Don't suffer Lao Tzu

After drinking this glass of wine, the atmosphere became active. Jiang Tao and Yu Hao talked to each other. Jiang Tao cueed to the Weimeng from time to time, and he rolled his eyes and acted like a good boy. Chen Lin teased a few words.

Shen Qing sat quietly, bowed her head to peel the prawns and listened to the chatter of a few people, with the corners of her mouth raised from time to time.

Tang Shiyi fell into a trance while sitting. It may be because he is too young, or he has too little experience. He is not feeling well now, and he is very afraid. If it is not because the woman discovered their smuggling crime, they may also be arrested. Catch it, but only for a period of time. After it is released, it may cause trouble again.

"What's wrong?" Shen Qing turned her head and asked.

Tang Shiyi woke up with a start, "It's all right."

Shen Qing stared at Tang Shishi.

"What's the matter?" Tang Shiyi was flustered, more guilty, Shen Qing's eyes seemed indifferent but could see everything.

Shen Qing looked away and stared down at the shrimp in her hand, "The matter is over, let's move on, some things are beyond our control."

Tang Shixi paused for a few seconds, nodded in understanding and said nothing, picked up the cauliflower and ate it in one bite.

"Eleventh!" Yu Hao raised his cup and shouted,

"Hey!" Tang Shiyi also toasted,

"I must take you down today!" Yu Hao shook his hand holding the cup forward, half of it spilled out.

"He's still in school." Chen Lin interrupted, holding a cup beside him.

"Oh, yes, yes, yes, I forgot, then let's finish the order." Yu Hao smiled.

"Brother Qing!" Yu Hao shouted.

Shen Qing smiled, and slowly poured wine into the glass. Seeing that the glass was full, Jiang Tao looked at Shen Qing suspiciously.

"Xiao Taotao?" Chen Lin asked.

"No one will be rejected!" Jiang Tao immediately changed his face,

"Miss Wei, don't drink, just water." Yu Hao said happily.

Wei Meng smiled and held up a bottle of mineral water, "Don't pick me up!"

"No pick, no pick..." the four said.

"Don't dare dare..." Jiang Tao owed.

Wei Meng gave him another look, "Come on, cheers~"

"cheers!"

After the second clink of glasses, everyone let go.

Yu Hao probably was too depressed to write the thesis and finally managed to relax. He completely classified Tang Shiyi as his own, and pulled him to talk and talk about his university experience.

In line with the concept of pointing to the end, the two people plus Jiang Tao played together, and stacked a case of wine on the basis of a case of wine.

Jiang Tao wobbled a little, hiccupped a few times, leaned back and stared at the ceiling silently, his little face flushed.

Wei Meng saw it, and calmly said to Shen Qing next to him, "I'll take it home later."

Shen Qing smiled and gave a light grace.

"You didn't drink too much, did you?" Wei Meng looked at the two empty bottles in front of Shen Qing,

"No, don't worry." Shen Qing took a mouthful of vegetables and put them in her mouth.

"En," Wei Meng still looked at Jiang Tao worriedly.

"I'll go too," Tang Shixi said.

Wei Meng and Shen Qing looked over, there were six or seven bottles in front of Tang Shiyi, surrounding him like a wall, Wei Meng paused, and then looked at Tang Shiyi's feet The three or four bottles I saw were all empty.

Tang Shiyi still didn't change his face, and said with a smile, "I didn't drink too much, Sister Wei, I will accompany Brother Qing to send Brother Tao back."

"Don't force it." Shen Qing looked at Tang Shiyi. Although Tang Shiyi did not see any changes on his face, Shen Qing vaguely saw some unknown colors in his shadow from his eyes.

"It's okay, Zhang Jun and I drank more than here." Tang Shiyi calmed down, and only he knew whether he was dizzy or not.

"Sure! Little brother!" Yu Hao propped his arms on the table, tilted his head and stared at Tang Shiyi, feeling that if someone touched him, he would smash into the table.

"Have you reached this point, have you reached it? Huh?—" Yu Hao said in a long voice with a very distorted expression.

"It's here, it's early." Tang Shiyi said.

Yu Hao hiccupped, leaned his stool towards Chen Lin silently, and fell on Chen Lin's shoulder, "No, I can't drink any more, just stop, stop."

Chen Lin moved his body back, and after confirming that Yu Hao was stable, he said to Tang Shiyi, "You can drink too much, do your parents know how to drink?"

Tang Shiyi looked at Yu Hao leaning on Chen Lin's shoulder, and secretly moved, "My father is okay, but my mother can't drink, the kind that doesn't drink at all."

"Where is Shen Qing? I really haven't seen you drinking." Chen Lin looked away.

Tang Shiyi also turned his head to look at Shen Qing, sensitively sensing something was wrong.

Shen Qing leaned against the chair, with both hands casually placed on her lap, "I can drink."

In fact, after Chen Lin asked this sentence, he was more than half sober. He shouldn't have asked this question. He rarely mentioned his parents, and the one he had the most contact with was this sister with a different surname.

Chen Lin gave a dry cough and nodded.

Two of the most noisy ones were poured on the wine table, and immediately the ears became much clearer. Tang Shiyi was indeed on the verge of getting dizzy, wondering if he would be able to maintain his balance by standing up for a while.

"Chen, Chen Lin..." Yu Hao whispered.

"En?" Chen Lin turned his head to look at Yu Hao.

"Toilet..." Yu Hao was red from neck to eyes.

"En." Chen Lin agreed, and walked out with Yu Hao beside him.

Tang Shiyi drank so much, no matter how good his kidneys were, it was time for him to open the gate to release the water, so he also walked out, quickly leaving a door for Chen Lin.

Shen Qing watched Tang Shiyi disappear outside the door, looked back at Jiang Tao's power outage, and thought in his heart that it was not time for him to restart the chatterbox.

"Shen Qing." Wei Meng shouted calmly.

Shen Qingen said, and looked over.

Wei Meng took a deep breath, and after thinking about what to say, he said, "Today, your instructor came to tell me that you don't want to take the postgraduate entrance examination."

The room fell into the ice cellar in an instant, and Jiang Tao's drunken breath seemed to break the condensed air.

Shen Qing stared at Wei Meng for a few seconds, and pulled out the deep folds of his trousers under the table. The faint smile on his face was still there, but it was getting stiffer and stiffer.

"If I don't ask, how long will you keep it from me?" Wei Meng looked at Shen Qing expressionlessly.

Shen Qing sighed, and said softly, "I drank too much, it's okay to talk about it tomorrow."

Wei Meng was more angry than distressed. If Tao Zihuai hadn't told her about this, she might not have believed it was Shen Qing's decision.She sighed, "I'm tired today, let's talk tomorrow."

Shen Qing didn't speak, she drank Tang Shiyi's glass of wine in one gulp and got up to leave.

"Where are you going?" Wei Meng also wanted to get up and follow, and his heart was hanging.

"Go to the toilet." Shen Qing wiped the corners of her mouth and smiled softly.

Wei Meng looked at Shen Qing's back, sitting heavily on the chair, with complicated eyes.

Shen Qing's feet were a little light. He did seldom drink alcohol. From the night his mother was diagnosed and admitted to a mental hospital, he drank until he lost consciousness. He didn't know how many days he slept at home upside down day and night. Finally, the school called the police. Only then did I find the case of alcoholism.

Passing through the smell of tobacco and alcohol from table to table, ignoring the boiling noise, walked to the entrance of the lobby, Shenqing silently took out the cigarette case, opened the case with her thumb, picked up one with the head bowed in her mouth, and the other Holding the lighter in one hand, he pressed it tremblingly several times before a tiny flame popped out.

Shen Qing silently looked at her trembling hand holding the lighter, her eyes were lifeless, stagnant.

He didn't want to go, he didn't dare to go out of this city, for fear that once he went out, he would never come back.

With a cigarette in his mouth, Shen Qing didn't stand upright anymore. If it wasn't for the heavy traffic, he really wanted to squat down and hug himself for a while, even for a while. It has become a habitual thought to heal himself in a place where others can't see .

White smoke floated up, making the things in front of me illusory.

Shen Qing took a deep breath, the flame of the tobacco gradually became stronger, she squatted down slowly, and then slowly spit it out.

If Tao Zihuai appeared in front of her eyes, Shen Qing looked at the palm of her trembling hand,

If it happened... Shen Qing's eyes gradually turned cold, revealing incomparable disgust and contempt.

"Brother love?"

Shen Qing looked back, the cigarette in her hand was burned out, and she didn't feel hot when she looked at Tang Shiyi behind her.

"Pinch it, isn't it hot?" Tang Shiyi walked around a waiter who was serving food, and walked over steadily.

Shen Qing didn't speak, the coldness on her face dissipated instantly, she lowered her head and silently pressed the cigarette on the ground to stifle it out.

Tang Shiyi couldn't tell that he was drinking too much, but the smell of alcohol around him was indeed strong. Before reaching Shen Qing's side, Shen Qing could already smell it, but she didn't say anything. Instead, she smiled faintly and looked at Tang Shiyi who came over.

Tang 11 walked to Shen Qing's side in two steps, without even thinking about it, he moved two steps closer to Shen Qing's side, and squatted down with Shen Qing, their legs rubbed unintentionally.

"I didn't expect you to still smoke." Tang Shiyi said with a smile, with a strong smell of alcohol coming out of his mouth.

Shen Qing paused, then smiled and said, "Smoking is bad, don't learn."

"Who can't tell." Tang Shiyi turned his head to look at Shen Qing, with a flash of fire in his eyes, then shifted his gaze to other places, put his hands on his knees and squatted obediently like a kitten, Continued to say, "I find that cigarettes are amazing. After smoking, I forget everything. It is more convenient than wine."

"Can you forget everything?" Shen Qing also turned her head to stare at Tang Shiyi, her eyes became warm at this moment.

Tang Shixi paused for a moment, "That's not true, just, anyway, I will take you out of the sea of ​​suffering for a while." After speaking, he was happy.

Shen Qing laughed lightly, but didn't speak.

"To be honest, I used to smoke cigarettes to relieve my boredom. I hid in the toilet and smoked a cigarette, and smoked a cigarette in the alley after school. Sometimes I smoked a pack when I was doing problems at home.... ..." Tang Shiyi's voice became smaller and smaller, and the lights of the passing vehicles were turned on. He watched the lampposts flash by one by one, and his mind became more and more in a trance.

"I smoke one when I'm lonely..." Tang Shiyi seemed to be talking to himself, without complaining or self-pity, as if he was talking about himself.

The two were silent for a while, both silently listening to the noise in the lobby behind them.

"I quit when I was in high school." Tang Shixi laughed suddenly, as if he forgot what happened just now.

Shen Qing looked at Tang Shishi, "It's really easy to quit."

Tang Shiyi chuckled twice, "It's not easy. If I can't hold back during this period, I will take a sip to enjoy it."

The outline of Tang Shiyi in Shen Qing's eyes gradually merged with the lights of the street lamps and plaques behind.

"Is there anything else?" Tang Shiyi suddenly looked at Shen Qing.

"Didn't you quit?" Shen Qing took out a pack of cigarettes and hesitated for a while.

"Draw with you." Tang Shixi reached out to Shen Qing's arms without waiting for Shen Qing to hand it over.

Shen Qing was stunned, and let Tang Shixi take the cigarette case away.

Those who have seen him smoking all say the following words,

smoking is bad for your health

you can smoke

Quit it, what's wrong with learning this

No one knows that he will only pick up cigarettes when he can't bear the loneliness, can't turn a blind eye to his trembling hands, and desperately hides his inner fear, because these can let him escape from the darkness and cold behind him, and can avoid making him afraid psychological counseling.

Tang Shiyi glanced at the brand of the cigarette pack, and found a cool mint-flavored cigarette that wasn't very strong.

I have to admit that Jiu Zhuang is cowardly. Compared with the action of reaching into Shen Qing's arms just now to let Tang Xixi wake up, he can choose the latter.

"Brother Qing?" Tang Shiyi was smoking a cigarette.

Shen Qing came back to his senses, and the noise in his ears broke out again in an instant.

"Is there a fire?" Tang Shixi asked.

Shen Qing let out a cry, handed over the lighter in her hand, and raised her hand as if she had been tapped for a moment.

Stop shaking your hands...

The author has something to say:

(..??_??..) Smoking is harmful to health, cuties, don’t try it

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