world travel

"My name is Liang Jiayu, I'm a fisherman, and I'm a bit old. I just moved here recently, and I saw you all of a sudden..."

"You are really... very nice, wow, you are my ideal type."

"Really... shall we leave a contact information?"

"Or just leave this phone with you, open the window if you have nothing to do, then call me, and I'll be here."

Liang Jiayu had a playful smile on his face, and Zhou You was suddenly speechless by him.

At this moment, Shi Ruofei came out from the first floor, took a clothes drying pole in his hand, and shouted as if he was about to fork Liang Jiayu out, "Don't come to seduce my brother Xiaoyou! What are you trying to do?" ? Is it because you are old or because you don’t take a bath?!”

Zhou You: "..."

Liang Jiayu pricked up his ears and immediately grasped the point: "Xiaoyou? Listen well."

Shi Ruofei has black lines all over his head: "Don't climb Uncle Sun's tree!"

Liang Jiayu blinked his eyes, obviously also afraid that Shi Ruofei would be forked off from the tree, and he would be ashamed.He blew a kiss to Zhou You, and quickly crawled back.

Zhou You closed the window, only to realize that he was actually smiling.

When did he start laughing?I don't know, I just didn't find it.

Zhou You put the paper cup by the window, pressed the corner of his mouth with his hands, and told himself to stay calm.

Shi Ruofei came up from downstairs, pushed open the door, and immediately said: "This man is really thick-skinned!"

"Yeah." Zhou You nodded, "Too thick-skinned!"

"Where did he come from?" Shi Ruofei asked.

"I want to know too." Zhou You looked innocent.

Liang Jiayu was not like this in his impression.When he first approached him, Liang Jiayu was always calm and determined, with the double pressure of age and life experience, which made Zhou You very headache.He once thought that Liang Jiayu had no desire for him, but when he was about to give up, he found that Liang Jiayu actually wanted him too.

He felt that he seemed to be taking the initiative to attack at that time, but he was actually being led by the nose by Liang Jiayu.It wasn't until Liang Jiayu insisted on sending him back to school on the snowy night... that he gradually felt that he was regaining his advantage little by little.

The balance tipped in his favor.

He went from "lover" to "lover".

But it doesn't matter, whether it's a lover or a lover, it's all a dream.

Zhou You sometimes thinks that it is better to be a lover all the time, otherwise why would he take his own life in the end.

But emotions in this world are not so easy to control... Love is never calm, and love that is too calm is never love.

Listening to Shi Ruofei's complaints, Zhou You emphasized that if this scoundrel came to harass him again, he must tell himself that his baseball bat and clothes-line are always there!

Zhou You said, "Well, okay, I see."

After dinner, Nan Chuan secretly scolded Shi Ruofei in the kitchen.

"I want you to meddle in your own business! You really don't care about anything!" Shi Nanchuan laughed and scolded.

Shi Ruofei shrank his neck, nestled next to his father and said a few words, Zhou You sat in the living room, his ears were red and he pretended to put together a puzzle.

After a while, the three of them watched an episode of the series, and the father and son went back to their room to sleep, leaving Zhou You to play puzzles by himself.But tonight, for some reason, Zhou You kept putting together the wrong puzzles, and he was impatient.

He sighed at the puzzle, drank some beer, and finally went upstairs.

Pushing open the door, Zhou You changed into pajamas, and while lying on the bed, he saw the paper cup placed by the window sill move, as if someone was gently tugging at the other end.

He looked at it for a while, but couldn't help but sat up and pushed open the window.

In the night, he could only vaguely see that Liang Jiayu's window was also open.

Zhou You picked up the paper cup and put it next to his ear.

Over there, Liang Jiayu said softly, "Hello, Xiaoyou."

Zhou You originally wanted to answer, but when the words came to his lips, he swallowed them down.He hadn't talked to Liang Jiayu for a long time. He wanted to say it, but couldn't. He wanted to cry a little bit, so he could only grit his teeth and breathe in a hurry.

Liang Jiayu on the opposite side suddenly fell silent for a while, as if he was judging whether Zhou You was listening.

"Are you doing well? Well, you can probably figure out this question. I'm quite happy to see you."

"What are you doing right now?"

"My movie has not been filmed, but I personally edited a version. It took a long time to cut, and finally I watched it. You look very good in the movie, really."

"Ah, Jian Ming knows. He has a successful blind date... He is a kindergarten teacher. She is the daughter of a friend of his mother's. The girl is very gentle and soft-spoken. At the beginning, Jian Mingzhi said awkwardly that he didn't like it, but now he loves it to death. They're married...they're getting married soon, and I'm going to give them a big red envelope."

"What about you?"

"Hey, Xiaoyou...can you have a word with me?"

"Okay, it's okay if you don't say it, let me say it."

Liang Jiayu thought about it for a long time, but suddenly stopped.Zhou You kept his head down, clenched his hands unconsciously, feeling like he was going to die...why did he do this...why did he tell me so much?

"I...I know that I can't fully understand you, but I have tried very hard...how to say, spy on you? Understand you? I...know some things. About you, about Kang Yan, about My grandpa's. Not many, there must be something misinterpreted in it, but I'm still trying to figure out what's going on."

"Now I know, Xiaoyou, I know who you are. It's useless if I say I'm sorry, it's useless to say that I will make up for you in this life, and it's useless to try to bear everything for you. What can I say... what can I say? It's all fake."

"But I...really...don't know what to do. What's up with you letting go of yourself in the ocean? What the hell is that. Can't you just run up to me and yell at me? You should rush to our house and scold us! Ask us to compensate you! Why...why did you hurt yourself? It's not your fault."

"You gave me the illusion that you really like me by doing this."

"Give me a lot of hope, so I can't forget you."

"Seems like punishment, doesn't it?"

"Xiaoyou."

"Xiaoyuan, I... they all said you were dead, I don't believe it, I've been looking for you for a long time... I..."

Liang Jiayu didn't cry, he just smiled at the end.For more than three years, his tears have been shed, and he has survived the most painful period.He is 34 years old. At his age, other men have already had successful careers and happy families. They may have a child and a beautiful wife, but he still stays in this small fishing village without hesitation, driving a broken boat every day. Go for a miracle that most likely won't happen.

If he can't find it, what will he do in his life?

But anyway, he can't taste the pain of the past, but the pain of these three years is real.

"You are Xiaoyou, Xiaoyuan, Jiamu...it's all right for me."

"Xiaoyou, I love you."

"Xiaoyuan, I love you."

"Jiamu... I love you."

After a long time, Zhou You put down the paper cup and closed the window, feeling as if his fever had subsided.The world suddenly became clear, and I was sweating all over my body. I was no longer top-heavy, as if I was living again.He fell asleep on the bed, curled up, trembling uncontrollably.

I love you.I love you.I love you.

Zhou You opened his eyes and said lonely to the wall: "Liang Jiayu, I want to love you too."