Olives

Xu Qingqing went back to her hometown in Fuyang to abort one of Tu Wen's children, but didn't let him know; it was just that one time when she messed around in the teahouse, and there was another one.She thinks that she is a very fertile and fertile field, which does not get a little rain or dew.But it's also strange, He Laozi was so looking forward to the cultivation that he didn't save any seeds, and Tu Wen's hair was bound to hit. What kind of temple asked for the luck of having many sons and grandchildren?It's a pity that I didn't die.

This time, he didn't bleed cleanly, he peed out a puddle of fresh blood in the toilet, and slammed his head on the sink.Hearing the noise, Tu Wen slammed into the door and came in. He was so frightened that his tonsils burst into his stomach, and he limped on his broken leg. He picked her up and ran to the hospital.The doctor made a diagnosis: "You have to curettage, the wall is already very thin and fragile." Xu Qingqing begged the doctor not to tell him.

Falsely saying it was an inflammation, Xu Qingqing had been on an IV drip for a week in the clinic, which was enough for Tu Wen.He is still busy with Jinding's work, and his wife has to wait on him. The water money has just been cut off, and the old chicken soup is about to be boiled.Xu Qingqing had three dishes, one soup, and fish and shrimp in turn. The meat was all painted, shelled, boned and dismantled.Live up to his hard work, Xu Qingqing grew up in a few days, and her fat grew.She smiled with her chopsticks in her mouth: "I really feel sorry for Cao Lu."

Tu Wensheng Tang rolled his eyes, "You're full, so fuck her."

"I'm showing off!"

"Alright, you." Tu Wen smiled.

Xu Qingqing said nonchalantly: "Let me give birth to you, we can have a daughter."

Tu Wen was startled, then shook his head severely.

Xu Qingqing was worried, "After birth, I can send it to Fuyang to take care of my second aunt, she—"

"Qingqing." Tu Wen didn't dare to look at her, fearing that his eyes would not be firm, "We agreed at the beginning."

"That's right...I'm confused, talking nonsense." Xu Qingqing sipped the soup.Tu Wen bought an old hen simmered in a simmer. The oil slick was thick and fragrant to the sky.

Tu Wen felt sorry for her, stretched out his arms, took her into his lap and hugged her, "I am enough with you, I am very content, Qingqing."

"Yeah." She kissed him and stamped it with oil.

"Before I go to Shenzhen, I'll have a ligation. I'm too damn strong, so I can't solve it at the root." Tu Wen gave her another chopsticks of moss and vegetables, "When I come back, I will take two days off with Brother Quan. How about you go to Chongqing for a visit?"

Xu Qingqing chewed out the sweetness of the rice before swallowing it.She said: "I want to go to Qingdao, isn't there a sea?"

"Eat seafood and drink beer?" Tu Wen also smiled, "It's up to you, just Qingdao, show me the three o'clock swimsuit you wear."

"You're a complete rogue."

"hey-hey."

"Then we go to Chongqing again? Is it too late?"

"Okay, up to you, miss!"

This year it was still early in the cold, and there were gradually stalls selling roasted pear oil tea on Yinchating Road. Shao Jinquan was on a long business trip, and Hou Aisen was transferred from Lanwan back to Sandstone as the foreman, in charge of major affairs and small affairs.Hu Ziqiang didn't return to the staff dormitory for three or four nights, Lan Zhou was worried, and ran to Chunshui Hall to find someone, but was told that he was accompanying Jiao Liru to a neighboring town to see a piece of land for a chemical plant.Just about to go back to Jinding, I bumped into Zou Jingjing in the corridor.

The corners of her mouth were bruised, her hair was wet, and she looked extremely embarrassed.Zou Jingjing bypassed him to move forward, but then suddenly knelt forward.Lan Zhou quickly squatted down to help her, and found that her knees were red and swollen.

Zou Jingjing went back to the rest room, and the first thing to do was to rinse her mouth, and there might have been two liters of water in the mouth.Bras and stockings were flying all over the room, Lan Zhou didn't dare to glance at them, and asked her for a medicine box.Zou Jingjing came out of the toilet wiping her mouth, and said with a smile, what kind of box is the medicine?Lan Zhou sighed, got up and ran away, then came back and knocked on the door after a while, with an extra bottle of safflower oil in his hand.Zou Jingjing was taken aback, and smiled again in an instant.She tilted her neck to look at Lanzhou, and asked, are all boys from your martial arts school so affectionate?I'll be your girlfriend, okay?You hurt me.

It's not that she can't wipe it off, she pretends to be a fool and pretends to be a female hooligan.Lan Zhou didn't know what to do, so he knelt down and folded his sleeves to help her.

Zou Jingjing's legs don't look like a girl's, the scars are red, brown, purple, and blue, the colors are colorful and old and new, as if living Xi'er's hard life.Lan Zhou breathed hot steam on the heel of the palm first, then poured oil on it, wrapped it around her knees, kneaded it and rolled it evenly, the force was very measured.Zou Jingjing was sleepy after rubbing for a while, and lay on her back on the messy narrow bed, with her thighs spread apart, and her pink underwear was facing Lan Zhou.With his head down and his face as big as pancakes, he hurriedly picked up a skirt to cover her, and stammered, "Okay, okay." He was about to leave.

"Hey." Zou Jingjing bounced up, grabbed him, and said, "What's the hurry, debt collection? Let's talk."

I don't know you well, what are you talking about? ——Liu Yadong.

Zou Jingjing has nothing else but likes his masculine eyebrows, his cold thin eyelids, his high nose bridge, his stature, and his bad manners of not being able to hold back a few words for a long time.To put it bluntly, such a tough and handsome boy, alive and hot, stretched out in front of her eyes like a tree, she was stinky and shameless, but her heart was really throbbing with Huaichun.She was too embarrassed to admit it, afraid of laughing her teeth out, but she was not convinced, thinking, what kind of person would be the first to enter his heart?beauty?Gentle?Pure love?Look and guess, a little jealous, and then blinded, unknowingly fell into a trance-fuck, it's a man, he's a man, he has no breasts, no buttocks, and eyes that shine like spring water.

Zou Jingjing stared at Lan Zhou's smoking side face, without warning, she reached out and pulled off his woolen collar.

Lan Zhou dodged back, "Huh?"

Zou Jingjing raised her eyebrows, "Here is the hickey."

There is no silver 300 taels here, Lan Zhou suddenly pressed his neck, his eyes widened, and red spread from the roots of his ears upwards.

Damn so pure!Don't complain about being treated as a treasure.Zou Jingjing intentionally teased him, and asked in a low voice: "Is he really strong in that area? Huh? A few of us have noticed it a long time ago, and we can't even wear pants to cover it up, hehe."

Lan Zhou moved sideways towards that end, his eyes were confused, and the spring water was bubbling.

"Are you really willing? You're a man, you don't want to touch a woman if you stick your ass up for a man to hug?" If Zou Jingjing had something to say, she would definitely hiss right now.Beauty Snake Beauty Snake, it's her, spicy and poisonous, spies on people and dazzles people, and has a deadly seven inches.

Lan Zhou exhaled, and the water quickly became silent. He nodded and said, "I'm willing." Without asking why you knew, there was a sour taste of happiness in his tone.

Zou Jingjing sat up straight, rolled her eyes upwards, "Hey!"

——Little glass, little lover, vomit.

After smoking one cigarette and refilling it, Lan Zhou waved his hands away and found a paper cup to drink some water.

Zou Jingjing said: "I heard people say that a few years ago, when two men fell in love together, they were considered criminals and mentally ill, so they could be arrested." She laughed, "It's interesting. Before, everything was against the law, including dancing and dancing at night. Breaking the law on the street, doing things with other people is against the law, and people are breaking the law when they are in love. Damn, it’s not illegal to just eat and drink, but is it a person to eat and drink? It’s a pig.”

Lan Zhou pinched the paper cup, the mouth of the cup was wrinkled, "Can you catch it?"

"Catch it!" Zou Jingjing stared and raised her eyebrows, as if deliberately scaring him, "It's not like I haven't seen it before. There are many such treatments in East China, such as vomiting and electric shocks. You are sexual perversions and cancers. The stage is still dirty, it needs to be purified, and it’s a contribution to society.”

Lan Zhou bowed his head, "We want to purify."

"Hey." Zou Jingjing smiled, "Why are you really bending over? They are all nonsense."

"I mean, we want to purify, but I don't think I like men, so there's nothing to be corrected." Lan Zhou said.

Zou Jingjing satirized him, "It's just that you think it's useful, but you didn't write the law."

"Then hide."

Zou Jingjing sighed, "——Big Thousand Worlds! Is it worthwhile to hide for love and not enjoy it? I would rather not have it. I want freedom, dignity and money."

Lan Zhou shrugged slightly, trying to explain that he was not gay, but said nothing.

Zou Jingjing squinted at him, "Do you think I can say such sarcastic remarks because I have never been loved?"

Lan Zhou died innocently, "I didn't."

"It doesn't matter if you have it. I care?" Zou Jingjing snorted, "I envy you, I have envied Adi, Cao Lu, sister Liru, and even Mengya. I think you are so fucking happy. Sometimes I feel that you It's very pitiful, I didn't pursue it."

Lan Zhou stood still, "You will be happy and pitiful too."

If others said this, Zou Jingjing would think it was ironic, and she would pay back a hundred times more viciously.Lan Zhou said no, he was so sincere and simple that people thought he was hysterical.

"I don't need it!" Zou Jingjing said sonorously, she turned her eyes upward and rolled her eyes again, forcing her eye sockets to sink in.

After giving instructions to apply the medicine on time, Lan Zhou left. Zou Jingjing buried herself in the quilt in silence, and sat up shortly after, blowing her nose at the blood-red sunset outside the window, and wiping the wet tear trough with two fingers.I have to ring the clock at night, pack it up to make money, and cry chicken feathers.

The off-season for gambling houses and the peak season for tea-drinking are contradictory.The old Jias usually have to go back to the bright side, put on a uniform and help in the teahouse.They get off work in three shifts, arriving at [-]:[-] and leaving at [-]:[-], leaving two on duty in the second half of the night.When Lan Zhou returned to the dormitory, Liu Yadong was cleaning the heating lamp of Taidian, and it was also the season.After the dust was wiped clean and plugged in, the orange color dripped away, Liu Yadong squatted, his silhouette was soft and fluffy, as if it was about to melt into it.Lan Zhou turned off the lights, and there was only the bright spot in the room. He squatted down and stretched out his hands to warm them, and his hands swelled with heat after a while.

With tired legs from squatting, Lan Zhou simply sat on the floor, "Are you staying on the night shift tonight?"

"Yeah." Liu Yadong pulled a newspaper for Lan Zhou and rubbed his hair, "I slept all afternoon, my head is getting big."

"I will go with you."

"Come on, just sleep well." Liu Yadong glared at him, "I'll lock you up."

Lan Zhou reached out to him, "Hug me."

Liu Yadong picked him up between his legs, hugged him tightly from behind, resting his head in the crescent of his neck, "Did you ask Suner Hu?"

"I asked, I went to a neighboring village with Sister Liru."

"Damn it, I don't know how to say it, Bai his mother is missed." Liu Yadong was sincere, but felt that he was hypocritical.

"Is he...that?" Liu Yadong leaned against the wall, Lan Zhou leaned on his chest, kneading his fingers, the warmth made his eyelids sleepy, and the orange color gradually covered his vision.

"That?" Liu Yadong stamped his face gently, one bite at a time.

"You know what I'm talking about." Lan Zhou pinched the other bird with his backhand.

"If I pinch it hard, I'll fuck you on the ground." Liu Yadong bit his earlobe and sucked again, "Tell me, he and Sister Liru."

"Ah."

"I know."

"I know too."

"But I don't know how to speak. Can I stop it? I can't, and neither can you."

"As long as he feels happy, I will accept it... No, I am not qualified to say whether to accept it or not."

"He must know both of us."

"I know."

"He wants to treat you as a pervert?"

"He won't." Lan Zhou shook his head, "You are the pervert."

"So worried about him?"

"Why not? I grew up with him."

"Then I'm jealous of him."

Lan Zhou giggled, turned her head to kiss him, and licked and hooked restlessly in his mouth.

Liu Yadong knew about it a long time ago. Lan Zhou is very lustful and greedy, and usually pretends to be a good student.Sometimes when he is busy, Liu Yadong is tired and cares about Lanzhou's butt, so he tries to hit him as little as possible, sleeps under the quilt, and twists his body so as not to face him.Lan Zhou was often lonely, and couldn't stand it any longer, so he thought too much, and quietly burrowed into his bed.Liu Yadong was sweating, if Hu Ziqiang was there, he would shout and shoved him: "Are you crazy?!" When Hu Ziqiang was not there, he would drag him out and see him staring at him panting, filled with simple and straightforward desire. His glassy eyes, "Come on." Legs climbed up to him involuntarily.Liu Yadong would be annoyed that he pretended to be a fucking gentleman, and then strip him naked in bed, kiss him all over, and/fuck/him.

what is love?No one teaches, sees little, cannot learn.That kind of love is indecent, that is, to combine with you regardless, and not to separate until death.

On the bed, Lan Zhou's legs were sore, and he looked up and asked him, "Did you find it?"

Liu Yadong was so hard that his stomach was convulsed, and he also hurriedly stirred the drawer, "It's gone, it seems to be used up, fuck me."

Lan Zhou was about to cry, "Then don't wear it, hurry up!"

"No."

"Why! Just don't cum inside!"

"but--"

Lan Zhou crawled over on hands and feet, threw him on the ground, and bit his nose.

Liu Yadong lifted his clothes, held his nipples with his head up, and asked, "Are you flirting?"

Lan Zhou hugged him and sighed.

I wish I could be entangled in Tianjin Mahua, so that the fuck's the floor is dirty, the two of them rolled on the floor, their genitals collided and bumped against each other.Liu Yadong volleyed at the goal, and Lan Zhou leaned over to hold his wet front, was sprayed all over his face, and was blinded by stickiness.I went to the toilet to take a shower, and I became restless after a while.Liu Yadong inserted from behind again, shrugging slowly.

Lan Zhou grabbed the water pipe, stood with his feet level with his shoulders, and said, "Your birthday is the day after tomorrow."

Don't even mention it, I forgot, "Well, I'm completely grown up."

"what would you like?"

"want you."

Lan Zhou frowned, "Except for me."

"Whatever."

Anything but you, and nothing.

Tu Wen arranged to have a ligation at the railway hospital the next day, and he was forbidden to eat or drink before the operation.

He cooked a pot of tofu and simmered fish for Xu Qingqing at noon, he didn't want to eat it, stared at her sipping the soup with his head down, and reached out to stroke her hair.The ends of her hair reached her shoulders, and after hearing from Tu Wen that he liked long hair, she didn't plan to cut it anymore, and wanted to grow a black soft satin.

Tu Wen has a secret in his belly, which is related to Shao Jinquan.Everyone knows that Liu Xiahui, the boss of Jin Dingshao, is famous, but he is not a sage, similar to a vegetarian, not loving or sexing is a great punishment for human nature, and it is easy to backlash.The so-called "sex/love is the recognition of life", Shao Jinquan occasionally has to tame his human instincts.

That was three years ago, Shao Jinquan counted on Zhou Yongde, and stayed overnight in Red Coral after eating and drinking, and didn't see his face clearly; after a season, the person concerned came to the door and told him that he had planted seeds in the world, and the melons would fall in the coming year , you can figure it out.The woman painted red and white, there was a playful look between her brows, her legs were raised up, it was obvious that she was here to negotiate a price.I don't know what Shao Jinquan's mood is, how much surprise and disgust account for each, and whether there is any weird joy.Or it is very calm at all, and has split life into pieces that can be evaluated for profit and loss, and it is purely that I have miscalculated for a while.

After the conversation was settled, Tu Wenming was called a nurse but actually "escorted" and accompanied the woman to Sushui Women's and Children's Hospital.

A woman earns her living in Red Coral, her profession is stigmatized, and the uterus has experienced some twists and turns. After the blood flowed out of this fetus, the parts were finally completely strained. The doctor judged that if there is no miracle, it should not be able to conceive life anymore.

The whole matter was kept secret, and it was done extremely well. As soon as the woman woke up from the anesthetic in the single room, Tu Wen counted the money for her.Hundreds of leaders were bundled into a pile, and Shao Jinquan compensated her with twenty piles in the smuggling account.One night spring night crossing and sitting with tight thighs to eat for several years, no profit, no breakfast, she is not innocent, according to anyone's opinion, this transaction will not pay, who can earn 20 yuan by sitting around?Tu Wen also thought so deeply at the time, so he couldn't understand the grief on her face.He was startled, and asked her: Oh no, why do you think you have little money?We agreed on 20 yuan, but you are so incompetent!

The woman didn't speak, her lips were blue, she was staring at the ceiling.Covering her cheeks with her palms, she suddenly burst into tears, her voice gradually rising to a wail.

This is Tu Wen's perplexity all along.He is not a thoughtful personality, he seldom thinks about the world, and his doubts are quickly forgotten.

Until just now, he suddenly understood——a woman lamented that she had lost her right to be a mother. To put it bluntly, even if it was her.On the other hand, even if I am myself, I feel very melancholy and hesitant when I face the step of cutting off my children and grandchildren.Han people agree with the three cardinal principles, and there are many foolish and filial ones. They say that there are three kinds of unfilialism and no descendants. Tu Wen feels a little sorry for his father who died early.

He went to the balcony to smoke a cigarette, and he sucked hard and deeply.Xu Qingqing picked up the dishes and ran to put his arms around his waist from behind.

Tu Wen fanned the cigarette away, spit out phlegm, and took Xu Qingqing's wrist back to the room, "Come here, you haven't seen my old man yet, have you?"

When I moved into Lishui Garden, I had never sorted out my things centrally, and it took me a long time to dig out a dusty portrait from the suitcase.Tu Wen found two porcelain plates for serving vegetables, and put kumquats and pears in them, making them look like memorial tablets.Tu Wen's father has a bitter and bitter face, and his brows are always frowning with "concern for the country and the people".Tu Wen's facial features are similar to his height, but over the years, his expression when he is silent has become more and more dull or playful, and the emotion and timidity that people sometimes have, he has degenerated.In other words, this is one of the costs of a chaotic society, gradually becoming cold-hearted, and the process is like cirrhosis of the liver.

Tu Wen broke a leg, knelt down on one knee, kowtowed three times, and shouted: "Dad." The next sentence was in his mouth, and he couldn't swallow it.

Just like when his father was alive, when they got along for a long time, the two of them either ridiculed each other, or looked at each other silently, they were only competitive, and they were afraid of being less hated than each other. They never thought of calmly bringing their relationship closer .Things can only be blamed for the difference in fate now, and it is a good thing that God does not give the opportunity to continue to torture each other.The word regret should neither be thought nor said, otherwise it is like losing a chess game. Although you are freed from the puzzle, you will be depressed for a lifetime.

Tu Wen grabbed Xu Qingqing and said, "You kneel down too, and call your father too. My father's name is Tu Xiujun."

"Dad." Xu Qingqing stood shoulder to shoulder with him, and the scene was very strange and ancient, just like "the sky is the mirror and the earth is the witness" in the martial arts.

Tu Wen spit out words and bounced, as if gritting his teeth, he said: "This is my wife, surnamed Xu, not the one surnamed Cao, but unfortunately I didn't see you when you were angry. I just remembered to show you today, isn't it pretty?" She's prettier than your wife anyway!"

Xu Qingqing beat him with clenched fists, and looked at him with pity and love.

"I thought I shouldn't have such a rotten family, but I didn't think God would pity me and give me a wife." Tu Wen's knee hurt so badly, he pulled Xu Qingqing to sit cross-legged on the floor, "The boss returned it to me." I took the RV with me, and I barely completed the task. You say that the men in Beijing and Shanghai may not be as happy as I am, your son is doing well, don't be envious."

Xu Qingqing tilted her head to the left, draped Tu Wen's right shoulder, and felt the slight tremor of his muscles and bones when he spoke.

"I'm short, but I'll tell you the truth, I can't, and I'll have no children and grandchildren in a while." Tu Wen swallowed, and smiled at the portrait, "To put it bluntly, I'll blame you for being a fucking fucker, if you Fuck me, my good old man, I might enlist in the army to defend my home and country, so I'm going to dance with my gun like a monkey monkey all day long. I'm useless for the rest of my life, either I'll be a slob or I'll be killed , I can’t make a small one out to cause harm, don’t be sorry, you don’t deserve it, and I don’t deserve it either.”

Xu Qingqing couldn't say "you have done it before", and it went back into her throat, choked and swollen.She heard Tu Wen continue to say to his father: "I used to say that if you have a daughter, you will be called Tu Piaopiao, and if you have a son, you will be called Tu Tianchou. You just have one. I will buy you a big grave when the county cemetery is built next year." ! In the next life, you must not be my father, I can't bear it, you can be a disaster for someone else."

Tu Wen kowtowed again, unable to get up for a long time.

In fact, people don’t repent easily. It is possible that one stroke will continue, and the result will be denied for half of their life. The most afraid of doubting who is beneficial to oneself and where it is attached to. No matter how grand the proposition is, the most afraid of thinking about oneself What is the point of living.

Later, Xu Qingqing moved around, and even went to Xilin Gol, where she found a new lover, a divorced high-ranking son with a toad appearance and a slight tendency to domestic violence. She gave birth to a daughter with six fingers for him. The man's alcoholic relationship.The child was originally going to be called Piao Piao, but was ridiculed by his parents-in-law for not studying and being uneducated. In the end, they each took a step back and took the first name "Zhihe" and the nickname Piao Piao.The marriage died two years later, the child was not found, and she got 50 yuan from her husband's family. Xu Qingqing's face was lingering with pain, and she was aging, and she returned to Sushui in nineteen years.

The county is very different. Residential houses are built one after another, row by row, climbing up one after another, as if wanting to reach the blue water of the sky faster than Jiushan.The cemetery in Tu Wen's mouth has been completed a long time ago, and there are not enough graves for people who live and die.It was the first time for Xu Qingqing to find the grave where Tu Wen slept. She searched for a long time. The stele was the same, but her identity could only be identified through inscriptions. Dozens of columns, dozens of rows, densely packed old people, she gradually found it from dawn to dusk .

It's not really an obsession, but I regret that I didn't tell him at the time: We had a Tu Piaopiao, of course, it could be Tu Tianchou, it doesn't matter.

On the mountain outside the cemetery, a pagoda was built in imitation of ancient times. The wind passed by, and the Ruyi bell hanging from the cornice rang like the sound of heaven.

Xu Qingqing stared at the photo on the stele, the photo made the sunset red, as if it had a slight heat.She was not sad, but felt strange.This face is deep and deep, and it has been hidden in the deepest part of the body for more than ten years, and it will not be remembered until it disappears.But let Xu Qingqing choose again, she is still willing to not study hard, fell in love early, at the age of 17, she took the train and eloped with her deskmate to this small county in Central South, broke up, stayed, was cheated, tried to survive, slept with others to make money, fell in love with a borrower She doesn't rush to pay back the money, she can't speak without "you fucking", a stupid, affectionate bad man with stripes on his neck.

It was raining and windy that night, and the Jinding Gambling stall was relatively deserted, with a few poker tables open.

Lao Jia snatched a copy of "Beautiful Shenzhen" from Liu Yadong's stall. Several people looked around, pointed at the window of the world on the picture, and sighed, "It's still a fucking special zone." OK! We're just a fucking bare power tower here."

Old Tang kicked open the door of the tea room, unexpectedly a cast iron color appeared on his face.

"Where's Xiaolan?"

Liu Yadong was taken aback, "It's the warehouse."

"Ling Tsai, go and call someone up, go!" Old Tang waved his hand, "Don't even look at you!" Looking closely, his lips were trembling slightly, and his tone changed strangely at the end of his words.

Old Jia Minrui came over first, squinted his eyes and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong? What happened?"

Old Tang whispered in Liu Yadong's ear, "Go to the gravel and call Hou Aisen back, but he won't answer his fucking busy calls."

"Now?" Liu Yadong asked.

"Immediately." Old Tang Gudong swallowed his saliva and kept pressing his palms. He said in a low and slow voice, "What about you, just tell him... the old strength is gone."

Lei was accurate, and there was a bang in response to the situation.