A Moment of Joy [ABO]

Fortunately, Qin Ke's body was stiff, and the various departments in the hospital checked up and down. Qin Ke's body was mostly scratched on soft tissues, and his back was swollen to the point of thickening after being punched and kicked a lot. Qin Ke's shirt had already Lu Xinyu had no choice but to borrow a coat from Chen Li who came later and gave it to Qin Ke.

Fortunately, Chen Li couldn't get in touch with Lu Xinyu, so he followed the direction to look for it worriedly. After a few steps, he saw a group of Alphas punching and kicking people on the ground in the dark alley opposite. In the chaos, he smelled Lu Xinyu's pheromones. He didn't care about the smell, and rushed over, and used several tricks with the other party's people.

The movement here is getting louder and louder. At this time, there are a few passers-by on the side of the road. They all stretched their necks to look this way curiously. Brother Zhang, the leader, gritted his teeth and had to retreat first.

Lu Xinyu worriedly asked the doctor if Qin Ke lost consciousness in the end, and if he hurt his head, the doctor looked helplessly at Qin Ke who bowed his head and said, "This gentleman seems to have not eaten for a long time, with low blood sugar and a hit on the back of his head, If you have a temporary faint, you can rest assured. Go get some water and wipe it off with safflower oil when you go back. You don’t need to be hospitalized today.”

"..."

Qin Ke quietly lowered his head for infusion in the infusion room, Lu Xinyu couldn't see his expression clearly.After a long time, Lu Xinyu sighed quietly.

"Why didn't you let me go? Fortunately, these people didn't attack hard, and Ali came in time, otherwise..."

Hearing Chen Li's name from Lu Xinyu's mouth, Qin Ke's fingertips twitched, and he interrupted Lu Xinyu irritably.

"I'm fine, and the doctor said it's not a big problem. You don't need to pity me. Are you going on a date with him today? Let him pick you up at the door of your unit next time. Since you are a boyfriend, you should fulfill your obligation to protect you. "

Qin Ke tried his best to restrain his overwhelming jealousy, but he still couldn't help but gag.He was angry that Lu Xinyu's current boyfriend didn't protect him well at all, and he was even more angry with himself. If Lu Xinyu hadn't been kept in the villa in the suburbs, he would never have known the guy named Ali; if his earliest self had taken Lu Xinyu's feelings more seriously , nothing will happen after that...

Lu Xinyu subconsciously wanted to justify something, but Chen Li came over and reminded Lu Xinyu to report to the police station.

Lu Xinyu nodded, hesitated to speak to Qin Ke, and then only said softly, I'm leaving, thank you.

Qin Ke only hummed lightly, he lowered his eyes and could only see the feet standing in front of him lift up, and walked away without hesitation.

Before turning his head around, when he regained his senses and raised his eyes, the backs of the two people had passed by the door of the infusion room and disappeared.He could only stare blankly at the empty door, occasionally nurses or patients would come in and out, but he never saw the person he thought about day and night again.

The days and nights of these more than 700 days.He spends every day in the torment of longing and self-blame.At this time, Qin Ke regretted it again, why didn't he raise his head and say goodbye to him just now?

He broke his promise and reappeared in front of Lu Xinyu; but their relationship was still at a dead end.

A little blood smelled from his throat, and the man just swallowed it with a wry smile.

What are these pains?For a long time in the future, he will rely on the sporadic words at this moment, trying hard to chew sugar from the bitterness, and spend his whole life alone.

After coming out of the police station, it was already late at night, Lu Xinyu looked at the time, reckoned that Qin Ke had already returned home after transfusion, so she gave up the idea of ​​going to the hospital again.

Lu Xinyu didn't know the rest of the people, but he knew Jiang Chao. Jiang Chao was in the same unit as him, and all his identity information was there, so he wouldn't be able to escape.

As an eyewitness, Chen Li had also tried several tricks with those Alphas, and the facts of the other party's crimes were basically confirmed, so the police did not ask another witness, Qin Ke, to take notes.

In today's society, infringing on Omega is a very serious crime. Even if it is not successful in the end, these Alphas will go in for a few months at least. It is basically impossible for someone like Jiang Chao who aspires to be a civil servant.

Thinking of Jiang Chao, Lu Xinyu couldn't help but sigh.He still remembers how energetic this kid was when he first joined the job, and how he shyly asked himself if he wanted to eat dessert together.At that time, in order to make the other party give up, he declined Jiang Chao on the pretext that he had a boyfriend.

After a while, Lu Xinyu was really busy and didn't have time to take care of Jiang Chao's emotions.Thinking about it now, he still blames himself a little, thinking that if he had cared more about his colleagues, maybe he would not have chosen such an extreme method to solve the problem.

Chen Li interrupted Lu Xinyu's thoughts.

"Would you like to have supper together?"

Lu Xinyu shook her head, only saying that she was tired.

"I really troubled you today. It was my unit's troubles, which wasted your night."

Chen Li didn't answer, and Lu Xinyu was too tired to speak again.After walking a few steps, he realized that Chen Li beside him had disappeared.He turned his head in surprise, saw Chen Li standing a few steps behind him, and stopped in his tracks.

The dim street lamp hit the top of his head. Chen Li was tall and had a cluster of long eyelashes. The light shone on his eyelashes, casting shadows on his eyelids, making Lu Xinyu unable to see his expression clearly.

This kind of Chen Li was very strange, and it was only then that Lu Xinyu realized that he actually didn't know the real Chen Li.

"Xin Yu," Chen Li said, "If it was me instead of Qin Ke who appeared there today, would you choose me?"

"Continued Cup."

The bartender glanced at the man sitting at the bar with blue nose and swollen eyes, took his glass with a sigh, poured another glass of spirits as he said, and the man took it and drank it down again.

"Again, hiccup, have another drink..."

The man should be handsome, sitting on the high stool by the bar, his slender and smooth figure can be seen at a glance.However, he was wearing an obviously mismatched suit jacket, and he didn't seem to be wearing anything underneath. His face was bruised, his hair was disheveled and his eyes were drooping, and he drank the wine in his glass in a muffled voice.

The bar is naturally noisy. Friends and partners in twos and threes come to the bar to seek relaxation, and some come to hunt for sex. Qin Ke has always been praised in this kind of fun place, although he has not been in and out of such occasions in the past few years. A few years ago, there were countless little Bs and Os who wanted to climb into his bed; but at this moment, almost no one wanted to get close to this passerby who was exuding bad luck all over his body.

The bartender saw the scalded scar on the back of Qin Ke's hand and the patch after the infusion, so he thought about it and reminded him.

"Guest, have you just been injured? I suggest you not to drink too much. We have low-alcohol cocktails and some non-alcoholic juice drinks to choose from."

There are always a few guests who come to the bar alone every day, and these guests often carry stories.The bartender had long been familiar with the strangeness, and the customer in front of him didn't seem to intend to follow his suggestion. The bartender shook his head secretly, and after adding a glass of wine, he got up and went to the other side of the bar to take care of him.

Sitting next to Qin Ke was an Alpha who was also drunk. Hearing what the bartender said, he turned his head to look at Qin Ke.

"Hey, brother, look at that O on the opposite side, his eyes keep drifting towards us, do you think he is looking at me or at you?"

Perhaps it was too boring to drink alone, the man asked Qin Ke to strike up a conversation.

Qin Ke didn't raise his eyes at all, and just muttered, "I have a wife."

"Hey, brother, you have a wife and you come here in the middle of the night. Isn't it good to go home and hug your wife?"

The man didn't seem to believe Qin Ke's words, so he sneered.In his opinion, although the person in front of him seemed to have a good skin, but he was extremely decadent from beginning to end. Can such a man find a wife?

"What did I lie to you about, hum, show you, the watch my wife bought for me."

Speaking of which, Qin Ke stretched out his wrist, and the ugly burn scars spread down. He wore an electronic watch on his wrist. The platinum strap was well maintained and shone exceptionally under the light of the bar.

"Hey, it's an L-watch? Is it a model from the past two years?" The man also knows about electronic products, "The style is a bit old, and your watch strap is not bad."

"That's it, my wife bought it for me. His salary is not high, so he bought it for me by saving money."

Qin Ke's face was full of pride. After taking a sip of wine, he felt a little lonely again. He lowered his tone and muttered, "He didn't have much money, but he gave me the best he could... and I, But I couldn't do anything for him..."

The man next to him didn't hear what Qin Ke said later, he could only see that he was even more depressed, he just drank in silence, and roughly guessed something.

He swung his wine glass, thinking of something, this night is really a bit boring, he didn't meet an Omega with eyesight, otherwise he should tease the man in front of him.

"I remember this watch sold very well at the time, right? It seems like a couple paired watches?"

Qin Ke only hummed lightly, his eyes full of pain.

"I remember um, what's the function? You can see the location and heartbeat of the other party? The advertisement at that time was so disgusting, it seemed to be 'every time of my heartbeat, every moment belongs to you; every time of my heartbeat belongs to you; Traveling is all about getting back to you', right?"

When Qin Ke heard this advertisement for the first time, his eyes widened and he stared blankly at the watch in his hand.

So, is that what it means...

"Haha, show me, what page is it when you click on it?"

The man stretched out his hand teasingly, Qin Ke wanted to stop him, but unexpectedly he got ahead of him.What he knew was what page it was, it was all gray, and the sentence "The pair is not open".

In the past two years, he has opened the pairing countless times, read this sentence countless times, and each time it is like an extremely sharp knife, which is accurately inserted into his heart.Later, he didn't dare to open it anymore. He wore the watch every day, imagining that Lu Xinyu was still there, that he hadn't missed him for so many years, and that he could sleep peacefully from the fictional self-deception by pretending that everything was fine.

"Oh, it's this interface."

The man next to him didn't seem to see what he wanted to see, and the ridicule words he had planned in advance were no longer needed. He turned his head away and continued drinking.

Qin Ke lowered his head in a daze, the light blue screen light of the electronic watch flickered slightly, a red love heart flickered, there was a number on the side showing 98, and the line below was a red coordinate mark with flowers written on it. No. 178 Hui Road.

It took Qin Ke a long time to understand what the display on the electronic watch meant. He felt his heart beating faster and faster, jumping out of his chest and into outer space. This thumping heart, It's completely out of control right now.

He rushed out of the bar and was chased by the waiter, who said he hadn't paid the bill yet.Qin Ke took out his wallet in a daze, intending to give the whole wallet away, but then put Lu Xinyu's photo in the wallet.The waiter frowned at the drunken and bruised guest, but he didn't expect to be stuffed with dozens of hundred-yuan bills.

"Sir! Not so much!"

"thanks, thanks……"

Qin Ke only repeated these words, and ran outside in a stumbling manner.

On a sweltering night in early summer, he could hear the fierce chirping of cicadas, the whistling of the wind past his ears, and the lively yelling of food stalls not far away.

He ran for a while, until he was sweating profusely, only to realize that he had run the wrong way.Ah, yes, No. 178 Huahui Road is my home, heading west... Then I turned back and ran towards the way I came from.

Pedestrians returning late at night saw this man running wildly reeking of alcohol from a distance, and all kept away from him with their bags tightly in their pockets.He ran for 10 minutes, and a taxi carrying people roared past him and spit exhaust at Qin Ke.Qin Ke just remembered, yes, he can take a taxi...

Go back quickly... Lu Xinyu, his baby is waiting for him at home...

However, the baby said, never to see him again.He said he didn't hate him and didn't love him anymore.He has a new boyfriend, he doesn't need himself anymore...

His mind was muddled, he suddenly became depressed, the effect of alcohol made him dizzy, Qin Ke couldn't help wondering if he was dreaming?

If so, never wake up.The reality is too bitter and astringent, he is willing to immerse himself in this illusory dream forever.

And this night was just right, the hot evening wind blew the white gauze by the window.The man sat quietly on the sofa, only turned on a soft light, and when he opened the door, he met Lu Xinyu's looking up.

Those pure black pupils looked straight at him, Qin Ke and Lu Xinyu looked at each other for a long time, and suddenly felt that this was the best dream he had in the past two years.

All dreams come to an end here, he just stands, waiting to be automatically withdrawn from the dream.

Lu Xinyu sighed, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, Qin Ke heard the man's soft voice, and said to herself:

"Are you still willing to show me your heart, is there only me in it?"

Lu Xinyu once read a poem when she was young:

love!When you come with the lighted lamp of pain in your hand, I can see your face and count you as happy. *

He once couldn't understand why love is such a sweet thing, but its true face is illuminated by pain.

"If the person who appeared there today was me instead of Qin Ke, would you choose me?"

He replied, "I won't fall in love with someone because of gratitude."

Chen Li raised his face in a rare way, pressing forward step by step.

"Then my company for the past two years is a waste of time? Is this the result of your consideration? Don't you think it's a bit unfair?"

Lu Xinyu wanted to say that he had seriously considered it and wanted to accept it seriously, but love is not a calculation formula, it cannot be determined by identity, status, or even time.

He couldn't fall in love with Chen Li, just like he couldn't forget Qin Ke.

This love with painful memories should have been buried in the bottom of his heart. He was so distressed that he didn't dare to believe in Qin Ke's promise, and he was even more unwilling to take that step again.

But Lu Xinyu understands now, and after spending time, he understands that love is always accompanied by pain, but it can still make him happy.

The second Qin Ke lost consciousness, what Lu Xinyu thought was, he should be fine, I haven't answered his question yet, and I haven't told him that I still like him.

Does what you say count?Every beat of your heart is because of me; your tears flow only for me; you said you would take out your heart to show me, but there is only me in it, neither Xu Jiting nor Qiao Yang.

— Then gamble again.

He put on that watch and knocked on the door of Qin Ke's apartment, thinking vaguely to help Qin Ke apply medicinal oil first, and then if Qin Ke sees this watch, he should be able to understand...

Then he walked into the empty room, leaving only a dim lamp, and sat quietly on the sofa and waited.He didn't have the courage to click on the matching function of the watch. In less than a year, Lu Xinyu saw the gray interface many times with anticipation.

He waited for a long time, and time seemed to go back. Every day two years ago, he sat alone on the sofa in the apartment, waiting for his husband to come home.

He thought about it for a long time, thinking about where Qin Ke was, thinking about the past, thinking about the future, wondering whether what Qin Ke said was true, thinking about how many days had passed, when he angrily said that he would never see him again, did Qin Ke Already give up.

Later he heard the sound of the door opening. The night in early summer shouldn't be so hot, but Qin Ke was sweating profusely and panting. Wearing Chen Li's suit jacket that didn't fit the size, with an ugly scar on the bridge of his nose, like a fool who lost his soul, he just stared at himself without speaking.

Then Lu Xinyu smiled. He thought of Qin Ke's many times, the thrilling first meeting, the suave love when he was secretly in love, the ruthless after marriage, the painful two years... all kinds of Qin Ke, at this moment like It is a jigsaw puzzle scattered all over the place, and finally they are inlaid with each other, making up a complete Qin engraving.

Lu Xinyu only asked what was on his mind at this moment:

"Are you still willing to show me your heart, is there only me in it?"

If you are willing, then I am also willing to show you my heart, which is all about you from beginning to end.

Qin Ke and Lu Xinyu may still have many misunderstandings that need to be solved, or maybe those are not important anymore.

Both of them carry some secrets, and some feelings that are too shy to speak.

For example, the black wallet in Qin Ke’s safe; or another example, in the depth of the black wallet is a photo taken by Lu Xinyu when he was young on campus. He smiled and wrote the letter V with his finger. On the other side of the photo is the same young Qin Ke , the silhouette of passing by in a hurry.

It doesn't matter, they still have a long night and countless tomorrows.

This time, I will hold your hand tightly, no matter how stormy, muddy and bumpy the road ahead is, I will never let you go.

Between Qin Ke and Lu Xinyu, there was never more than a moment of happiness——

"My love at first sight, my heartbeat, my first love, it's all about you."

"My cloud is light and the wind is light, and the water is flowing long, day and night, and it is you."

The author has something to say: Taken from Tagore's "Flying Birds"