To die

Lu Hanqian asked Lin Yan to stay with him overnight, and then sent him away when it was dark the next day.

Both of them got caught in the rain, so they had to take a hot shower in case they caught cold, but Lin Yan came here alone, he didn't bring anything, naturally he didn't change clothes.

Lu Hanqian found him his own clothes, and repeatedly emphasized:

"This is unworn, I didn't touch it, don't worry."

Lin Yan thanked him quite politely, as if he was a friend who came to live with him.

This made Lu Hanqian feel a little sour and sad, it was a very indescribable feeling.

"There are many bedrooms, just pick one."

Lu Hanqian finished washing downstairs, and before he had time to dry his hair, he came over to help Lin Yan find pajamas.

His hair was dripping and there was a scar near the hairline.

Usually the hair covered it up, but now after washing it, it looked a bit piercing, Lin Yan could see it at a glance.

At first he thought it was left by a car accident, but judging by the condition of the old and new ones, it didn't seem to be the case.

After he couldn't help but take a few more glances, Lu Hanqian found out, and touched his forehead involuntarily, and subconsciously asked, "What's the matter?"

Lin Yan withdrew his gaze and shook his head: "It's okay."

But Lu Hanqian had already touched it, and asked Lin Yan, "Here?"

Lin Yan responded: "A while ago, was it caused by a car accident?"

"......no."

Lu Hanqian paused, as if he didn't want to say anything, but under Lin Yan's gaze, he still had to hesitate and said, "You knocked it out with a wine bottle when we had a fight before."

"..."

Now it was Lin Yan's turn to be speechless.

That seemed to be a long time ago, so far away that when they think about it now, it seems like a lifetime away.

But after such a long time, Lin Yan found out that Lu Hanqian had a scar for the first time.

In such a long period of time before, Lin Yan hadn't actually paid much attention to Lu Hanqian.

And Lu Hanqian has been trying every means to occupy him, torture him, and hurt him.

Now they have bitten each other until they are scarred and exhausted, but they can live together under one roof calmly.

"It doesn't hurt."

Seeing that Lin Yan was slightly silent, Lu Hanqian said a little embarrassedly: "Besides, I did, I did that to you, this little injury is nothing."

He followed Lin Yan to a guest room, watched Lin Yan walk towards the bed, stopped at the door, and pressed his hand on the switch:

"I'll go to the company tomorrow, and I'll pick you up before five o'clock in the afternoon and take you away. Then there will be a helicopter to take you away. I will arrange everything, don't worry."

After a pause, Lu Hanqian said again:

"It's also very safe here... All my assets are independent and have nothing to do with my family. Lu Beizheng won't be able to find them in a while, so you can rest assured to sleep for a night."

Lin Yan said "hmm", then poured a glass of water on the table and drank the anti-immune rejection medicine.

With his back facing Lu Hanqian, his figure was extremely thin.

Although he didn't say anything, he looked exhausted and weak, which was visible to the naked eye. Up to now, he really did not fall down because of his strong support.

Lu Hanqian couldn't help thinking, if he didn't keep him, where would he go?

Where to spend this rainy night alone, dodging the search of the whole city alone...and where to find a cup of hot water, swallow medicine, and save myself from the torment of body rejection after organ transplantation?

From the moment they met, Lu Hanqian especially liked to pinch Lin Yan's nape, which seemed to be the most vulnerable part of his body.

Delicate, sensitive, warm.

But at that time, he was like a beast that only understood instinct, he only knew to hold what he liked in his mouth, not allowing others to touch it, and occupied it fiercely—or maybe it was a kind of alternative sense of protection, but All this time, he didn't know how to communicate, so he asked Lin Yan if it hurt you to be bitten by me.

He had always wanted to tame Lin Yan so much and smooth out the thorns in his body, but in the end, he was the one who was tamed, and what was smoothed was his sharp and domineering love.

After Lin Yan finished drinking the medicine, he was about to go to bed, walked to the bedside, looked at Lu Hanqian, and signaled him to turn off the light.

However, Lu Hanqian's fingers rested on the switch, and the small area was almost warmed by him, and his knuckles were slightly bent several times, but he didn't really press it down hard.

He looked at Lin Yan silently for a long time, his Adam's apple trembled slightly, and then said in a low voice:

"Lin Yan, do you hate me?"

The air was very quiet, but Lu Hanqian knew that after tomorrow, they would probably have a real farewell.

There are some words that he doesn't want to bring to the coffin 70 or [-] years later. Before he finally died, he still had a lingering feeling in his heart that he couldn't resolve in this life.

"I know you hate me, you've said it before."

Lu Hanqian said: "I don't expect you to like me either, I'm already very happy if you don't dislike it - I mean, after I have done these things now, do you hate me a little bit less? ?”

Lin Yan stared at him quietly. In fact, he was seriously thinking about this question.

It's not a sloppy "yes" or "no", nor is it like a simple addition and subtraction that clears everything up and writes it off.

The human heart is a complex emotional recorder. Once some experiences happen, they cannot be wiped clean with the best eraser.

"I hate you very much."

Lin Yan thought about each word slowly and said: "But I also thank you."

"When I was in the isolation room, thank you for saving me desperately when I was pushed into the abyss; when I was most vulnerable and helpless, you patiently and carefully stayed by my side and took care of me; and now— "

Lin Yan paused, and then continued:

"I can't accept your kindness, but say I hate you. But Lu Hanqian, your love is too hot, it scalded me once. This feeling... I can't answer you, do I like you a little bit?" , or hate you less, because when I don't know myself, no matter how I say it, it is an irresponsible performance."

Lu Hanqian's eyes were slightly red, and his fingers trembled subduedly.

Lin Yan looked at him and said softly: "Besides, I think my answer may have a very serious impact on you, and it may even be unforgettable for your whole life. This makes me unable to give an answer easily."

Lu Hanqian nodded, smiled with red eyes, and said hoarsely, "Thank you."

Then, just before he was about to turn off the lights, Lin Yan said in a low voice, as if sighing:

"I can only tell you that people's hearts cannot be plundered, but they can be exchanged."

All the sourness, sadness, and sadness in Lu Hanqian's heart were all comforted by this sentence.

He repeated it in a low voice, but felt his eye sockets suddenly become hot again.

He used to be extremely envious and eager, but Lin Yan never gave him the tenderness, and now he finally got it.

—Which "Lin Yan" is it?

——The wood is more beautiful than the forest, and the words are gentle and taciturn.

Lu Hanqian didn't get Lin Yan's answer, but he felt that this was an answer he couldn't dream of.

He pressed the switch very lightly, and the whole room was plunged into darkness. Then Lu Hanqian closed the door, and at the moment when the door was about to close, he said in a low voice:

"Good night."

At the same time, the Lu Family Manor.

Lu Beizheng's Spring Festival is approaching, and there is a dim morning light in the distant sky.

He put on a coat over his pajamas and walked to the living room, where there was already a person waiting.

After seeing him, the man immediately bowed his head and stood up: "Mr. Lu."

Lu Beizheng nodded, casually picked up the case he was holding in both hands, and flipped through it a few times:

"She didn't notice it, did she?"

The man had a well-trained smile on his face: "My wife was a little suspicious a few days ago, but it has been resolved now. She is worried about you, and even told the doctor that she will be discharged from the hospital today."

Lu Beizheng smiled inexplicably: "How long will we have to wait?"

"It's only a few days."

Lu Beizheng finally showed some satisfaction in his expression: "What about the other side? Are you keeping an eye on the train station and airport?"

"The manpower has been arranged...it's just that I haven't found it yet."

Lu Beizheng frowned, and looked at the man with disgust:

"Hurry up, do you want someone to go to Beijing to find him!"

The man was ashamed of being reprimanded, but Lu Beizheng paused, as if remembering something, he added:

"My little bastard checked it out, don't get dizzy, and turn his elbows outward at this time."

"Master..."

The man paused slightly: "The young master's assets are usually managed by his own people, and it's not easy for us to intervene."

"What's wrong with meddling?"

Lu Beizheng said annoyedly: "The wings are not hard yet, you are afraid, is this a group of useless things following me?"

It was almost seven or eight o'clock at this time, and the sky outside the window slowly turned pale.

Lu Beizheng was about to wash up, and more importantly, today would be a very special day.

For 20 years, he never missed a beat.

Lu Beizheng walked to the window and motioned for the man to step back.

In the courtyard in front of his eyes, it was extremely quiet, and all the servants were dismissed in advance.Only the gardener in the greenhouse obeyed his orders and prepared the freshest flowers before leaving.

It rained all night and the mud in the yard got very wet.Even though it was on the third floor, it could still smell the damp, faint fragrance of grass.

It was getting late, but for some reason, the sky never dawned.

The misty clouds are messy and horizontal in the sky, giving people an extremely depressing and dull feeling.

It seems destined that this will not be an ordinary day.