Life is like a journey

It is known that when returning to the dormitory, a small pot made some porridge and sent it to the hospital, the young doctor was making rounds with the department director. Lu Qingshi walked in front, and Yu Gui followed behind in a brand new white coat, holding the medical records in his hand. With a green badge hanging on his chest, he answered every question Lu Qingshi asked in a logical manner, at least he answered every question he asked.

After a long while, Lu Qingshi nodded in satisfaction, everyone with him felt relieved, and Yu Gui let out a sigh of relief.

"Little..." She took a step forward with the thermos, and suddenly the stretcher passed by her.

"Give way, the drowning patient just sent by 120"

Yu Gui didn't notice her, and put the folder of the medical records into the arms of the passing nurse: "Hurry up, send it to the first emergency room."

The door of the emergency room closed in front of her eyes. Lu Qingshi put on his gloves and cleaned the airway of the patient for foreign objects. Yu Gui quickly opened the venous access.

"Preparing for endotracheal intubation"

"Mr. Lu, I'm coming"

Lu Qingshi stopped the chest compressions, and Yu Gui lay on the head of the bed and quickly inserted the laryngoscope and tracheal cuff into the patient's throat, then pulled out the inner core and fixed it.

The movements are done in one go, clean and beautiful, probably the result of many times of practice, including the fact that her bedside is also covered with large and small surgical knots. Her little Gui is really working hard.

Fang Zhiyou stood outside the door, watching from a distance through a small window.

"Trouble to give way, the rescue of the important place, the idlers are not allowed to stay"

The medical staff running to and fro are all neatly dressed and uniformly wearing their badges. Even in the hospital, there is no noise and noise. The corridors and aisles are bright and clean, and even the voices to discourage her are polite and alienated.

Fang Zhiyou took a step back and suddenly felt that he was out of place here.

This belongs to Guigui, a world completely unfamiliar to her.

The impression of the hospital in her mind still stays in the night before the college entrance examination ten years ago, that small and cramped township health center full of the smell of disinfectant and human excretion.

"Oh, okay." She turned around and took two steps, then suddenly remembered something: "By the way, please help me take this to the emergency department Yu Gui, Doctor Yu"

Thinking it was another patient who came to show her love, the little nurse was no stranger to it: "Okay, no problem, Doctor Yu is quite popular."

Fang Zhiyou paused: "People often give her things?"

"It's not very often, anyway, there are always patients who come here every now and then to send flowers, presents, pennants, etc. After all, they are the apprentices of our Director Lu, and they don't look at the monk's face to see the Buddha's face, right? In addition to strings, I am still very enthusiastic about patients.”

Seeing that although she wasn't very fashionable in her attire, she still had a friendly conversation, so the little nurse was also happy to say a few more words.

"Okay, you go now, or the security guards will chase you away later."

"Okay" Fang Zhi nodded in thanks: "I'm sorry to trouble you."

She couldn't remember how she got out of the hospital in the end, and there was only one vague thought in her mind, which made her both sad and sad.

The person who followed her in the past now has another direction to chase.

Her little Gui will eventually grow up.

"Oh, which admirer gave this food? Come on, come on, give me a bite too." Hao Renjie leaned over with a shy face, and lifted the lid of her thermos.

"Wow, eight-treasure porridge! I'm lucky today..." Angrily, Yu Gui chased after him and beat him on the head, and finally snatched the porridge back.

"My partner made this for me, why should I give it to you, hum!"

"Tsk tsk tsk, the sour smell of love" Hao Renjie pouted and walked to the water dispenser to pick up a cup of boiling water and pour his own dry bread.

"Okay, okay, bring your lunch box"

Even though the two of them quarreled and quarreled every day, Yu Gui still gave him half of the nutritious porridge, and there were plenty of steamed buns, so he gave him two.

Hao Renjie patted her on the shoulder vigorously: "Brother didn't hurt you for nothing!"

It's okay to be slapped down by his overwhelming palms, Yu Gui quickly slid his chair and moved away: "The one from last time is divided again?"

"Last time which one, did you mean Aoi Sora Matsushima Kaede Ozawa Maria or Hatano Yui?"

Yu Gui sipped his porridge and rolled his eyes at him: "You're so gay, so stop pretending to be a straight man, okay?"

"What's gay or not?" Hao Renjie sat on the armrest of the sofa and pointed at her with an orchid flower: "Laozi is called Yan Sexual Love, do you understand Yan Sexual Love? Everyone who is good-looking likes it"

Yu Gui was expressionless: "Oh, Mr. Lu is also good-looking."

Thinking of her indifferent face, Hao Renjie suddenly got a little playful, and felt a chill: "She...is just average, let me tell you, a woman must be tender and tender to look good..."

"Oh, am I not pretty?"

"If I could be more gentle, with more smiles on my face, and a smaller voice on the operating table..." Halfway through the words, I suddenly realized something was wrong, and bounced up, my face pale and trembling.

"Lu... Lu... Hello, Miss Lu!"

"Okay, very good." Lu Qing's face remained unchanged, and he handed him the medical record folder in his hand: "Go and change the medicine for Bed Thirteen."

Hao Renjie took it as if he had received an amnesty, and fled the scene of the crime like flying, and a light word came from behind him.

"I remember that you don't seem to have a night shift this month. You were transferred to Xiao Wang. She is not feeling well after she is pregnant. You should take care of her."

Hao Renjie froze, almost fell into the mud, and turned around with a mournful face: "Sister Lu..."

"I have already reported to the medical department for you, go get busy"

"What about my night shift allowance?"

"It's on Xiao Wang's head"

Hao Renjie clutched his chest and ran away crying.

Yu Gui kept silent, curled himself into a ball, and prayed not to see me, not to see me.

Lu Qing still knocked on her desk: "Come to my office"

Department directors and above have their own independent offices, which is a deadly place for returning home. She has stood here countless times and was trained to be bloody. Once she entered, she felt the cold wind gusts. My life is not long.

Lu Qingshi sat down on the chair with his white coat on empty, made himself a cup of tea, and calmed down.

"Are you explaining yourself or should I ask the public security organs to investigate?"

Yu Gui wanted to cry but had no tears, probably something happened to Dongchuang, and he was afraid that Lu Qingshi would fold his hands on his head as if beating her, so he almost made him kneel down.

I just said it won't work!

Captain Gu, you really killed me!

"I...I...I said! It's that...ah..." After talking for a long time, he stumbled, his tongue was tied, and he couldn't utter a complete sentence.

Lu Qingshi rubbed the center of his brows, seemed a little impatient: "Okay, let's go."

"Oh..." Yu Guimo moved to the door slowly, turned around suddenly, and bowed deeply to her.

"I'm sorry, Teacher Lu, I know I was wrong"

"What's wrong?" Lu Qingshi was editing something with his mobile phone, without looking up at her.

"Medical records should not be changed"

"This is illegal, I don't want it to happen again." Lu Qing put down his phone, his expression a little cold and sharp.

Yu Gui knew he was wrong, but Gu Yanzhi's original intention was not bad.

"Then Captain Gu's injury..."

"I knew it a long time ago." Lu Qingshi's tone was light, and his eyes moved to the void.

"But medical treatment is medical treatment, and there is no room for falsification. No matter who the other party is or what the reason is, it is not an excuse for doctors to tamper with medical records for personal reasons."

Yu Gui got serious: "Thank you, Teacher Lu."

She seemed to be extremely tired. The overload of work in the past few days had made her whole body thinner, and she felt fragile and beautiful when nestled in the chair.

But Yu Gui knew that her heart was not as weak as her appearance.

So when she turned to leave, she thought about it and said something that a student shouldn't have said.

"Mr. Lu, I think Captain Gu treats you really well—"

Before she finished speaking, a thick copy of "Surgery" flew out from the office and hit the back of her head.

With a scream, Yu Gui fell into the arms of the passing nurse's sister, and ran away crying too.

"One hundred, one hundred and one, one hundred and two, one hundred and three... two hundred..." Gu Yanzhi did more than 200 push-ups. The name lights up on the screen.

She opened it and it was a text message: "Are you off work? See you at Hongrui Bow Gym"

Gu Yanzhi scrambled to his feet, and hurriedly typed: "Come right away!"

After not shooting for a long time, Lu Qingshi moved her body outside the track. The waiter brought her exclusive bow and arrow and served her drinks.

"Miss Lu, please use it slowly"

She took the bow and set the arrow, three points and one line, the first ten rings, greeted with applause.

Gu Yanzhi stood at the door with his sports bag in his hand, and cheered up: "I'll come too."

Lu Qingshi gave her his bow: "Use mine"

Her special recurve bow is a bit longer than ordinary bows and arrows. The body of the bow is made of heavy metal and painted in a bold and domineering black red color. It feels heavy when held in the hand, and Gu Yanzhi's eyes flickered.

"it is good"

The action was done in one go, but the result was not as expected, nine rings.

Lu Qingshi didn't say much, he rang the bell to call for the waiter to bring another recurve, the two of them didn't compete, they shot arrows one after the other.

This scene reminded her of the first time they met. At that time, the two of them were not very familiar with each other. Lu Qingshi's archery skills had already been honed to perfection. Maybe there was still a lack of strength, but the winning heart was really moved. she.

Another round of fifty arrows passed, Gu Yanzhi put down the bow and arrow, thin sweat dripped from his forehead, and his arms felt sore.

"The injury hasn't healed yet, take a break"

"Okay" Lu Qingshi also put down his bow and arrow, picked up his drink and took a sip.

Gu Yanzhi wiped his short hair with a towel, and when he saw her put it down, he didn't mind taking it over and gulping it down in one gulp.

Lu Qingshi's lips moved, but he didn't say anything.

On weekdays, the archery hall is very deserted. There are only two nozzles buzzing in the huge shower room. The frosted glass reflects her beautiful figure, and the water mist slides from the glass and her arms.

Gu Yanzhi, who was only separated by a layer of glass, saw her pick up the shower gel and wipe her whole body. The place where her fingertips brushed seemed to have magical power, attracting her to linger. Her eyes followed her up and down, from the slender neck to the flat and firm The lower abdomen, and the straight and slender legs.

Lu Qingshi's extreme self-discipline is not only reflected in work, but also in the control of her body posture, which makes her completely unable to look away.

Gu Yanzhi swallowed, put his hands on the wall, and let the water wash over the wound, causing dull pain.

The sound of the water next door stopped, Lu Qingshi asked softly: "What's wrong?"

"Uh... I can't reach my back." Gu Yanzhi still couldn't fully lift his injured right hand, so Gu Yanzhi found an excuse indiscriminately.

After a while, the curtain was raised, and two adult women suddenly squeezed into the small space. It suddenly became cramped, and the air was stagnant. Almost instantly, Gu Yanzhi tensed up. Knowing why, even she couldn't control the trembling.

This change became more obvious when her fingertips brushed against her shoulders, so that Lu Qing said, "Cold?"

Gu Yanzhi turned his back to her, shook his head, and nodded again.

So the Yuba was turned on, and the warm yellow light made everything a bit ambiguous.

Unknown emotions are fermenting.

Her skin is not as fair as ordinary girls, it has a wheat-colored healthy texture, the skin will bounce back immediately when touched, the muscles are strong, and the scars are all over the body, and the flesh in those places is rough and inelastic.

Lu Qingshi's fingertips slid across them one by one, one stab wound, two stab wounds...

Three bullet holes, eight blow wounds, and two surgical incisions. I don't know who did the stitches. Anyway, the technique is worse than hers.

The deadliest one, she knew, was in the heart.

Gu Yanzhi raised his head and bit his lower lip tightly. Because of the excessive stimulation, every pore in his body trembled. It was obvious that she was just rubbing her back, but he was ashamed to have thoughts that he shouldn't have. There was a physical response to her movements.

The fire instructor swallowed Kou Shen Koujin down his throat, and the hands on the wall were clenched into fists. The water drops fell from her chest and slipped into the deeper valley.

"I..." She imagined her appearance, every frown and smile, anger, or indifference, are the most vivid stories in her mind.

Picture her standing half-naked behind her, bony fingers brushing her body, picture her stuffing the palm of a surgeon's life-weight into the gap in the bulletproof door.

She also thought of many, many, her eyes were red standing in the rain when she rescued the pregnant woman.

She who refused to evacuate when the apartment building caught fire, and she who stood on the rostrum and gave a speech.

In order to make He Miaomiao happy, she pretended to be Minnie.

Because of He Miaomiao's death, she hid in the locker room and cried.

Various emotions rolled and intertwined, ironing out a person's name: Lu Qingshi.

"Don't talk and don't look back"

This was not the first time she interrupted her, but it might be the last time. The sensitive doctor had already noticed what she wanted to say when she was under the bulletproof door.

That was not the right time, and now is not the time.

As a friend and a work partner at the emergency scene, she admires Gu Yanzhi's way of dealing with people, and also likes her cheerful and open-minded personality.

But that's all, there won't be more than half a point.

She is a divorced woman who gave birth to a child, and she is struggling with a heavy past. Gu Yanzhi is a very glorious person, and she also deserves an even brighter future.

In fact, she didn't realize that when it came to her feelings for Gu Yanzhi, she had a little inferiority complex in her heart.

She said, "Gu Yanzhi, you have to live"

"I will, I have..."

"It's not for someone, but for yourself. I know people are too tired to live, so sometimes I will find a spiritual support for myself, or a relative, or a lover, or an idol star..."

"But have you ever thought about whether those chosen people are really happy? To bear the weight of others on top of their own lives..." Lu Qingshi stopped, his eyes glanced at the wound on her shoulder, and he saw her holding the weight of others. Wall's hands clenched into fists.

Gu Yanzhi knew that she was rejecting her politely and decently.

"At least, I am very unwilling. You are still young, find someone who is willing to bear the weight of your life, and share the rest of your life together."

In the silence of the room, the shower stopped, the temperature dropped, and the ambiguous atmosphere disappeared without a trace.

"There are fifteen large and small scars on my back. You should have seen them just now. Whether you are talking about relatives, lovers, idols or stars, I really don't mind whether the other party responds at all. Some people The very existence of the

Lu Qing was speechless, turned around and opened the curtain, Gu Yanzhi still didn't look back, she asked her not to look back, she was really obedient and did it.

No matter what it is, as long as she says it, she will do it.

"Qingshi, have you ever heard Lin Xi's lyrics?"

She paused.

"I was so naive and reckless that I regarded death as home, but it was not until I met you that I began to long for a long life"