A Moment of Joy [ABO]

That day, Qin Ke was still taken by Lu Xinyu to a follow-up visit. The doctor said that the wound had recovered very well, and the bandage could be removed in about three days.Qin Ke heard that he almost artificially caused some injuries to prolong the time, but Lu Xinyu immediately stopped when he found out.

His restlessness gradually turned into deathly silence. For the past three days, Lu Xinyu returned to the apartment very late, and even after she came back, she just went straight to the room without giving Qin Ke a single extra look.In the past few days, Qin Ke's meals have also changed from meals made by Lu Xinyu to takeaways brought back by Lu Xinyu himself.

For two consecutive nights, Qin Ke didn't feel sleepy, so he had to put on a piece of clothing and walk to the door of Lu Xinyu's room in the middle of the night. Sometimes the door would leak out the gentle light of the room, and sometimes it was pitch black.He would attach his palm to the door and imagine what the people in the room were doing.

The door was cold, and he remembered that his hand had once grabbed Omega's waist, had once stroked Lu Xinyu's lips, and had interlocked his fingers.

He used to own so much and screwed up by himself.

Three days passed in a blink of an eye, and Lu Xinyu's departure was caught off guard.After returning home from the hospital, Qin Ke went back to the house and changed a piece of clothes. In just one minute, when he came out again, Lu Xinyu was gone.

Standing in the empty room, Qin Ke felt for the first time that the room was too big and spacious, he was at a loss and didn't know where to go; but when he sat on the sofa, he felt that it was too small and crowded, the place was full of It is full of memories from the past, and from today onwards, these memories are just memories.

When he was young, he envied Qin Shi and felt that as an older brother, Qin Shi could do everything. His parents told him that you are an Alpha, and if you work hard, you can do better.So Qin Ke put in 120 points of hard work no matter what he did, and his report card was finally the same as that of his brother, No.1 in every subject; whenever there was a group discussion, he was always elected as the group leader; A coffee shop, with enough energy to do market research and planning, can easily make hundreds of thousands of monthly profits...

He always felt that as long as he worked hard, he could get what he wanted.

But he has worked so hard now, he has given up his career and family, but he still can't get closer to Lu Xinyu, and even can only push himself further and further away.

Was it the same for Lu Xinyu two years ago?

That little crying boy who always shed tears even though he was hurt all the time would still try his best to cater to him, lay obediently in his arms, listened to all kinds of nasty words from him shyly, and then rubbed his head into his arms , like a tamed cute little beast.

But now Lu Xinyu was forced into another appearance by him, independent and brave, which Qin Ke once admired.But this kind of Lu Xinyu is no longer the Lu Xinyu who loves him.

Qin Ke couldn't bear it any longer, and the conflicts and conflicts of mixed emotions in his heart were about to drive him crazy; he covered his face and roared, and after that, the space finally returned to silence, Qin Ke was the only one left in the huge room, with a hunched body , like a beast at the end of the road, confined in this world, can no longer see the hope of life.

Lu Xinyu has been so busy these days that the date for the committee's separation from the system has been set, and there are many things that need to be dealt with by him; some things are not his job, and he will take them without hesitation. , maybe trying to compress the emptiness in my heart with busy work.

A few days ago, he left Qin Ke's apartment as promised, without even saying goodbye.

He still remembers how he left there in embarrassment two years ago. At that time, he had just been marked and his glands were not stable and he often had a fever. To Yang Miao's home.

Lu Xinyu was once forced to have nothing by Qin Ke.He lied to Qin Ke, he didn't forgive Qin Ke, and he still hated Qin Ke.So that day he said those words, but when the thrill of revenge was over, what was left was a barren emptiness.

From then on, Qin Ke never appeared by his side again, as promised, and never pestered him again.

A sense of anxiety rose from the bottom of my heart, and a voice shouted at him from the bottom of my heart, you see, you still hate him, and you still love him.He has changed so much for you, he has given up so much for you, why don't you just give him a chance?

Another voice popped out, saying that you have long since given up, that you have long since given up on love, didn't you plan to accept Ali before?

There is nothing wrong with Chen Li. He is a strong Alpha with healthy wheat-colored skin. When he smiles, his teeth are particularly white and bright. He is always full of vitality; Chen Li is not rich, but his savings are enough to live; in Lu Xinyu During the saddest period of the divorce just now, Chen Li spent the most time with him.

Watch comedy movies together, go to amusement parks together, eat delicious restaurants together, talk on the phone together... Lu Xinyu is not a naive fool, he knows that Chen Li likes him, but he still selfishly uses this love for his own loneliness Pay the bill.

So he couldn't refuse Chen Li. Chen Li seemed to be a back road left for him by the heavens, making Lu Xinyu feel that he was still loved by others. Without Qin Ke, he could still be loved by someone else. In the end, there is always a future.

However, in the past two days, it has become increasingly difficult for Lu Xinyu to deceive herself.

Chen Li also had more and more phone calls and text messages, often asking where Lu Xinyu was.Lu Xinyu felt exhausted, and told the truth that she had taken care of Qin Ke for a while, while Chen Li directly asked for a meeting.

Although the two hadn't formally dated, Lu Xinyu had indeed seriously considered getting together with Chen Li, and he felt it was necessary to explain.

"Qin Ke was injured before and needs someone to take care of him. He and I didn't do anything that crossed the line. Ali, I've been really busy with work recently, so wait a while..."

"Xiao Yu, I want to see you today."

"..."

During the lunch break, before Lu Xinyu had time to eat, she was blocked by Chen Li's phone calls and lost her appetite.

"Ali, I'm really tired..."

"Xinyu, is it fun to play with me like this? In the past two years, I have been by your side wholeheartedly. I will accompany you when you are in a bad mood and accompany you when you miss Qin Ke. I confessed to you a few weeks ago, obviously You said you would think about it, but what about you? As my prospective boyfriend, do you think it is appropriate to live in his house? Do you really want me to believe that nothing happened to you? If you don't mean anything to me, at first You shouldn't accept my approach!"

"I……"

Lu Xinyu was speechless.

Chen Li was right, he was despicable, trying to use another person's favor to heal his emotional wounds.

"Xinyu, I want to see you today. How long have we not seen each other?"

After all, since I met Qin Ke in the restaurant that day, I haven't seen him again since then.

"Okay." Lu Xinyu rubbed her temples, so she had to agree to Chen Li first, and work overtime after returning home.

"Then seven o'clock at night."

"Well. It's at that Spanish restaurant. I'll wait for you at seven o'clock."

hang up the phone.Lu Xinyu stared out the window in a daze. He was indeed ready to accept it, and had seriously considered the future with Chen Li.But what Chen Li said is right, his kindness has always been purposeful, no one is obliged to wait unconditionally, and no one is obliged to give youth for free.

Adults always get along with a purpose, and those illusory gentle veils are removed, and all that is left is utilitarianism and calculation.

The phone call was like pouring a bucket of cold water over his head, making him wake up suddenly.

He doesn't love Chen Li, at least not now.Lu Xinyu thought, he can no longer waste other people's time, let alone enjoy the tenderness that should not belong to him.