Don't suffer Lao Tzu

Everyone is hungry. If the color on the grill changes, it will be ready to eat by default. After a wave of tornado sweeps, the night is approaching. Tang Shiyi and Li Shengyi brought the wires over early, and now they light up the lights and have a picnic The atmosphere is even better.

"I'll play some more music." Li Shengyi ran into the car and took out the small stereo that he had prepared. It contained songs that Bai Tu often listened to.

After it was completely dark, the boys drank some wine, and the two girls saw that it was too late, and their parents explicitly prohibited them from staying out overnight, so everyone prepared to go down the mountain early.

"What about your brother and sister-in-law?" Shen Qing asked.

Tang Shiyi looked back at the campsite where the lights were still on, and smiled deeply, "It's okay, they have cars."

"Can you still drive this? Let me do it or not." Shen Qing looked at the sightseeing car. Although there were street lights, Tang Shiyi drank a little.

"It's okay if you don't drink too much, my boyfriend is really smart, you can see it?" Tang Shiyi said in a loud voice.

Sui Siying, who was not far in front of the two, froze, then quickened her pace to keep up with the big team.

Shen Qing saw it and said nothing, and said with a smile, "Be careful."

"No problem," Tang Shiyi said.

Everyone bid farewell at the main entrance. Tang Shishi was the host, and when he stopped the car, he stuffed money into it, and then stuffed people into it. It took Zhang Jun a long time to get Zhang Jun Yu Xinying into the car.

Tang Shishi and Shen Qing were left standing on the side of the road. The outline of Shen Qing illuminated by the street lights was a little blurry, but his eyes were blurry. Tang Shishi had no brain power to think anymore.

"Are you staying here?" Shen Qing asked.

Tang Shiyi's eyes seemed to heat up, revealing some of his evil thoughts naked.

Shen Qing's breath was stagnant.

An express car flashed by on the road from time to time. Tang Shiyi's breath was hot. He stretched out his arms and hugged Shen Qing's waist, and kissed her hard. Pushing back, after more than ten seconds of entanglement, Tang Shiyi let go. Seeing the sparkling corners of Shen Qing's mouth, the lustful thoughts in his mind could not be suppressed completely.

"Don't leave tonight...stay with me..."

Shen Qing's mouth was immediately filled with the smell of alcohol, and she ignited the bombs buried all over her body, detonating one after another, but she still suppressed the desire to vent.

"En." Shen Qing nodded, rubbing her hands on Tang Shiyi's waist.

Shen Qing didn't drink, but she was a little drunk and dizzy, and so was Tang Shishi.

"Brother Qing, let's go for a stroll." Tang Shiyi took a lot of effort to restrain his impulse. He felt that tonight should not be just a simple and rough procedure.

Tonight the sky is clear and there are no dense clouds, and when you look up, you can see the sea of ​​stars.

Tang Shishi and Shen Qing walked to the farmyard they had passed by before.

"Wait for me." Tang Shixi walked into the yard with a smile, feeling for something at the base of the wall.

Shen Qing waited quietly, looking up at the starry sky above her head from time to time, this was the most beautiful one he had ever seen, bar none

waited for a while,

Tang Shiyi pushed the gate of the courtyard open, "Brother Qing! Come in!"

Before Shen Qing understood the situation, she followed Tang Shiyi into the door, only to see candles extending from her feet to the main entrance, and rose petals sprinkled on both sides of the gravel road.

"Brother Qing!—" Tang Shixi ran to the side, found the switch and pulled it down.

Just as Shen Qing was about to say yes, her eyes lit up.

Thousands of small warm yellow light bulbs are like dots of stars in the sky, forming an arched space-time tunnel. The figure of Tang Shishi is slowly smiling at the other end of the tunnel.

Shen Qing couldn't believe her eyes, and stood there thinking it was a dream.

"Brother Qing!" Tang Shiyi shouted, spreading his hands.

Shen Qing was moved, and the young man in front of him had a happy smile on his face, his eyes were more dazzling than the stars in the sky.

Seeing Shen Qing approaching step by step, Tang Shiyi was in a very complicated mood, and suddenly wanted to cry...

Because, I will never be alone again.

Shen Qing sniffed, hugged Tang Shiyi, buried her face in Tang Shixi's neck, and the two hugged each other for a long time without saying a word.

"I haven't had a boyfriend before, roses and candles are a bit dirty, but that's all I can think of..." Tang Shiyi felt a little embarrassed as he spoke, his arms tightened and he hugged Shen Qing In the arms, chest to chest, I can't tell whose heartbeat is, but they are all speeding up.

"I like it." Shen Qing's voice was a bit muffled, but Tang Shiyi heard it without saying anything, and withdrew his body, and the two separated. Tang Shiyi touched Shen Qing's neck with both hands, and then stroked Shen Qing's jaw upwards. , the cheeks, the corners of the eyes, the forehead... Finally, he tilted his head and kissed her.

This kiss was not as fiery as it was just now, but it was plain but full of Tang Shishi's hard work.

"Thank you, Eleven." Shen Qing's eyes turned red.

People who have always suppressed themselves cannot bear the soft voice in the long wind and snow.Just like how many grievances you have suffered outside, you can bear it without screaming or crying, pretending that everything is fine, and if someone sees the clue, just running over and asking why you are unhappy, it will make you feel sad. I can't cry.

In Shen Qing's gloomy life, Tang Shiyi was a good relationship bestowed on him by God. From the first moment the two looked at each other, Shen Qing knew that no matter how she restrained her feelings, her subconscious longing for warmth and love would also turn into a dream. A sharp blade cut off the entanglement he had made for him in the past, and he ran towards Tang Shiyi with all his strength...

"Brother Qing... Let's go into the house..." Tang Shiyi murmured softly, like a cat's meowing softly scratching Shen Qing's heart.

"Well," Shen Qing turned her head and kissed Tang Shiyi's forehead.

The two of them knew exactly what they were going to do, and the atmosphere also changed subtly.

"I'm going to take a shower..." Tang Shiyi said.

"Well," Shen Qing sighed softly while sitting on the bed and looking at Tang Shiyi's back.Turning on the phone, there was a text message from Tao Zihuai.Shenqing hesitated for a moment, then clicked open.

--Sign up soon, you should think about it, your friends are also very worried.

Shen Qing's hand trembled suddenly, and she dialed it immediately.

-- "It's so late and you haven't slept yet?"

-- "Did you tell him?"

--"Tang Shishi really trusts you, and told me that no matter what you choose, he will support you. How did a person who ruined his future gain such great trust and loyalty? I'm curious... ..”

Shen Qing put down the phone slowly, and Tao Zihuai hung up the phone first after being silent for more than ten seconds.

Tang Shiyi happened to come out wiping his hair and wearing a bath towel, "Brother Qing?"

"You know everything?" Shen Qing looked at Tang Shishi.

Tang Shiyi didn't like to keep things under control, but now that Shen Qing suddenly made it clear, he replied along the way, "Got it."

The temperature in the room plummeted, and Tang Shiyi's blood was now more than half gone.

"Why...why didn't you ask me..." Shen Qing's voice was a little trembling, he knew very well what kind of trust he had failed.

"Brother Qing...Actually, no matter what you choose, I believe you will be able to do it well, but," Tang Shiyi sighed, "I heard about you from other people's mouths, and they are different from what I know. , it's really uncomfortable..."

Seeing that Shen Qing didn't speak, Tang Shiyi took out two bottles of wine from the refrigerator, opened one for himself, and handed the other to Shen Qing.

Shen Qing took it without waiting for Tang Shiyi to clink the glass, and directly poured it in.

"Brother Qing—Brother Qing!" Tang Shixi immediately stopped him,

Shen Qing wiped the corner of her mouth and patted her side, "Sit."

Tang Shiyi only had a towel all over his body at the moment, and he tucked it in before sitting down.

"A long time ago, there was a child," Shen Qing said with a shallow smile,

"This opening line is so familiar..." Tang Shiyi took the opportunity to ease the atmosphere, Shen Qing took the last sip with a smile, and continued,

"He had a very warm and warm home... But one day, his father... died in an accident... Later, the mother listened to her and wanted to give the child a complete home.....then met a nice guy one day and they got married...."

Tang Shiyi listened quietly, gradually tightening his hand holding the wine bottle.

"However, the child's stepfather is not a good person. He will separate the child from his mother. If the child does not obey his orders, the child's mother will be beaten... It has been like this for a long time"

Shen Qing's hands began to tremble, and he took a deep breath, as if he saw what a man did to a child...

"Later, a neighbor saw it, and they started fighting. The stepfather's younger brother was also there that day. The younger brother beat the neighbor seriously and died without timely medical treatment..."

"Afterwards, the child fled back to the city with his mother...but the stepfather had a large network of connections, and he bribed people to suppress the case...let the murderer go free... .”

"The child's mother has become more and more mentally...worse since she came back...finally she was admitted to the hospital...this stay was for many years...but the murderer Still haven't been punished...even the violent stepfather is doing well..."

Shen Qing took a deep breath and forced herself to speak out.

"After the child escaped from here, he studied desperately and doubled his efforts until now...he thought that all the hard work and glory could make him ignore the painful past...but the child was wrong Now...he found that the scars left by those days turned into his own shadow... No matter what, it can't be erased..."

"He started to be afraid to move forward...because the more he walked...the past would pull him back...he was so tired...he didn't want to move... .The child would rather be trapped in the same place...he doesn't want to lie to himself..."

Shen Qing closed her eyes, some hot and humid liquid slipped down.

"Brother Qing..." Tang Shiyi's voice seemed to be blocked, and he looked pale and weak when he spoke these two fragile words.

"But..." Shen Qing burst out laughing suddenly, Tang Shixi's heart seemed to have been hollowed out more than half, the pain was so painful that he forgot to breathe...

"But one day, God gave him an extremely precious treasure..."

Shen Qing turned her head to look at Tang Shishi.

"The child met a person, and he was attracted by this person at first sight. After a chance encounter, the fate of the two people was linked together... The child is still hesitating... He is afraid that one day his baby Knowing the darkness behind him, he walked away...but just now, the child decided not to hide, and now he tells these things to his baby..."

"Brother Qing...I..." Tang Shiyi said hoarsely, "I'm sorry..."

Shen Qing shook her head lightly, put her hands on Tang Shiyi's shoulders, and made Tang Shiyi face her, the alcohol had already started to take effect.

"Eleventh...I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hide it from you...I'm just afraid that you will leave...I'm afraid that the person I love will leave me...but you Too good.....I'm afraid that one day I won't be able to handle the gap between you and me...I will take the postgraduate entrance examination, improve my qualifications, and give you a better life..."

Shen Qing lowered her head, and clasped Tang Shiyi's hand tightly with both hands, extremely pious,

"Eleventh...you light up my life...thank you...thank you very much...I will work hard, can you give me a chance... ...let me stay by your side...don't, don't hate me...I will cure my anxiety...I will go first...can you... ..do not leave Me....."

Shen Qing held Tang Shiyi's hands tightly, brought them to her lips, and kissed them lightly.

Seeing Shen Qing's trembling hands, Tang Shiyi took a tight breath and held Shen Qing's hand instead.

"Brother Qing, don't be afraid, go forward boldly, I'll be by your side, never leave, let's take care of each other slowly, auntie will be fine, everything will be fine, I will accompany you, even if you coax me, I won't leave. "

Tang Shiyi suddenly said to Wuci, "Brother Qing, don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm here..."

At this time, thousands of words and rhetoric are no match for these three words.

"Brother Qing...I love you..." Tang Shiyi was extremely sincere at this moment.

In the blink of an eye, Shen Qing's heart twitched violently, and all the emotions intertwined became the key to the last line of defense in her heart. Hearing the last wall of her heart collapse, Shen Qing stretched out her hand and lifted Tang Shiyi to the ground. Pulling off the bath towel, she eagerly kissed Tang Shiyi and pressed him down...

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