Life is like a journey

Xiang Nanke put his hand on the holster: "Doctor Lu, you are hindering us from carrying out our official duties."

Lu Qingshi stuck his hands into the pockets of his white coat and stood idly, but just blocked the way of a group of people: "Why do you want to arrest me for what crime the captain wants?"

She is Qin Xuan's friend.

She is Qin Xuan's friend.

She is Qin Xuan's friend.

After repeating this silently three times, Xiang Nanke's cold brows and eyes softened: "Drug addicts are potential criminal suspects, and our public security organs accept them according to law. As for the autopsy, Dr. Lu is right. Criminals have human rights. Have the family members arrived?" ?”

The second half of the sentence was asked to her subordinates, and a policeman with a short cut who was following her hurriedly stepped forward and said, "I'm on my way, and I can reach Jinzhou in the evening."

"Okay" nodded to Nan Ke, put the gun back into the holster: "So, is Dr. Lu satisfied? People—we must take it away today"

Lu Qingshi moved out of the way: "Please go ahead"

"Sister, I bought soy milk and steamed stuffed buns, would you like some?" Wu Xinyu came early in the morning, her complexion was not very good, she was too haggard, and her expression was sick.

Wu Xinyuan shook his head, because he had not recovered from a serious illness, and he was so emaciated that his face was sallow, and he hadn't eaten for several days, relying on nutritional injections to maintain his daily energy.

"No appetite... why did you go last night?" A sentence was spoken intermittently, a little out of breath.

Wu Xinyu's expression dodged for a moment: "It's nothing... you can eat quickly."

Wu Xinyuan became agitated all of a sudden, and a layer of flush flushed on his sallow face: "Is it...cough cough..."

She clutched her chest and coughed violently, dragged her abdomen into a sharp pain, bent down and rolled on the bed in pain, Wu Xinyu rushed forward and was pushed away.

She yelled with red eyes: "Are you going to fool around with that wild man again!"

The eyes of the people in the first ward looked at her suddenly became a little subtle, and Wu Xinyu was on his back: "Sister! What are you talking about! I didn't..."

She tried her best to defend her, but the other party misunderstood her deeply, and because of her illness, she was moody, so she couldn't help yelling: "You didn't?! If it weren't for you, I would have become like this?! If I knew you were so unmotivated and repentant, it would be better Just let him stab you to death!"

Wu Xinyu was silent for a while, and ran out crying, but left her phone on the bed.

A strange phone call came in. Wu Xinyuan hesitated for a moment, but she still picked it up. Before she could speak, the other party yelled: "Fuck your mother son of a bitch You are famous on TV now, you know?! Just you If you want to borrow money like this, I tell you there is no way! Why don't you play with my brothers for two days..."

She was so angry that her face was livid, and she couldn't speak, so she quickly hung up the phone.

The other party's text message popped up again, still the same abusive language mixed with provocations towards Wu Xinyu, Wu Xinyuan felt heartbroken just looking at it, and wanted to kill that man.

The severe pain in her abdomen became stronger and stronger, she bit her lower lip, and beads of sweat the size of a bean slid down her forehead.

Then the fingertips slid down, and an ordinary message came into view.

"Brother Long, I'm really out of money. I've sold out all the valuable things at home. My sister is still in the intensive care unit with stage four pancreatic cancer. I can't leave her alone. Please lend me some more. Money, I will give you an IOU, and I will definitely pay it back in the future!"

The words pancreatic cancer stage four were like a hammer that threw her into the endless hell. Wu Xinyuan couldn't help trembling, her lips were trembling, and she clenched her lower lip tightly to prevent herself from crying. His face was cold, and there were water stains on the sheets.

When Wu Xinyu recovered and came back, Wu Xinyuan's attitude changed a lot. She even offered to express that she was hungry and wanted porridge. She hurried to the hospital cafeteria to cook for others. Wu Xinyuan couldn't eat more than half a bowl of porridge. Even so, she felt much happier, and her fatigue was swept away.

"Sister, after taking the medicine for two days, we will be able to have the operation. After the operation, we can be discharged from the hospital. At that time, I will listen to you to find a serious job or learn a craft of hairdressing and beauty. You can concentrate on it." go to school……"

Wu Xinyuan looked at his younger sister, who was the same age as himself, but took on the burden of life prematurely, so that silver strands had grown under her thick black hair.

She smiled and waved to her sister: "Xinyu, you have gray hair, come on, I'll pull it out for you."

Wu Xinyu brushed the ends of her hair in embarrassment: "Forget it, it's okay..."

In the end, she couldn't hold back her sister, so she obediently sat on the side of the bed, Wu wished to hold that strand of silver thread into her palm.

"All right"

Wu Xinyuan raised her eyes and looked at the sunny sky outside the window, the traffic was busy, and she gently opened her lips: "The weather is good today, push me out for a walk."

"Okay." Wu Xinyu found a wheelchair and pushed her for a walk in the corridor. The sun shone on the mottled corridor, but she couldn't feel any warmth when it fell into her eyes.

"Xinyu, you have worked hard all these years"

If it's hard work, she gets up every day to cook meals in the rice cooker.

The hot water was boiled when I returned late, and the floor lamp was still on in the living room.

Pills and hot water handed to the bedside when I have a stomach ache from alcoholism.

He even stood up for her to deal with those men who were chasing after her.

Of the two sisters, whoever is working hard is not sure. With a younger sister like her who is not motivated, as an older sister, it must be a headache.

"Xinyu, I often think, if I was the one who decided to drop out of school back then, maybe you wouldn't..."

Wu Xinyu knelt down and looked at her: "I was 16 years old when I dropped out of school, and I was already at the age where I could make my own decisions, so I don't blame anyone. No matter how ups and downs the situation is, this is my own choice after all."

Wu Xinyuan watched her burst into tears silently: "I'm useless..."

"Sister" put her face on her knees: "When you are well, teach me math, and English... I was the worst at that year... I want to take the college entrance examination again..."

"Good" Wu Xinyuan caressed her face, because her skin became rough due to staying up all night drinking and using inferior cosmetics.

"What major do you want to study?"

"If you want to be a teacher, teaching and educating people, you should have a sense of accomplishment."

Wu Xinyuan smiled slightly, and patted her on the back once in a while: "Then you have to work hard, Teacher Wu"

Wu Xinyu fell on her lap and laughed: "My sister will get married and have children in the future. Maybe my sister's children will teach me in the future, so I can take revenge for bullying me back then."

Will that day really happen?

Wu Xinyuan's eyes fell into the void, the world outside the glass curtain wall is still bustling, everyone is rushing to a bright future, but she, with pancreatic cancer, is doomed to have no future.

"Xinyu, it's a little cold, go back to the ward and get me some clothes."

Wu Xinyuan touched his arm: "Sister, the air conditioner is not cold."

"Go, I'll wait for you here"

"it is good"

Thinking of being sick and weak, Wu Xinyu still agreed, and pushed the wheelchair to the side of the corridor and put it away: "Then you wait for me here, I will be back in 3 minutes."

Yu Gui came out of the simulated operating room with half a bag of cracked eggshells, threw them into the trash can, rubbed his stiff wrists, and prepared to go back to the office to eat instant noodles for lunch.

From a distance, she saw a wheelchair in the corridor, and there was no one on it. It was lunch break time, and this floor was full of operating rooms, and there were very few people. Yu Gui looked around and walked forward a few more times. Suddenly, his pupils shrank, he ran wildly, rushed over with lightning speed, and hugged Wu Xinyuan who was about to jump down from the window sill.

The strong wind poured in through the open window, and the height of the nineteenth floor was enough to make anyone dizzy. Yu Gui gritted his teeth, and pressed the back of his hand on the window lattice, slowly grinding out bloodstains.

"Wu Xinyuan, what are you doing!!! Hurry up and grab my hand!"

Wu Xinyuan turned her head down, and the high-rise buildings in the city turned into ants in her eyes, but a relieved smile overflowed her face.

"Doctor Yu, let go, I don't want to live anymore"

Every day of living is a burden for Xinyu, she can't let her only sister be in debt for the rest of her life.

She deserves a better life, saving some money to fulfill her dreams, instead of throwing all her savings on her and ending up with nothing.

"You fart!!!" In Renji Medical College, insulting a patient is a major demerit, and his character is cowardly, so he couldn't help but swear at this moment, and put his foot on the wall to stop his body from sliding down.

She remembered the way Wang Youshi's wife knelt on the ground begging Lu Qing.

I remembered the people who died in the fire at the apartment building.

I thought of the five-year-old Miaomiao who had undergone so many major operations, suffered so much, and suffered so much in order to survive.

Tears fell drop by drop.

"You fart...as long as you live...there is hope if you live..." Yu Gui sniffed, the gravity of the earth pulled the two of them down, the back of her hand was cut by the sharp window lattice, and her arms gradually became useless. With effort, the upper body also vacated, crumbling.

"So many people are working hard to survive, Wu wishes that you will have nothing when you die!!! I will never see your sister again! I will never see the sun tomorrow..."

The doctor's eyes were red, tears were streaming down his young face, he bit his lip and refused to let go, the blood on the back of his hand fell drop by drop from the sky.

Wu Xinyuan slowly stretched out his hand, caressed her wrist, opened her fingers one by one, and shook his head: "There is a reason to live, and there is an excuse to want to die. Doctor Yu, you are a good person, thank you, but -"

She fell down suddenly, and Yu Gui followed and jumped out of the window, only her feet were still hooked on the window sill.

Wu Xinyuan opened one of her hands, and the muscle tearing pain caused by supporting the weight of two people with one hand made Yu Gui roar, and Dou Da's cold sweat rolled down his forehead.

What's more terrible is the dizziness. If you fall from the height of the [-]th floor, you will be a puddle of meat, which is the kind that can't be buckled if it sticks to the ground.

A smile appeared on Wu Xinyuan's face, just like when he was ten years old, his parents were still alive, and before the disaster happened.

"Goodbye, Mr. Yu"

Goodbye, Xinyu.

She murmured silently in her heart, and then broke off the last finger she was hanging on her body.

Yu Gui's palm suddenly emptied, and a blue-white shadow slipped from his eyes: "No!!!"

Before her brain could react, the instep that was hooked to the window sill suddenly loosened, and the feeling of weightlessness caused her to feel palpitations for a moment. The young doctor's white coat was flying with the wind, and the breastplate was blown off by the strong wind, floating into the vast and boundless world .

Until she grasped her ankle again in her hand, her heart beat like a drum, she panted heavily, hanging alone in mid-air, her mouth was bitten with bloodstains.

The premonition of pain did not appear, Wu Xinyuan opened his eyes, facing her red eyes.

"You are my patient and I will not let you die"

She clasped her ankle little by little, and wrapped her calf with her other hand.

Hao Renjie also slid out of the window frame bit by bit, and said hoarsely, "Damn!!! Yu Gui, you should hurry up!"

The sharp voice was shattered by the wind, and a figure behind him rushed up, hugged his waist, and cried, "Sister, you big liar, I won't let you die!!!"

Yu Gui breathed a sigh of relief, his eyes sparkled: "Look, even if life is unsatisfactory, there are still people who sincerely want you to live on."

After hearing the news, more and more medical staff came, and the firefighters also urgently laid air cushions downstairs, and it took three to ten minutes to finally rescue the people.

Wu Xinyuan was sent to the emergency room for a full-body examination. Yu Gui sat on the ground with his buttocks paralyzed, his hands hanging by his sides, unable to lift them up, his entire shoulders were trembling slightly, half of his body was soaked in blood sleeve.

Lu Qingshi hung up the stethoscope, opened the curtain of the emergency treatment room and came in, pressed her shoulder, then raised her arm and sent it back gently, Yu Gui suddenly howled like ghosts and wolves.

Lu Qingshi let go: "Now I know it hurts."

Yu Gui raised his head pitifully: "Teacher Lu..."

Lu Qingshi dipped a cotton swab in iodine to disinfect her: "If your hands are useless, you will almost fail to be a surgeon."

Yu Gui bit his lip, only then did he realize that he was afraid: "I didn't think about it that much at the time."

Lu Qingshi didn't speak, and threw the used cotton swab into the trash can, and wrapped the bandage for her.

Looking at her movements, Yu Gui murmured, "Ms. Lu... I did nothing wrong, right?"

"Patients dying in the hospital, especially this kind of suicide, will be very troublesome. As a doctor, you did nothing wrong"

The slender palms were wrapped into rice dumplings, and Yu Gui waited for the next sentence.

Lu Qing raised his head to look at her, his eyes were still calm, but she caught a glimpse of a ripple under the calm lake.

"As Yu Gui, you also have people who sincerely want you to live, and you should never put yourself in danger, so you are wrong"