Life is like a journey

"You are the chief surgeon, I will help you." When Qin Xuan came back, she silently gave up the position of the chief surgeon.

"Okay." Qin Xuan took the scalpel from Hao Renjie and gently cut open the endometrium.

"Anesthesiologist, monitor the fetal heart rate"

"Ok"

With the efforts of everyone, the premature baby was taken out of the mother's womb, and the body of the pregnant woman was getting colder.

Yu Gui sat on the ground against the ambulance, buried his head in his knees and cried silently.

Qin Xuan cut the umbilical cord for the baby with his own hands, wrapped it in a non-woven fabric and held it in his arms: "Congratulations, it's a boy, and he still needs to go back to the hospital for further examination. If you stay in an oxygen-deficient environment for too long, you will inevitably have cerebral palsy." Injury, you have to be mentally prepared.”

Lying on the stretcher, Zhao Ping glanced at the child with relief, thinking that two lines of tears flowed from the corners of his wife's eyes.

"Let's go, let's call it a day." She put the child in the incubator and called Lu Qingshi back.

It didn't know when it started to rain, Yu Gui got up from the ambulance, walked to the pregnant woman and knelt down.

She wiped away the rain or tears on her face indiscriminately, and lifted the surgical drape covering the pregnant woman.

"Hey..." Lu Qing stopped her words, and only at this moment did she show a trace of fatigue, her eyes dimmed, and Qin Xuan noticed that her white coat was completely soaked.

Half blood, half sweat.

Yu Gui tremblingly held the suture needle, crying while stitching, biting his lower lip tightly to keep himself from crying.

Hao Renjie went to pull her: "Let's go, let's go, it's raining so much, there will be a funeral home to collect the body later."

Yu Gui's whole body was also drenched, raindrops fell down her hair like broken beads, she shook off Hao Renjie's hand, choked with sobs: "I...my mother also gave birth to me with dystocia...the doctor said Let...let her give up..."

She was talking nonsense and incoherently: "I... I saved someone today... I'm really happy... I just think... I should walk with dignity... In my next life... find a good man to marry Alright..."

She raised her head abruptly to prevent tears from falling into the unsutured abdominal cavity.

But accidentally fell into the tenderness of an umbrella.

At some point, the rain around her stopped, Lu Qingshi held an umbrella for her, and remained silent.

Gu Yanzhi was also holding an umbrella not far away, stopped in his tracks, and greeted his brothers: "Let's go, work is over, except those on duty, everyone else will go back to the dormitory to rest."

Back at the hospital, Dongfang was already pale. The child was sent to the neonatal intensive care unit, and Zhao Ping's vital signs stabilized. Lu Qingshi went to report the situation to his superiors, and Yu Gui hid in the doctor's duty room by himself. , My mind is full of the bloody look of the pregnant woman.

It was a fresh life dying before her eyes, and she couldn't remain indifferent.

She remembered that when she put on a white coat and stood under the national flag to make an oath on the first day, she yelled out the solemn words in a childish voice: "Health depends on life, and when I step into the sacred medical school, I solemnly swear -"

I volunteer to devote myself to medicine, love the motherland, be loyal to the people, abide by medical ethics, respect teachers and discipline, study hard, work tirelessly, strive for perfection, and develop in an all-round way.

I am determined to do my best to eliminate human illnesses, help improve health, maintain the sanctity and honor of medical skills, save lives and heal the wounded, spare no effort, pursue persistently, and strive for the development of the medical and health cause of the motherland and the physical and mental health of human beings for the rest of my life.

At that time, her teacher said: "If the withering of a flower can't make you feel sad, then how can you be a doctor? Compared with medical skills and medical ethics, what a doctor needs is empathy. When you can get close to the patient from the bottom of your heart When you can feel her pain, you are not far from a real doctor."

She saved a person today and witnessed a life dissipate with her own eyes. This is completely different from what she learned in medical school. The doctors here are like surgical machines.

They are good, they are perfect, and they are cold-blooded.

Yu Gui buried his head in his knees, curled up like an ostrich, and let the mobile phone beside him vibrate non-stop but did not answer it.

"The situation is like this." Lu Qingshi finished his report, and when he was about to turn around and leave, the dean stopped her, tremblingly took off his white coat from the hanger beside him and handed it to her.

"Son, it's hard work. Change your clothes and go out to the clinic." The elderly dean wore reading glasses, his temples were gray, and he spoke in a calm and warm voice.

She can look down on anyone, but she has enough respect for the dean of the university hospital, an old man who is over sixty years old and still sticks to the operating table.

Lu Qingshi leaned over slightly: "Thank you"

"New here, why are you hiding in the duty room? Can't you see the pile of work outside? Have you been out of bed?" The colleague came over and knocked on the door.

Yu Gui had no choice but to get up, and said weakly, "Here we come."

The patient was a young and middle-aged man when he passed the bed, and the weight of the stretcher itself was very heavy, Yu Gui's feet were soft, he couldn't use any strength, and he almost slipped out, Hao Renjie grabbed the stretcher.

"Hey, what's the matter with you? You slipped the newly connected bone and you have to put on plaster again. Go, go, don't get in the way here, go and see if the IV is over on bed [-]? Give her another one after it's over. bottle"

"Okay" Yu Gui walked over with heavy steps, and when he was about to change his dressing, thanks to the head nurse who took a look, he was furious and pointed at her nose in front of the family members and scolded her.

"What's the matter? I'm new here. I can't lift the bed well. Change the medicine, which is sodium bicarbonate clearly written on the doctor's order. Look at what you gave the patient!" The head nurse raised the bottle and pestered it. In front of her eyes.

"Ceftriaxone sodium! This wrong medicine will kill you!" Yu Gui muttered, "I..."

"You, you, you! It's you every day! I don't know how the medical office recruits people. Any kind of scumbag dares to recruit people from the First Affiliated Hospital of Renji." head, like a frightened rabbit.

"That's right, what kind of doctor are you? You're too irresponsible!" The patient's family came back to their senses, filled with righteous indignation, and stepped forward to push her.

"The same thing happened when I changed my dad's dressing. The needle didn't go in a few times, and Lao Gao's hands were swollen. Can you tell me that my dad, who is 80 years old, can stand your tossing like this?! "

During the tugging, Yu Gui's badge was pulled to the ground, and several family members stepped on it.

Yu Gui lowered his head deeply: "I'm sorry."

She looked at the photo on her badge on the ground, with bright eyes and bright teeth, smiling so happily that tears flowed down her cheeks.

"New here, help me go to the cafeteria for lunch, I want fish-flavored shredded pork"

"I want it too, I want it too, I want scallion oil noodles without scallions, more spicy!"

"My new courier has arrived. Ah, put it in the security room at the door. Go and get it for me. I can't get away." The colleague watched the video on the computer while slurping the instant noodles.

"Hey, help me get a takeaway by the way, it's not far anyway, just a few steps away"

A few little nurses also came over: "Oh, you doctors still have lunch break, and we have to be on duty in the ward during lunch break"

Yu Guiqiang held up a smile: "Then what do you want to eat, I'll buy it for you."

"Ah! You are so kind!"

The little nurse was overjoyed, completely forgetting that they had also scolded her, or watched her being scolded by others.

So during the whole lunch break, Yu Gui ran up and down to help people fetch water, take out couriers, deliver food, organize materials and send them to the medical office, etc.

When she came out of the medical office, she bumped into Xu Qiankun head-on, and quickly lowered her head and said, "Hello, Director Xu."

Xu Qiankun stopped in his tracks and looked at the young girl: "Oh——Yu, what is it?"

Yu Gui nodded and bowed: "Yu Gui, Yu Gui"

But he remembered that the daughter of the rural woman who gave him money, although her mother was not good-looking and her dress was not fashionable, her daughter was still quite beautiful.

Xu Qiankun reached out and patted her on the shoulder: "I heard that you got out of the ambulance last night. It's still very hard for girls to do this. Not everyone is as talented and capable as you Director Lu."

Yu Gui turned his head to look at him, Xu Qiankun let go of his hand and smiled meaningfully: "The local eggs that your mother sent last time were delicious, thank her for me."

"By the way." He walked out two steps and then turned around: "If you want to change to a more relaxed environment, you can, as long as..."

The wise man stopped talking, so Yu Gui hurriedly bowed and ran away, feeling nauseated uncontrollably in his stomach.

Xu Qiankun looked at her as if he was looking at a prey that was about to be caught. She suppressed her heart beating violently because of fear, bit her lip and walked towards the department.

"Thank you." Qin Xuan put down a can of coffee in front of her, and Lu Qingshi thanked her by licking his chapped lips.

"I stayed up all night for two consecutive nights. Would you like to say hello to Director Xu and take a half-day vacation? Look at your dark circles." Qin Xuan stood at her desk and chatted, holding a can in his hand Coffee relieves fatigue.

After all, he is not a young man anymore. After staying up all night, everything was written on his face. Lu Qingshi shook his head: "No, there is another operation in the afternoon, and I will rest tomorrow."

Qin Xuan leaned over and touched her arm: "Hey, let's go to the bar that night, why didn't you contact the handsome guy I introduced to you last time..."

As soon as Yu Gui stepped into the office, he heard them discussing where to go tomorrow, and he felt a little uncomfortable. Maybe the death of a person is simply a trivial matter to them.

Colleagues took the takeaway from her without saying thank you or giving money, and went back to their seats to eat in twos and threes.

It was the same male colleague who was watching the video while eating instant noodles, opened the takeaway box, took a look, and immediately slapped the chopsticks on the table: "What's the matter with you, newcomer! How can I eat like this!"

The lid of the crisper was opened, and some soup spilled into the plastic bag.

Yu Gui muttered: "I... I don't know... When I first got it... it was... just like this..."

"You fart! I've never ordered his takeaway like this every day! Do you think I'm not pleasing to the eye and deliberately mess with me!" He stood up and raised his voice aggressively.

Yu Gui's eyes were red: "I... why did I mess with you... I don't know why..."

"Who knows what's going on with you! The last time I asked you to write a medical record, I was pushed back and forth, causing me to be scolded by the director! I think you are..." He took two steps forward, pointed at his nose and scolded.

"I really don't know why Director Xu recruited you here. I can't help you in a hurry, and I will make trouble all day long. We have worked so hard to get into Renji Medical University. Why do you women..."

Yu Gui gritted her teeth and looked up at him. Her eyes were beautiful, with large pupils and very little white. They were all covered with bloodshot eyes. It was a little scary to glance at her suddenly.

The male colleague took a step back, bluffing: "What are you looking at, it is! At noon, someone saw you and Director Xu whispering in the corridor, who knows what you are talking about, and who knows how you entered the emergency department"

He tugged on his tie, looking a bit shady.

The body's reaction was much faster than the brain's thinking, without further ado, Yu Gui picked up a hot pot of Mala Tang and poured it over his head and face.

The male colleague covered his face and let out a scream, and his snow-white shirt was stained in various ways with oil.

There was a burst of screams from around, and Yu Gui smashed the crisper on his head: "I've fucking wanted to do this a long time ago! You bunch of ignorant and tongue-twisting trash!!!"

"You're crazy, you newcomer!" Someone came up to help him, while jumping and cursing.

"I'm crazy to apply for the Renji University of Medical Sciences!!!" Yu Gui panted heavily, hysterically, pointing at each of them, including Lu Qingshi and Qin Xuan who were beside him.

"I know that you all look down on me and that I am from the countryside, but I am also a regular trainee of Jinzhou Medical University and Renji Medical University!"

Roaring and panting heavily, she threw the crisper out and landed right at Lu Qingshi's feet.

"Also, my name is not Xinlai, my name is—Yu Gui!!! So it's Yu, I'm returning!"

"Fuck you..." The male colleague who was splashed all over the face was the first to come back to his senses, enduring the pain and throwing away the crowd who came to pull him, and punched Yu Gui in the face.

But before his fist hit his face, Yu Gui fell to the ground lightly like a kite with a broken string.

"Stretcher, hurry up, bring the stretcher over here!" Lu Qingshi's slightly anxious eyebrows were the last thing that remained conscious.

She thought in a daze: "It's over, Teacher Lu's shots are all critically ill patients, I'm going to see Max."