged you into the water. You are only 19 years old. I am so much older than you, and I have experienced more than you. I am responsible to you. Have you ever thought about it? Because I treat you better than other people, so you feel compelled to like me?"

"You love them, but do they love you? They don't care about you at all, they abuse you, would you rather like them? If you love me, I will love you too." Fang Deyue's voice came It trembled, like a faintly vibrating string, with a clang.

It was such a passionate young heart, naked and bloody, it was held in front of him, and it was beating real, burning people's eyes, scalding so hot that he couldn't take it, and he didn't dare to take it.

Fang Deyue almost asked him if you were an idiot.

How could Jingzhe not understand?

"Because you are not them." Jing Zhe said with a dry smile, "I don't understand what kind of people they are?" He turned his head, still smiling, looked directly at Fang Deyue, and said frankly: "I know I My exes, they are very bad people in their relationship, but I am not good either, a broken pot and a bad cover, we can all break up casually, start a new relationship casually, I am such a person , I don’t have forever, how about you, Xiao Fang, what will you do then?”

Jing Zhe once thought about being a couple for a lifetime, but how can there be a couple who always have the illusion of love at the beginning, and then end up with a feather in the back.He admitted that there must be something wrong with him, and the love path is so difficult. He can make mistakes, but how can he bear the heart to step on the first black footprint in Xiaofang's white room?

He was terrified.

Xiao Fang should like better people.

Fang Deyue was dumbfounded by his question. He always thought that Jing Zhe was blind and fell in love with so many bad people, but he was really able to put one down immediately to find another. Jing Zhe didn't dare Believe in his own love.

It turns out that he can be nice to anyone, and he was lucky before.

"Okay, let's try it out." Jing Zhe held his face, turned his head and kissed him.

Fang Deyue's whole body was stiff, and her mouth was slightly opened in confusion. It was a kiss that was neither deep nor shallow, like a hazy plum rain in the making, which only made people feel gloomy and anxious.

Jing Zhe slowly left his lips, "Do you have sex with me? Do you have sex with men?"

Fang Deyue didn't know what □□ was, he lowered his head and covered his face, "I don't know."