A Moment of Joy [ABO]

When Lu Xinyu was infusion on the hospital bed, Qin Ke was being trained by Qin Shi in the CEO's office.

Although Qin Shi is currently in charge of Qin Ke, Qin Shi, as his elder brother, also holds an important position in the group. No matter what important decisions Qin Ke makes, Qin Shi will keep an eye on him.

Although Qin Shi is only a beta, he has worked hard and silently guarded the Qin family for so many years. Qin Ke also respects his elder brother and usually listens to Qin Shi's opinions.

Except for things related to Xu Jiting.

Qin Shi threw a bidding letter and bid opening result notice on Qin Ke's desk with a gloomy expression.

"Look for yourself, the most important project of the group this year, who was finally opened to the bid."

Qin Ke glanced at the cover, his eyes flickered slightly, and then he moved his eyes away without making a statement.

"Qin Ke, it doesn't matter if you play your love games. How many times have I told you, don't play for the interests of your family and shareholders!"

The elder brother's voice was raised a few degrees, and it could be heard that this was the tone after trying to suppress his anger.

Qin Ke took a breath, "I didn't handle this matter well."

"What do you mean it hasn't been handled well? How long have we been planning this land? You don't know the strategic significance of this project to the group? It took half a year to plan back and forth. In order to integrate the business with the nearby buildings and land, it's just benchmarking How much effort did you spend? How did you promise me before? The result is a difference of 100 million. How dare you say that you have never revealed the truth to the Xu family?!"

Qin Shi slammed his fist on the mahogany table, his younger brother who was sitting on the leather executive chair opposite him still looked unclear, showing no sign of repentance.

"I didn't see through. But... it was my fault."

He was indeed not stupid enough to tell the Xu family this top-level business secret, but he could guess how the Xu family knew it; in fact, he had noticed some clues, and as usual every time, he chose to let it go up.

Whatever Xu Jiting wants, give him.

Qin Shi sighed, calmed down a little and lit a cigarette, and looked at his younger brother, the only Alpha in this generation of the family, who was born to inherit everything from the Qin family.

His younger brother also lives up to the expectations of the family. He looks upright and has excellent grades since he was a child. What is even more rare is that he is not proud of his background or appearance. He treats everyone politely and is completely worthy of the role of heir.

But no matter how perfect a person is, there will be weaknesses. Qin Ke's weakness is his Bai Yueguang, Xu Jiting.

"Tell me, what do you think, we are not doing charity, and the company is not yours alone; what's more, don't forget that you are married!"

Qin Ke's expression was gloomy, his eyes flickered when he heard the word "marriage", and after a long time, he struggled to utter a few words.

"I will put the company's interests first, and talk about business in business. But brother," Qin Ke raised his head, his eyes were full of determination, "I will only like Xu Jiting in this life. You don't need to persuade me about this matter. .”

Qin Shi finished smoking a cigarette, took a deep look at his younger brother, and left without saying a word.

Lu Xinyu stayed in the hospital for five days.

The doctor saw that there was a problem with his glands and proposed a comprehensive examination, but Lu Xinyu refused.Without the patient's consent, the doctor is helpless, and can only inject a safe dose of inhibitors to control the estrus.

After applying the inhibitor, Lu Xinyu felt better.It's just that the glands have been aching because of the outrageous temporary marks, and I have a low-grade fever.

During the few days when the burning was so chaotic, he often dreamed of Qin Ke in college: when he first saw Qin Ke, Qin Ke stood impatiently behind the debate team's podium with his hands in his pockets, and the registration point of the debate team was surrounded. It was full of Omega, and it seemed that they were all directed at Qin Ke.Lu Xinyu's hands were stuffed with leaflets of various clubs, and when she looked left and right, she met Qin Ke's eyes, Qin Ke smiled at him, the sky at that moment was just right, and the sun shining on Qin Ke was just right, It was as if Qin Ke was covered with a halo of light, shining brightly as he stood there.

Later, Lu Xinyu could often meet Qin Ke on various occasions, the student representative in the lecture hall, the election for the president of the student union, the second debate on the debate team, the winning team in the business competition... Qin Ke is the supreme existence.

Lu Xinyu is used to sitting on a wooden chair by the lawn after the fourth class every Tuesday. From that angle, you can see a certain classroom in the teaching building. At this time of the week, Qin Ke will go to the student union, and he will read poems while eating bread. What the teacher said were all jerky poems, which were difficult to understand, but once the sweet love poems were put on Qin Ke's profound face, every word and every sentence was just right.

Lu Xinyu wrote many love letters to Qin Ke, but only sent one.

Now that I think about it, the strong secret love when I was young, even though there was no result at that time, every minute and every second was sour and sweet.

If you miss someone wholeheartedly, you will be happy because you met him by chance; if you are uneasy, you will have to rehearse every word you say to him; try to become a better version of yourself for this person, because this person is too good Shining, the one who likes him must not be too bad.

In the pain of limbs and bones, the love at that time was deep and deep. If you think about it, it is actually a little far away. I have liked Qin Ke for too long, and it has become a habit of Lu Xinyu for so long. water for fish.

On the third day, the fever subsided, and on the fourth day, the gland finally became less painful.

He could have been discharged from the hospital long ago.Every day he stays alone in the empty ward, waiting for Qin Ke to come in next.

But Qin Ke didn't come.

It was Qin Ke's new assistant who answered the phone that day. Lu Xinyu didn't know why Special Assistant Lin, who had been kind to him before, was dismissed. The new assistant was very discerning and saw that Qin Ke didn't care about this Omega, so she asked hastily. He got sick, charged enough money into the medical card, hired a nurse to take care of him, and never showed up again.

Lu Xinyu reported good news but not bad news. She didn't tell her friends Zhou Sensen and Yang Miao, nor her family.

On the fifth day, Lu Xinyu couldn't stay any longer. During the rounds in the morning, the doctor said cryptically that he wouldn't allow the examination, so there was no need to stay in the hospital.He heard what the doctor meant, accusing him of wasting hospital resources.

In the evening, the soft sunset light came in through the clean window panes, Lu Xinyu stood by the bed and slowly packed things—actually, there was nothing to clean up.He had seen other patients' beds in the corridor, all kinds of fruits and supplements were piled up beside the beds, and there was often a bouquet of flowers by the window.But there was nothing in his ward.

There are only a few sets of replacement clothes that the new assistant hastily bought on the first day.

Lu Xinyu carried a light handbag and left the hospital in the last afterglow. He still had two hours' drive to get home.

After getting on the bus, he finally got a seat. He leaned his head tiredly against the window. The bus was shaking and bumping, and Lu Xinyu's head hit the glass one after another.

The sun has completely set to the west of the city, and the sky has opened the curtain of night. Some passengers on the bus are looking at their mobile phones, and some are colleagues who are off work together, chatting about company gossip, and there are young people who just bought takeaway. Man, the smell of fried chicken comes out of the takeaway bag in my hand.

Some people are frowning, some are smiling slightly, and some are resting their eyes with closed eyes... The city bus takes people to the next stop, and there is always one stop that is the terminal of the passengers, which is the home of these people.

But what about my home?

Is it that empty big villa in the suburbs?

That's not home.

Home should be someone waiting for him, or he can sit on the sofa and wait for that person.He can make a pot of soup and warm it up for the person who came back late; two people talk about what happened one day, happy things and worrying things are fine; there will always be another heat in the bed late at night.

There were fewer and fewer passengers in the car, and there was a pair of Alpha and Omega sitting in the front seat. Omega seemed to be pregnant. Alpha carefully protected his stomach, and smiled and said something in Omega's ear.

Caught off guard, Lu Xinyu burst into tears. He desperately wiped the tears off his face with the back of his hand, but the tears fell even more violently.

Lu Xinyu lowered her head, watching the teardrops hit her trousers one by one through her teary eyes, dizzy into dark patches.

He grew up in a warm and stable family all his life, and his temperament was also likable since he was a child, and his studies and life went smoothly.In his carefree youth, the only thing he did out of the ordinary was to fall in love with Qin Ke.

When you are in love secretly, you just like it with all your heart, and you will be excited because this person looks at you; if you say a word to him, you can fully support your happiness for a week.

But why, when the dream came true, more complicated emotions were born out of thin air.He would feel lost and uncomfortable without Qin Ke's company, and would feel uneasy because of Qin Ke's impatient look.

It turns out that liking is such a greedy thing.

It turned out that I liked it, but it would be so bitter.

The bus drove him to the suburbs, the moonlight was shining gently all over the road, Lu Xinyu looked out the window through her red and swollen eyes; a cool evening breeze blew through the window, brushing his slightly long bangs.

It was just an ordinary night, Lu Xinyu took the car quietly, went back to the villa, took a shower, read poems in bed, and went to sleep, as usual every day, but something was different.

Before going to sleep, he closed the poetry collection in his hand, closed his eyes and murmured the sentences in the book:

Forthesamegroandothputthisinmymind:

My grief lies onward and my joy behind.

This murmur woke me suddenly:

Happiness is gone now, and melancholy lives in front of me. *

On this day, he didn't leave another lamp in the living room for the person who couldn't come back.

*Translated by Gu Zhengkun from Shakespeare's Sonnet 50