world travel

"Be a happy man from tomorrow on

Feed the horses, chop wood, travel the world

Caring about food and vegetables from tomorrow

I have a house facing the sea, where spring flowers bloom..."

He woke up and fell asleep again. In his dream, the sound of waves beating against rocks was heard, and the strong wind rolled up everything, whistling past his ears, tearing apart all the painful reality, and leading him into the boundless abyss.

He let go.

Goodbye.

"Travel around."

"Huh?" He woke up suddenly, sat up straight, his eyes were still a little unclear, and there was a vaguely boyish figure standing at the door with his head tilted and smiling at him.

"My dad made breakfast and got up to eat." The boy said.

Zhou You nodded and said, "Well, I'll be right there."

The teenager closes the door, giving him a little space to himself.This room is not big, only a dozen square meters, but it is enough for him.Three years ago, with his hands empty and drenched, he knocked on the door of this family like a water ghost.What he saw was a father and son living alone.His father's name is Shi Nanchuan, and his son's name is Shi Ruofei.The son wanted to call the police, but the father stopped him.

They didn't ask anything, just let him in, fed him, and let him rest.

In those few days, he hid in this room worrying and fearing, unable to sleep day and night.A few days later, Qin Zhen took care of the boat he had prepared earlier and took the train to see him.

He brought 10 yuan in cash.

"Brother Guo, thank you."

"Liang Jiayu is looking for you." Qin Zhen stood by the window, looking outside, "He is sick."

"He will get better slowly, and I don't want to go back."

"Whatever you want." Qin Zhen smiled.

"Then you stay here and live a good life. Brother doesn't owe you anything. Don't say you know me again."

"it is good."

He didn't go out, and for a long time he stayed in this room, which had a window and looked out on the blue sea and the black rocks.He gave 10 yuan to the father and son, and he was responsible for cleaning, washing clothes and doing housework for them on weekdays.His only request is, don't let him go, he can't go out.

Shi Nanchuan was a fisherman and a carpenter.He does all kinds of lovely wood carvings.Shi Nanchuan never left this island, neither did his son.In this home without a mistress, on this small island by the sea, life passed slowly and leisurely.

They asked what his name was.

Only his favorite poem remained in his mind.

So he said, "My name is Zhou You."

"Travel around the world?" Shi Ruofei smiled at him.

"Well, traveling the world."

His dream once was to travel around the world, keep going, keep away from all troubles, say goodbye to love and hate.Until he made another plan out of the plan, one that actually allowed him to escape.

He did it and everyone thought he was dead.

In the first year, he seemed to have really forgotten the past and lived in a daze.It seems that he was indeed born here, grew up here, and never loved anyone.

He fell in love with puzzles, and often sat alone on the carpet in the living room, staring at the puzzles in a daze, slowly putting them in the correct position.Shi Ruofei slept until midnight, when he got up and saw him, he took a drink from the refrigerator to drink.

"Do you want it?" the boy asked.

When he saw the bubbling Coke, it was as if he had returned to that hot pot restaurant, the place where he ate for the first time.

"No, thank you." He smiled and shook his head.

Shi Ruofei looked at the jigsaw puzzle and corrected it: "This piece should be here, here, you can see that this is right."

"Seems to be."

"Hey, why don't you go home?" Shi Ruofei sat beside him and asked him while hugging his knees.

"I don't have a home," he said.

"impossible."

"it is true."

"Then you..." Shi Ruofei lowered his voice, "Are you avoiding someone's pursuit?"

He laughed: "You watch too many gangster movies, no one is chasing me. I just don't want to go back and start over."

"Oh……"

Shi Ruofei looked a little disappointed and just shrugged.

He doesn't understand him well, and won't understand him.

"Then you can stay at my house." Shi Ruofei said, "My father said you are not a bad person."

"Go to bed early," he said.

He changed to a new name, but he couldn't completely abandon the first two names.He followed the news and wanted to see the news of that person again. "Mayfly" is no longer filmed and cannot be screened. Liang Jiayu seems to have disappeared, and he is no longer seen in the entertainment industry.

How is he?are you sick?Is it still serious?Have you forgotten him at this moment...

Zhou You slept on the bed, looking at the ceiling.

He is Jiamu, Xiaoyuan, and Zhou You.

Which of the three is the real him?He couldn't figure it out either.

After the first year, the spring of the second year came early, and Zhou You began to learn woodcarving from Shi Nanchuan.He can't do too difficult things, he can only be responsible for polishing.Later, he wanted to learn from a little rabbit, so Shi Nanchuan taught him how to make a little rabbit.He made a lot of chubby rabbits, Shi Ruofei said, all of them were sold out, and everyone liked it very much.

Zhou You had calluses on his hands, and his body always smelled like wood.However, he won't have nightmares anymore.Even if it is a dream, it is a good dream. In the dream, there is the little tree house he likes. He and Liang Jiayu stay in that moment forever, chatting and occasionally kissing.

In the third year, Zhou You felt better, and Shi Ruofei gradually grew up. Now he is 17 years old and is about to take the college entrance examination.

He said that he still wants to go to university locally so that he can come back to see his dad often.Zhou You was still doing puzzles. During this time, he put together a lot of puzzles. Shi Nanchuan made a frame for him with scraps of wood and hung them on the wall.

There was only one piece of the jigsaw puzzle missing for some reason, so Shi Ruofei picked a small flower outside and inserted it in the vacant position.

"It's also pretty." Zhou You said.

Shi Ruofei: "Well, I asked my dad to make a frame."

In the summer of the third year, there was no one in the house, Zhou You suddenly wanted to go out and have a look.

It's not that he can't go out, it's just to avoid something.But he hasn't been out for a long time, and Zhou You is a little ready to move.Once a thought arises, it is very difficult to smooth it out.

Zhou You changed his clothes, brought some change, and wanted to go to the convenience store on the island to buy some snacks for Shi Ruofei.

When he went out, his heart beat fast, as if he was going to do something heinous.

However nothing happened.

The island is very quiet, there are no people.In the evening, the sun sets, making the shadow of Zhou You very long.He didn't walk fast at first, but then he got faster and faster, as if he was going to fly in the next second.

He went to the convenience store to buy ice cream and beer, and the winter long ago suddenly appeared in his mind. He also went to buy an ice cream for Liang Jiayu, who had a nosebleed.

The weather would never be so dry, and the moisture from the island seemed to get in his eyes.

He walked back with the plastic bag, and his pace slowed down, but he was actually not that happy.

I only think of him occasionally.

Think of Liang Jiayu.

Because I seem to really like him.It's not because someone made him like it, it's because he really likes it.

But his liking was worthless, inappropriate, and sinful.He lied to Liang Jiayu, very shameless.So leaving is the best choice, letting him "die" for Liang Jiayu is the best way.

The beer bottle was opened, and he drank the pale yellow liquid, tears streaming down his heart.

The air conditioner whined, blowing off his sweat.

After two days, he fell ill.With a cold and stuffy nose and a persistent high fever, Shi Ruofei made him fried rice with eggs and added a spoonful of Laoganma. His throat was burning after eating, but he still thought it was delicious.

Shi Nanchuan said that it was because he hadn't been out for a long time, and the virus didn't know him, so he bullied him.Shi Ruofei fell down on the sofa laughing because of his father's cold joke. He was wrapped in a blanket and laughed along with him.

After recovering from traveling disease, I often went out, went to convenience stores to buy things, and took walks along the beach.Gradually, he walked farther and farther, and found an opening behind the beach on the other side.

"There's nothing in there, it's just dark." Shi Ruofei said, "I used to go in when I was a child, don't go when the tide is high, it will be filled with water."

Zhou You listened carefully and nodded.But his curiosity about the cave didn't diminish. He got closer every time, and once he finally reached the front of the cave, he stretched his neck to look inside, but it was dark and he couldn't see anything.

Another day, as usual, Zhou You went to visit a cave he dared not enter.When I walked there, I saw a man sitting in front of the cave smoking a cigarette. He had slender limbs and a healthy tanned wheat color. He was wearing a white fisherman hat, an exaggerated floral shirt and black shorts. There is also one.He took off the slippers on his feet and put his feet in the sea water.

This man seemed to have suddenly broken into his field of vision. He hadn't seen him one second, but appeared the next second.

Zhou You didn't see his face clearly, and when he got closer, he shouted, "Hey, it's not safe to sit there."

The man was stiff and ignored Zhou You for a few seconds. His cigarette ash fell on his lap and he didn't feel hot.

After a while, he turned around and said, "Xiao Yuan?"