Olives

Li Simin was released from prison in 95 and disappeared, and Wu Adi could not find any news of him.Yu Huan died suddenly of a heart attack, and Sushui became a place of complete sadness.Wu Adi packed a cash ticket of [-] yuan, wore two Huangmei costumes, and took the south train to Shenzhen.

That road is wonderful, the mountains and rivers are reversed, the car is playing with time, the process is like opening the curtain or peeling the skin, the field of vision begins to narrow and widen, the gray fades into a scorching white of the sun, and life is bright and accessible with it, as if even Everything is uncertain, and the past can also be cleared up.Shenzhen is a special economic zone, where people go by like a shuttle, and cars run like flowing water. The speed is so different from plain water.Wu Adi stood on Futian CBD Street, looking up at the huge buildings like mountains, and wanted to cry for a moment.

He thought how tiny a human being is like dust, and how majestic and vast the Milky Way is.

Life is hard, he Wu Adi is just an ant, fleeing from the hole to the plain, it is even more difficult to protect himself.Against all odds, he found a job selling hard disks in Lao Saige, Huaqiangbei, with a monthly salary of [-] for a meal of Guilin rice noodles, and he could live in a small warehouse on the second floor.He is weak and timid, and rarely attracts customers. He tells one, two, three, four what is the convenience and practicality of this thing. At most, when others ask the price, he whispers a number, and others frown and ask, can it be cheaper?He couldn't hold back a mosquito hum.After a long time, the boss felt choked up.The boss is from Sichuan and Chongqing, so he said, if you can’t open your mouth in sales, I will feed you for nothing?Where is Shenzhen?There is a lot to do!Since you can’t learn countertops, I’ll teach you how to antivirus your computer, don’t you want to?One set earns tens of dollars, and if you do the work for me, I am afraid that the disciples of the church will starve to death, the master.

Wu Adi is not stupid, after a few times of groping, it is easy to get started.The boss counted him as a quick graduate, and allowed him to sit at the counter and touch the computer.The boss answered the phone from time to time, spoke a bunch of babbling Cantonese, and then handed him a note, saying that you should run for me, that someone in a certain building in a certain district was poisoned by watching pornography, and the tone of the shot was almost impotent , you go to put out the fire.It was summer at that time, and Wu Adi was reluctant to buy a mouthful of ice. He spent money to take the bus and wandered to his destination, sweating all over his shirt.He is seldom talkative and diligent, and he runs away after receiving the money, so he doesn't cause trouble for others, and he has a good tone after a long time.The boss raised his monthly salary by [-], gave him two meals of Guilin rice noodles, and added a cup of Huang Zhenlong herbal tea.

If it weren't for the four-eyed frog who touched his ass, hugged his waist and pushed him to bed, Wu Adi resold some iPhone6, and now he might have won Huaqiangbei by now, at least he would be worth millions.No if.He was so disgusted that he resigned immediately and never set foot in Futian again.He went to Zhuhai after a while, and went to KTV to sell wine. He was well-groomed and coquettishly dressed, just like a poultry selling butts.Of course it’s not for sale, it’s okay to make amends, but it doesn’t matter how much money you have.Sometimes he himself thinks he's being funny, thinking that I'm not a fucking chick at all, my buttocks have been plucked out long ago, that person is still a teacher, and my mouth has fucked him!Swallowed it!What the hell is wrong with making a living?

—but no.Li Simin was all in his heart.Li Simin who was bleeding from the back of his head, Li Simin who was compassionate and silent, Li Simin who listened to him, and Li Simin who squatted in prison for him.His body is not his own, sacrificed to Li Simin, he is the master of half of his soul, and if he doesn't allow it, he can't be touched by others.

Wu Adi had already determined what it was.So longing will grow fertilely at night, and then turn into desire, flowing all over the body.He still can only live in the staff dormitory room, which is damp and worn out, the walls are as thin as paper, and every night he can smell the excited cry of the woman next door/spring.He put his head around and locked himself in the quilt, and the world was reduced to a coconut shell again.In the closed and snow-white environment, he drafted a drama about his love with Li Simin.It's a lewd scene, they kiss and make love day and night, speaking absurd and filthy love language that they dare not listen to carefully.

Wu Adi hides a wooden "don't ask for help", which is strong and slender.He clearly remembered that he followed Li Simin into No. [-] Middle School to urinate and untied his crotch. The one between his crotch was so outstanding and strong.Wu Adi held him and stabbed him in, calling his name countless times, slurring his words, ambiguous and emotional, and clinging to him physically and mentally.

When it's done, the loneliness overflows, and the crazy longing changes from a tide to a sharp blade.Sometimes he didn't think that he would be able to see him, so he stepped on the window edge and jumped down.He didn't have the slightest concept of death at that time, thinking that it was just a lethargy.

When we met again in 99, it was snowing in Zhuhai. I don't know what the omen is.

KTV's business was very good that month, there was no stock of wine, and it was emptied every day, and they suddenly said that they would stop selling, and everyone must be filled with resentment.The business manager came to persuade them, saying ouch, brothers and sisters, you are still short of a day or two to ensure your income in drought and flood?I beg you, a big man is coming here, if you don't treat me well, my immediate boss can't afford to walk around. You save face and don't complain?After the Buddha is sent away, can't our KTV be free of half a year's drink fee?Only then did they calm down, and they were all curious, which school and which sect and which Buddha?It's hard to be a national leader.The manager pointed his index finger and said inscrutably: "Big Boss Wen Qi!"

How Adi pronounced it was so ugly, he changed his name to Qimeng at that time, and he got an ID card with 50 yuan, and this name was engraved on it.How to say?I'm not convinced. ——You treat me as a younger brother, and always remember that enlightenment, okay!My name is Qimeng, so you will never forget it!When you think about enlightenment, you want to inspire dreams!I am not your brother!I want to be yours... He can't keep any savings, he always buys skirts and cosmetics, and locks them in a drawer when he buys them, he doesn't look at them, he doesn't want to.Once I couldn't bear it anymore, and while no one was in the toilet, I put on my lipstick in front of the mirror and sipped it hard.The even bright red set off his indescribable gloom and thinness, which cannot be said to be pretty.He put his palm against the mirror, leaned in to breathe the steam, pressed his forehead against it, tears dripping.His missing mouth seemed to be closed with a cork.

I want to be a woman, be your woman, it's that simple, he just understands.

That night was really crowded with luxury cars, a lot of flower baskets were placed, and the red carpet was pulled out and spread out.The wine sisters have no mission, they wear heavy makeup and wear red and green, one by one, peeking from behind the iron tree.It started with a pitch-black Hummer, and when it stopped, several managers surrounded it with smiles, followed by a row of doormen.The car door opened, and the man who came out was of unknown age, with a casual jacket and hair that grew to his collarbone. He looked like Wang Feng from No. 43 Baojia Street.Not good-looking either, a little limp, but with a resolute face.One said, how could this cripple be that Wen Qi?Wu Adi had a fever during the changing seasons, and wanted to go back to rest, so he pulled her braids, hissed, stop talking nonsense, and be careful of your job.He turned his head and wanted to leave.The one who was picked up smiled bitterly, shut up for a while, and then pointed to the latter one: the latter one has more articles, I said he is like a boss, right?Wu Adi turned his head unintentionally, and saw both Shao Jinquan and Li Simin.

He was thinner, and he wasn't fat at all.No big change, still tall, with carbon black eyebrows.He was on the outer edge of the noisy crowd, his collar pulled up and locked tightly around his neck.He has no expression, as if he doesn't know what to say, and he also doesn't know where to end.

Wu Adi is not like being struck by lightning, he has never been struck by lightning, so he can't say what it feels like.But the five internal organs are indeed hurting, especially the heart, which is similar to pinching, like pinching a piece of dough from the dough, separated by a red carpet width, his heart has become like a grain, two palms together, and then kneaded into one Shapeless things.It was snowing outside and it was unusually cold, but Wu Adi's eyes were burning red, and he was on the verge of tears.

Wu Adi went back to the rented house and quickly washed his head, hands and face, blew his nose clean, and rubbed his cheeks vigorously.He rummaged through the cabinets and couldn't find a decent dress, only colorful skirts.He dare not wear it.He ran to the next room, yelled at the upper bunk, took away his padded jacket and jeans, fled back to the room and changed them, obviously too big.He looked at himself in the mirror, pulled the curtains on his head, laughed silly, and thought, he still looks like a fucking human being, neither ugly nor old.He was a little embarrassed again, thinking about seeing him, what should I say?The woman also complained that he left without saying goodbye, never heard from him, saved me but didn't want me.Or seize the opportunity to confess to him, don't let him go, and say I love you?Miss you?

How are you?

He will reach the boiling point after a short burn. He is top-heavy, stepping on the floating clouds, looking up layer by layer.On the third floor, his dazed face was facing the golden corridor.He rushed forward, looking for one by one, but the manager stretched his arms to stop him, asking him why, who he was looking for, and why he couldn't enter right now. The big man was talking about big things.Wu Adi don't care about him!He was afraid to death, he was afraid that the time he changed his clothes, Li Simin would evaporate out of thin air again and be lost.

He walked around the manager, but was grabbed by the back of his neck and pulled back.The manager slandered angrily: You fucking brains of selling alcohol have figured it out!Don't fucking tell you that you won't listen!I yelled into the intercom, and several security guards came, beat electric batons, tore clothes, cursed, and pinched people down.While waving his limbs in an attempt to break free, he climbed forward, as if he was insane: "...Li Simin!" Being pushed down like this, he was very embarrassed, Wu Adi was hoping and afraid, he didn't want to wait so long , he saw such an unseemly self.Anyway, let's stand upright.He wanted to stand up in a daze, but he was mistakenly resisted, and someone kicked his back, so he fell forward and knelt down violently.So far, with his face on the floor and his wrist twisted backwards, there is no dignity at all.

Standing out of the box with that foot and stepping in front of him, Wu Adi only dared to take a glance, then closed his eyes tightly, pretending to fall into a reunion dream.

Reunited after a long absence, Li Simin didn't feel too much joy, looking around the room, he seemed to have a lot of concerns, and chatted endlessly to himself.In order: You don't have antipyretics here?I will wait to buy it. I remember there is a small pharmacy at the door.

The first floor is always humid, why don't you move to the second floor?If the joints are not taken care of well, you will suffer when you get old.

Do you have friends here?How are you?Didn't get bullied?

Don't sing Huangmei Opera anymore?It's okay not to sing.I sang and...

Your quilt is autumn, right?What about thick?Fever is not warm.

It's full of instant noodle boxes, and you are really... tsk.

Is the money you earn now not enough to fill your stomach?I give you.

Don't learn from us to smoke blindly, it's not a good habit.

Eat a little fatter.

I'm fine.

How many years have you been?

Wu Adi listened under the covers, staring at him blankly.Li Simin sat on the edge of his bed, lowered her head, looked at him, and stopped talking.

Wu Adi stretched out his hand from under the quilt and looked up.Li Simin was stunned, then suddenly smiled and leaned forward, pushing the top of his head into his palm.Trembling, Wu Adi stroked from his forehead to the bridge of his nose; then rubbed his slightly sunken cheeks; Thinned, warped locks of rolled skin.This kiss spread all over his body, wanting to devour him like a gulp, although it was imaginary, but he might be obsessed with caressing him.And once that thought, movement, eyes, all follow the tenderness and viscous to no avail.On the top was a hanging lamp tangled with spider silk, Li Simin's eyes flickered, he turned his head, and rubbed against the hot snow-white fingers.He got up and said, "I'll go buy medicine first."

Wu Adi popped out the quilt and threw himself into his arms.He burst into tears, but he didn't know what he was crying for.

Wronged?Of course I am wronged, I am wronged, I have no parents, I was born in the wrong species, I am missed by others, I live a despicable life, people are not as good as dogs.Can you bear it all?Why should Li Simin cry now?I haven't seen you for a few years, who does Li Simin owe?Who are you recruiting?Why can't he even get a generous greeting? Why does he insist on crying over the tears of you, Wu Adi? Is he worthy of coaxing you?Does he have an easy time?The more I thought about it, the more I couldn't help it, the more sore my nasal cavity became, and the more I cried wantonly.Li Simin froze at first, just stared blankly, until a sigh slipped out of his nose, and then he hugged the person in his arms tightly.

Wu Adi didn't even know that it was so comfortable and smug to be able to cry so stupidly in someone's arms.His tears and snot soaked into Li Simin's front, staining his dark jacket.Li Simin rubbed his palm over and wiped it lightly with the heel of his palm until it was wet. He wiped his trouser leg, put his clean hand on the back of his head, stroked it slowly, and even penetrated it into his hair. click.

Wu Adi greedily stuck the tip of his nose into his neck, pretending to be grinding, and the crying gradually stopped, and the murmurs in his mouth could not make sentences, and became entanglement and obsession.His hot lips pressed against his Adam's apple, and as soon as he grabbed that piece of skin, he gnawed it tightly, and sucked fiercely.Li Simin hissed, trying to push him, but Wu Adi boiled over, gnashing his teeth.The two mouths are connected absurdly closely.Wu Adi knelt between his legs, propped up his upper body, hugged his whole head, and sucked him with his tongue.Li Simin couldn't escape, so she tolerated it, let him lick and drill, and even responded slightly.It didn't take long before they became passionate, crushing his skin with disordered breath, and enjoying each other's meal.

It was the only kiss between them, inexplicable, and full of longing and despair.

The snow didn't stop, and it floated very happily, making this place not like Zhuhai, but like Sushui County in the twelfth lunar month.It was dark outside the window, and the room was dimly lit.Wu Adi fell limply on his shoulders, his resentment subsided, and his appearance was submissive."I miss you so much," he said softly.

"...Well." Li Simin is a shy person, in fact, he is very shy, so he doesn't say anything easily.

"In the past few years, I have been very tired, and I don't know what to do or what to do. My parents are gone, and you are not here. I don't know what to do."

Li Simin stroked his back: "Yes, I know."

"Why do you say you don't see it?"

"I'm hiding here."

"You hide from me?"

"It's not just you. It's nothing else. I think you have to think of him all the time if you want to see me."

"He heard...he was taken home by his sister, and he can already walk on the ground."

Li Simin touched his back: "Are you still afraid of him?"

"Tch." Wu Adi smiled contemptuously: "It's still a useless person. I don't care about my mother now. I've never been afraid of him, but I'm afraid I won't see you."

"..."

Wu Adi sniffed, grabbed Li Simin's neck violently, and said loudly: "I, I love you!"

Li Simin was stunned and struggled, "What nonsense."

"I love you! I'm not talking nonsense! I love you! I love you! I—"

"Don't make trouble." Li Simin frowned and looked away.

"Can you take me away together? I don't want to be separated from you, I don't want to find you, I have no one, I don't want to be alone, I'm afraid of being alone. You take me, okay? Okay? Go Anywhere..." Wu Adi begged, and wept again, "If you like women, I can be a woman, okay?" He jumped off Li Simin, barefoot, staggering Go to open the simple cabinet and tear off a bunch of red and green skirts.He picked up a red shirt and shook it off, put it in front of him, showed it to Li Simin, and asked him expectantly, "Does it look like it?"

Li Simin took the slippers and put them in front of his eyes: "Put the shoes on first."

Wu Adi threw away her skirt and hugged him again, burrowing into his arms: "Please, please..."

"Do you know what I'm doing now?"

Wu Adi shook his head: "I don't care!" He tied him even tighter.

Li Simin pressed his chin to the top of his hair, and sighed again, "You are always disobedient."

Later, when he was depressed and confused, Wu Adi occasionally sneered at Li Simin with a sneer: Did you have the intention of adopting a dog at that time?But at that time, he lost his dignity and followed him back to Sushui County. Wu Adi really thought that life would be peaceful in the future.

His family was ruined, his roots were dug up, so how could there be any relatives?Li Simin helped him rent an old side house in Luwei that was waiting to be demolished. The side house was hidden in a narrow alley, with pipes interlaced and connected to countless faucets. The room had brown silk beds, plastic flowers, and old posters; there was no single guard.The mountain outside the house, when the weather is good, I feel it is very close, and I can climb to the tip with my feet.Luxu is far away from Changkang Street, so far away that Wu Adi can't feel that he has returned to his hometown.He is still Wu Adi, but what was confused when he was young has become clear and cruel, and has been covered with something called age.

Wu Adi works as a helper in a nearby tobacco store, selling things, taking inventory, and moving goods. He is quite leisurely. His monthly salary is about nothing compared to Shenzhen Zhuhai. At least next to someone you love.He has always been oblivious to danger.Li Simin either didn't come for a long time, or came frequently.I usually come at night, and I always bring something: new clothes, necessary daily necessities, sweet fruit toffee, books, DVDs, sick cats and dogs that no one cares about, or money.The money was brand-new hundred-yuan bills, with thin and brittle corners that were sharp enough to cut your hands.Whenever Wu Adi said no in panic, or asked him where he came from, Li Simin shook his head, smoked a cigarette, and smiled responsibly, "I earned it."

"That's too much." "Save for me first." "Are you saving to marry a wife?" "No."

Once, I brought a bag of lively flower crabs, saying that this is a coastal feature, and Sushui does not have it at all.Both are very earthy, no one has cleaned them up, just brushed them and steamed them over water, with some ginger and vinegar, they tasted pretty good.The crab shells were piled up into a red mountain bag, and the room was full of fishy smell, and the two faced each other silly.As a result, Wu Adi put down his chopsticks and got sick to his stomach from the cold, and ran into the toilet to vomit.Li Simin was in a hurry, pouring water to find medicine, checking his temperature, and stayed all night without leaving.

Wu Adi woke up in the middle of the night and found that Li Simin was sleeping on the side with his clothes on, with a gentle and relaxed expression, like Maodong's little husband; he leaned over lightly, kissed him several times on the chin, stuck out his tongue Lick his protruding stubble.He whispered in his ear: "I love you so much, I love you so much, I love you..." After finishing speaking, he went to lick his chin again, like a mindless animal.At that time you let Wu Adi die, he was willing, and he said foolishly, that's good.

It is difficult for Wu Adi to delve into the relationship between the two of them, but he vaguely does not want to find out, thinking that finding out is the end.He harbors unreasonable thoughts, like catching him, and when he catches him, he says he likes and loves; he also takes care of his body movements: biting his neck, entangled him shamelessly, pressing his stomach, and rushing towards his waist get on the ride.

That scene is actually very third-rate rock and roll, burning blazingly and turning into embers.Li Simin's eyes were twisted, but he always refused, and only said "don't make trouble", and occasionally he was surprised to find him burning between his legs, and he was too thirsty, so he would open the door and leave.He refuses to be softly stupid.Wu Adi didn't believe that he was indifferent at all!Not to mention anything else, it is clear—he has a reaction there.Wu Adi was not reconciled, and misread it as self-esteem, or, could not accept that he was a man?OK, then be a girl!As long as you are willing to!you want me!I can do anything!Wearing skirts painted in red and green, making him go berserk, that's what he's talking about.Although the neighbors are not familiar with each other, there are a lot of gossips, which are spread privately: This family lives in a monster, who is weird and neither male nor female, and I don't think his mind is normal.Wu Adi was in deep trouble, and with Li Simin in front of him, he became more and more ostentatious.Li Simin was still so silent that it made him angry, and when the anger burned away, it was a moment of hatred, and the embers of grievance were left behind, so he cried again, messing up his "beautiful face".He guessed that his tears were Li Simin's weakness. Whenever he cried, the other party hugged him with a sigh, put his chin on his head, wiped his sleeves childishly on his facial features, and murmured "Listen to me" repeatedly.The trick worked consistently, and the embers were whisked away.

There was a gap in his arms, Wu Adi sobbed and stroked his back and waist, only to realize the injuries. ——Most of them are rod marks, and there are also knife wounds. They are chestnut in color and textured with orange skin, and some are even fresh with blood.If Li Simin hides again, it will be too late.

underworld.At that time, the word was abstract to everyone, and it still linked to Yau Ma Tei, [-]K or He An Tang in Hong Kong, and everyone went to drama.Nine gunshots to the head and thousands of people annihilated, that is a fantasy, the strange and mysterious case originated from fabrication, and those things are really far away from Xiaohan County.Wu Adi always thought that Li Simin was the wooden beams above his head, the eaves under the rain, and the sun in the beginning of spring. He was blinded by his attachment, so he didn't realize that he was also standing in the abyss in time. "Do you know what I'm doing now?" No matter how he thought about it in the future, he felt that this was a call for help.

After that incident, there was a mountain of wine, standing between the two of them, and it would never be healed.Wu Adi remembered that it was the Ching Ming Festival in the millennium, and the owner of the tobacco store returned home to burn the ghost paper, and Li Simin did not show up for three days.Wu Adi knows a lot, Li Simin's current seclusion is definitely not without reason.His heart was stuck in his tonsils, and he was so panicked that he could jump out in just a breath.The tobacco store has a fixed line, and Li Simin has a Bird. He kept calling the phone number, and he made repeated calls. He made more than a dozen calls a day, but he couldn't answer.Wu Adi lost his soul, the money was wrong, and the goods were not clear. The customer bought salt, and the alkali noodles he gave, and found something wrong. He chased it for a mile, closed the door at night, and accidentally got his nail covered.

The narrow road was wet with drizzle in Qingming, and the night road in the county town was so quiet that people panicked. The sound of crickets could be regarded as comfort and attachment. Wu Adi read his name and walked quickly, as if there was a sticky shadow hanging behind him.Passing through the fragrant cedar forest, crossing the small water swing, passing through the Niangniang Temple, no matter how close he was to fleeing, he did not escape the attack of the thick shadow.Covered by something, the world suddenly disappeared, and my head hurt.There was probably more than one voice, the steps were chaotic and hasty, and there were ups and downs of panting and laughing.The accent is also heavy, and I can occasionally hear a few words clearly: Damn, she is thin-skinned and tender-fleshed.The surnamed Li is playing with Master Rabbit?Really good taste?If he leads people to make us ruthless, we will be even more ruthless.Shall we try it too?You fucking taste it yourself, you not picky old pervert.Just taste it, don't be greedy when you look back.Beware of someone named Li taking your life!

It makes me laugh so hard, why don't we just have a fuckin' fuck.I/do!

Wu Adi is a freak. He had so many cowardly tears that he couldn't shed even a single drop.He struggled and kicked, everyone was exhausted, and those people stepped on his stomach hard halfway.A practice, as long as a year.Quiet, got up from the wet and cold ground, took off the sack, and found that the sky was pale.The morning mist surrounds the green hills, the moss is green and fresh, and there is the slight sound of birds flapping their wings in the air.It turned out that Su Shui's appearance was not familiar to him at all.The real moist and hollow feeling floated up from the tailbone, and the back was numb and swollen, and the whole body was in severe pain.Qiumingkai's face floated up to the tip of his nose, and he chanted in his ears.He trembled, his face was pale, his spleen and stomach twitched, he fell to the ground and vomited.The dandelions bloomed by his hand purely and ignorantly, tens of fluffs and hundreds of fluffs, connected into a piece of pure white.

You can't hide this matter, the domineering gang is afraid that you won't notice it.

Li Simin's angry look is rarer than that of comets. You will feel that his eyes are like oceans that are also contained and covered, absorbing the greatest amount of pain and danger, but he does not threaten revenge, and Wu Adi is even more silent. They don't cry.Even when the two met again, there seemed to be a layer of grudge for no reason, and they both seemed to feel strange to each other.

Wu Adi was forcibly dragged by Li Simin into a Fukang car that was splashed with yellow mud, was forced to put on a seat belt, and the car sped out.The thick black night was stretched long and blurred.Silence soon became a dispute between Jian Xing and Li Simin insisted on letting him leave, but Wu Adi said no.The two of them didn't explain everything up and down, because it's not that they don't understand each other's thoughts, but they just don't accept it.The dispute was silent again, but Li Simin underestimated Wu Adi's madness, and was forced to come over by him without paying attention, and stepped on the brakes.The car body shook violently in an instant, Li Simin shouted at him angrily, gritted his teeth and turned to the right, only to hear a loud noise, the car rushed down a shallow ridge and plunged into an acre of newly sown middle rice.

The headlights are chipped, the gas tank ticks, the alarm blares.Wu Adi struggled his head from Li Simin's arms, and found that fateful blood line meandering down from his forehead again, dividing his face.Li Simin's eyes were full of waves, and Wu Adi subconsciously closed his eyes and shrunk his neck, thinking that he was going to punch him.

The result was still a rough and fierce hug, with complicated emotions, strangling people out of breath.The blood from Li Simin's unknown source slowly soaked Wu Adi's clothes, and when he realized it, the front of the front seemed to be wet.There was a white light in Wu Adi's mind, his jaw was trembling, he groped wildly, stroked a cool and hard thing behind Li Simin's waist, and touched a warm hole, where the blood came, thin and continuous.Thinking about it afterwards, Wu Adi hated himself, hated himself for being incompetent, unable to drive that broken car; hated himself bean sprouts, for being unable to carry Li Simin on his back and ran away.What he hated at that time was fate, such an ethereal and intangible thing.

Li Simin's head limply rested on his shoulder, his eyes were dry, his eyebrows tightened and relaxed with short breaths, and he stroked Wu Adi's hand that was tightly covering the hole.Insects chirped and the moon was bright and white. The two of them held each other in a deadlocked position.

What the two of them didn't tell each other afterwards was the safest ending I could think of in my life, which was to die with you in that acre of rice that night.

Li Simin's dry lips squirmed against Wu Adi's neck, not a kiss, but an approximation. "I have a lot of blood debts on me, and there will be more in the future, and I can't pay them off at all."

"I," Wu Adi burst into tears, "I'm not going to die, damn it."

"Then I have one condition"

"Say it! Say it!"

"Stop saying that you love me like me, and you can't love me."

Wu Adi said willingly: Then what do I live?Then I'd rather die.But did not say.

He sobbed, "Why?"

"No why."

"...I, how can I save you now?"

"I can't die."

"fart!"

Li Simin raised his hand and pointed to the black mobile phone next to the gear lever: "In the phone book, just call Jiu Qiang."

"Will you be arrested and go to jail?"

Li Simin deliberately said: "I will be shot." After saying that, he laughed, "It won't happen."

"If you want the wall, then I won't live anymore."

"No."

"Can I say that again?"

"Ok?"

"..."

"One last time."

"Good, good, good."

"Then tell me, I'm listening."

The black shadow of life spread between the legs of the two, merging together.Li Simin held his breath, but he disguised it with a sigh.

"I love you forever."

Li Simin laughed and asked him, "What is forever?"

"I don't know," Wu Adi wiped away tears, "That's how it's sung in pop songs."

Afterwards, miscellaneous things were confused, human desires were rampant, abysses were connected, and light was gone, so Wu Qimeng didn't want to continue thinking about it.He didn't expect that he would be the one who went to jail in the end.It doesn't matter, it's considered a blood debt for you, Li Simin?Hey, I didn't lie to you, I love you forever.In addition, fate turns out to have no "permanence", and it is really not without "love". Since I shouldn't love it, I shouldn't hate it by the same token.

Love you is said not to be eroded by time, but as for life, it is just a carrier; if I write it as a love poem, seeking benevolence and benevolence, then it must be.