A Moment of Joy [ABO]
Chapter 39
Lu Xinyu did not expect to come back here.
Originally, he just wanted to send Qin Ke downstairs, but Chen Li invited him to watch a movie this afternoon.He got out of the car and opened the door for Qin Ke. Qin Ke asked with a troubled face if he could let him in.
"I can't open the fingerprint door lock with both hands."
Sending the Buddha to the west, Lu Xinyu did not expect that after two years, the fingerprint door lock of this apartment still had his data.
It should just be that Qin Ke is too lazy to modify it.
"I'm leaving."
He didn't want to take another look at the house that carried those happy and sad memories, and after opening the door for Qin Ke, he turned and left, closing the door behind him.
"Well----!"
The door didn't close as expected, but was caught by something. Lu Xinyu turned her head and found that Qin Ke's injured hand was blocking the door, and the owner of the hand had been pinched so that his face was deformed in pain.
"You are crazy!"
Qin Ke was in so much pain that he couldn't stand still, blood seeped from the bandage, he still insisted on holding on to the door and refused to let go, and said in a sad voice, "Can you just stay with me again..."
I've missed you for so long that I can't bear it any longer.
He obviously owned it once, but now he can only squat in a dark corner and silently watch the person he loves being embraced by another man. The extreme jealousy is about to tear Qin Ke apart. He can no longer stand by and watch, like the two years Every day, I am only satisfied with the role of silent companionship.
It turns out that the one-way love is so bitter, how did his Lu Xinyu survive the past seven long years.
"Let go!"
Lu Xinyu was so angry that Qin Ke was still pawing at the door eagerly. There was more and more blood on the gauze, and his voice was trembling.
"Xinyu, don't go...will you stay with me again..."
Lu Xinyu turned her head and left, pressed the down elevator a few times distractedly, the apartment was on the top floor, and the elevator was on the first floor, it would take a while to get up.The person at the door in Yu Guangli was still standing there, he didn't look back, and he could still feel the sadness behind him.
The elevator door opened, but he sighed and walked back to the door.
"Let go." He said quietly, "Don't you want your hand?"
He must be crazy, to think that Qin Ke is like a big abandoned dog, looking at him pleadingly.
"Promise me first, stay with me for a while today..."
After all, Lu Xinyu is not hard-hearted, not to mention that Qin Ke was injured because of him, and he didn't notice that Qin Ke was caught just now.He knew how much he moved out of impatience when the door was just closed.
After hesitating for a moment, Lu Xinyu had no choice but to agree to the request. On the way to the hospital to get bandaged again, he found time to leave a text message to Chen Li, canceling today's appointment.
It was already three hours after I left the hospital and returned to the apartment.The doctor severely reprimanded Qin Ke, saying that if he came later, he might not be able to keep his hand. First he was severely burned, and later he was pinched by the door with a fractured bone. He had never seen such a rush to the hospital.
Lu Xinyu felt sorry for her, but she didn't expect Qin Ke to be very happy.
"Xinyu, this is what I owe you. If I didn't have you more than seven years ago, my hands would have been useless, so you don't have to feel guilty. On the contrary, I am very happy to be able to exchange one hand for you to accompany me for a day. "
Lu Xinyu pursed her lips and did not speak. In his mind, Qin Ke was still in the trauma room with the painful expression of Qin Ke's gauze. In the past two years, he could leave freely and refuse Qin Ke's apology, but seeing Qin Ke Even if he looks hurt all the time, he will still involuntarily follow the pain.
Qin Ke was a poison in his bones, and his indifference to Qin Ke in the past two years was also because he was afraid that he would soften his heart.
However, fate is like a net, and he is still led away, returning to the place he once thought was his "home".
The moment I entered the house, memories flooded in.The layout and display of the room are not much different from two years ago, except that the roses everywhere are replaced by roses; other than that, the house is extremely messy, wine bottles are thrown everywhere, and the coffee table is full of burnt Cigarette butts and spilled ash, the sofa was covered with crumpled clothes, and the floor looked dusty.
Lu Xinyu frowned calmly, piled up the scattered clothes on the sofa, at least made a place for Qin Ke to sit down, and went to the kitchen to fetch a glass of water for Qin Ke to take medicine.
In the kitchen, the cup that Lu Xinyu used to use is still there. There is a brown bear plated on the cup. It was bought when Qin Ke and Qin Ke were shopping in the supermarket. At that time, Qin Ke refused to buy another matching black bear. cup, but now it is on the stand.
"That cup was no longer sold in the supermarket. I contacted the manufacturer, and the manufacturer said that it had discontinued production. It took a little effort to find the last one from the warehouse."
Qin Ke appeared behind him at some point, Lu Xinyu's hands trembled, but she still pretended not to care and picked up the water glass to pour water.
However, the clean water faucet did not drip.
"I haven't paid the bill for a long time, and the clean water has stopped, so just drink the tap water."
Qin Ke stepped forward with a wry smile, clumsily took the water glass with his slightly moving hand, filled the glass full of tap water, and drank it without hesitation.
"...Tap water can't be drunk casually. You are short of this money, aren't you?"
No matter how much he daydreams and fantasies, he will never believe that Qin Ke can't even pay the water bill.Unexpectedly, Qin Ke laughed mockingly at himself and said, "You should know that I am no longer working in the Qin Corporation, and I have also severed ties with my family."
Lu Xinyu's eyes widened in disbelief, and it took her a long time to hold back a word.
"You don't have to..."
"Xinyu, I can't forgive my elder brother, and I can't forgive myself. I have to blame for all of this. I don't ask for anything now, but I just ask you to stay with me for a while, okay?"
Qin Ke pressed on step by step, and the distance between the two was drawn very close. Lu Xinyu could feel Qin Ke's warm breath and pine-scented pheromones lingering around him. He tried to take a step back, but found that he was already leaning against him. The wall; at this moment, the two were so close that it seemed as if Qin Ke lowered his head and could kiss Lu Xinyu's forehead.
The heart didn't seem to be his own, and it began to beat uncontrollably again. The smell of pine wood in the air was so charming, it was his comfort and support...
He pushed Qin Shi away with all his strength, and the man who was once full of strength and steady as a rock was staggered by him and almost fell to the ground.He couldn't bear to look at the man's hurt eyes any longer, and ran away as if fleeing.
Can't repeat the same mistakes... Obviously I have given up...
Back in the car, Lu Xinyu calmed down for a while before starting the car and leaving.In a certain room on the top floor of the apartment, the man behind the heavy curtain watched the car completely disappear from sight, and then reluctantly looked away.
When I got home at night, Lu Xinyu talked with Chen Li on the phone for a while, but he was listless. Chen Li saw that he was upset, and asked him what happened.
"It's okay... When I was having breakfast this morning, my wallet was stolen."
"That black wallet of yours? Are you okay? Did you report it later?"
"No... there is not much money in it, if you drop it, just drop it..."
There was silence on the other side for a while, and through the receiver Lu Xinyu could hear Chen Li's up and down breathing. After a while, Chen Li said, "Xiaoyu, do you still count what you said you would consider?"
Lu Xinyu choked for breath. He was the one who was determined to start a new life at the beginning, but now his mind is confused because of Qin Ke.Two years later, he still failed to dig out that person from the bottom of his heart without leaving a trace.
But he can't hang others dry.
Just as Lu Xinyu was about to say something, Chen Li's deep voice came from the other side of the microphone.
"Forget it, don't answer me first. You are tired today, go to bed early, good night."
Lu Xinyu wanted to speak, but Chen Li hung up the phone neatly, as if he was afraid of hearing an answer he didn't want to hear.For every previous call, Chen Li would only cut off the communication after Lu Xinyu hung up.
The turbulent emotions could not be calmed down, and Lu Xinyu suffered from insomnia after a long absence.
He didn't fall asleep all night, when the morning light penetrated into the dark room through the cracks in the curtains, he couldn't stand it anymore, turned on the bedside lamp and sat up, flipping through the poetry collection after a long absence.
In the past two years, he has seldom read poetry anymore. Those words are full of old friendship, ignorant longing, and passionate entanglement... At this moment, it unexpectedly calmed his mind.
Lu Xinyu fell asleep while thinking about it, and when she woke up again, she found that the sun was already high.Even though he slept for a few hours in the morning, he still felt dizzy. His mother knocked on the door and asked him what his plans were for today.
"Huh? There is no arrangement..."
He hadn't woken up yet, and his voice was soft. Mother Lu entered the room and saw him with dark circles under his eyes, and said helplessly, "Did you forget? I'm going to your uncle's house today. Forget it, you can rest at home." Let's go, we have to go to work again tomorrow, and your dad and I will go."
"Oh……"
Lu Xinyu also didn't want to go to his uncle's house. His Omega cousin had recently given birth to a second child, and every time they met, he would scold him why he didn't find an Alpha to marry and have a child.
"There is something to eat in the refrigerator, and there is still freshly stewed chicken soup on the stove, remember to eat some for yourself."
Lu Xinyu replied and lay down again and covered herself with the quilt.When the parents left, the house became quiet again, and I couldn't lie down anymore, my mind was full of Qin Ke's hurt expression when he left yesterday...
I don't know if anyone changed the bandage for him?He sighed, brushed his messy hair, got up, changed his clothes and went out.
He didn't sleep all night, a pimple appeared on his chin, and one side of his hair was upturned. In the past, he definitely wouldn't go to see Qin Ke with such a sloppy appearance, but now He will no longer deliberately dress up for that person.
After all, the efforts he made in the past, in Qin Ke's eyes, may be nothing more than deliberately embarrassing clown behavior.
Originally, he just wanted to send Qin Ke downstairs, but Chen Li invited him to watch a movie this afternoon.He got out of the car and opened the door for Qin Ke. Qin Ke asked with a troubled face if he could let him in.
"I can't open the fingerprint door lock with both hands."
Sending the Buddha to the west, Lu Xinyu did not expect that after two years, the fingerprint door lock of this apartment still had his data.
It should just be that Qin Ke is too lazy to modify it.
"I'm leaving."
He didn't want to take another look at the house that carried those happy and sad memories, and after opening the door for Qin Ke, he turned and left, closing the door behind him.
"Well----!"
The door didn't close as expected, but was caught by something. Lu Xinyu turned her head and found that Qin Ke's injured hand was blocking the door, and the owner of the hand had been pinched so that his face was deformed in pain.
"You are crazy!"
Qin Ke was in so much pain that he couldn't stand still, blood seeped from the bandage, he still insisted on holding on to the door and refused to let go, and said in a sad voice, "Can you just stay with me again..."
I've missed you for so long that I can't bear it any longer.
He obviously owned it once, but now he can only squat in a dark corner and silently watch the person he loves being embraced by another man. The extreme jealousy is about to tear Qin Ke apart. He can no longer stand by and watch, like the two years Every day, I am only satisfied with the role of silent companionship.
It turns out that the one-way love is so bitter, how did his Lu Xinyu survive the past seven long years.
"Let go!"
Lu Xinyu was so angry that Qin Ke was still pawing at the door eagerly. There was more and more blood on the gauze, and his voice was trembling.
"Xinyu, don't go...will you stay with me again..."
Lu Xinyu turned her head and left, pressed the down elevator a few times distractedly, the apartment was on the top floor, and the elevator was on the first floor, it would take a while to get up.The person at the door in Yu Guangli was still standing there, he didn't look back, and he could still feel the sadness behind him.
The elevator door opened, but he sighed and walked back to the door.
"Let go." He said quietly, "Don't you want your hand?"
He must be crazy, to think that Qin Ke is like a big abandoned dog, looking at him pleadingly.
"Promise me first, stay with me for a while today..."
After all, Lu Xinyu is not hard-hearted, not to mention that Qin Ke was injured because of him, and he didn't notice that Qin Ke was caught just now.He knew how much he moved out of impatience when the door was just closed.
After hesitating for a moment, Lu Xinyu had no choice but to agree to the request. On the way to the hospital to get bandaged again, he found time to leave a text message to Chen Li, canceling today's appointment.
It was already three hours after I left the hospital and returned to the apartment.The doctor severely reprimanded Qin Ke, saying that if he came later, he might not be able to keep his hand. First he was severely burned, and later he was pinched by the door with a fractured bone. He had never seen such a rush to the hospital.
Lu Xinyu felt sorry for her, but she didn't expect Qin Ke to be very happy.
"Xinyu, this is what I owe you. If I didn't have you more than seven years ago, my hands would have been useless, so you don't have to feel guilty. On the contrary, I am very happy to be able to exchange one hand for you to accompany me for a day. "
Lu Xinyu pursed her lips and did not speak. In his mind, Qin Ke was still in the trauma room with the painful expression of Qin Ke's gauze. In the past two years, he could leave freely and refuse Qin Ke's apology, but seeing Qin Ke Even if he looks hurt all the time, he will still involuntarily follow the pain.
Qin Ke was a poison in his bones, and his indifference to Qin Ke in the past two years was also because he was afraid that he would soften his heart.
However, fate is like a net, and he is still led away, returning to the place he once thought was his "home".
The moment I entered the house, memories flooded in.The layout and display of the room are not much different from two years ago, except that the roses everywhere are replaced by roses; other than that, the house is extremely messy, wine bottles are thrown everywhere, and the coffee table is full of burnt Cigarette butts and spilled ash, the sofa was covered with crumpled clothes, and the floor looked dusty.
Lu Xinyu frowned calmly, piled up the scattered clothes on the sofa, at least made a place for Qin Ke to sit down, and went to the kitchen to fetch a glass of water for Qin Ke to take medicine.
In the kitchen, the cup that Lu Xinyu used to use is still there. There is a brown bear plated on the cup. It was bought when Qin Ke and Qin Ke were shopping in the supermarket. At that time, Qin Ke refused to buy another matching black bear. cup, but now it is on the stand.
"That cup was no longer sold in the supermarket. I contacted the manufacturer, and the manufacturer said that it had discontinued production. It took a little effort to find the last one from the warehouse."
Qin Ke appeared behind him at some point, Lu Xinyu's hands trembled, but she still pretended not to care and picked up the water glass to pour water.
However, the clean water faucet did not drip.
"I haven't paid the bill for a long time, and the clean water has stopped, so just drink the tap water."
Qin Ke stepped forward with a wry smile, clumsily took the water glass with his slightly moving hand, filled the glass full of tap water, and drank it without hesitation.
"...Tap water can't be drunk casually. You are short of this money, aren't you?"
No matter how much he daydreams and fantasies, he will never believe that Qin Ke can't even pay the water bill.Unexpectedly, Qin Ke laughed mockingly at himself and said, "You should know that I am no longer working in the Qin Corporation, and I have also severed ties with my family."
Lu Xinyu's eyes widened in disbelief, and it took her a long time to hold back a word.
"You don't have to..."
"Xinyu, I can't forgive my elder brother, and I can't forgive myself. I have to blame for all of this. I don't ask for anything now, but I just ask you to stay with me for a while, okay?"
Qin Ke pressed on step by step, and the distance between the two was drawn very close. Lu Xinyu could feel Qin Ke's warm breath and pine-scented pheromones lingering around him. He tried to take a step back, but found that he was already leaning against him. The wall; at this moment, the two were so close that it seemed as if Qin Ke lowered his head and could kiss Lu Xinyu's forehead.
The heart didn't seem to be his own, and it began to beat uncontrollably again. The smell of pine wood in the air was so charming, it was his comfort and support...
He pushed Qin Shi away with all his strength, and the man who was once full of strength and steady as a rock was staggered by him and almost fell to the ground.He couldn't bear to look at the man's hurt eyes any longer, and ran away as if fleeing.
Can't repeat the same mistakes... Obviously I have given up...
Back in the car, Lu Xinyu calmed down for a while before starting the car and leaving.In a certain room on the top floor of the apartment, the man behind the heavy curtain watched the car completely disappear from sight, and then reluctantly looked away.
When I got home at night, Lu Xinyu talked with Chen Li on the phone for a while, but he was listless. Chen Li saw that he was upset, and asked him what happened.
"It's okay... When I was having breakfast this morning, my wallet was stolen."
"That black wallet of yours? Are you okay? Did you report it later?"
"No... there is not much money in it, if you drop it, just drop it..."
There was silence on the other side for a while, and through the receiver Lu Xinyu could hear Chen Li's up and down breathing. After a while, Chen Li said, "Xiaoyu, do you still count what you said you would consider?"
Lu Xinyu choked for breath. He was the one who was determined to start a new life at the beginning, but now his mind is confused because of Qin Ke.Two years later, he still failed to dig out that person from the bottom of his heart without leaving a trace.
But he can't hang others dry.
Just as Lu Xinyu was about to say something, Chen Li's deep voice came from the other side of the microphone.
"Forget it, don't answer me first. You are tired today, go to bed early, good night."
Lu Xinyu wanted to speak, but Chen Li hung up the phone neatly, as if he was afraid of hearing an answer he didn't want to hear.For every previous call, Chen Li would only cut off the communication after Lu Xinyu hung up.
The turbulent emotions could not be calmed down, and Lu Xinyu suffered from insomnia after a long absence.
He didn't fall asleep all night, when the morning light penetrated into the dark room through the cracks in the curtains, he couldn't stand it anymore, turned on the bedside lamp and sat up, flipping through the poetry collection after a long absence.
In the past two years, he has seldom read poetry anymore. Those words are full of old friendship, ignorant longing, and passionate entanglement... At this moment, it unexpectedly calmed his mind.
Lu Xinyu fell asleep while thinking about it, and when she woke up again, she found that the sun was already high.Even though he slept for a few hours in the morning, he still felt dizzy. His mother knocked on the door and asked him what his plans were for today.
"Huh? There is no arrangement..."
He hadn't woken up yet, and his voice was soft. Mother Lu entered the room and saw him with dark circles under his eyes, and said helplessly, "Did you forget? I'm going to your uncle's house today. Forget it, you can rest at home." Let's go, we have to go to work again tomorrow, and your dad and I will go."
"Oh……"
Lu Xinyu also didn't want to go to his uncle's house. His Omega cousin had recently given birth to a second child, and every time they met, he would scold him why he didn't find an Alpha to marry and have a child.
"There is something to eat in the refrigerator, and there is still freshly stewed chicken soup on the stove, remember to eat some for yourself."
Lu Xinyu replied and lay down again and covered herself with the quilt.When the parents left, the house became quiet again, and I couldn't lie down anymore, my mind was full of Qin Ke's hurt expression when he left yesterday...
I don't know if anyone changed the bandage for him?He sighed, brushed his messy hair, got up, changed his clothes and went out.
He didn't sleep all night, a pimple appeared on his chin, and one side of his hair was upturned. In the past, he definitely wouldn't go to see Qin Ke with such a sloppy appearance, but now He will no longer deliberately dress up for that person.
After all, the efforts he made in the past, in Qin Ke's eyes, may be nothing more than deliberately embarrassing clown behavior.
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