The benefactor suspects that I don't love him

Chen Yuan hurriedly pushed away Lu Li's imprisoned hand and ran out. Lu Li tried to grab his clothes but was in vain. In the blink of an eye, when he reached the corridor door, Chen Yuan had disappeared.

After knowing that the follower was Chen Yuan, Lu Li did not feel relieved. The dusty memories two years ago flooded him like a tide from the moment he saw Chen Yuan.

That is the fresh and lively Chen Yuan, not the lifeless and sad Chen Yuan now.

What has Chen Yuan experienced in the past two years?

It is undeniable that a trace of bewilderment and distress flashed in Lu Li's heart.

For the first time, Lu Li tried to dial the number that he had selectively forgotten for two years, but he kept saying that there was no answer. There was no other way, so Lu Li had to give up.

Originally thought that it was absolutely impossible to see Chen Yuan in a short time, but no one expected that the next meeting would come so soon.

On Friday night, Lu Li was invited to attend Meng Yin's birthday party.Meng Yin didn't like crowds, so all the people who went were friends, and there were only 20 people in total.

At the banquet, Meng Yin, as the protagonist, was given a lot of alcohol, and she was a little tipsy after the banquet was over.Although Lu Li called a substitute driver for her, he was still worried that the little girl was alone, so they got into the car together.

When they arrived downstairs at Meng Yin's house, the surrogate driver left directly. Lu Li got off the co-pilot and opened the rear door, wanting to help Meng Yin get down.

Unexpectedly, Meng Yin had already fallen asleep in the back, and Lu Li was thinking whether to wake her up, when he felt another car coming from behind, and the lights were shining in front of his eyes.

At first Lu Li didn't pay attention, and hesitantly leaned into the car to wake Meng Yin up, but before his hands touched Meng Yin, he was pulled back two steps from behind.

Lu Li turned back with a little anger, and saw Chen Yuan who was suppressing his anger standing behind him, "Why are you here?"

After speaking, he looked at the direction behind the car, and saw a black car parked behind with the headlights on and the door open. Obviously, the owner of the car rushed over before even closing the door.

Lu Li frowned, "Are you following me again?"

At this time, Chen Yuan lost the momentum he had just now. He seemed a little regretful, and wanted to run away while Lu Li was not paying attention like last time.

How could Lu Li give him such a chance again, he firmly grasped Chen Yuan's arm, "If you don't speak clearly today, don't think about leaving."

Meng Yin in the car woke up at some point, she obviously saw the subtle atmosphere between the two of them, smiled awkwardly at Lu Li and went upstairs.

Because Lu Li was holding Chen Yuan, he couldn't see Meng Yin off, so he could only watch her enter the unit door before turning his gaze back.

Looking back, I saw Chen Yuan's eyes glued to his body, mixed with admiration, sourness and pain, which made Lu Li stunned for a while.

Seeing him turn around, Chen Yuan quickly looked away. Lu Li raised his eyebrows and didn't say anything. He dragged Chen Yuan to the car parked behind and got in directly.Chen Yuan was led obediently by him all the way, very quiet.

After getting into the car, Lu Li leaned his upper body on the back seat and adjusted a comfortable posture, looking at Chen Yuan leisurely.

Chen Yuan's current appearance is much more pleasing to the eye than the previous two days. Although he is still very haggard, it can be seen that his hair and clothing have been carefully taken care of, and he has returned to his previous appearance of a social elite.

Chen Yuan lowered his head when he saw him, and said hoarsely, "Don't you need to go up to accompany her?"

Lu Li was a little puzzled, "Who will accompany you?" Then he thought of Meng Yin who had just gone upstairs, "It's fine for her to go up, why should I accompany you?"

Hearing Lu Li's words, Chen Yuan felt a bit of despicable joy in his heart, and then he felt a little bitter. He didn't expect that he was so despicable that he would compare himself with a little girl.

He also followed Lu Li's example and leaned back, looking forward and asking softly, "How long have you been together?"

Maybe I really should let go, he thought.

In fact, he should let go from two years ago, but he is reluctant, but now he can't go on like this anyway, he can't bother Lu Li anymore, because he has no qualifications.

Lu Li realized that he had never understood Chen Yuan's thoughts, "Together?"

He chewed the word over and over again, and smiled suddenly for some reason.

Chen Yuan turned to look at him, "She's not you, you"

The word "girlfriend" couldn't be uttered anyway, but there was a faint light in his eyes.

Lu Li approached him playfully, "You want to say she is my girlfriend?"

Lu Li's breath sprayed beside Chen Yuan, making him a little hot after a long absence, and he refused to retreat. He wanted to hear Lu Li's answer.

Lu Li intentionally didn't answer, but instead asked, "What does this have to do with Mr. Chen?" He looked at Chen Yuan with heavy eyes, and Chen Yuan's heart went cold with no expression on his face.

Chen Yuan's face turned pale in an instant, and he felt that the blood in his whole body was going to be frozen.

On the other hand, Lu Li looked at his expression without any expression, and continued to look at him and asked, "Is Meng Yin my girlfriend? What does it have to do with Mr. Chen? Mr. Chen, what position are you asking?" What about me?"

Each word pierced Chen Yuan's heart like a knife, making him unable to breathe in pain.

Lu Li, who was quiet and silent when he was young, has become a little strange now. He has sharp teeth and claws, and he wants to tear his heart apart.

But his heart responded, it was throbbing, and it showed that he still loved Landing, even with what he had become.

He took a breath and slowed down, before he managed to maintain his voice and said, "I overstepped."

However, Lu Li seemed to lose interest in an instant, let go of the hand that had been holding his arm from the beginning, and quietly looked out the car window.

Chen Yuan's heart ached again, he couldn't see Lu Li being sad, even if it was at his own expense.

He tentatively stroked Lu Li's hand on his knee, and tightened it gently.

Lu Li's hand was very cold, Chen Yuan also shook the other hand, trying to warm him up a little.

"Did our relationship make you dissatisfied at the beginning?" Chen Yuan asked with a tight voice.He couldn't care about his heartache at this moment, he just wanted to find out the root cause of Lu Li's pain and help him share it.

Lu Li let him hold his hand, and suddenly explained to Chen Yuan, "Meng Yin is not my girlfriend, and I don't have a girlfriend."

Chen Yuan's ugly face all night finally showed some sincere smiles, and he patted Lu Li's hand comfortingly, "I know, that's enough."

After he finished speaking, he looked at Lu Li's expressionless face and added, "I'm very happy." He looked at Lu Li's face while speaking, for fear that he would question him as aggressively as before.

Fortunately, after he finished speaking, Lu Li didn't say anything. Chen Yuan was relieved and at the same time a little disappointed.

It was eleven or twelve o'clock now, Chen Yuan was thinking about Lu Li's rest and drove him home, Lu Li watched him from the back seat and didn't say a word.

When they arrived at the community, Chen Yuan sent Lu Li to the door of his house, turned around and was about to press the elevator down.

Lu Li leaned against the wall and watched his movements, and waited until the switch was opened before saying, "It's so late, why don't you stay at my house for a night."

Chen Yuan looked very happy, but hesitated a bit, "No way, the hotel I live in is very close to here."

Lu Li ignored him, took the key and opened the door without looking back, "Come in."

After thinking about it, he added, "I have something to tell you."

Chen Yuan finally couldn't stand the temptation, and followed him into the door.

After returning home, Lu Li went to the back room to change clothes, and when he came out, he saw Chen Yuan sitting on the chair in the living room stiffly, suddenly he was a little funny.

Chen Yuan has been the president of the company since he was in his twenties. He has never seen any high-end occasions or important meetings along the way.

As a result, now that he was in his [-]-square-meter house, he was timid and cautious.

Lu Li suddenly felt something different in his heart.

He pulled a chair and sat opposite Chen Yuan, and asked directly, "Do you like me?"

Chen Yuan blushed from his words, but replied without hesitation, "Yes."

He lowered his head and didn't look at Lu Li, and said to himself, "You keep asking me why I follow you, but you know it best, it's all because I like you, I love you."

"So before I found out whether Meng Yin was your girlfriend, I was in a mess. I was afraid, jealous, and even desperate. But when you told me that she was not, I was happy, happy, and full of joy.

I came to see you when grandma left, and my heart would break when I saw you suffering so much, but I resisted not bothering you, because it is true as you said, I have no position.

But Lu Li, you need to know that I love you more than anyone else. "

This was the first time Lu Li heard Chen Yuan say so many words after seeing him again.

Lu Li looked at Chen Yuan with gradually gentle eyes, and finally took a step forward when he stopped talking, and kissed him.

Chen Yuan was shocked at first, but soon relaxed, raising his smooth neck and accepting obediently.

After the kiss was over, both of them were a little out of breath. Lu Li hooked Chen Yuan's chin and looked at him with satisfaction as a trace of shyness flashed across his face, and he said casually, "I can give you a reason why you are qualified to control me in the future." .”

Chen Yuan was stunned. His whole body was trembling slightly because of Lu Li's words. The disbelief and joy on his face looked funny. He even suspected that there was something wrong with his ears.

There was no moment like this one that made him want to cry so much.

Chen Yuan's voice was a little choked, and he sniffed and asked Lu Li in a low voice, "Can you say it again?"

Lu Li looked at him jokingly, then leaned over and kissed Chen Yuan's earlobe, and whispered in his ear, "Of course, my boyfriend."

At this moment, Chen Yuan thought to himself, after waiting for five years, he finally got this sentence, Chen Yuan, you are worth it.

☆, extra

It has been a week since the two reconciled last time, but Chen Yuan still feels like living in a dream every day.

His business assistant in the company in city A will send it to him through the computer, and if there is anything that needs to be ordered, a video conference will be held. Anyway, he doesn't want to leave Lu Li for half a step.

Every morning, I would drive Lu Li to work, and in the evening, I would pick Lu Li up from get off work, and then the two of them would go to the supermarket to buy vegetables and cook together. After dinner, they would find a movie to watch together, and sometimes they would go out for a stroll.

There will never be a happier person in the world than him.

But while he was happy, Chen Yuan was a little worried about gain and loss. He was much older than Lu Li. Will Lu Li still love him when he gets old?

Lu Li finally noticed his abnormality one day. When Chen Yuan peeled an apple, he made a small cut. It was not deep, but the bleeding was quite bluffing.

With a cold face, Lu Li went to the bedroom to get a band-aid from the medicine box and put it on for him. He didn't say a word during this period.

Chen Yuan couldn't stand Lu Li's appearance the most, he kissed the corner of Lu Li's mouth in a fawning manner and apologized, "It's my fault, I was too careless, I must pay attention next time."

Lu Li looked at him, "You know, you've been very strange lately."

Chen Yuan rubbed the back of Lu Li's neck to comfort him, "Something happened in the company recently."

Lu Li sneered, "It's a lie."

Seeing that Lu Li stood up and was about to leave, Chen Yuan panicked and took his hand, "Yes, I have a hurdle in my heart."

After hearing his words, Lu Li stopped getting up, and signaled Chen Yuan to continue talking with his eyes.

Chen Yuan took a deep breath, "Ah Li, do you know that I am 13 years older than you."

Lu Li didn't understand what Chen Yuan meant, "I know this, but why are you absent-minded because of this?"

Chen Yuan smiled self-deprecatingly, took Lu Li's hand and gently played with it.Lu Li's hands are well-articulated, thin and fair, very good-looking.The most important thing is that he is also very young. Like him, it is the golden age of life.

"I am 37 years old this year, and I will be [-] in three years. I am too old to be worthy of my Ah Li."

Lu Li was silent for a moment, "You know, I don't care about this."

Chen Yuan smiled, "I know, I know, Ah Li is also the best person in the world to me."

He put down Lu Li's hand and turned to go to the kitchen to help Lu Li get something to eat, but he was pulled back the moment he turned around.

Chen Yuan was a little surprised, but he didn't have time to put a smile on his face again.

Lu Li touched the corner of his mouth with his hand, "Look, you don't know, and you're not happy."

Chen Yuan didn't know what to do for a while, Lu Li was already his extravagant wish to be with him, why did he have to think about things all day long and let Lu Li worry with him.

Just as he was about to comfort Lu Li, Lu Li said in a solemn tone, "I met you when I was at my worst, and you helped me, and I am grateful to you. Since then, Your appearance has been fixed in my heart.

I will love you when you are young, and I will be full of admiration when you are old. My feelings for you will not change with time and appearance, or do you think I am such a superficial person? "

Lu Li took a step forward and looked directly into Chen Yuan's eyes,

"Last time I only asked you if you liked me, but this time I want to tell you that I also like a person named Chen Yuan."

Chen Yuan felt as if he was floating in the clouds, and Lu Li's words made him instantly forget his inner doubts about himself.

Lu Li said that he likes me, this is something he only dared to imagine in his dreams before, but now Lu Li said it himself.

Lu Li looked at Chen Yuan with flustered eyes, which was a little funny, "Grandma is gone, and I am alone. Would Mr. Chen Yuan help me again?"

Chen Yuan stepped forward and hugged Lu Li, happy and distressed at the same time, "Don't be afraid, Li, you still have me, I will always be with you, and I will never think about it again."