Hidden Words

"I miss you."

The breath behind the ear spat out these words with unusual firmness, which made him feel reborn for a moment.

After taking a few breaths, Xu Wenxiu finally braced himself to stand upright, got rid of Gu Kai's embrace and turned to look at him, his voice trembling, "Why are you here?"

"Entertainment, what about you?" Gu Kai looked at him and said, his hand hadn't let go of his arm, his eyes were extremely gentle.

"...It's also for entertainment." Taking a deep breath, Xu Wenxiu wanted to pass Gu Kai and push the door to leave after answering, but the person in front of him grabbed his hand but didn't let go.

"Let go." Xu Wenxiu gritted his teeth and said, without looking at Gu Kai, his tone was full of warning.

"I miss you." Gu Kai's Adam's apple rolled, his voice became deeper, and he didn't let go of Xu Wenxiu's arm.

Just now Xu Wenxiu almost fell to the ground as soon as he came out, but luckily he grabbed a handful by the side.He reluctantly dragged the man to the bathroom, and the man immediately rushed into the cubicle to vomit again.

Although Xu Wenxiu didn't feel much better after fighting with him before, it was definitely the first time he saw him tormenting himself to such an embarrassment, so embarrassing as to be almost pitiful.I am afraid that this is also the first time for Xu Wenxiu to show himself in this way.

"Let go." Xu Wenxiu said again in a muffled voice patiently, trying to break Gu Kai away with all his arms but still failed.

He is suffering now, his heart is filled with inexplicable anger, and his whole body is going to explode, yet Gu Kai still comes out with him like this!

"Wenxiu...I miss you so much..." Gu Kai sniffed, his eyes itchy.

"You fucking court death?" Xu Wenxiu growled sullenly.Stretching his arms across the neck of the man in front of him, he pushed him against the wall and pressed him down, his eyes were stained with blood.

For some reason, he was just pissed, and right now his sanity was about to collapse.

He didn't expect that Gu Kai was really here.He somewhat remembered the scene just now. It was Gu Kai who helped him up from the door of their private room, and it was Gu Kai who led him into the toilet.

At this time, everyone is good, and anyone who sees him like this is better than Gu Kai.This was his last bottom line, but it was still ruthlessly torn by Gu Kai.

Seeing Gu Kai looking at him pitifully, the sting and unwillingness almost suffocated him.

"I miss you...I miss you..." Gu Kai couldn't make a sound under the pressure of his neck, but he still stubbornly yelled these three words silently over and over again, his eyes closely following Xu Wenxiu in front of him. Angry eyes, heartache extremely.

"Gu Kai, you're looking for death!" Xu Wenxiu cursed in a muffled voice, the strength on his arms not weakening at all.

Gu Kai's skin was very fair, and after being pressed by him for a while, his face turned red. Even the veins on his forehead popped up, but he didn't resist at all, and even the corner of his mouth was still grinning.

At this time, Gu Kai dared to get involved with him, and it was still in this kind of place. Even after he finished speaking, he didn't feel that it was inappropriate at all. Gu Kai's mind was definitely pumped!

Just looking directly into those deep eyes, feeling the violent beating in the chest of the person in front of him, Xu Wenxiu loosened his arms and kissed him fiercely.

Because his arm was still covering Gu Kai's neck, Gu Kai didn't have much room to move, and the kiss was completely dominated by him.His strength is definitely not light, and his movements are definitely not gentle. Even after spitting out, his mouth still smells of sour and alcohol, but Gu Kai didn't dislike him at all, and entangled his lips and tongue in a very submissive manner.

The entanglement at this moment can't be associated with beauty at all, because he doesn't want Gu Kai to feel any warmth, he just wants to make Gu Kai suffer, just like him.

This kiss was just full of vindictive venting, a kind of dissatisfaction with himself, a complete, pure catharsis.

After kissing him frantically until his sanity came back a little, Xu Wenxiu finally stopped.But just as he was about to speak to Gu Kai properly, his stomach suddenly churned again, and as soon as his expression changed, he hugged the toilet bowl again and vomited cowardly.

After pouring out almost all the alcohol in his stomach, Xu Wenxiu slowed down, spit out the last mouthful of saliva, turned around and knocked off Gu Kai's hand patted on his back.

The man who was mercilessly beaten by the person in front of him smiled, and said softly, "There will be more opportunities to deal with me in the future, so there is no rush."

Xu Wenxiu didn't say anything about it, he just stood up and opened the door and went out to wash his hands and mouth, pretending he didn't see Gu Kaiquan.

When he tidied himself up, Gu Kai also followed from behind and stood beside him, seeing that he was almost done washing, he pulled the toilet paper for him again.

"Are you busy?" Xu Wenxiu asked in a muffled voice, took the toilet paper and wiped it away, without turning his head to look at Gu Kai from the beginning to the end.

"I don't worry about you, I wanted to come out to have a look, and I happened to bump into you." Gu Kai looked at the pale man in front of him but said, "I just saw Han Hao, and he said you drank a lot. But... I haven't seen you drink like this before?"

"Heh!" With a sneer, Xu Wenxiu walked out without looking back.

For a moment just now, he really wanted to kill Gu Kai.

Gu Kai has seen his sorrow and his embarrassment all over the place, flirting with him with nice words at this moment is definitely not a good way to ease his mood.

Gu Kai definitely deserves a fucking beating!

Seeing Xu Wenxiu leave, Gu Kai quickly chased after him and asked, "How is your injury?"

"It's okay." After replying, Xu Wenxiu stopped abruptly.Gu Kai turned his head to look, and Qiu Yan was standing not far in front of them.

"Let's go." After saying one last sentence, Xu Wenxiu turned into a side road. Gu Kai glanced at him and didn't follow, and walked directly in front of Qiu Yan.

The two separated before meeting, and before Gu Kai came to him, Qiu Yan turned around and entered their room again.Gu Kai went in on the back foot, seeing that Qiu Yan was still greeting others enthusiastically, he obediently nodded and spoke to the person who came to greet him, and then sat in his seat just now.

When returning home, Qiu Yan deliberately called their driver to pick him up, and threw the car he drove to Gu Kai.And Gu Kai just helped him into the car and greeted the driver a few words before turning around and driving.

In fact, Qiu Yan was not very drunk, and he was not drunk at all. The two of them didn't need to bother the driver anymore.But Qiu Yan did this, and he obediently accepted it.

After bumping into him and Xu Wenxiu, Qiu Yan didn't talk to him much, and in the end even ignored him with the help of alcohol.When the game was over, the people who greeted him did not even speak to him again.

Qiu Yan is still angry that he understands, of course he understands, and he must understand.

He is from his own family, so Qiu Yan didn't say too much to him, but Xu Wenxiu is just an outsider to Qiu Yan, and he is an outsider who is absolutely inexcusable in his father's affairs, he doesn't give good face I'm afraid it's still light.

After driving the car outside, Gu Kai subconsciously parked on the side of the road for a while, and when he saw Han Hao helping Xu Wenxiu out at the door, he hurried down to help.

Seeing Gu Kai approaching, Han Hao also breathed a sigh of relief, and helped Xu Wenxiu, who was already unconscious, onto Gu Kai's back, and said apologetically, "I drank a little before I left, and it was like this when I came out." Yes. But this guy took some hangover medicine before, so he should be somewhat better now."

"I'll take care of him, you go back first." Turning his head and explaining to Han Hao, Gu Kai walked in the direction of his car with the man on his back.

After helping put Xu Wenxiu into the co-driver, Han Hao said hello and left, while Gu Kai drove him back to their home.

Gently put Xu Wenxiu on the bed, Gu Kai went to heat up some milk, and when he returned to the bed, Xu Wenxiu was still awake.After putting the milk on the bedside table, he nestled into the sofa next to him.

The light outside the window was not too bright, and he didn't turn on the light.Xu Wenxiu likes to sleep on his stomach, and now he is almost completely sunk in the quilt and pillow, so that he can hardly see his face.But he still wanted to just look at that figure, that so quiet and beautiful figure.

Xu Wenxiu's kiss tonight didn't make him very comfortable. The violent action also smelled of alcohol and sourness. It was almost their worst kiss.

With a slight bitterness, it was awful.

He knew that Xu Wenxiu was suffocating, so he didn't resist at all.The sense of guilt and despair that weighs on the head and heart can definitely drive people crazy if they don't vent out.

Although the words were harsh and ruthless when he scolded him last time, Xu Wenxiu felt uncomfortable when he clearly said those words.

Neither of them could escape responsibility for his father's matter, and Xu Wenxiu also felt all the guilt he felt.Not just for his family, but for him.

The torment during this period of time almost drained both of them little by little.He thought for a long time, the source of this torment was not what happened, but the heartbeat that the two of them had missed for each other from the very beginning.

At that time, he said to break up, and after hearing that good answer, he was already prepared to fall into a situation of doom.He also thought that the relationship between them might be like a raging fire, which would eventually burn out one day, and a decent incineration to ashes might be a passable ending for them.

But Xu Wenxiu's sentence "I still count what I said" pulled him back, made him feel extremely painful, and gave him the deepest hope.

He couldn't just lie to himself like this, and Xu Wenxiu was the same, that's why he scolded him and beat him so desperately to drag him back.

For the first time, the tacit understanding between them made him feel so heavy, so heavy that he might spend his whole life bearing it.This person, he really should spend his whole life loving him.

I don't know how long he was sitting, but when he saw Xu Wenxiu move suddenly, Gu Kai hurriedly sat over to help him.When the person on the bed opened his eyes and felt that someone was helping him beside him, he was slightly surprised, and after sitting on the pillow, he saw Gu Kai's face clearly, and his expression suddenly became a little complicated.

"The milk I warmed up for you just now is a bit cold, I'll go heat it up again." Gu Kai helped Xu Wenxiu to sit up, took the cup next to him and got up to go to the kitchen.

After a while, Gu Kai came back with hot milk, gave the cup to the person in front of him and sat down on the bed again.

After taking a few sips of the milk, his stomach became warmer and Xu Wenxiu felt better, so he had the energy to go see Gu Kai.

"Why are you here?" Xu Wenxiu asked.

"When you came out, I thought Lao Han was quite tired, so I asked him to go back first. I drove you back, and I found the key in your pocket." Gu Kai replied, his eyes were full of worry, but the corners of his mouth Still put on a smile.

"En." Nodding, Xu Wenxiu continued to drink milk.

He remembered that Gu Kai had always been quite careless, but now the glass of milk was neither cold nor hot, so he was slightly pleasantly surprised.

"Are you okay? Are you still sick? Do you want to eat something?" Gu Kai asked again.

"No need, what time is it?" Xu Wenxiu asked after finishing his drink, putting down his glass.Seeing the person in front of him take out his phone and look at it, he replied, "It's past two o'clock."

"It's past two o'clock? You...don't go home?" Xu Wenxiu didn't know what to say.Although he was already drunk when he came out, it would never be later than twelve o'clock when they came out. Did Gu Kai just guard him here for more than two hours?

"Oh, I... didn't expect it to be two o'clock. I..." Gu Kai replied a little awkwardly.

In his memory, after getting Xu Wenxiu back and helping him to bed, he just sat here and thought about things for a while, but he didn't expect two hours to pass like this.

"It's so late, if you don't go back, you can sleep here." Xu Wenxiu scratched his hair and said, a little irritated.Just now, I thought Gu Kai was good at being careful, but I didn't expect to be like this again in a blink of an eye.

"Okay." Gu Kai nodded in agreement.This will make his mother go to bed long ago, and Qiu Yan has scolded him countless times, at worst, he will go back early tomorrow morning to plead guilty.

After taking a bath, Gu Kai saw his clothes in the closet. Xu Wenxiu didn't move much, so he found two loose clothes and climbed onto the bed.

Xu Wenxiu was sleeping on his stomach on the other side, his face was not facing him, and most of what was left for him was his back and the back of his head, but Gu Kai still lay on his side to look at Xu Wenxiu.

The slight light from outside shone through the window on the tips of Xu Wenxiu's hair, making him feel nostalgic when he saw it.

He originally thought he was quite mature, but compared with Xu Wenxiu, his mental age was still much behind.Before, he actually felt sorry for Xu Wenxiu, his life experience, and the injustice he encountered. He even naively thought that to love is to have.

But after being together and experiencing so many things, he found that the one between the two of them who needs more distress and security is actually himself.He once told the person he wanted to protect with great boldness and ambition, but in the end he has been silently protecting him.

Maybe he was too proud before, so proud that he felt that he could do everything well, so he pestered Xu Wenxiu so shamelessly at the beginning, and then pestered him desperately.It's only now that he has fallen so badly, and by the way, Xu Wenxiu has also fallen into the quagmire.

But if he hadn't fallen so hard, he might not have thought that he would love Xu Wenxiu so much, to the core of his soul.

Talking too soon is not a good thing.If possible, he would never say the word breakup.

Tonight was the first time he saw Xu Wenxiu in such a mess, and at the same time, it was also the first time his heart was in such a mess.

Feeling the movement of the person behind him lying down, Xu Wenxiu didn't say anything, just closed his eyes and wanted to fall asleep quickly again.But for some reason, his body seemed to be against him. The more he fell asleep, the more active his spirit became.

At the end of his annoyance, he simply turned over and faced Gu Kai, and fell asleep like that at some point.

Seeing Xu Wenxiu suddenly turn over, Gu Kai panicked for a moment, but he was relieved to see that Xu Wenxiu didn't open his eyes, and watched the person in front of him sink into a dream with satisfaction.

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I'm almost stepping into 35... The flag I wrote in December is also gone, but I still have to work hard!

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