Don't suffer Lao Tzu

For a moment, Shen Qing felt that her throat was being sewn shut, she opened her eyes wide and watched Wei Meng open his mouth but no sound came out, feeling as if a knife was piercing his heart.

Wei Meng looked away, pondered for a moment, and said, "I told Uncle Miao, this matter depends on you, you have grown up, you can make your own decision, Shen Qing—" Wei Meng hesitated, the words were on the lips , I had to say "I, I don't know what's wrong with Auntie, but you, I don't want to see you being bad, do you understand me, I am very worried about you, I am worried about you, and so is Uncle Miao."

Shen Qing's heart fell into the abyss, he didn't listen to a word of Weimeng's words, the sound of broken glass burst out in his ears, the desperate cry of a woman, and the voice of a man in the dark making him sick, like a mountain torrent erupting, washed him away The fence that has just been built.

"Shen Qing, Shen Qing?" Wei Meng kept looking away just now, and only dared to look at him after he finished speaking. He noticed that Shen Qing's eyes were wrong, and the alternation of light and dark was mixed with fear and despair.

"Apply?" Wei Meng shouted.

Weimeng's shout brought Shen Qing back from the distant memory, and Shen Qing came to a sudden realization.

"Apply?" Wei Meng asked tentatively.

"Huh?" Shen Qing's froze eyes finally shed light, looking at Wei Meng.

"It's okay, you go to bed early, I'll go eat." Wei Meng felt that she couldn't continue talking, but seeing Shen Qing's reaction just now, she gave herself a warning, and she would never speak about Auntie again.

"Oh, then I'll go down." After Shen Qing finished speaking, she stood up, grabbed her clothes with trembling hands and turned her back, avoiding Weimeng's sight.

Wei Meng gave a grunt, and when the door closed, he lay weakly on the sofa and sighed deeply.

She just felt that the fog around Shen Qing was getting thicker and thicker, and finally she couldn't see his original appearance clearly.

Shen Qing didn't know how she opened the door, how she went downstairs, how she walked to the pet hospital, and opened the door in a daze. Jiang Tao was studying how to fold clothes without folds, and gently pinched them with her orchid fingers neckline.

"I'm back." Jiang Tao glanced at Shen Qing, but didn't notice anything wrong.

"En." Shen Qing agreed and walked past Jiang Tao.

Jiang Tao lowered his head and spread the clothes on the sofa, watching the video teaching every time he moved.

Shen Qing took the last pack of cigarettes she put in the lounge, and Gu Zi walked out, missed Jiang Tao, stood outside the gate, picked up one tremblingly, and dropped it.

Shen Qing frowned and lowered her head to stare at her hand taking off the cigarette, which became even more serious.

Take a few deep breaths and try to clear the bad memories in your mind, empty, empty, empty...  

Slowly pulling out a cigarette, the slight trembling could hardly be noticed by a thick-hearted person like Jiang Tao, Shen Qing tried her best to focus on the cigarette stick in her hand, and slowly moved it to her lips, holding it live.

Shen Qing breathed a sigh of relief and touched her pocket.

Looking up at the street lamp and sighing, he turned and went back to get the lighter.

Seeing Shen Qing coming in, Jiang Tao shouted, "Look! How about it!"

"What," Shen Qing patiently put her hands in her pockets.

"I folded it. Didn't it get crumpled just now? I folded it for you. Let's see if it works—are you enjoying it?" Jiang Tao looked at Shen Qing.

"No, take the lighter." Shen Qing returned indifferently, looked down, and saw Jiang Tao's half-sleeve in front of him.

Shen Qing stared at Tang Shiyi's clothes, her heart stopped for a moment, and she felt a sense of security for a moment.

Jiang Tao saw that Shen Qing hadn't moved, and said, "How about it, is it like the one sold in the store? It's so upright!"

Shen Qing silently took the cigarette from her mouth, sat on the side, looked at the half sleeve without saying a word.

Jiang Tao stared at the "work of art" he had stacked intoxicated.

"Give it to me, I'll fold it." Shen Qing put the cigarette in his hand on the side of the coffee table, suddenly he realized that his hand was not shaking anymore, and stared at the hand hanging in the air.

Jiang Tao looked up and saw Shen Qing raised his hand, and said with a smile, "You are lighting a cigarette with power, aren't you?"

Shen Qing glanced past Jiang Tao, got up and took Jiang Tao's "folded" clothes gently, put them on her lap and folded them quickly, looked up at Jiang Tao, "Like this."

"Are you a professional?" Jiang Tao was surprised and gave a thumbs up.

Shen Qing rubbed her collar with her hand, "I worked in a clothing store before."

"Why didn't I know, you can do it, decathlon!" Jiang Tao looked at the shining Shenqing as if he had dug a treasure.

Shen Qing smiled, stood up and returned to the lounge with her clothes on her back, staring at the miserable state of her mattress being ravaged by Jiang Tao, guessing that Jiang Tao's shock at discovering that she had hidden Tang Shiyi's clothes should be top-notch.

After tidying up simply, Shen Qing put the clothes back in place, picked up the pillow to cover them, looked at the clothes for a few seconds, slowly lowered the hands holding the pillow, and Shen Qing stared at the clothes in a trance.

He didn't know how magical this person was, that a piece of clothing could calm him down from the anxiety that he had to rely on in the past to be relieved by tobacco, alcohol and drugs.

Shen Qing looked at the clothes, a slight smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and the temperature in her eyes gradually rose.

When he came out again, Jiang Tao was lying on the sofa and playing with his phone.

Squinting to see Shen Qing coming out, he immediately turned off the phone, and teased, "Did you give up his clothes and prayed to you for several times before you came back?"

Shen Qing smiled, didn't speak, walked quietly to Jiang Tao's feet, suddenly grabbed Jiang Tao's ankle and lifted it up, pressing her right knee on the other leg.

"Oh shit——" Jiang Tao threw his phone on the coffee table, and grabbed his pants indiscriminately.

Like a dance teacher pressing the legs of a student who didn't open, Shen Qing pressed forward step by step, her eyes fixed on the ferocious Jiang Tao, and the corner of her mouth couldn't help showing a smug smile.

Jiang Tao bit his lip and said nothing, his face flushed from holding back, and he slapped Shen Qing's arm frantically, admitting defeat.

When Shen Qing saw Jiang Tao's leg was bent, she said bluntly, "No, it won't work if it's bent!"

"I see your uncle is acting—don't stop, I'm wrong, I'm wrong." Jiang Tao finally couldn't help it, dragging himself back with a burst of desire to survive, trying to make the angle of his legs smaller.

"No! It's not ninety degrees yet!" Shen Qing couldn't help it anymore, she let out a laugh, and the strength in her hand lost more than half in an instant.

As soon as Shen Qing let go, Jiang Tao's leg fell onto the sofa in an instant.

I saw Jiang Tao clutching his big crotch, smoking like a shrimp on the sofa.

"The hundred and eight are almost there." Jiang Tao gritted his teeth and spread out on the sofa.

Shen Qing smiled and sat aside.

Jiang Tao regained his strength, and looked at Shen Qing resentfully, "Is it okay if I was wrong, I really think your pillow is not good, I just wanted to change mine, who knows that you are secretly hiding other people's clothes."

Shen Qing felt that the secret had been discovered, so she stiffened and looked at Jiang Tao.

Jiang Tao also stared at Shen Qing, thinking that he might have hit something, so he shut up.

The two stalemate for a while, Jiang Tao couldn't sit still, he was full of novelty and surprise in his heart, the novelty is in everyone's eyes, apart from having girls around him at work and his sister in daily life, it's not good to be in a relationship or not to fall in love. An ambiguous senior from the ascetic department actually stole other people's things.Surprisingly, after she found out, Shen Qing didn't explain and said that she was right in everything, and she blushed in embarrassment.

Jiang Tao's eyes narrowed more and more, and finally squinted at Shen Qing unfathomably, took a breath, and said, "Brother Qing, are you—"

"Didn't I tell you everything? You're right." Shen Qing felt that she had a very good mental quality on weekdays, but in the face of the current situation, she would not make excuses or lie. It would be best to just push Jiang Tao directly. OK

"No, let me tell you," Jiang Tao pointed to his head, "Are you sure you want me to think?"

Jiang Tao looked at Shen Qing, eager to start thinking in his eyes, "Then I've been thinking too much."

"Are you homophobic?" Shen Qing asked calmly, her heart beating so fast.

"Didn't you ask me earlier, I don't." Jiang Tao looked at Shen Qing suspiciously, as if he hadn't realized anything yet.

Shen Qing sweated a little, and gave an expression of grace without emotion.

"What do you mean, what's the difference between you being different and hiding your clothes—" Jiang Tao muttered to himself when he couldn't figure it out, and suddenly felt enlightened, hating himself for being so slow in responding, the "O" shape in his mouth was aimed at Shenqing,

"Oh----"

Seeing Jiang Tao's reaction, Shen Qing should understand, and sighed, "Don't say it outside."

Jiang Tao can be regarded as having a small handle to appeal, his eyebrows twitched, "I can't, I won't spread it."

After a while, Jiang Tao was over the excitement, and suddenly became curious again, and asked, "Brother Qing, what do you like about Tang Shiyi? It can't be that he is handsome, right? You are not a superficial person." ah?"

Shen Qing was looking down at the new plan on the phone, when she heard Jiang Tao's question, she raised her eyes and looked at him, then continued to lower her head.

Jiang Tao let out a sigh, and pulled his hair, "Don't just be in a relationship with me, even if you have an affair with someone, I can't believe it. How can it be reasonable?"

Token of love

Shen Qing paused for a moment, then pulled out most of her energy to look at Jiang Tao, her gaze seemed to be ignited, but only for a moment.

Jiang Tao didn't know what terrible thing he said, and was stared at by Shen Qing, "What are you doing?"

"It's okay." Shen Qing returned lightly and continued to study the planning case. Several freshmen in the external relations department reported sponsorship activities and were selected by the minister to be judged by the chairman. The counselor also mentioned that the external relations department of the student union was not efficient. , Seeing that the National Day holiday is coming, Shen Qing and the minister of the external relations department decided to hold an event to attract sponsorship.

Shen Qing was studying several planning proposals, when Jiang Tao suddenly said, "Look at the one standing on the side of the avenue, I can't see clearly."

Shen Qing put down her mobile phone and looked back outside the door. There was a lonely but stubborn figure standing under the streetlight in front of the steps.

Tang Shiyi closed his eyes tightly, why did Jiang Tao suddenly raise his head, why did he see himself so quickly.

Because I locked the key in the door at noon, I couldn't go home. Tang Ma and Aunt Wang didn't know what to do. They stood at the door for almost a moment without any movement, and they probably had to be nagged again when they called on the phone.

Unknowingly, I wandered to the entrance of the pet hospital, thinking that I could catch a glimpse of Shenqing, just one glance.When he got to the entrance of the pet hospital, he saw Shen Qing's focused back from a distance, and he couldn't walk. He didn't want to move his gaze away.

"Is it Tang Shishi?" Jiang Tao sat up and pulled himself together.

"En." Shen Qing stared at the back.

"What did he say, what is he doing?" Jiang Tao got off the sofa and stood by the door.

Shen Qing also stood up slowly, because seeing Tang Shiyi was pleasantly surprised and heart-warming because of what happened just now.

Tang Shiyi didn't know that he had completely failed in lurking, so he looked at the opposite street coolly.

"Last time I studied bicycles, this time," Jiang Tao saw a sorting trash can on the opposite side of the road facing Tang Shiyi, looking very pitiful under the street lights, "Did you see the trash can this time?"

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