Life is like a journey

"Come, come, everyone, take a look. This is the doctor. He has been hooking up with my husband since he was ten years old. My husband earns money for her to eat, to wear, and to go to school! She wears everything from head to toe. It is a famous brand, this watch, this necklace, this ring, which one is not bought by my husband! As for me, what I wear is all street stalls! He hasn’t spent a penny on me all year round, and even bought you a house Buying a car, you have no conscience, you are shameless!!!" The middle-aged woman scolded and beat her while pulling her clothes, and when it came to fighting, how could Qin Xuan be the opponent of this kind of shrew? Come over, mixed with a loud slap on the face.

The nurses at the triage desk stood up, and the family members of the patients waiting at the door of the ward also surrounded them. Many doctors opened their office doors and came out to watch the excitement.

A little nurse wanted to give her a hand, but someone grabbed her lightly: "Don't go, look at her flaunting her might, it turns out to be Xiaosan."

The tone of the person who was respectful to her just now was full of contempt.

"I said, why are you so rich? Luxury cars pick you up and you wear gold and silver, so they all slept out."

There were whispers in the crowd.

"Oh, you don't have the skills to be a mistress, take a pee and take care of yourself"

During the pulling, the badge lanyard broke, and Qin Xuan fell to the ground suddenly. Her ankle was in severe pain, and her eyes were slightly red: "You fart! Don't act wild here! The house belongs to me, but he wants to give me the car." It's not uncommon to buy an old lady!!! And you look at your own virtue, I am! No wonder Lao Bao doesn't like you at all!!!"

The woman was completely irritated, and rushed forward to tear her hair like a madman, and the sharp nails scratched her side face, leaving a bloodstain.

"Fox spirit! Fox spirit! My old lady ruined your face today! Let's see what else you can use to seduce people!!!"

Qin Xuan was in pain, so he was naturally not to be outdone, the two wrestled together, the delicate hairpins fell from their hair, the white coat was ripped off, and the woman rode on top of her, beating and cursing.

"Today, I'll let you, a vixen, show your true colors. Come and see, everyone, how did the attending physician in the obstetrics and gynecology department of a tertiary hospital seduce other people's husbands and ruined their families!"

"My husband sees you pitifully. He subsidizes your education and helps you find a job. You don't think you can repay him! You can only kneel and lick him..." A series of swear words burst out of the woman's mouth like cannonballs, and Qin Xuan's old self was beaten. Turned upside down.

"That's how I endured it for so many years! I swallowed my anger and he still wants to divorce me because of you!!!" The woman also cried while talking: "I have nothing! Youth, children, houses, cars , the property...is gone!"

The onlookers heard the excitement.

"This is too bad a thing!"

"That's right, someone subsidized her to go to school, but she ruined his family. Who would dare to come to her for a doctor like this!"

"Let's go, let's not see this disease today, and change to another hospital"

"What kind of doctor are you? You are not worthy!" The woman spat on her face with a mouthful of thick phlegm, looking at her face that was about to cry, imagining how she seduced Lao Bao, and hated her even more. He casually picked up the fruit basket at hand and smashed it hard at her head.

"go to hell!!!"

"Stop!" At the very moment, a vigorous figure rushed into the crowd and protected Qin Xuan. The strong fruit basket hit her temple hard and buzzed Nan Ke's head.

Qin Xuan closed her eyes, but didn't wait for the pain she imagined. When she opened her eyes, she tilted her head towards Nan Ke's head in a daze.

She didn't know why she shed tears, and held her face in her hands: "Xiang Nanke, Xiang Nanke!"

After a whirlwind, Xiang Nanke shook his head: "I'm fine."

After giving her a reassuring look, he gritted his teeth and stood up, and took out the police officer's certificate to show the playful middle-aged woman.

"I'm a policeman. Now, in the name of picking quarrels and provoking troubles and disturbing normal public order, please return me and you to the Public Security Bureau for investigation!"

"Is there any reason! You don't arrest those who go out to sell and destroy other people's families! But arrest us who are suffering! Pooh! You are with her!" The woman rushed forward again, tearing She grabbed her police uniform and pushed her back.

Xiang Nanke's eyes froze, he grasped her arm tightly, and reached for the handcuffs on her waist with one hand. Before she could take them out, the woman hit her head up: "Anyway, I don't want to live anymore, you beat me!" Kill me! Kill me! Come and have a look! The police and mistress are teaming up to bully people!"

The eyes of the onlookers were obviously not friendly. No matter how much she wanted to protect Qin Xuan, she couldn't really face an unarmed old and weak woman and child in front of the audience. The skin she was wearing would not allow her to do it.

"Fight! Hit mistress! Hit him to death!" Someone yelled, maybe it was a helper hired by the other party to fish in troubled waters, and someone waved his fist and rushed towards Qin Xuan first.

The body took a step faster than expected, turned towards Nan Ke, subconsciously threw herself on her body, protected her head, and hugged her into her arms. Where did it go, a few pieces of scalp were torn off, it was a heart-rending pain, when they were pulled away by the rushing security guards, the two of them were covered in ashes, Xiang Nanke wiped off the blood from the corners of his lips and stood up. She got up from the ground.

The crowd is still discussing:

"What kind of doctor is such a shameless person! Just fire him!"

"Damn, it's so annoying. My husband also stays outside every day and doesn't come home. This kind of woman deserves to die!"

"Destroying someone's family, bah!"

"I didn't expect Dr. Qin to be this kind of person."

"Otherwise, how do you think she got into the first attached courtyard, maybe she slept with someone..."

Qin Xuan shook off her hand, dragged his high-heeled shoes, and limped away from the wall while leaning on the wall.

The spine that has always been straight, once bent, can no longer be straightened.

Xiang Nanke bought iodophor cotton swabs from the pharmacy, walked around the street, and finally found her in a small flower bed behind the hospital.

Qin Xuan sat on the steps, with cigarette butts scattered all over the ground at his feet, his hair was disheveled, and his white coat was also dirty. He looked no different from a down-and-out homeless man.

She walked over gently, and pressed the lighter to light the cigarette near her mouth. The stress reaction made her shiver a little. Seeing that it was her, she relaxed her tense nerves again, but her mouth was still unrelenting.

"Don't think I'll forgive you"

Xiang Nanke squatted down, took off her ill-fitting high-heeled shoes, knelt down and took a cotton swab dipped in iodophor to disinfect her scratched ankle.

"Hey, I said you..." Qin Xuan was getting annoyed, and almost kicked her. He lowered his eyes and saw the bloodstains on her temples that were scratched by the fruit basket wooden stick hidden in the roots of her hair. They looked much more serious than hers. His movements froze unknowingly, and he took a sip of Marlboro.

In the smog, Xiang Nanke slowed down and didn't ask anything, just said: "The ankle is a little swollen, I need to see a doctor"

Qin Xuan flicked off the cigarette ash, pulled his lips and sneered: "I am a doctor, what are you pretending to be, who wants you to save me, are you happy to see me like this..."

As she spoke, her eyes turned slightly red, she raised her head and blinked her eyes, her voice became hoarse.

Xiang Nanke didn't look up and put on the band-aid for her: "Stop pretending, cry if you want to, it's ugly to cry but not laugh."

"Fuck you!" Qin Xuan raised his foot and kicked over, Xiang Nanke didn't hide, she was actually very measured, kicking her knee didn't hurt at all, at least it wasn't as hard as that woman, she was real He really wanted Qin Xuan's life.

"If this makes you happy, it doesn't matter if you kick a few more feet"

Qin Xuan shook her head and laughed, and took a deep breath of Marlboro. She will never forget that look in her life, the loneliness that penetrated into the bone marrow, and the sadness that flowed quietly.

When the cigarette butt was almost burnt out, she said, "Believe it, I have never received a penny from my old bag since I was an adult. I bought the house with a loan. The down payment is 20, and the monthly payment is more than 8000." , he wanted to buy me a car, but I refused..."

"I work hard every day, I make money to support myself, I rush for surgery, I buy my own favorite clothes, bags, jewelry... I really never spend a penny on him...I never Forced him to divorce..."

pat, pat-

Tiny tears fell on the ground in strings, Qin Xuan gritted his teeth and refused to cry out, sobbing all the time, not wanting her to see himself in such a mess, so he simply turned around.

Xiang Nanke hugged her from behind, no matter how hard she struggled, she would not let go: "I believe in you"

Believe in your kindness, your softness and innocence that lie beneath the heartless surface.

She knew from a long time ago that Qin Xuan is a flower that blooms out of the mud.

She pities her, loves her dearly, and even more... loves her.

"Cry, you'll be fine if you cry." Xiang Nanke patted her on the back, and the man in his arms gradually lost his strength, gripping her sleeve tightly and sobbing softly.

"I know I did something wrong... I shouldn't destroy other people's families... But is it wrong to love someone... Is it wrong?!"

Xiang Nanke held her face up, and wiped away her tears with his rough index finger: "How old were you when you met him?"

She didn't understand why she asked this, but she still answered in a daze: "Sixteen..."

She saw pity and distress in the police officer's eyes as deep as the sea, as well as a trace of imperceptible coldness.

"That's it. From a psychological point of view, it's normal for minors to have a vague affection for adults. It's not you who are wrong, it's him who ruined this affection."

When the whole world was talking badly to her, only she stood up and spoke for her.

When the whole world was punching her, only she rushed out to protect her.

Even though his affection for Xiang Nanke did not rise to the level of liking, Qin Xuan still shed tears for this sincerity.

"Remember that little girl's case you asked me to handle?"

Qin Xuan nodded, looking at her with teary eyes.

Xiang Nanke helped him up and handed him a tissue: "No adult with a conscience will attack a minor, even if you have all kinds of inseparable relationships, be it parents, relatives, teachers, or friends. Anyway, as long as you attack a minor, it is a crime, Qin Xuan, think about it carefully, Bao Fengnian is not a good person, you have been blinded for too long..."

Seeing her expression loosen, Xiang Nanke still wanted to strike while the iron was hot. She couldn't say more about the details of the case, but she still wanted to remind her. At this moment, the mobile phone in her pocket vibrated violently.

Li Ju's name was displayed on the screen, so she had no choice but to pick it up, but the other party yelled, "Xiang Nanke, where the hell are you fooling around?!!! Why don't you hurry up and get back to me!!!"

Director Li took the folder and slapped the table loudly: "Okay, you Xiang Nanke! I've been mistaken, your kid's case is not doing very well, you should go to the Propaganda Department to do something! Just work for a while, Jinzhou All the headlines in the city are full of you! Our city bureau has made a big splash this time, what a goddamn spectacle!"

She quickly stood up: "It's not Director Li, you listen to my explanation..."

"Explain the hammer, I have to kill you this time!"

Then there was a burst of drawing drawers and moving chairs mixed with persuasion from colleagues around me, and the phone was hung up with a snap.

Xiang Nanke's expression turned ugly, Qin Xuan put his emotions together and stood up, pretending not to care and smiling.

"Come on, I'm fine. I'm going back to work. You have to eat when the sky is falling, so what should you do?"

"Okay, then call me if you have something to do, and I will pick you up after get off work in the evening"

Qin Xuan watched her stop a taxi, rolled down the window to say goodbye to her, turned around and took a deep breath, and walked slowly towards the hospital.

"Today's surgery on bed [-], why didn't the anesthesia push the person here? What time is it, and there are two caesarean sections behind me hurrying up." Qin Xuan changed his clothes, tied up his hair, and brushed his hands After waiting for a long time outside the operating room, there was no one, so she rushed to the triage desk angrily to ask.

Seeing that it was her who came, the head nurse winked, and the chattering people who had gathered together dispersed, and she also had a slight dislike for her.

"At short notice, all of Doctor Qin's operations today have been cancelled."

"No, what do you mean by that!" Qin Xuan put the medical record folder on the triage table and buckled it vigorously: "Who gave the notice and canceled my operation casually, what should the patient do, and what will the patients behind me do?!"

The head nurse is about to reach menopause, and she always speaks with such a strange vibe: "Don't let us get angry, whoever beats you, go to whoever, don't let people tell you that you are a mistress, it's all patients who ask for it." Canceled surgery, we can't go on stage according to others."

A little nurse followed up and smiled ambiguously: "Doctor Qin, are you crazy about money?"

Qin Xuan was so angry that he was trembling all over, and slapped him with his backhand. The little nurse burst into tears, and everyone else stood up and accused her.

"Why did you hit someone, you!"

"It's reasonable to be a mistress, isn't it?"

People who usually don't like her even took advantage of the situation to step on her severely.

"I said, why did you get such an important position as the supervisor of the first ward? It turns out that's how you got it."

"I still see a doctor for others, and I don't clean myself"

Qin Xuan rushed forward with red eyes, was pulled away by the security guards, and was taken to the medical office, where the director of obstetrics and gynecology and Liu Changsheng were there.

"Sit down, Doctor Qin"

Liu Changsheng's attitude was quite kind, but the face of the director of the department was not very good-looking. The person who brought her here whispered a few words, and he immediately got angry in front of Liu Changsheng.

"Qin Xuan, you've got a lot of skills, you! Corey has worked so hard to cultivate you for so many years, donated money and effort to support your scientific research projects, and sent you to study abroad, that's how you repay us! It's absolutely lawless! There was so much trouble in the morning It’s okay to be embarrassing, do you know what the news says about our hospital?! Does anyone dare to come to our department to see a doctor?! You beat your colleagues in public in the afternoon, you really think we dare not expel you!”

Liu Changsheng took a sip of tea, and the old fox stood still, thinking: That's not your money, it's obviously the courtyard's money.

However, Qin Xuan has the ability to endure hardships and has nothing to say about the operation. He still thinks about waiting for the position of deputy chief physician to come down. She can't escape. This child is a pity.

After the director of the department finished all the anger that should be made, and said all he wanted to say, the old fox put down his teacup and said slowly: "You know that the hospital must give an explanation to the public. From now on Since you stopped all duties and accepted the review, as for when you will be reinstated, go back and wait for the notice."

Qin Xuan raised his head abruptly, his face turned pale: "Why?! You are going to suspend me just because of what that crazy woman said? Don't you, Director Liu, know how hard I work every day, Director Fang? Don't you know?!"

Director Fang patted the table and said, "We're not suspecting your medical skills, we're suspecting your character and academic misconduct, understand!"

Liu Changsheng sat up from the leather chair: "Director Fang is right, we now suspect that you have obtained profits through unfair competition, so all your papers, doctor's licenses, including admission test papers, applications, etc. I will temporarily detain it in our hospital and wait for investigation. If there is no problem, we will immediately reinstate the official. If there is any suspicion of academic fraud, we will not engage in favoritism and will transfer it to the public security organ for further trial. You should be mentally prepared."

"Bang - bang" the door closed in front of her eyes. When she entered, she was still wearing a white coat, and when she came out, she was alone. Her badge was confiscated, and the communication machine in the hospital was returned to the General Affairs Office.

Qin Xuan tore off the mask around his neck, crumpled it into a ball and threw it into the trash can, slid against the wall and sat down, buried his head in his knees, like a wounded ostrich.

The sunlight withdrew her gaze from the floor-to-ceiling windows, the aperture gradually narrowed, and darkness fell on her.