Don't suffer Lao Tzu

Shen Qing glanced at the junior who was still waiting at the door, it was the little brother who was interviewed to play the guitar by the Ministry of Literature and Art.

"Then I'll go." Shen Qing looked at Tang Shishi.

Tang Shixi nodded, "Call me."

Shen Qing hummed, rubbed Tang Shiyi's shoulder intentionally, and then walked towards the junior.

The junior didn't know if it was his own illusion. The friends around the chairman looked at him with strange eyes, and he couldn't tell what was wrong.

Seeing Shen Qing approaching, his eyes shifted to Shen Qing. From the corner of his eye, the chairman's friend hadn't left yet, so he should be looking at himself.

"Teacher Tao was looking for you just now." Yan Shaoming looked at Shen Qing's calm profile.

"Well, thank you." Shen Qing looked sideways at Yan Shaoming and said.

"You're welcome." Yan Shaoming has become famous since the interview. The first person "stalked" by the chairman was ridiculed by his roommate.

The two walked around the lobby and walked towards the innermost box. Yan Shaoming opened the door first, Shen Qing nodded politely and walked in.

There were already six people around the round table, all of them were students led by Tao Zihuai. There was only Yan Shaoming in the freshman year, and Zhou Zihan in the senior year besides Shen Qing. The remaining four Shen Qing were also rare and could not be named.

Shen Qing is Tao Zihuai's most proud student here, and everyone here is very familiar with the deeds of the student union chairman.

There was chattering in the box without saying a word, when the door opened, Shen Qing came in and greeted each other, Shen Qing greeted everyone one by one and glanced at the seat, there was an empty seat in front of her, just holding her hand After getting on the back of the chair, Tao Zihuai heard Tao Zihuai say, "That's Yan Shaoming's seat, you are here."

Talking Tao Zihuai gracefully patted the empty seat beside him, and there was laughter all around, Yan Shaoming happily closed the door.

Shen Qing was stunned for a moment, then laughed, patted the back of Yan Shaoming's chair, and walked around the round table. Although she was smiling, every step was difficult.

Tao Zihuai moved the chair out a little for Shen Qing, and Shen Qing said in a low voice, "Thank you."

"You're welcome." Tao Zihuai stared down at Shen Qing's arm that was pulling the chair. After a few seconds, he calmly moved his eyes away, took a sip of the water in front of him, and then picked up the tissue in hand and tapped it on his lips. point.

Shen Qing looked ahead, and there were all kinds of dishes on the table next to each other in a circle, and he couldn't hear the laughter from time to time.

"Everyone is here, so I'll just say a few words. You're all hungry too." Tao Zihuai smiled, his eyes hidden behind the gold-rimmed glasses that no one could fathom.

Sitting on Shen Qing's left, Zhou Zihan echoed, "You can do whatever you want, everyone is not hungry."

The students on the opposite side glanced at Zhou Zihan, smiled and said nothing.

Tao Zihuai was not surprised, and nodded slightly, "Today, the main thing is to welcome the newcomer Yan Shaoming,"

As soon as the words fell, Zhou Zihan took the lead in applauding, and Shen Qing looked at Yan Shaoming with a smile.

Yan Shaoming was very embarrassed, stood up and bowed.

Everyone laughed again, this elementary school boy is so fun.

"What's more, congratulations to Zhou Zihan——" Tao Zihuai said, everyone turned their attention to Zhou Zihan's face again, and Tao Zihuai said unhurriedly, "Received the notification of J University's insurance research, and won the national first prize. Waiting for the scholarship!"

This time, a few sophomores and juniors took the lead in applauding wildly, watching Zhou Zihan with stars in his eyes.

Yan Shaoming was stunned for a moment, and then applauded. He didn't know why, he thought it was a good thing, but why was it so official, and a little uncomfortable.Clapping, eyes fell on Shen Qing's face, Shen Qing smiled faintly, and clapped very gently and calmly.

Yan Shaoming looked at senior Shen Qing, who was several times stronger than Zhou Zihan, and suddenly had a question in his heart, did senior Shen Qing have anything to celebrate? Thinking, he listened to Tao Zihuai's next words.

"You are my pride." Tao Zihuai raised his wine glass, everyone raised it up, Yan Shaoming was a little disappointed, why is there no such thing as Senior Shen Qing?

There is actually no wine at the wine table. Everyone saw that the teacher didn't mention it, so they poured iced black tea tacitly.

Shen Qing looked at the people eating, drinking, drinking and chatting all around, feeling a little dazed, her eyes fell on Yan Shaoming, who was eating happily with his head down.

Yan Shaoming felt that sitting among the seniors and listening to what they said about what they had and what they said, business boasting each other, he was really not interested, he didn't care about it, he only liked playing the guitar and singing, and if there was something delicious right now, he would eat as much as possible to save money Money is lost.

Shen Qing looked at Yan Shaoming's new primary school boy, and brought back her own memories of that year——

He was a freshman back then, and he learned that his instructor was Tao Zihuai during the military training. The senior brothers and sisters all said that he was lucky, because Tao Zihuai not only did not urge homework, but also had a good temper. He would take his students out to play and have dinner in his spare time .

It was because Shen Qing thought that he had made it through, and could finally get rid of the painful memories and be a normal person, study hard, and actively participate in activities. He thought that he was good enough to be different from his past self, but what happened later Proved him wrong, he just jumped from one hell to another, only more dark and insidious...

Shen Qing turned her head and looked indifferently at Zhou Zihan who was imparting experience to several juniors, and the voice in her ears gradually boiled...

If Xie Zeran is still here, he must be very dazzling, and everyone should celebrate him.....

Shen Qing was disturbed by the noise, and leaned on the back of the chair to concentrate.

Xie Zeran, Zhou Zihan, and Shen Qing, they are all students of Tao Zihuai, and they are also the freshman class that Tao Zihuai has led.

It was only later that I found out that Xie Zeran was from a poor family but had excellent grades, and the school liked him so much that he was assigned to Tao Zihuai's subordinates.

Zhou Zihan relied on relationships and put himself under Tao Zihuai's name.

The only thing Tao Zihuai really fancy is himself...

And this happened to be the source of Xie Zeran's death.

Shen Qing took a breath and exhaled lightly. As soon as she closed her eyes, she was standing downstairs in the teaching building and watching Xie Zeran jumping off the roof like a dead leaf...

I have a good relationship with Xie Zeran, and they often do experiments arranged by Tao Zihuai together.

The strength of the two is equal, and the top two in the department are taken by two people.

When Xie Zeran heard Tao Zihuai mentioning the scholarship, his eyes lit up. If he got this scholarship, he would be able to reduce a lot of burden for his mother who worked three-part jobs, pay some medical expenses for his father, and buy a new pair of sports for his younger sister. The shoes allow her to play with her friends freely in physical education class.

For the first scholarship, Xie Zeran and Shen Qing shared the same share, and Tao Zihuai submitted Shen Qing's name to the school.Xie Zeran rejected the envelope containing the scholarship that Shen Qing handed over, he wanted to rely on his own strength.

For the second scholarship, Xie Zeran still naively thought that he worked hard enough, so the teacher changed the name on the list, but the teacher didn’t have it. He didn’t have this empathetic teacher, so he still applied for love.

Xie Zeran still refused Shen Qing's help, he just didn't know what he did wrong......

The third time... Shenqing deliberately fell behind Xie Zeran by a few points, not knowing what happened to the paper, the final scholarship was still Shenqing's...

Shen Qing's hands trembled, and she recalled Xie Zeran's desperate eyes when she knew the truth countless times. At that time, Xie Zeran was standing on the top of the building looking at the crowd below. Shen Qing knew that Xie Zeran had been looking at her.

Xie Zeran hadn't graduated yet, he could have been better than everyone present, but he gave up, every time Shen Qing recalled the moment when Xie Zeran fell from the building, it was very painful, in just a second, a life disappeared.

When the suicide note was discovered later, there were only a few scribbled strokes, and every word and every stroke of Shenqing could be remembered very clearly——

Stop being a human being in the next life, it's so tiring.

With a change of light and shadow, Shen Qing came to a room in an old house, the golden light of the setting sun was reflected in the eyes through the white curtains, the intermittent clarinet sound of the neighbor's children could be heard next to her ears, and the sound of children running around and playing outside the window was heard.

Everything is harmonious and reassuring.

Suddenly, there was a sound of unlocking the lock, and Shen Qing sat up instinctively, her back was stiff, the sound was like the footsteps of a devil, and then a man's voice echoed in Shen Qing's ears——

"Shen Qing, where's your mother?"

"Shen Qing, you can't go outside to play, stay at home, there are bad people outside."

Shen Qing heard her own childish voice, "Then why can they go out?"

The man smiled strangely, "They will be beaten to death."

Therefore, Xiaoqing must be obedient...

If you are disobedient, your mother will be beaten...

Reminiscing that the scourge tore Shen Qing's disguise to pieces, Shen Qing couldn't bear it any longer, so she randomly picked up the cup in front of her and drank it in one gulp.

"What's wrong with you?" Tao Zihuai asked slowly in a low voice.

Although he expressed concern, Tao Zihuai had already seen through Shen Qing's pain.

"It's okay." Shen Qing said coldly, unable to tolerate Tao Zihuai in her eyes, she turned her head to one side.

Tao Zihuai paused for a few seconds, carefully surveyed the lively environment around him, and after confirming that no one noticed, he slowly put his hand on Shen Qing's leg.

The moment she was touched, Shen Qing suddenly stood up, and there was no sound in the room.

Shen Qing looked into the frightened eyes and squeezed out a polite smile, "Sorry, I have to leave earlier."

The scattered sounds of goodbye made the atmosphere in the box instantly a lot more awkward.

Tao Zihuai slowly rolled his eyes, and without anyone noticing, secretly changed his own cup with the one Shen Qing just drank, holding the cup, rubbing his thumb on the mouth of the cup non-stop.

Tang Shiyi was walking out with Zhang Junyu Xinying, as if he had a sense of touch, Tang Shixi casually looked back and saw Shen Qing.

"What's wrong?" Yu Xinying turned her head and was startled when she saw Shen Qing, "Isn't that Brother Qing?"

The little clever Zhang Jun gave a dry cough, and tugged at Yu Xinying, "Don't you want to drink the milk tea downstairs, let's go first."

Yu Xinying didn't understand what was going on, anyway, she felt that it would be embarrassing for her to ask any more questions, so she followed Zhang Jun to the elevator in a hurry.

Shen Qing rested her arms on the railing, leaned forward, and looked down.

Tang Shishi approached, but Shen Qing didn't notice.

"Brother Qing?" Seeing that Shen Qing seemed to be immersed in something, Tang Shixi asked tentatively.

Shen Qing woke up instantly, with life in his eyes, and turned to look at Tang Shiyi in shock, he was sure it was not a hallucination, Tang Shixi was right in front of him.

"Brother Qing? Are you okay?" Tang Shixi asked with concern.

Shen Qing froze for a moment, all the muscles in her body relaxed, as if she had just walked out of a sauna room, "It's all right."

Tang Shiyi snorted. From this angle, he could see the fine sweat on Shen Qing's forehead, and his heart tightened, because he had seen such symptoms as Shen Qing's, and his distress was greater than his doubts.

"Have you finished eating?" Shen Qing's hand gradually stopped shaking the moment she saw Tang Shiyi.

"Well, the two of them have something to do, so I'll be alone." Tang Shixi smiled wryly.

"Is there anything going on later?" Shen Qing had proposed an invitation, how could Tang Shiyi refuse, and he had to push back to accompany her boyfriend if he had something to do, "It's okay, do you want to go?"

Shen Qing smiled lightly. Tang Shiyi saw it and felt uncomfortable. Shen Qing was just pretending to make him not look very fragile.

"Don't leave your legs. If you leave, I can carry you on your back." Shen Qing looked at Tang Shiyi. A boyfriend with magical powers always made him feel at ease.

"Farewell, just find a place to sit." Tang Xiyi felt a little embarrassed when he heard the words.

Shen Qing thought for a while, "Go to my school. In the afternoon, go to the counselor's office to prepare plans. There is a sofa there, you can sit on it. If you feel bored, you can-"

"It's not boring, it's not boring, let's go." Tang Shiyi looked very excited, which was regarded as Shen Qing took him a step into his world.

Shen Qing looked at Tang Shiyi who was delighted, and said to herself,

This person, if he wants, I will always be by his side...

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